gosh i wish i was actually there now


Guess who’s back again with another Collab!

@bev-nap and I again—that’s the answer haha! A while back I did line art for these two losers in Autumn fashion, ‘cause it was calling out to me and I had the lovely Bev do justice with her amazing coloring! We actually did this collab like a month ago, and neither of us uploaded the results, until now haha!
You can totally find the line work here
and you should totally go stalk Bev’s awesome gallery over here!

—–Also, 3 days left!

Come Home to Me


Request: Hey!! I love your writing I was wondering if u can write one about Y/N being a famous actor and being away filming a movie and Shawn calling her and telling her how much he misses her??

Word Count: 1,175

Come Home to Me

“And cut” the director yelled at you.

“That was amazing, y/n. The scene turned out beautifully. Such a pleasure working with such a talent” his kind words made you blush, but you smiled happily back at him.

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electricpurplelamp  asked:



But I think that Minako told everyone (including Artemis) that she was going to the doctor for a checkup

but she LIED

and she ACTUALLY went to go get life-threatening surgery

and based on her letter she knew she wasn’t going to make it

but she totally went through with it alone because she didn’t want anyone to worry about her when there are monsters to fight and battles to win


because now everyone is TOO SAD to FIGHT

anonymous asked:

If you could choose, how would like the writers to introduce Barisi to us? Like we're seeing their relationship building and their first date or kiss or something, or would you like them to already be a secret couple? And how would you like them to show it? :]

Oh gosh, anon, I wish I could tell you how many different scenarios I have imagined for their coming out as a couple.

Now, OBVIOUSLY, in my wildest dreams, I would want to see every single moment of their relationship as it develops.

Them admitting their feelings to each other, FINALLY, over dinner or drinks or paperwork in Rafael’s office. Their first kiss, the first time they wake up together, the first time Sonny cooks dinner for Rafael. I would want all of it.

But, this is SVU, and no relationship, ever, has gotten that level of attention paid to it when it comes to actual development, so I imagine that, if we actually got Barisi, it’d be something similar to what they did with Rollaro.

Like, just little random moments that seem innocent enough, but CLEARLY imply a relationship that’s more than friends.

Now, my dream scenario for this sort of situation?

I want Rafael to be attacked somehow and have protective Sonny come out.

Attacked by a witness, death threats come back, he gets shot.

Then fade to commercial and the next thing we see when the show comes back is Sonny running into a hospital waiting room, panicked, completely ignoring the fact that Liv is on the phone, immediately going up to her and demanding, “Where’s Barba?! Where is he, what happened–?!”

And Liv hangs up and can see that Sonny’s eyes are a little wet and he’s shaking and she’s trying to get him to calm down and then it just clicks and she asks softly, “How long?”

And Sonny looks up, eyes wide, and he just stares and Liv repeats, “How long, Carisi? You know what I’m talking about.”

And Sonny just swallows and blinks rapidly, trying to stave off the tears that are building and whispers, “Six months.”


As If Sent From Hell

Summary: You and Enzo have been flirting for quite some time but then he is taken by Sybil. She wishes everyone who can make Enzo and Damon turn on their humanities dead - and that includes you. How will you be able to survive?

28. “It’s because you’re hurt, which means there is a part of you that’s human. I know that you’re in love with me and anyone capable of love is capable of being saved.”
36. ”Leave it to me to fall for a dead guy.”
39. “I knew you’d catch me.”

Pairing: EnzoxReader

A/N: Contains some smaller spoilers for season eight of TVD!

The sun was shining and the wind was blowing mildly when you walked around town. It was still early wherefore there were not really any other people around. However, that did not mean that the most energetic vampire of them all was not awake.

Caroline was calling you.

Y/N: Hi Care, how’s the wedding planning going?

Caroline: It’s great. I mean despite the fact that the best man is in the hands of the Devil. Speaking of that, how are you feeling?

You gulped.

You and Enzo were not exactly a couple but you had been flirting with each other for quite some time, both of you waiting for the other one to take the first step. But before either of you got the chance, Sybil took him and Damon and made them turn of their humanties.

Y/N: I don’t know Caroline. I just wish he was here. It’s just all such a mess. Gosh, leave it to me to fall for a dead guy.

