Okay, the one short little long thing I’m going to say about shinee and their 9th anniversary.
When I found shinee gosh.. 4 years ago now ;; I was lost as a person. I had no direction in my life and no purpose. I almost lost my life, I almost didn’t finish my freshman year in college. I felt lost and alone almost every day. I had lost my support structure and never smiled because I simply didn’t have a reason to anymore. I had lost the happiness in my life.
Netflix suggested that I watch to the beautiful you, and I did, and I fell in love with the main character, and suddenly a girl, who I actually didn’t like at the time (which is another story for another day), introduced me to shinee and who they are and told me her favourite was Onew and I thought “Onew” was a band… I had so much to learn -_-. But anyway, she is my best friend today (@dubuluvr).
After the end of that semester (I made it!!) I had a drive and a passion again to be happy, to be the best that I could be. This month, I graduated college. I made it to the end and raised my GPA in the process. I have already started the process of finding a job, and feel like I will be heading out to Korea come this August.
I have so much to be grateful for and honestly, I don’t think I could have done it all without shinee. I know they won’t see this, but I hope they know that they are helping people around the world, and as their light shines we shine with it.
he loves all his members so much sosososo much, he always puts them before himself
WHEN HE’S LAUGHING REALLY HARD AND HE STARTS SEAL CLAPPING
that one time tae came to sleep next to namjoon and namjoon sleepily held tae’s hand and wouldn’t let go
his signature move when he takes his two index fingers and covers one of his eyes while looking deadass into the camera
HIS DOE SHAPED PRETTY CHOCOLATE BROWN EYES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
professional self-dragger, literally willingly drags his own ass
his mixtape release in 2015, every song was so important and deep and okay, it’s largely forgotten because of yoongi’s mixtape but it has so much emotion and meaning behind every song
he loveloveloves dogs !
literally has looked like the best thing the world has to offer no matter what rainbow ass hair color bighit sticks him with
that golden age when his hair was black when will that look come back from the war ://////////
you know that thing he does when he’s been rapping and suddenly breaks out into a smile and scrunches his nose and winks with one eye mmmmmmmmokay !!!!
his angry rap when his neck veins show because he’s literally putting his all into it
the way he looks in beanies !!!!!!!!! with one ear tucked in and the other sticking out
the mole on the left side right under his jawline
the fact that he literally read books on philosophy for hyyh
THE WAY !!!!!!!!! HE LOOKS !!!!!!!!!!!! IN A SUIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time his speaker wasn’t working and he yelled at it and it started to work, Legends Only
the fact that he isn’t afraid to try out weird kinds of fashion and won’t hear shit about it
has been known to support LGBT since 2012
THAT TIME BTS WERE IN ISAC IN 2015 AND HE WAS EVERY MEMBER’S HYPE MAN
when he’s too lazy to wear contacts so he wears his thick black rimmed glasses :’(((((((((((
that time he had a wardrobe malfunction and had his whole shirt ripped off during that dance break and he did the whole performance holding up the sorry remains of his shirt
the fact that kim namjoon invented dimples !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no really he did
how he is literally incapable of doing a fan sign without making it a display of how much aegyo he can fit in any given span of time and then immediately be shy and embarrassed about it
6 feet tall, he is 6 feet tall also don’t forget that he is literally the eiffel tower because nothing is taller than 6 feet just sayin
that amazing and blessed time he had silver hair and my heart literally exploded !!!!!!!!!!!
HIS PRETTY PINK POUTY PLUSH PERFECT LIPS
that time bts was doing rainism and he was the only one who didn’t know all the moves and messed up but pulled it off confidently in the end
he literally loves his mom so much i’m :’(((((((
HIS ALL BLACK OUTFITS AND THE WAY HE LOOKS WHEN HE WEARS ALL BLACK AND THE WAY ALL BLACK LOOKS ON HIM AND -
the fact that every time someone tells him to do a freestyle dance, it’s literally the same awkward robotic jerky dance with the failing arms and legs since 2013
when he tries to sing even though the members laugh at him
HE JUST WANTS TO CATCH CRABS FOR GOODNESS SAKE
his cute soft pretty pink knees :’))))))))))
in the fire era when he had that acorn haircut and pulled that shit off when will your fave ever
he reads, he has an IQ of 148, he was the nation’s top 1% in 5 subjects in high school, he -
his smile his beautiful glorious soft glowing stunning breathtaking smile that smile that you only have the privilege of seeing someone have one in a million times in your life, the kind of smile that could change the world
the way he looks in a choker the way he looks in a choker the way he looks in a chok-
okay !!!!!!!!!! but his cute squishy tiny nose so kissable n someone please bop it and pinch it and it’s soosososo cute
the way he gets his hands inky and dirty every single fan sign every single darn one !!!!!!!!!!!! why are they dirty? what is he doing ?????
