got them feelin some type of way

Series: Soulmate au bts and svt
Member: Joshua (svt)
Prompt: Non idol au // Whatever your soulmate writes on their arm will show on yours and vice versa
Find the tag for this series here: x

  • Joshua is a meme I just need to get that out of the way before anything else
  • Gentleman more like gentlememe OKAY ONTO THE AU
  • Joshua had a bit of an interest in drawing pictures at a young age, which meant that you often found yourself covered in doodles and paint and the like 
  • Which sucked because in the first grade because you weren’t allowed to write on your arms because your teacher was really mean so you’d always get in trouble
  • She’d write you one of those cursed pink slips and you’d cry over it and then scribble on your arm all angrily when you got home LMAO 
  • You were a petty 6 year old 
  • But as you grew up and got out of that nasty teacher’s class you didn’t mind so much 
  • You found yourself doodling on your arm back and you guys would wind up making these little pictures together and honestly,, how cute
  • You’re just these little beans drawing monsters and your families on your arms in like red and green markers 
  • And you show your friends like look at what me and soulmate did!! And just hjsfhe SO CUTE MAN
  • As you guys learn to read and write more and all that jazz you write little messages to each other 
  • It’s really nice to talk to him,,, he’d find himself sneaking a night light to talk to you, clutching a book while he waited for you to write him back and a damp washcloth on the bedside table for when it got too crowded with words
  • You guys were dorky little kids together through contacting on your arms, telling each other about your friends and what you wanted to be when you grew up and what you liked to do 
  • Joshua was a big hecking weeb and always talked to you about anime and you found yourself watching some of it just for him lmao 
  • You really like your soulmate,,, you couldn’t help but feel so fortunate to have someone so easy to talk to sharing your bond??? Like yeah maybe romantic feelings hadn’t quite surfaced because you both were so young but you found comfort in the knowledge that you were friends and you could rely on him
  • As you started to hit more middle school age your friends were always gushing over how lucky you were to be able to contact your soulmate whenever you wanted and that he was such a nice person 
  • None of your friends had the same connection with their soulmate as you did,, one had the timer, one had a vast array of lies their soulmate would tell her once they met, another got hurt when theirs did,,, you get the picture
  • None of them had the chance to talk to your soulmate quite the way that you did 
  • When he told you that he played guitar one of them was like omg my sister’s teen novel said that playing guitar was really hot I bet he’s really cute
  • You: psh what no shut up,,, but also keep going what else did this teen novel say about guitar players
  • Joshua started doing little things for you once you guys hit that age 
  • Like he taught himself to do pretty lettering and then you woke up won morning with your name written in this fancy script
  • He did it cause he thought it would make you smile and you bet your ass it did because it was so dorky and cute dsgefhgh
  • You left him little messages on mornings that he had a difficult test and they always made him smile like an idiot
  • One time you left a little emoticon too and Joshua was rekt
  • Seokmin: Why do you keep smiling at your arm like that Jis?
  • Seokmin: Yeah okay whatever you say :~)
  • Joshua was the first one out of the two of you to catch feelings and he found himself asking what you looked like
  • Which led to the two of you dorky 12 year olds describing yourselves on your arms and he was just waaah they sound so good looking I don’t,,,
  • Save him he’s whipped as early as middle school lmfao 
  • Your late night talks also began to get a bit deeper,, especially with all that Angst tweens seem to carry with them (I know this because I was an emo tween who hung out with other emo tweens at the time)
  • But it’s not like super Edgy™ really
  • It’s you guys talking about your classes and how your friend group is shifting while his is growing,,,