Caroline: Actually Y/N, we both have a thing for dead guys.

Y/N: Ups, true. But it’s not the same – you’re both dead.

Caroline: This conversation is turning rather odd now Y/N. But look, we’ll bring him back, okay? Both of them. I’d rather not have a humanity free vampire as the best man to my wedding. We wouldn’t want him to kill the maid of honor now, would we?

You smiled but before you had the chance to reply, you heard a familiar voice behind you.

Enzo: Hello love.

You turned around, and it really was him. Well, and Damon.

You knew that you should act quickly but instead of remembering all the things that Ric had taught you, you just stood completely still in awe.

In the blink of an eye, Damon was standing right in front of you.

Damon: You really should’ve listened more carefully to Ric.

Then everything turned black.

When you woke up again, your head aching, you noticed that you were being held by a strong body. You lifted you head slightly and your eyes met his. Enzo’s-

Damon: Morning sleepyhead. You’re just in time for your death.

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petite-pivoines  asked:

If there was an award for best fan blog/account you would win it hands down. I wish everyone who participates in running this blog happiness and health and to one day meet bts 💋 you guys deserve it truly

Oh my gosh, I’m actually smiling like crazy right now ;u; Thank you so so so much! I hope we all get to meet them one day too~ I really appreciate this message so so much. Please stay healthy and happy as well! You guys are the ones who keep us going ♡ Have a great day!
- Kylie

anonymous asked:

what do you think about a kind of au where Ned and Michelle become friends before Michelle and Peter do? Or just headcanons about Ned and Michelle being best friends?

so, in my brain, MJ and Peter always become friends first and then Ned is like YAS A NEW FRIEND OMG SIDEKICK TO GUY IN THE CHAIR LET’S DO THIS. but i really, really like the idea of Ned and MJ being friends first. for the reasons below.

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Example for emotional abuse-trauma in survivors and how I deal with mine:

I don’t know if any of this is helpful, but I just thought that maybe it might help to just know you’re not alone in this, you know? ❤

* Feeling a constant need for validation that you are loved, wanted, needed and over all that your existence matter
- I have told a few chosen people about my abuse (It’s really tough to explain emotional abuse because you can sort of see in a person’s eyes that they don’t believe your story when you’re about halfway through so only a few that actually listened and believed even the unbelievable parts got the whole truth about it - every gory detail) and explained that sometimes I doubt myself A LOT and they are always there to reassure me of their love and shower me in praise.

* Feeling a personal need to assure yourself that you are, in fact, a good person (mostly because my abuser constantly told me I was awful and a disgusting bully so it was no wonder I didn’t have any friends)
- I actually tend to do really random nice things for strangers whenever these thoughts come up, like pay for someone’s groceries when they forgot their card, get a napkin for a person who spilled something on themselves, carry around a scarf I never use just to be ready in case some asshole tries to rip a hjihab off a woman - this only happened once but still, best to be prepared to help a sister out - , offer my seat on the bus etc. Just something small that might get me a “thank you” so that I can be reminded that I’m not actually awful and maybe the world is a little better with me in it, you know?

* Constantly feeling like people don’t like you/that you’re doing something wrong/irritating them
- This one is tricky because the brain-ghosts are so damn persistent on this one. If it’s a person I care about, I tend to ask a friend or someone else close to both of us about it - ask if my feelings are correct or if my mind is being an asshole again and sometimes I just cry for a couple of hours (aka let the negative thoughts wash out) and then when I’m done, those thoughts are usually gone.

* Constantly questioning yourself and planning every little sentence you utter to a new person just to make sure you’re not being an ass.
- I actually apologize A LOT to new people when I’m unsure of something I’ve said and more often than not they’re like??? Why the hell are you apologizing. I don’t have a solution for this yet tbh, I’ll get back to you when I do!

* Expecting people to leave you/always choose anyone else before you when things get tough
- I’ve honestly just learned to get along really well on my own. I try to accept that if people are going to leave, then there’s nothing I can do about it and while it’s sad, there has to be a reason for everything that’s happened. It doesn’t hurt as much to be left behind when you yourself is fantastic company (and books, gosh are books the best damn escape whenever this happens).