THE AUDACITY HE HAS TO WINK AND BITE LIPS AT CAMERAS THE SHEER AUDACITY
the way his arms look in sleeveless tops his arms !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the way he looks in snapbacks mmmmmmmmmmmm
that time on running man when everyone was supposed to have as many boxes as possible and he literally got his box snatched from his hands and he tripped over nothing he’s the dorkiest softest boy -
that time he wore the army khakis and outfit and i just ://////// oh my god
his side profile his perfect gorgeous beautiful angelic side profile !!!!
his obsession with ryan and how happy he got when jimin got him a ryan cake for his birthday fkdsfhgfd
legs for days !!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time namjoon was a minion for halloween
“I had to dance to survive in this cold, cruel world.”
his cute outfit in the baepsae dance practice video :((((((((((
he looks sosoososososo unbeliveably beautiful bare faced i just love him so much
that time during the hyyh prologue shooting when all the members were piling onto him and he yelled ‘MY BALLS, MAN’
his fucnkgn !!!!!!!!!! puma photoshoot binch !!!!!!!!!!!
the fact that he sang expensive girl and took the fact that he didn’t get a grammy for it like a man :///
that time they won their first award in 2015 and he was cleARLY CRYING but denied it like “i’m not crying”
THAT TIME HE LITERALLY DESCRIBED HIS ERECTION ON LIVE RADIO AIR IN ENGLISH
that one time !!!!!!!!!!!!!! bts had an outdoor performance and his white shirt got sososososooso sweaty it was basically stuck to him and see through if you don’t know what i’m talking about then goodbye
those RARE times when he smiles and sticks his tongue out at the same time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time he was complaining about jungkook and the fruit flies and the weird as shit way he pronounced ‘vaccuum’
his messy friendship with jackson
the fact that he apologized for the mistakes he has made in the past and made no excuses about them
award for having the world’s cutest and flattest tushy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don’t know if anyone noticed but the way he holds his fingers when he’s explaining something like he puts them in awkward bent angles and they’re really long and expressive i just looooovvveeeee
that time he was doing a duet with this female singer for a show and he picked her up from the airport and held a sign with her name and got shy around her he’s the biggest gentleman DDDD:
deep husky voice like shots of pure liquid gold sends shivers down my spine ://////////
that time he held a tiny itty bitty baby frog on his index finger i dont know why it was so cute of him i just !!!
sweaty namjoon when namjoon sweats the sweat namjoon produces
that time he tried to twerk but ‘something keeps dangling’
when !!!!!!!!!! he wears tight pants and his thighs are almost bursting out of his pants jdfkkhkj
the way he says ‘baby’
EVERY ‘WHAT AM I TO YOU’ PERFORMANCE HE’S EVER DONE
that time he was asked to pick between solo and bts and didn’t hesitate for a microsecond before saying bts
THAT TIME NAMJOON DID THIS GUITAR ACOUSTIC WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND HE RAPPED SO SWEETLY MY HEART OVERFLOWED
taught himself english by listening to 10 english dvds 10 times over 3 years
special thank you to every namjoon stylist who made him wear low cut shirts
THE WAY HE LOOKS WEARING A MASSIVE HOODIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
‘and i’m sexy like a porn star’
accepts and settles for being the least popular bts member
the way he looks when he wears headbands
when his sleeves are super long so he has sweater paws and his pretty fingers stick out slightly jdsfkshgkjfmncvb
sub par body rolls that can still make you squirm and cry :////////
once when he was the first in a lineup in a fan sign he told a fan ‘now you’ve practiced on me, you can do this in front of your real bias’
got to write in “힙합하다 1” (‘This is Hip Hop 1: South Korea, Hip Hop and Life’) which is a hip hop book for 42 top korean hip hop artists
THAT TINY MOLE BELOW HIS BOTTOM LIP THAT YOU CAN ONLY SEE IF HE SMILES REALLY WIDE
the way he looks in a tie ohohohoohohoho my gosh !!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time in the ariport the cameraman said ‘the girls love you guys’ and namjoon was like ‘thanks, we love you too’
the way he wrote about the sunset in his diary when he went to dubai
HE HAS BENDY ARMS !!!!!!!!! NO REALLY I SWEAR THEY BEND BACKWARDS
he once told a fan ‘sorry’ when she told him she got him photocard
he said that he wanted to know what it was like going to college and sometimes he feels like he missed out on that experience :///
can you believe namjoon invented having pretty hands??????? Amazing
he cares sosooso much about other people he’s always wondering how his fans are doing, what they feel like, always giving advice, always learning and growing, never stopping
“I’m still existing, still breathing. Even though I keep looking forward and run, sometimes I still look back. The path in front and behind are still far, but even so, if the people who look at me are still dreaming and picking up their strengths, that alone makes me feel good. It’s okay to live this way, breaking down, getting hurt and looking back at the past. I will live. I am living like this. Me. Us.”