  • It’s about how high school is coming up and how much pressure there’s gonna be on your shoulders once it happens and how they’re already talking about next year you guys are gonna have to take career questionnaires so you can start thinking about what you might want to do 
  • Joshua is a really good listener and he tells you that he’s known you for a long time and he can tell that you’re a very strong person with a good head on your shoulders and he’s sure you’ll make it through all this okay
  • And he reminds you that he’ll be there for you through the messages on your arms as much as he can
  • That, my friends, is when you begin to catch feelings for him 
  • You tell your friends a couple days later and they all give you a look and then they’re just like “ABOUT TIME” 
  • But soon you guys are all giddy and talking about what you should write to him next lmao
  • When high school starts your conversations get a bit,,, flirtier you notice
  • Like you’ll be writing about your day and you might mention a new guy friend that you’ve made and he’s like “You’re not gonna fall for them right??”
  • And you’re like “sdfjeh of course not,,”
  • “Good, you’re only allowed to fall for me <3”
  • You have to stop every time he flirts with you because wow that’s got you feelin some type of way okay 
  • Eventually you both wind up getting cell phones which makes communication between the two of you MUCH easier 
  • Plus there’s the added bonus of a face to the name and conversations
  • One time he asks you why you used to just scribble all over your arm in the first grade and you’re like lmao cause I was mad at you
  • Joshua: WHAT
  • You: yeah you used to draw on my arms and it got me in trouble with the teacher so for revenge when I got home I would scribble all over your drawings
  • Joshua apologizes like 300 times because he really had no idea those were getting you in trouble omg,,
  • And you’re like dON’T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT how could you have know you barely knew how to read the words fire truck back then so I couldn’t exactly tell you,,
  • He uses the XD face still and like that’s so middle school,,, but you can’t bring yourself to tell him,,
  • You just have to hope he’ll figure it out himself or one of his friends will tell him lmao
  • He makes Jeonghan film him playing the guitar upon your request and he looked so soft and sweet and the tune he was strumming sounded so nice and you were like omg is it gonna be a love song,,,
  • No it was an acoustic version of All Star by Smash Mouth
  • G e n t l e m e m e okay sorry
  • You were like oH MY GOD DID IT HURT and he’s like only a little!!!
  • Starts blushing when you shower him with compliments like he is a soft soft man for you 
  • If you thought that writing on your arms stopped when texting became a thing for you two you are dead wrong
  • You still leave lots of encouraging messages for one another and sometimes little reminders
  • One time when you guys were like 16 or 17 you found him writing his family’s grocery list on his arm and obviously it showed up on your arm too so you started writing random things on there whenever he paused, presumably to keep figuring out what he needed to get
  • You get a text like 30 minutes later like “DID YOU WRITE DONUT POOL INFLATABLE ON MY GROCERY LIST MY MoM SAW THAT-”
  • You’re cracking up laughing like you have absolutely no regrets and you know he probably almost bought it without thinking too lmao
  • When you guys hit your final years of high school you start planning to go to the same college together, wanting that to be where the two of you finally meet 
  • And honestly the summer beforehand is so boring to you like you’re counting down the days to you finally meeting Joshua Hong
  • These days also entail a lot of teasing from your friend and also a lot of flirty texts exchanged with said boy 
  • Out of curiosity one night, you ask what he’s gonna do when he finally first sees you 
  • But he just sends you a freaking wink emoji and goes “You’ll just have to wait and see”
  • For some reason your heart is beating really fast now wow where did that come from um???
  • But the moment is effectively ruined when he sends you a meme with another one of those damn XD faces like JISOO YOU ARE AN ADULT NOW 