* Breaking down crying over absolutely nothing and feeling this overpowering need to apologize to people you wronged YEARS ago because it’s suddenly haunting you that you hurt them
- This happens so much and I tend to actually write to the people I’m crying about. I write this long message telling them how sorry I am and how I wish their life is fantastic right now. Then I save it as a document/note and read it again in the morning. NEVER send anything while you’re in the middle of a breakdown, it’s almost always overly dramatic and most of the things you write are weird none sense that they won’t understand- trust me on this!

If you’re a survivor of Emotional Abuse, please feel free to add your own coping-mechanisms to maybe help someone out! And remember: You are strong, fierce and amazing. You are a survivor ❤

Oscars (Shawn Mendes x Reader)

Request: Your imagines are so good babe! The one with James corden is by far my favorite! Can you do one where YN is nominated for the Oscars and takes shawn as her date and she wons? (And please don’t make it short) thank you love you

A/N : Ookay, i don’t know if this is long enough haha but um i tried! Btw i love th oscars, so this was awesome to write!!!!

Originally posted by mattsgifs

“Wowowow you look amazing!” Shawn said as he walked in the bathroom. Your makeup artist and hairstylist were currently busying themselves on your look for the big night. Glancing up at him, in the mirror you smiled.

“Thanks babe. And you look quite dashing yourself.”

Shawn went for his classic all black look, wearing a black three-piece suit. It was sharp and neat, and fit his form perfectly.

“Alrighty Y/N, your hair and makeup are done!”

“Wow thank you so much guys, you’ve really outdone yourselves this time! I can’t thank you enough, I don’t look like a zombie anymore.” You chuckled, hugging both your friends.

Tonight were the Oscars. The biggest film award show ever, the highest prestige an actress such as yourself can get. And this year, you were nominated for Best Supporting Actress. An Oscar! You! You still couldn’t believe it.

“Shawn, wanna help me get in my dress?”

He gladly nodded and walked you over to your closet, where laid your magnificient dress.

It was a (favorite color) gown, with a tight V-neck top, and it came down in a beautiful silky flowy manner around you. You slid in it, and Shawn helped zip up the back.

You took a big breath.

“Hey, you okay?” Shawn asked you, taking both of your hands and looking straight into your eyes.

“Yeah, it’s just you know… This is huge. Like the freaking Oscars. This is kinda like when you got nominated for a Grammy, remember?”

“It’ll be okay, you got this. You’ve worked so hard and you deserve this.” He whispered soothingly into your ear. You hugged him, smiling.


Shawn stepped out of the car, and rushed to your side to open the door for you.

“Shall we?” He grinned, reaching his arm out for you. You giggled, he looked like a boy in a candy store. He’s never been to such a big event with so many actors before.

“You gonna fangirl over Emma Watson?” You teased.

You saw his face light up as you began walking down the red carpet. Along the way, you stopped by to chat a bit with you friends. You introduced Shawn to Jennifer Aniston, Eddie Redmayne, and many more famous actors.

“Oh my god I used to have the biggest crush on Eddie when I was a teen.” You giggled to Shawn as you made your way to another group of photographers.

“You don’t anymore right?” Shawn stuttered. You looked at him and burst out laughing.

“Of course not stupid. Gosh you’re so cute.” You giggled up at him. He stared down at you with a goofy grin.

“Just wanted to make sure.” He whispered into your ear as cameras flashed at you.

You made your way to the center, and caught up with Academy Awards Pre-show, Robin Roberts.

“Robin! Hi!” You exclaimed, hugging her.

“Y/N how nice to see you! Wow you look stunning. Actually, doesn’t she look beautiful?” Robin asked the camera.

“She’s perfect.” Shawn grinned.

“And of course, Y/N brought Shawn Mendes, everybody. Tell me Shawn, how does it feel, your girlfriend being nominated for the biggest award in Hollywood?”

“Oh my gosh, um it’s surreal. I’m so unbelievably proud of her, I have no words.” Shawn gushed.

“Aww.” You and Robin both smiled, Shawn squeezing your hand.

“So, Y/N how do you feel?”

“Wow it is so overwhelming. Like two years ago, I’m in my sweatpants watching the very same awards from my couch, and then I star in this huge Scorsese movie and now I’m actually here? I feel so blessed.”