OK, list of positive events in the Reylo Fandom...(in chronological order)
So we’ve been through a lot of bad shit. We’ve had some major divisions, too. And just imaging all of the friends many of us old cane-wielders have lost along the way genuinely makes me very depressed and I hope somehow things change some day…
So frankly I’m done reading that sad shit- let’s get started with the good!!
1. Those first two weeks after the film came out and people, still on their main blogs, started posting voraciously about TFA and started tentatively asking each other about a possible Kylo and Rey dynamic only to discover it wasn’t just them- others felt it, too.
2. The discussion in the tiny fandom over what to call the ship. There were multiple candidates, some simple, some other mishmashes of words, but eventually posts began to emerge saying “Well it’s settled then- Reylo it is.” Yep, the ship name was decided on Tumblr. And actually at the time I remember posting saying I preferred one of the other candidates (can’t remember what it is now, though- maybe kyrey?), but it wasn’t long until #Reylo became the main name and tag for the ship and, hey, you can’t fight progress.
3. The first amazing fan art started to appear! Many of our very first artists are still with us! I remember the first original piece of fan art I ever saw for this ship came from @solarfugue(arriku) and I was instantly in love.
4. Fics were steadily being written! Through everyone’s early stories, certain patterns began to emerge- ‘force bonds’ being the primary one. These would be things that would be included in nearly every single fic as a prerequisite after February 2016.
5. Just around the very, very end of 2015, the dedicated side blogs began to emerge and the fandom began to really solidify.
6. The first big exchange (to my knowledge) was the Valentine’s Day fic exchange Feb. 2016! Tons of people got in on it, and it started rumblings for possibly more writing projects.
7. SMUT WEEK was the last few days of february going into March 2016. Basically, after a stream of people happily chatting and giggling along here on tumblr, a whoooole lotta risqué art emerged at once, and as a consequence, I declared the second or third day of this trend to be Smut Week. Everyone really grasped onto the idea with both hands and the smutty art, and even stories, POURED in for 5 solid days more. There’s not been much of a need to call another smut week, because, well, we never actually dropped back down to any innocent level since. So, anyone who’s ever tried to avoid smut in fics in this fandom, it’s my fault. I’m sorry (sort of). ^^;
8. Art Fridays! For awhile in spring, going into early summer 2016, Art Fridays, organized amongst some of the artists in the fandom, became a thing to look forward to. There’d be a secret theme and on Fridays around 8pm or so, suddenly tons of new art would emerge. It was something I always looked forward to. Later the concept morphed into ‘Shenanigans’ and is held sometimes on days other than Friday.
9. Art Fridays eventually morphed into the Reylo Anthology, a collection
of artists who would still occasionally do art fridays stuff, but also
worked to focus more on big themed reylo art projects.
10. The Reylo Fanfic Anthology was a concept tossed around quite a bit during Spring 2016 before being taken up by a group of writers and is still going strong to this day. There’s one large project a year, dotted with side events often centered on holidays.
11. The Reylo Sin Anthology came to be! A fanfic anthology for all the smuttiest smut fics, written to various themes throughout the year- many of them very much on the risqué side which is how they liked it. (It later became the Reylo Book of Sins and still going strong.)
12. From Spring to Summer 2016, due to new revelations from cast and crew, the fandom contracted a bit, but ultimately became more concentrated and ‘regulars’ began to emerge. Summer was also about the time that ‘metas’ pretty much got exhausted (everything had pretty much been hashed out by then), so it got a little quiet…
13. In October the Reylo Short Story Collection was announced. Focusing on, obviously, short stories, the goal was to write within the word-count limits and then publish with each story having its own custom art. A new issue is published every four months.
14. In November, two of our own, @starwarsnonsense and @bastila-bae, began an analytical podcast, “Scavenger’s Hoard”, about the new films and also with the goal of being reylo-friendly in an increasingly aggressive fandom. They added women’s voices to the discussion and have since even won awards!
15. We lost Carrie in the winter of 2016, so that was pretty terrible. But just before that happened, we were abuzz knowing a title for 9 was coming, and also anxious for the latest new years’ fic exchange hosted by the fic anthology, something that a lot of us held onto as a positive distraction in the wake of tragedy.
