got more tattoos

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So this is a somewhat serious topic (also TW for periods and stuff):

for the past year (as far as I can remember at least), I’ve been having excruciating abdominal pains during the night. There’s no schedule, no pattern, to tell me when the episodes hit. The pain is hard to describe, the best things I can compare it to, is a mixture of period cramps and constipation. It comes in waves and can keep me up for hours. I’ve found that taking 2 ibuprofen and a Gravol ward it off and let me pass out long enough to get some sleep, but obviously this shouldn’t be a long-term solution. I’m probably killing my liver with all these drugs lol.

I’ve seen a doctor, got my blood tested, got an ultrasound, and nothing shows any abnormal results. When I first started experiencing these pains, I remember looking it up to try and find answers. There seemed to be a number of other trans guys on testosterone who were experiencing the same pains, but no one had a definitive answer as to what caused them and how to fix them.

I’ve only recently discovered more conversation about these pains. I found an interesting article that stated it is recommended to get your uterus and such removed after several years on testosterone. This is the article if anyone’s interested in reading it.

While I’m happy that there is a potential solution, and I want these pains to stop, I really don’t want to go in for another surgery. I haven’t experiences any extreme dysphoria since getting top surgery. My reproductive organs haven’t really bothered me mentally, so it hasn’t been a pressing matter to get them removed. Sigh. I don’t know what to do.

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i tried imagining what Eren’s tattoos might look like in Kings Upon the Main and it got sorta out of hand 

some random Sirius Black headcanons that just occured to me:

  • he is really into Ancient Runes. nobody really understands why he picked in in Year 3 (some think he did it to impress some girl. they’re dead wrong of course) and nobody knows why he’s so friggin’ good at it, because for once, Remus can’t do his homework for him. 
  • the truth is: Sirius is a total nerd for runes. why? because it’s wild, unbound magic in its purest form - you can’t learn this kind of magic by theory, not by practicing a lot, you just have to feel it
  • and Sirius is so there for magic that’s as instinctive and impulsive as that
  • that being said, Sirius probably has ADHD. We all know he’s smart af, but we also know that he’s impossible when it comes to homework and paying attention in class and all that. only what really sparks his interest gets him to go into hyperfocus. Ancient Runes is just one of those things. Making up elaborate pranks is another.
  • (he’s also really into rune poetry, but no one can ever find out. No one.)
  • if you don’t agree with me on all this, then please explain all the runes on Sirius’s body, and the ones on his wand
  • CONFIRMED
  • thank you for your time
  • my thanks, as always, goes out to @thegingerhalf whose patience for my ramblings is incredible

I try really hard to just sort through the submissions and keep my mouth shut so that this blog will be about tattoo imagery and only tattoo imagery because I know that’s why you’re all following it. And I’d rather just be that silent entity working behind the scenes; it’s less work for me. But, y’all, there is a limit to the amount of poorly-drawn, hypersexualized, racist nonsense I can put up with in one submission without my head exploding, and some of y’all are pushing it today. Please stop this.

Ok, I’m going to back to what I was doing.. Thanks for your time.

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“God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference”

“MPD! Drop your weapon!”

Okay, I already did a Trial by Fire fanart before but I was feeling sick the day I finished and left a lot of details behind… There are a bunch of scenes I’d like to do but this one was pretty badass awesome. Besides, @toxineena, @snogfairy and @mslead are really nice and do deserve more love. Don’t forget to check their work!

Hope you like this!

halloween week!

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runaway.

Stars in his cheeks
Eyes glow in streaks
My heart stops
My stomach drops

How’m I gonna git m’self back home?

Stars in his eyes
My tongue tastes like his lies
Scars like tattoos on my skin
He’s got more tattoos than sins

And we’ve a lot of sins.

How’migonnagitm’selfbackhome??

Stars in his hair
It’snothereit’snotthereifrigginswear
Are you proud of me babe?
Are ya prouda whatcha made?
Wishing I could sleep again
I’m the ball, you’re the chain

How’m I git m’self…

Flowers in your hair
You use that face to ensnare
And I’m the victim
Caught in a trap
Long sprung.

Flowers for eyes
The back of my throat full of your lies
And the tip of my tongue sharpened
Sleep with a lie
Become a liar
We weren’t a lie
But you ate the fire
I kept nestled in pit of my soul

i’m tired.

I caint even tell ya which way’s home
So how’m gonna git m’self back home?
I caint even tell ya which way’s home
So how’m gonna git m’self back home?