“You are so cute, both of you. Well, I wish you both the best of luck, and we go back to you Lara!”

The both of you made your way to the theater, laughing and goofing around. You had made some silly poses in front of the cameras just for the fun of it, as long with some classic serious ones, and even joined a huge group photo with Jennifer Lawrence and Bradley Cooper.


The show started, and you laughed along with the whole audience as Ellen Degeneres cracked another joke.

The night continued, it was all very enjoyable. You watched some of your best friends take home awards, and Ellen had really outdone herself when she ordered pizza.

“Here’s what I’m gonna do. Meryl, here’s my idea. You were nominated 18 times, a record-breaker. So I wanna break another record right now, with the most Retweets of a photo. So right now, I’m gonna take a picture of us, and then we’ll see if we can break the record. Oh, you too get in Julia. Jennifer, yeah Bradley come on in. Of course Y/N, here squeeze in, Shawn you too.”

Originally posted by these-words-are-weapons

You laughed as Shawn put bunny ears behind your head.

“I’m gonna go retweet that now.” You chuckled.


It was almost here, your award. Before you knew it, Christoph Waltz walked out on stage holding a gold envelope.

“I’m honored to salute the outstanding performances given by the 5 exceptional actresses nominated tonight. 3 of them are first time nominees, all of them are amazing. Here are the nominees. Sally Hawkins, Blue Jasmine. Jennifer Lawrence, American Hustle. Julia Roberts, August Osage County. June Squibb, Nebraska. Y/N Y/L/N, (Movie title).”

You shuffled in your seat excitedly and Shawn squeezed your hand, bringing it up to his lips.

“And the Oscar goes to… Y/N Y/L/N, (Movie title)!”

Your mouth fell. Did you hear correctly? Did you?

“I’m hallucinating.” You said as you stood up. Shawn stood up as well, pulling you into a tight hug.

“I’m so proud.” He whispered into your hair. Tearing up, you made your way to the stage.

“Oh god my makeup’s gonna be totally ruined.” You started off, earning a laugh.

Shawn was staring at you so intently, giving you his full attention.

“Um there’s so many people I’d like to thank. Um oh wow, an Oscar!” You shook the little gold man in your hand. “Oh god, this is unreal. Thank you to my parents, my friends, my boyfriend Shawn. You’re the best. And shoutout to the director, the Academy, thank you so much everyone! I just want to say, if you have a dream you can accomplish it. I’m serious this is cheesy, but it’s true. Work, and you will get there. I promise. Thank you so much!”

You gave one last smile before you walked out, still gesturing unbelievingly with the award.


“Thank you so much for coming tonight Shawn.” You kissed your boyfriend, now back at home.

“Of course I came love.” He kissed you back. “I’m so proud of you.”

You smiled. You felt unimaginable happiness. Having Shawn, your very first Oscar. What more could you ask for?

Originally posted by shawnsmitten

So my college has an ABA program

And one of the people is defending her thesis about enforcing compliance… I wrote a mature email to her, as follows.

Hello there,

I’m Em, a freshman here at [insert College Name here]. I’m an English major, graduated with an award for excellence in English in my high school, and like to think I’m a pretty good student.

I’m also autistic.

I received an email forwarded to all staff and students about your thesis defense on ABA and enforcing compliance. Most autistic adults are firmly against ABA, and honestly, I agree with them. I suppose I just wanted to ask, what is compliance? And would these techniques be used on an abled child? Or is it autism that, in a way, dehumanizes us?

I don’t wish to insult you, I genuinely would like to have a conversation about it. I want to see the other side while having my community’s side heard.

Thank you,


Now, I hate confrontation, but gosh darn it, these people are gonna learn one way or another. I will meet them with understanding, but my words will be strong.

@butterflyinthewell @askanautistic @lysikan

Did I do okay?

anonymous asked:

Oh goodness I'm glad your back. I was so concerned. But I'm glad your alright... I was worried because a lot of people tend to just up and leave when things like this happen and I really enjoy and look forward to seeing your art and your work. If you did decide to get up and leave I would have respected that decision whole heartedly, but I'm just super pumped that everything is fine and that your okay for the most part. ówò; *Have some fluffy blankets.*

AAAh gosh you guys!!! Thank you so much for the welcome back wishes! ^^

And I mean - things are going good! Though now resting my hand (sort of) from coloring in stuff from the stream previously and I just feel… great? It’s really nice actually! ^^
Since there’s only one test, stress is low, and gosh I am now graduating with my masters in a week! It’s insane!