16. Starting around the turn of the year, changes started to take place on the SW website, namely the Data Bank, and other places- talk of ‘intertwined destines’ and ‘fascination’ and ‘links’ with regards to Kylo and Rey…could it be? Did we finally have more reason to hope?
17. In January 2017, we got the title for 8!! “Space Bear” became “The Last Jedi”, and suddenly the meta writing was back in full swing!
18. In April 2017, we got the trailer for 8! And boy did we get our hope alright. Quickly we realized many of our ‘standards’ in fanfiction seemed to have fairly correct between the trailer and cast/production commentary at SWC: Luke the underwhelming teacher, Kylo suddenly maskless and with a much reduced scar than we ever anticipated…*cough* causing us to speculate even more strongly about his anti-hero role and desire to reach Rey. The new clues and speculation quickly began to filter into fic writing.
….and here we are today! Did I miss anything? This was sort of a greatest hits in the fandom. ^^; If I missed anything, let me know! It’s getting late and I’m a bit out of it, so forgive me if I have…gosh so much has happened!! We’ve done so much!! And I’m so proud to have been with all you guys, old and new, through it all. :,)
ps: i was trying way to hard to be funny so dont mind me
“Baby, you gotta wake up before we’re late.. for the millionth time,” Jay exaggerated while shaking me by my waist.
“I was never the reason why we were late for any occasion. The only reason why we’re ever late is because you can’t take your eyes off of a damn mirror, spray 10 more pounds of cologne, take hour shits, and–”
“Okay, I get it. Now would you get your lazy ass up, and get ready? We’re meeting AOMG and most of my friends at the club,” Jay sighed.
I wasn’t getting up early, and Jay knew that which is why he made it his goal to try his best, and wake up his lazy ass girlfriend who he loved so much yet wanted to just throw her into a pool and move away to another country so he won’t get murdered by his feisty girlfriend.
I put my palm against his face, and pushed him away from mine while closing my eyes and regaining my beauty sleep. “Please baby, just get up,” Jay exasperated while putting his face into my neck and plastering little kisses that he knew were my weakness.
“Give me a minute, baby,” I yawned.
“You like opening your mouth wide open, don’t you?” Jay smirked. Trust your own boyfriend to turn every innocent thing into something naughty.
I giggled before rolling around and leaning in trying to give him a kiss on the lips. To my surprise, he moved his head real quick before pointing a finger to bathroom and saying, “Toothbrush.”
You loved that man but you didn’t understand why it took him 45 minutes to do his hair. It was literally 2 inches long.
As you looked around the living room making sure you had everything you needed to spend the day over at Mary and John’s you spotted the gift bag that had ‘Happy Mother’s Day’ written on it. Knowing Dean would probably walk right out the front door and forget it you sat it beside your bag.
“Don’t get your panties in a twist. I’m ready.” Dean said as he was walking down the stairs rolling up the sleeves on his red flannel.
“Finally. I put your mothers gift by my bag so we wouldn’t forget to grab it. I think we have everything else we need already in the car.”
“Alrighty then. Let’s get this show on road!”
Rolling your eyes at him you grabbed your bag and Mary’s present as you walked out the door.
Thirty minutes later you were pulling up to their house. As you were walking up the sidewalk you seen Sam and Jess’s car parked in the driveway.
“I’m glad someone was here on time.” You say hoping that Dean was close enough to hear you.
“Maybe Sam wasn’t as lucky as I was last night.” Winking at you as he walked past you to open the door.
“This is true” you say matter-of-factly.
“We’re here” Dean announced just as Mary came around the corner.
“Happy Mother’s Day mom” Dean told his mother as he gave her a hug and quick kiss on the cheek.
“Thank you sweetie.” She said as she moved from Dean to you. “Hi Y/N, How are you sweetheart?”
“I’m fine Mrs. Winchester-”
“How many times have I got to tell you it’s Mary. Come on in.”
Following Mary through the house she leads you to the dining room where you see Sam and John sitting down at the table.
“Hey Dad. Hey Sam.” Dean said walking past them and to the fridge to grab a beer.
“Hey guys!” You say as Sam pulls you into a hug.
“Hey Y/N, Did you guys get lost?” Sam says jokingly.
“Ha, Why don’t you ask Dean why we were late?”
Just as you had hoped everyone looked right over at Dean.
“Sam wants to know why were late. Do you want to tell 'em or should I?”
“There’s nothing to tell.” He says nonchalantly before taking a long drink of his beer.
“Oh so you spending 45 minutes on your hair is just normal?”
“Wait so that’s why you were late?!” Sam said shock and laughter lacing his words.
“Now thay my work here is done I’m going to go see if your mom needs help in the kitchen.”