  • Your first day of college you’re bouncing in the seat of your car and then you’re super duper chipper as you bring the boxes up to your room and change your sheets and everything and wait for the okay text from Josh cause you know he’s gonna arrive a bit later than you 
  • You’re well into your unpacking process by the time you get it, along with his room number and you find yourself speeding off to a nearby dormitory where Josh was paying a little extra to have a room of his own 
  • And you barely knock more than once before the door is swung open and you’re met with Joshua’s smiling face
  • He’s in a total boyfriend outfit with a black and white sweater and blue jeans, earrings in all his piercings and his hair recently dyed a shade of brown and brushed away from his face
  • You guys look at each other for what feels like a very long time but in reality was probably only like 2 seconds before you’re launching yourself into his arms and he’s laughing out of delight 
  • And he drags you inside and shuts the door and he’s smiling so widely as he hugs you tight to his chest
  • Everything about holding you just feels,,, so right
  • You’re the person he’s been writing notes to and drawing pictures with since he was very small, the person he’s stayed up late to talk to hundreds, if not thousands of times, growing up, the first (and most certainly the last) person he had ever fallen in love with, the person he felt like he knew like the back of his hand despite the fact that this was the first time he’d ever seen your face outside of a screen 
  • The soulmate bond between the two of you always made sense to him, but in this moment, he realized he would never ever be able to doubt why the universe made the two of you soulmates for all of eternity 
  • Because he found it outrageously believable to think that in this life, in all his past ones, and in all his future ones, you were the only one who would have his heart feeling this way 
  • You were the only person who would fit into his arms quite this perfectly, and he was certain that this always had been and always would be the case
  • “I’m so happy to finally see you-” you started to say before you met his eyes, his gaze searching yours and his expression one of seriousness 
  • “Can I kiss you?” ever the gentleman, he was careful to ask before he did so. “I know we just met and everything but all I can think about right now is kissing you.”
  • You feel your cheeks redden because WOW that was awful forward of your Joshie but you nod nonetheless
  • And the first kiss is just perfect
  • It’s not the cheesy fireworks and hunger that has him coming back for more that you always see in the movies
  • It’s familiar and comforting, like this was something you must have done hundreds of times in the past, maybe not necessarily in this life but definitely somewhere in the past
  • It was full of warmth and adoration, and it was like all the waiting to meet him you had to do growing up was worth it just for this one kiss
  • He pulls back with the most affectionate smile and rests his forehead on yours and says “I’d really like to do that more in the future”
  • And you’re smiling back as you take his hands and go “I think I would too”
  • After that you guys are closer than ever
  • You don’t really have anything against jumping into a steady relationship like you guys have crushed on each other for years??
  • But Joshua is just like “NO let me WOO you”
  • And you’re like okay first of all does anyone really still say woo-
  • But you go along with it and it’s really cute,,, like he takes you out on all these cheesy little dates and buys you flowers + chocolates and when you guys attend the last day of the fair he wins you a teddy bear
  • Joshua Hong LIVES to do cheesy romantic gestures
  • Honestly it’s just so fun and it makes you so happy that he’s going to such lengths to show you that he’s gonna treat you right for the rest of your lives
  • He finally asks you to officially start dating when you guys go on a (you guessed it) long walk on the beach and of course what else can you say but yes???
  • You’ve landed yourself the sweetest, kindest boy in the universe like he’s so down to earth despite his grand memehood, treat him