But gosh I give you all hugs, thank you so much for the messages! ^^

And honestly - I am persistent, it’s hard for me to give up on something when I know I can keep going. So call me DETERMINED cause I’m sticking around for a LONG time! ^^

anonymous asked:

Ive had clinical depression for a very long time now. Im 17 and Ive literally completely missed out on just being a teen. Apparently there is little serotonin actually being produced in my brain. I try for God but I dont want to live anymore. Id never kill myself but gosh I wish I got into a horrible accident yrs ago before the sexual abuse or depression happened. I hate the fact that I have to keep going. I want to die so badly. I keep asking him help. Nothing happens. Idk what to do anymore.

Keep asking and stay faithful to God. Life is hard but Jesus is there to help. No matter what you are going through Jesus is going through it with you. He will never abandoned you.God is working through you even through your weakness, so don’t have the thoughts about suicide because God is still working through you. (2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.) You are in my prayers, stay strong. 

  • Psalm 138:3 “In the day when I cried out, You answered me, and made me bold with strength in my soul.”
  • Psalm 37:39 “But the salvation of the righteous is from the LORD; He is their strength in time of trouble
  • Matthew 19:26 “But Jesus looked at them and said to them, ‘With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible
  • 2 Corinthians 4:16 “Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day.”
  • 2 Timothy 1:7 “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” 
Now And Forever pt. 2 [J-Hope Angst]

Find part 1 here!

Nothing is easy, espicially love. Do not give up when it’s the hardest. Grab your lover’s and go through the most difficult times together. That’s how you’ll make it through. 

Please keep that in mind, my beautiful butterflies. I love you ~

Originally posted by beatriceindre

It was raining, a lot. But you didn’t care. You didn’t care about anything, because you were thinking about him.

Were you ever going to come back to him? Were you ever going to have the courage and confident to actually come back?

Why did it feel like your lungs were failing everytime you thought about it? Like it was extremely hard to even breathe, could this be your last breath?

Leaving your car somewhere you didn’t have an idea about and walked on the beach in the rain was something any normal human wouldn’t do. But were you even a normal human? Why did it feel like you were dead, dead inside?

Looking out in the water and waves you thought about one thing. 

Forever was a word you thought gave you happiness and luckiness through your whole life. You thought that your relationship would last forever. Because that was what he had told you. You had trusted him with you heart, with everything that you had. Not even having a second thought, because that was what love did to you.

It gave you hopes, it gave you memories, it gave you a place to feel safe and loved. But now, that you think about it again, nothing lasts forever even if you wished it could. 

Now, you had to live for now, not taking everything for granted. Because once you let him take your whole heart, you were never going to get it back whole. It was going to be hurtfull, painfull and you’ll feel emotionless.

People say that once it’s broken, it will always be broken.

Shutting your eyes hard, you took of your shoes and left it there. With shaky legs and blurry eyes, you walked slowly toward the other side. The other side that you didn’t have a clue about.

Will you meet him there? Will you feel loved again? Will he love you again?

The water was cold as the waves hit your body. Never looking back you took a deep breath and walked until you couldn’t reach the bottom. 

That’s when you knew that maybe, maybe you’ll regret this forever. But for now, you wanted this.

Hoseok was driving as fast as he could through the city. It was raining heavily and he knew you hated to drive when it was raining.

He felt worried, what if something happend while you were driving. Or if you decided to do something stupid. How could he live without you or knowing that it was him, your own husband that made you do this.

Would he be able to live without you at all?

Spotting a car that stood at the side of the road that looked like yours, he felt something kick his heart. You weren’t in there and it felt like his heart sank ten feet down.

Hoseok parked his car behind yours and stepped out in the heavy rain and searched around for you in the dark.

You could feel the difficultness of breathing as soon as you shut your eyes. It was like you wanted to breathe but your heart was holding you down, not letting you out of the darkness.

You thought you’ve lost it completely.