“Hey Mary I was wondering if you needed any help getting lunch ready?”
“Oh well John’s going to start the burgers soon and I think everything else has already been fixed and put in the fridge until it’s time to eat. So I think it’s all been taken care of.”
“Well in that case I have something I want to give to you. It’s a little mothers day present from me.”
Reaching down in your purse you pulled out a small box with ribbon around it.
“Honey you didn’t have to get me anything.” She says while she took the ribbon off and opened the box.
“Oh my god!” She said once she seen what was inside. “Are you pregnant?!”
“Yes! But Dean doesn’t know yet. I thought you’d like to be the one who tells him.”
“I’d love to tell him, but are you sure uou don’t want to?”
“I just want to there when you tell him.”
Just then Jess came into th kitchen.
“What is going on in here? I heard Mary holler and ”
“Y/N’s pregnant! But no one else knows so we gotts keep it hush hush for a little bit.”
“Oh my gosh Y/N congratulations!” Jess says while hugging you.
“Thanks. I’m so excited for Mary to tell Dean. He’s going to be so happy.”
A few minutes later you, Jess and Mary joined the guys outside.
“Ah there they are.” John chuckled from behind the grill.
“You just missed an awesome story.” John chuckled from behind the grill.
“I don’t think I wanna know.” Mary said while walking over to check her husbands cooking.
“That’s probably for the best.” Dean said as you sat down beside him at the picnic table.
“Everything is ready except fir the burgers. So when those get done we can eat.” Mary mentioned as she sat down across from you.
Looking uo you seen Mary mouth the words “I’m going to do it soon” and you instantly gor nervous. You knew Dean wanted to be a dad even if he hadn’t said so. You seen the way he would look at little kids when you would pass by them in the supermarket or when you would see them playing with their food at a restaurant. The thought of that being one of your and Dean’s kids brought a smile to your face.
“So mom what’s it like having an entire day dedicated to you?” Sam asked
“Well it’s not just dedicated to me, but to every mother. Whether she is expecting, already has children, or has passed on.”
She answered Sam, looking casually at you when she said 'expecting’. You hoped no one else noticed and if they did you hoped that they wouldn’t think anything of it.
“Which reminds me, someone here has a very important announcement to make. But being the amazing daughter-in-law she is, decided to let me do the honours as a wonderful mother’s day present to me.”
She paused long enough to look around at everyone and then finally said, “John, were gonna be grandparents. Dean and Y/N are having a baby!” She practically jumped off the bench with excitement.
Dean looked over at you with a shocked expression on his face.“ You’re pregnant?!”
You were a little taken aback by his reaction. You thought he would be happy about this.“Y-yeah, I found out about two weeks ago and thought that it would make a nice mothers day present for your mom.”
While you were talking you noticed the expression on Dean’s face never changed. Soon he began running his fingers through his hair and you knew exactly what he was thinking.
“Hey do you wanna go talk inside?”
Without even taking a second thought he said yes and was halfway to the house before you had even gotten up.
“Dean you know you’re going to be an amazing dad, right?”
“How can you be so sure? You say all the time how I’m a silly man child.”
“Yes you can be a silly man child, but when you aren’t being adorably goofy you are the sweetest, most caring, selfless person I know and I’m so glad you are the father of my child.”
“I am pretty adorable.” He says with a cute smirk on his face. “I can’t believe I’m gonna be a dad.”
“How do you think I felt when I found out? I took maybe four at home pregnancy tests and went to two different doctors. I still had a hard time believeing it!”
“You know as soon as we walk out there we are going be attacked with hugs right?” Dean said tilting his chin towards the backyard.
“Yeah, but were having a baby.” Wrapping your arms around his neck and pulled your self close to him.
“We sure are.” He replied before wrapping his arms around your waist and kissing you.
Prompt: Hi can you do a auston matthews sister imagine where you’re like 16 and you live with him in Toronto and you cook for him and clean for him and the rookies and you guys are super close. And the boys and auston decide to celebrate you a couple days before mothers day bc you always take care of them and if you could also play hockey and you’re like insanely good at it? thanks!
I MISS MY TABLET but I couldn’t not doodle this when it came to mind, apologies for the slightly blurry quality 3
Remembered reading he is one to train, though idk if he’s ticklish, I doubt anyone has the guts to try it out like 99% of the time. Either way: Trust no one not even your gf who is helping you train weights, especially that actually.
A/N: Warning, this fic is garbage. Read with caution bc I swear I need help.