anonymous asked:

Monsta X kink and where they fuck?

OH MY JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL. Literally Monsta X has been RUINING my life and I just got into them like a month or so… (MORE MONSTA X REQUESTS FOR THIS THIRSTY MONBEBE PLEASE💘)

- its going to be hella intense
- hair pulling (especially when you’re giving a blowjob)
- hes not rough or soft
- name calling only sweet things like princess, babygirl etc.

Oh lord
- He would be super open to trying new things aka real kinky
- I see him as a switch though
- him whining tho
- he’s gonna be super straightforward when he wants sex

Minhyuk (sunshine)
-Boy is such a giver
-He’d be such a tease tho

Kihyun aka biggest bias wrecker
- ok lowkey i think kihyun would be like real rough but definitely can be slow and passionate
- overstimulation
- wants to get head like everywhere fam
- phone/skype sex would love hearing how he makes you feel and would be lowkey cocky about it and tease yoh

- Hair pulling oh my
- Sexting like boy wants pics
- he’d be sorta cocky (“no one can make you feel better than i can, right princess?”)

- K he wouldnt be rough or too soft just like normal but if he’s in the mood no stopping this boy
- light bondage
- sex with music playing (yo like the weeknd or frank ocean’s music in the background👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼)

-DOMMM totally rough
- dirty talk (um his deep voice like RIP)
- although he’s dom he definitely would think its hot when you would like be stubborn and really make him work for it

Where they would have sex:

Shownu: Seems more romantic so he’d like in the bedroom or like a hotel room

Wonho: Public sex in like a club

Minhyuk: Car sex (something sort of risky)

Kihyun: Kitchen sex oh my (he can cook for u after)

Hyungwon: He’d want to do it where he knows others can hear how good he’s making you feel aka the dorm

Jooheon: Bathroom sex would like that can be really romantic or like really rough

I.M: like every damn surface in the house



(Disclaimer: im writing this at like 3am on my phone so i apologize for spelling or grammar mistakes)

anonymous asked:

Think maybe at some point in the future you could do dark! Silena?

there are whispers about her in night clubs 

speculation about whether or not she truly exists 

long black hair and piercing blue eyes that can bring even the most stoic man to his knees 

legend has it she can spot an abuser from a mile away

she can smell the way his cheap cologne curls around women too drunk to say no and pulls them into dark corners; see the hatred for women in his soul; can see the narcissism in his stance and cruel intentions in his smirk 

they never see her coming until it’s too late

her final words to them are her true legacy 

they echo through hallways and alleys, haunting them like a ghost 

her full red lips curled into a wicked smile as she hovers near their ear and sings 

“All’s far in love and war” 

Chapter 10


“Babylove, don’t you think you should relax?”

She and August kissed three days ago and she was still stressing over it. Personally, I didn’t see the problem. It was obvious that something was bound to happen between those two sooner or later. It was only a matter of time. The chemistry between those two was ridiculous. 

“Isis, how am I supposed to relax after what I did?” She said. “This isn’t something I can just relax about!” She sighed loudly and buried her face in her pillows. 

Honestly, I would of sworn she had committed murder with the way she was acting. There was no doubt in my mind anymore. August was special. He had to be. Any man that could make Mariya Owens lose her cool like this was special. I knew I liked Summer Rains for a reason. He made my babylove happy, whether she knew would admit it or not.

“Everything happens for a reason, Mar Mar. I’m actually surprised it took this long. Summer strikes me as a fast one.” I teased.

“It shouldn’t have happened at all!” She mumbled into her pillow. “But it did.” I sighed. She was making this so difficult. I didn’t understand why she just couldn’t admit it. “Adriana’s going to kill me.” Oh, yeah. Her absentee girlfriend.

“Aren’t you ignoring her too?” I questioned, eyeing her vibrating phone. I wonder who the message was from this time? August and Adriana had been blowing up her line since I made it here. “She broke her promise to me, but I guess I’m wrong too now.” Lifting her head from the pillow, she turned to look at me. “I’m wrong, aren’t I?”

“You’re human.” I said. “We all make mistakes, though if you ask me, I wouldn’t consider what you did a mistake. It might have been more of a wake up call." 

"A wake up call?” She questioned. Mariya stared at me a moment before suddenly shaking her head. “Isis, no. It wasn’t that serious.” The fact she was denying it so vehemently made it obvious it was true. “It was just a kiss. Nothing more.” She stressed, bringing her knees to her chest. “There was nothing behind it.”

I sighed. Still being stubborn. “So, answer me this, Mariya.”


“Do you have feelings for August or is he just a substitute for Adriana?”


“Nigga, you lookin’ like yo dog died or some shit.”

Munchkin had my dawg acting depressed as fuck. I’ve never seen Aug act like this over a female before. Looking all sad and shit, like a lil lost puppy. “She can’t ignore you forever, man. Chill.” August just shook his head and sighed.

“I fucked up, bruh.” He responded. “I shouldn’ have kissed ha.”

“But you finally got past just talking with her. I don’t see the problem.” All the times this nigga said he was gonna fuck her and here he was emotional over a lil ass kiss. Nigga sprung and don’t even know it. “And she kissed you back. Munchkin knew what she was doing.”