You thought you were never going to see the light again.

You thought you’ll never be able to smile again.

You thought that this was the last seconds of your short life.

Until he caught you in his arms. And you could feel his heart beating faster than ever. You could literally know how worried he was.

I got you, baby. Please wake up. Don’t leave me… I love you, I love you, I love you so fucking much. Wake up, open your eyes for me jagi” his voice was shaky, his hands were shaking non-stop and he tried really hard to get a hold of himself. Hoseok needed to be strong now when you were at your weakest point.

He laid you down on the ground where he tried everything in his power to make you wake up and come back to him. Come back to life and open your beautiful eyes that he so crazy fell in love with.

Damn it! Please, wake up. Please...”

You had to wake up, now that he realized how much of a fucktard he has been. He blamed himself for letting this happen to you, letting you suffer for the longest time possible.

But when you started to cough, he knew he had you again. Hoseok knew you were still there, living, in his arms.

Thank God, thank you, thank you, thank you” he cried out and tightly hugged you. A sigh left his cold lips and he pressed his forehead against yours.

“Why did you do that? Why…?”  You couldn’t answer. It just, felt unreal to hear his voice.

“I’m so sorry for hurting you, Y/N… I-I don’t even know why I did what I did, And you don’t know how much I regret everything an-” You placed a hand over his mouth to stop him from talking.

Stop… stop talking. I don’t need to hear your excuses, cheating isn’t a mistake, it’s a choice, Hoseok-ah. I got hurt once but in a very long time and I think it’s enough. “ you started

I think we should- we should divorce” you said when you had enough courage to think for yourself.

Now that you thought about this whole situation, you didn’t only blame him, but yourself too. For being so selfish and not thinking about your daughter and nearly kill yourself because of a man that betrayed you.

“I think it’s the best if we go our own ways. Let’s find happiness somewhere else. Let’s let each other go and think about Minah’s future instead” you said and stood up with shaky legs.

Although you didn’t believe in any of the things that you just said, you wanted to believe them. Because you knew if he could cheat on you once, he could do it again. It was like giving him another bullet to shoot you right in the heart with. You didn’t want to risk that.

And Hosoek…

He looked up at you with teary eyes that begged you to stay with him. You had to try so hard to not care, to not jump into his arms and forget about everything. You couldn’t let yourself fall into the same black hole.

“I don’t think I’ll ever be able to come back to you again. No actually -  I won’t come back to you” you whispered and after those words left your mouth, the thunder came. It made you shiver but you took a deep breath and turned around, walking away with shaky legs toward your car.

If you have learned one thing from this, it was to never take love for granted. 

Do not trust your heart as much as the books say that you should.  

Do not follow something that you can’t control.

Do not say forever because you don’t have a clue about the future that life gives you.



2 years later

You haven’t seen him in a very long time. Saying that you’ve been busy would be a lie, because you weren’t. You didn’t exactly do much because you were working from home. You haven’t been able to see him because you were a coward.

You didn’t know if you could handle the emotions that could possibly come back or just the thought of seeing him scared you.

But like people said, you can’t hide forever. Because right now you were standing face to face with him. Waiting for your turn to order.




“How have you been? Everything good?” he asked.

“Yeah, it’s been alright I guess” you answered and gave him a smile.

“Minah actually did tell me a little about what you’ve been doing lately. Not to sound like a stalker… I mean… I was just curious and worried, that’s all” he rambled and scratched his neck awkwardly.

Minah was living with you but she went to her dad during the weekends and holidays. Because of Hoseok’s job, he was still an idol and was very busy.

When it was your turn to order, you ordered as fast as you could, because you couldn’t handle the awkwardness. But it wasn’t your lucky day, because you felt a hand grab yours and drag you to a table.

“Let’s talk” You looked at him in surprise but nodded.

“It’s been 2 years. Y/N, are you not going to give me one chance? I’ve been waiting for you, I missed you so much that my head is going to explode. Do you know that?”

You were stunned, because this wasn’t what you’ve expected him to say when you saw him next to you.


“Take me back, give me one last chance. I swear I will do everything to earn your trust and love back. I’ll do whatever you need and want me to do. I just want to be with you. I just want you to take me back. I just want our family to be one happy family again” he said, eyes begging you to say yes.