*Reader is best friends with Cheryl Blossom and good friends with Ethel Muggs… and literally everyone. You’re a fan of Overwatch and a low-key cosplayer, bruh. (I’m sorry, it’s a Halloween party might as well)
((Using she/her pronouns mostly bc I suck at writing, I just wanted to give Reggie more love and I failed))
“Y/N, you’re going to come to my Halloween party whether you like it or not. I’m not having one of my River Vixens mope and become a homebody.” Mentally screaming, I sighed and joined Cheryl as she stretched before the other girls came for practice. Cheryl Blossom’s been my best friend since we were kids. “Rich Kid Squad”, but I didn’t like hanging out with those other preppy shits. Jason and Cheryl were the only exception… They had my back and I had theirs in ways they never knew they needed. Since her twin brother’s death, I’ve done my best to help her cope. I guess my way of helping her is just being there and… joining the River Vixens.
“I already am, Cheryl, you know already that parties aren’t my kind of thing.” I replied, stretching my arms until I heard a satisfying pop from my elbow. Cheryl visibly cringed at the sound and continued to scold me like I was her child.
“Oh, please Y/N. You’re going and it’s final.”
She snapped at me and led me to the bleachers and sat down, patting the spot next to her.
“If you insist.” I sighed dejectedly. ‘My loot boxes will have to wait then… Daddy will have to wait,’ I thought to myself and tried to think of better days to lock myself in my room and level up on Overwatch with Reaper as my main.
“I know you’re thinking about your video games again, so I’ll make you a deal,” I stopped moping and stared at her, beckoning her to continue her sudden proposal because knowing Cheryl there’s always a catch.
“You can bring your video games and set up in the main hall,” I was about to scream. ‘Is she for real? Oh my gosh and she has a good wifi connection, a night without lagging! Huzzah!’
“But!” She interjected my notion. ‘Fuck my life, I knew it was too good to be true.’
“You have to dress up.” I scoffed and stood up straight. “You’re kidding, right? That’s it?”
“Yeah, why?” ‘That’s too easy, cosplaying is easy as pie Miss Cheryl. What’s really going on?’
“Cheryl, I know you. What’s the catch?”
“Okay fine, you have to bring a date and wear matching costumes.”
“Cheryl Blossom, you know I can’t talk to guys! What am I going to do? I’ve never been on a date, why are you doing this? Oh my God… I’m going to throw up.” I held my stomach, butterflies fluttering inside of me at the thought of asking a guy out.
“Y/N, calm down it’s not a big deal-”
“Uh, Cheryl yes. It IS a huuuuge deal! You know I hate talking to guys!”
“But, you talk to so many on that stupid video game chat whatever it is?”
“That’s different, they can’t see me.”
“Y/N. Listen up, you’re going to ask someone to the party and wear matching costumes. I’ll make sure to have the flat screen and your favorite snacks ready for you when you come, okay?”
“Fine… I’ll do it.”
“Good. And you don’t even have to hang out with him the whole night.”
“Well, that defeats the purpose of even having a date, but okay…”, tossing the conversation aside as the girls came into the gym, ready for cheerleading practice and more of Cheryl’s drama.
“Yup. Alright ladies, line up. We have to perfect this routine by tonight and if it’s not, we’ll be staying late so let’s get going.”
“Who do I even ask? I don’t even talk to any guys other than Archie, Kevin and Jughead. Archie’s going with Betty, Veronica asked Kevin and I highly doubt that Jughead would want to go to a party for Halloween, he’ll probably be working on his novel.” I ranted to Ethel Muggs, she’s my study partner for Chemistry and Statistics. Ethel laughed and quickly copied my notes from a day she missed when she was sick. We were in the library and it was just us two and the librarian and she didn’t mind us chatting away, we were her assistants so we were in the clear.
“I don’t know. At least you were invited.” I froze at that thought. ‘Dang it, I should’ve been more considerate. It’s Ethel, why am I so stupid? …Wait.’
“You wanna be my date?!” I blurted out. Her eyes widened and she shook her head no.
“No no no no Y/N, I am good as done. I don’t want to be anywhere near those dumb jocks.”
I sighed and nodded my head in understanding, she’s had it rough the past year and I should’ve known better.
“This is gonna suck so badly. I just wanted to spend the night with Daddy and-” Ethel cut my rant short.
“Daddy? Who’s that?” I froze. Did I really say Daddy out loud? In front of Ethel?
“Um… He’s no one, forget I said anything.” Flustered, I tried changing the subject. I felt the heat creep up my neck. ‘Damn my abilities to blush, it’s not cute!!’
“Y/N, I don’t know. Sounds interesting and kinky, if you ask me. Spill the beans, Y/N/N.” Her grin teasing me whilst she shuffled her papers around into a neat pile.
“Oh my gosh! Okay, he’s a character from this game I’m playing, it’s called Overwatch.”