August ran his hand down his face and exhaled. I sighed and grabbed my phone. A small smile appeared on my face when I saw the name on my screen. Me and Isis kept in touch after the party that night. Lil mama was cool as fuck. She was a nice change from the usual females I kept around. 

From her last few messages, I knew Munchkin was acting the same way Aug was. I just didn’t see what was so hard about admitting this shit. It was obvious to everyone around them. They were both too fuckin’ stubborn to admit it.

“Aug, I got a question.”

“What, bruh?” He grumbled.

Emotional ass. “Do you like Munchkin or do you just wanna fuck?”


As weird as it sounds, the strip club was the last place I wanted to be. Half naked bitches throwing themselves at me wasn’t how I wanted to spend my time. Yaya had my ass stressing. Babygirl didn’t even want to talk to me and that shit was killing me. I’ve never been the type of nigga to stress over a female, but Mariya had me feelin’ some type of way.

“Right this way, sir." 

I followed after the lil attendant to a room in a back. Sean and Trey decided I needed a private dance to make me feel better. I hated them niggas sometimes. Always thought something could be solved by pussy.

I know a nigga aint have the right to, but I needed to pray to God tonight. I prayed that Jamie was not working tonight. I’d been ignoring her ass in favor of  Mariya for the past two weeks and she was salty. Bitch been blowing up my phone with bullshit, even more in the past few days.

Jamie was a good fuck, but she got too attached. Thinking she my wifey and shit. I don’t know where the fuck she got that idea. "Here you are, sir.” The attendant opened door and let me into the room. “Your dancer will be here shortly. Enjoy.” She flashed me a smile before closing the door. I frowned and took a seat on the small sofa.

I pulled out my phone while I waited for my private dancer. Opening my Instagram app, I was met with a few notifications. Ten new followers, some dms from thirsty hoes, and recent likes. I sucked my teeth at the name on my last three likes. Mariyaluv. She could like a youngin’ pics, but couldn’t return my calls. Women.

The door opened a few minutes later and I was met with the back of my dancer. She didn’t even speak, just walked right over to the iHome sitting on the table. If I was that paid for her ass, I woulda said some slick shit, but I wasn’t. Her movements were sluggish, like she didn’t want to be here. That made two us.

“Alright, lets get this over with.” She announced, turning around. I looked up from my phone and at her. Out of all the strippers I could of got, they chose her. Adriana. Ain’t this some shit? Well, it was a hell of a lot better than getting stuck with Jamie. “Ya sound like ya don’t wanna do this, ma.”

“I don’t.” She admitted. “I’m not really in the mood for any of this shit tonight.”

I left my eyes wander over her frame for a moment. She was bad as fuck. Perky breasts with a small waist and wide hips. “I’m not either ta be honest with ya.” I shook my head and went back to scrolling. “Sit down and take a break. Ya look like ya need it.”

She mumbled a quick “thanks” and sat on the chair across from me. A comfortable silence fell in the room for a while. I felt shawty’s eyes on me, but I ignored it. “Do I know you?” She questioned. “You look familiar, but I can’t place your face.”

“I can’t say ya do.” I mumbled. With the way Yaya spoke about Adriana, I doubted she told her about me. Then again, she was ignoring me. Maybe she finally decided to come clean about our “project time”.

“I do.” She declared. “You’re Jamie’s newest fling. The one she won’t shut up about.” I sighed and fixed my eyes on her. Jamie annoying ass again. I don’t know what threw me off more, the fact Jamie was tellin’ people about me or the fact she knew Mariya’s girlfriend. “Why you been ignoring her? Got her ass all emotional.”

“Iono know why.” I sucked my teeth. “She actin’ like we datin’ or sumn. I got my eye on someone else anyway.”

“Don’t you think you should tell her that?”

“She should know by the way I’m ignorin’ ha.”

Adriana rolled her eyes. “Men.”

“Ya got a problem, ma?" 