“Promise me you won’t hurt me again” you whispered and looked up at him.

Slowly, you saw his eyes change, from sad ones to eyes that told that he was afraid and excited and happy and everything in between.

“I’ll love you forever and I’ll never hurt you again, I promise - I swear.”

And then he was kissing you. Passionated and hungry. But you could feel the love through the kiss. The love from him. And you just really wished that what you just did was going to make you happy.

“Please do not let me regret this, because no matter if it’s now or forever. I am in love with him and I don’t think I’ll never be able to stop loving him.” were your thought when you pulled away from the kiss.

Now and forever, let this last forever.

*Wiping away sweat*


I wanted to update earlier but I’ve been sick this whole week, and I’m still very sick. I actually went to the hospital today and took blood test.

And they said my blood is fine but I might have an allergy to silver. Which sucks, because I’ve been designing and doing a bracelet for my mother all by myself. And I’m half-way.And her birthdday is next week :c

Anyway, thank you for being patient and if you liked this, don’t forget to like and I’ll love you forever.

I’ll see you soon, my beautiful, chocolato butterflies! Mwah~

Originally posted by melaloveminsuga

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Zalgaroth: Ugck, I don’t know whether or not to find your praise to be pathetically adorable, or horribly irksome. Hmm…… but I do suppose I shall chose to appreciate it. It isn’t every day I come across a human who actually wishes to interact with the possibility of death. hmm hm hm.” He chuckled. 

“Truth be told, I loath food most heartedly, and very rarely consume it. However I do enjoy the occasional tea and cake now and then. As for your second inquiry. hm hm… well… fittingly enough with your first question, I do not sleep either. Though I suppose when I chose to indulge in a snuggly snooze, the comfortable attire I usually wear is black, as it should be, Of course. it’s the perfect color for everything.” 

“WalkingMelonsAAA and Sincerely Sam?… Do I know them? What is that? One of your time consuming games? Surely those are not the titles of one’s name. That would be horrific.” (hint he doesn’t know XD) 


Your torso was hanging down the couch as you tried to concentrate on doing nothing. It was another rather boring day at the x mansion where you got nothing else to do than hanging around. All the other people got amazing things to do… but no, you lied half on the couch, half on the floor and stared at the ceiling. You lifted your head from the floor as you heard footsteps coming nearer to your door.
“Y/N?” Charles asked as he knocked on your door.
Quick you brought yourself in a normal position and fixed your clothes.
“Yeah” you answered and the door opened. Charles and another man stepped into the room.
“This is Wade Wilson. He will stay here for a .. while” he said not really cheerful. Wade stared at you.
(Shit she is hot) [of course she is] (Oh my we are totally going to-) [She will say no] /Guys no we have to try. Look at her hair though/ [Her hair.. the reader probably thought boobs but okay.. we like hair now I guess] (Her hair looks really soft.. we could pet it) /Or hold it in a ponytail while-/[She will probably kill us] (why should she look how cute she is. Like a little cupcake. We should call her cupcake) [Her face looks different now..] /We should totally call her cupcake/ [Why is she chuckling..] (We could also buy her cupcakes and say stuff like a cupcake for our cupcake) [Are you even listening?!?]
„Wade?“ Charles asked.
[We must have been gone for a while..] /Oh gosh she will think we are weird/ [We are actually-] (No she will think we are mysterious because we wear this badass suit and didn’t say anything) /Yeaaah/ [I wish i had the ability to facepalm..]
„We are leaving now..“ Charles announced.
You smiled a bit „Okay bye Charles and Cupcake“ you said with a wink.

ghostmerc  asked:

Please pour bleach in my eyes. Pornbots are re-emerging. What do.

STEP 1: Don’t panic! This is a common occurance on the internet. Now that this visual assault has occurred to everyone, and your grievances are shared.

STEP 2: Be brave. Sometimes you have to visit a blog to make sure you’re not blocking a suspicious looking url who simply has bad taste in usernames and actually shares many of your fandoms!


STEP 4: Recover. Cry if you need to. Eat three cookies. Pray.

I wish I had better advice, my friend. If any other has better suggestions, please do not hesitate.

May your blog be spam free for many weeks to come 💕