“Wow… Didn’t expect a rich and preppy cheerleader like you to be the gamer chick type, I’m a bit surprised but not really because I saw those books in your bag. If I’m correct, those are called ‘manga’, right?” I blushed heavily and covered my face.
“I am not preppy! I’m a disgusting nerd. Don’t look at me.” Ethel laughs and starts packing her stuff.
“Well, thanks for the notes and I hope you find someone to take because God forbid you get on Cheryl’s bad side for not bringing a date.” I shook my head lightly as I chuckled, “Yeah, it’s no problem Ethel. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
She smiled and walked out of the library, leaving me alone with Mrs. Walker.
“You mind closing up today, Y/N?” She asked and tossed me the keys. I smiled and nodded yes to her.
“Yes, no worries Mrs. Walker. I’ll just study for a few more minutes before I go.”
“Thank you, sweetie. Have a nice day and good luck finding someone for the party.” She shuffled her way out the double doors and left me alone. Me and the books.
I stared down at my neat stack of chem worksheets and statistics notebooks and let out a deep sigh. 'I shouldn’t be stressing over something so small… Wait, did I pack my pepper spray?’
Ever since Jason’s death, my parents insisted that I carry a can of pepper spray. They even went as far as buying five bottles for me, wrapped with the instructions.
A thud broke me from my thoughts and I looked around. 'I'm… the only one in here, right?’
Reaching into my bag, I searched my bag for the small spray can. “Aw dang nabbit.” Opting for a No. 2 pencil, I rose from the desk and made my way towards where the sound came from.
“Hello?” I called out. 'Wow, am I dumb? I’m that stupid dumb bitch that gets killed in every horror movie that goes towards the danger.’
I heard another thud and a small scuffle, I stood behind a bookshelf holding the pencil firmly in my hand against my chest. 'Lord, please help me now.’
The scuffling grew louder and sounded like it was getting closer to me.
“AAAAHHHH!!!” I shouted, swinging my arm everywhich way prepared to stab whatever was there.
“OH SHIT! WAIT, STOP!” A firm grip caught my wrist and in a panic, I clenched my eyes shut and swung my leg at my assailant and kicked them, I don’t even know where.
“Ow… shit, you kick hard.” Realizing whose voice it was, I opened my eyes and yanked my arm away from him. 'Neighbor boy?’
Out of all the guys in Riverdale, I hadn’t thought of HIM to ask. 'It’s not like we talk so?’
“Reginald, what the heck are you doing in here? The library is closed.”
A/N: this is pretty much trash lmao but im turning it into a two or three-shot idk but yeah… it’s not good so I’M SORRY GUYS 😭
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“But have you seen him? He’s just so handsome, and wow, I think I’d die if I was ever his barista when he came in,” your coworker Seungkwan rambled. He wasn’t just a coworker though. He was one of your closest friends and you were blessed with a sweet manager to make the schedules match up. It was just another ordinary day at the cafe you worked at.
It was rare for the cafe to be so empty and quiet, but on those days, you would wipe down the tables while Seungkwan counted the money. And as you continued to wipe down the tables, listening to extra Seungkwan, you had to wonder if this guy was really worth swooning over. To be fair, you two took turns raving about guys you thought were cute. Just a tiny bit boy crazy, the two of you would argue, but your manager would always chime in saying you two were 99% boy crazy. Finishing off the last dark hardwood tables, you spun on your heel and looked at Seungkwan.
Everyone noticed how down Hinata was. His head was on the table, his topknot dipping into his dinner. Oboro watched her friend groan and moan and looking totally depressed.
“I’m guessing something awful happened. I’ve never seen you this depressed before in my life.” She quirked an eyebrow, resting her cheek in her hand. “Did Lord Takumi retire you from service?”
“Nooo…” Hinata’s voice was muffled before he raised his head, revealing the gash along his neck and shoulder. He didn’t seem bothered by the pain, rather the fact that his thoughts were totally focused on whatever was bugging him.
“You going to tell me what the problem is?” She questioned. Hinata sighed heavily, turning his gaze to the table a few rows away. The mess hall was chock full of people, but even with all the soldiers she could pick out your rigid shoulders, completely ignoring the sorrowful gaze of your husband.
How would Shawn and you spend the day after he came back from the tour? And how he acted to see you, what he said...
Shawn would want to spend the entire first day back with both you and his
family. Because he’d missed all of you so much, he’d just like a really chilled
day/night with the people he loves.