"No, I just don’t understand why someone would even waste their time on you.” She retorted. Ya girlfriend. I was so tempted to say that shit aloud, but I held it in. She was feisty, even more so than Yaya. “So, who’s this girl you like and why can’t you get her?”

“Who said I couldn’t I get ha?”

“If you had her you wouldn’t be sitting here across from me now, would you?” She smirked and I frowned. Shawty ain’t know how close to home she was hitting. “I guess ya right on that one, ma.” I admitted while stretching. “So, why you sittin’ here with me anyway? Ya ain’t got a man to be at home with?" 

"My relationship isn’t any of your business.” She stated with a growl. Sounds like her and Mariya weren’t on good terms. “Ya asked about mine so I can ask about yours.” I replied. 

She glared at me, but I was unfazed. “Glare all ya want. Ya might as well tell me seein’ as how ya ain’t gonna dance.”

We stayed like that for a second. Just staring at each other. I wasn’t backing down and neither was she. “….Fine. What the hell.” She grumbled to herself. “It’s my girlfriend.” She paused to glance at me. I nodded for her to continue. If it wasn’t for the fact I already knew Mariya, I probably would have been surprised. “What’s wrong with ha?”

“There’s nothing wrong with her. It’s… me. To make a long story short, she doesn’t like my job nor the hours I work. We don’t spend as much time as we should together. I promised I’d spend more time with her, but that didn’t work out.” She sighed. “So, now she’s ignoring me.”

I honestly wasn’t expecting all that. I was happy as fuck tho. At least I wasn’t the only one gettin’ ignored by her. “So, is ya job more important than ya girl?”

“No, why would you ev-”

I cut her off. “But where ya at right na? And where ya girl at?” She opened her mouth to protest, but nothing came out. “Exactly. That’s probably what ya girlfriend thinks. If ya don’t stop puttin’ ya job before ya girl, she gon’ find someone else.

"Mari-” She paused. “She wouldn’t do that to me!” She shouted. It seemed I struck a nerve. “She’s not that type of person.”

“She may not be, but if ya push her away enough she might fall for someone else.” I said. “Lookin’ at ya, I can tell ya girlfriend gotta be just as bad. She probably got niggas and bitches lined up waitin’ to be with ha.” As if I didn’t know. “Look, if ya keep doin’ what ya doin, ol’ girl and gon’ stay aroun’ too much longer.”

It stayed quiet for a while after that. I expected her to go off on me, but she didn’t. “I hate to admit, but you’re right.” She conceded. “I need to get my shit together.”

“Glad you understand.”

She smiled at me for the first time that night. “Thank you. I’d never thought I’d be sitting here getting advice from a client.”

“I didn’t think I’d be givin’ it.” I shrugged. “Ya welcome, ma.” I pressed the home button on my iPhone. Our time was up. I stood up and headed toward the door. “It was nice talkin to ya, ma." 

"It was nice talking to you too.” She smiled. “Thanks again.”

“No problem.” I gave her a small smile before walking out the door.

I know I was foul for the shit I just pulled, but I didn’t really give a fuck. It didn’t really matter if Adriana kept fucking up or not. I wanted Mariya and I was gonna get her.


All these sims 2 pictures chillin’ on my dash got me feelin some type of way!!  (Good way that is….) 

So. I dusted off my old flickr for some sweet nostalgia time.  Damn, how far I’ve came-how far the simming community came. The wonderful friends I made, and all the DOZENS of tutorials I slaved myself to years back.  Back then NO pose packs were known to man.  Simmers had to manually Frankenstein parts of the sims body to make one whole pic. Sucked big time and an edit could turn into weeks.  I subconciously gave up my entire social life with RL friends and silently replaced them with online friends. lol

NO such thing as ‘popular blogs’ or tumblr famous back then.  We all just chilled, swapped editing tips and laughed.   Because then, it wasn’t about popularity, but about the sims.  That’s it.


So now, after I feel a gajillion years old, I will silently lurk back into the shadows from whence I came. 

More edits on FLICKR if anyone cares to see. 

/self promotion end