This week has honestly been horrible and today is the worst day. I have hardly been sleeping, having repeating nightmares and being kept up by noise. I am really reaching my limit, and I’m so sick and tired of everything. I’ve been skipping classes, my NPD is really bad… a lot of internalizing narc rage, and I feel like I’m being mistreated by almost everyone around me. I have no energy. I’m either angry or painfully bored with life.
I have to give a stupid presentation in physics today, and I feel so unprepared. I really just hope somehow it goes well and fuels my ego. I just want it to be over with.
My life is currently a mess behind the mask I wear.