I think Shawn’s dad would pick him up at
the airport and you would be waiting for him at his parents’ house. When he
entered the room, and saw you, he’d just let his bags drop to the floor,
walk straight up to you and wrap his arms around you, hugging you as tightly
as he could. “Gosh, I’ve missed you” he’d whisper into your ear, stroking
your back and kissing your cheek before letting his fingers disappear into your
hair. Shawn would give you a quick, yet passionate kiss, but remember his
parents were there. He’d lean closer to you and whisper “I’ll save the
rest for later” with a huge smug painted on his lips and then wink at
I think you guys would just stay home
for dinner, all enjoying finally having Shawn back. You and Aaliyah would be messing around with Shawn, totally teaming up together, saying all the jokes and
little pranks you’d been planning for months while he was away. His parents
would just watch you and smile, so happy about him finally being home.
I think Shawn would be toughing you all
the time, or as much as he could without getting caught. Nothing major while
his parents were there, but little forehead kisses, caressing your palms, interlacing
your fingers, letting his fingertips run down your arm, grabbing around your
pinky fingers with his, letting his nose tip stoke your cheeks or giving your skin butterfly kisses. It would he Shawn’s way of saying how much he’d missed
you. Shawn didn’t need to use words to make you feel loved, he did it by doing
small things like that.
When you and Shawn had spent the entire
day with his family, he wouldn’t be able to bare not having you alone for much
longer. At the end of the night, he’d get clingy and needy, but you’d kinda
love seeing him suffer a little like that. You’d go to his room and finally
just be the two of you. Before you were able to react or move, Shawn would push
your back up against the wall and just kiss you. Kiss you in a way the made the
room spin and left you gasping for air. He would kiss you so passionately,
trying to make up for all the kisses he’d missed while being gone.
rather quickly turn into slow, tender sex after the house fell asleep. He’d rip of your clothes faster than ever and just push you down onto the bed. Shawn
would look into your eyes during, kissing you, touching you, feeling you. He’d
whimper little “i love you’s” before stroking your chest.
Afterwards you’d pull one of his hoodies
on and Shawn would walk down stairs to get some water and whatever leftovers
they had in the fridge. He’d come back up to you and though it would be two in
the morning, you guys would just talk for hours. Talk about all the latest
gossip at home, talk about Aaliyah’s little crush, your mother’s birthday and
the new episode of the 100. Shawn would talk about touring and some of his
favourite shows, he’d tell you stories from traveling with the boys and he’d
talk about all the new music he was writing.
You would just sit there, eating
and talking, laughing and smiling, finally feeling close to each other again,
because as much as sex is intimate for you, this was the feeling both you and
Shawn craved the most. Suddenly, Shawn would just lean in a plant a kiss on
your lips, completely taking your breath away. Then he would let his forehead
rest against yours and whispered “It feels good to be back, I missed you
You would jump into bed when the first
daylight sun appeared outside, only now being done with talking. Shawn would
pull you so close to him, you could feel his heart beat against your skin. Before the both of you drifting off to sleep, he would whisper “I
love you” in your ear and place a damp kiss on your bare shoulder. You would
tell him back that you where his and his only and he would plant a dam kiss on
your bare neck and whisper back “mine” against your skin. Then you’d fall
asleep in his arms, feeling his fingers slowly caressing you before he
whispered “Home is wherever you are, darling”
The forgotten Halloween request.... Damian Wayne X Reader
Damian stood in your aunt’s apartment, waiting for you to finally be ready for Halloween. You had invited him to celebrate this holiday, and he was slightly excited for what was to come. His eldest brother insisted that he wear a smaller copy of his father’s suit, and he agreed after thirty minutes of begging and a black eye. Damian did not understand why Dick had insisted on wearing the cowl, but he soon realized why and Dick will pay dearly for it. You came rushing down the stairs in a costume that made his face completely red. He thanked Grayson for the cowl covering most of his face, but he would also punch him later.
“How do you like it, Dami?” you asked while twirling in a smaller copy of your aunt’s costume.
“You look pleasant. Are we going to go now?” he asked.
“Yes, but I think your brother wanted a picture or something,” you replied.
“He is going to use that as blackmail,” he muttered.
“If he does, I will have your back when we get our revenge,” you smirked mischievously.
“Another reason why you are the closest friend of mine,” the twelve year-old said.
“Who else would be able to steal the lasso of truth from your brother?” you questioned while displaying the rope attached to your hip.
“He and his lover had ‘misplaced’ it and now have to face your aunt. I might have to get a camera for this,” he smirked.
“Yes, but we have to go now. Do you want to miss all of the candy?”
“Let us begin!”
Damian grabbed your hand and ran down the hallway to see your aunt and his family talking. Jason, dressed as a zombie, nudged Dick and nodded in your direction.
“Oh my gosh! You guys look adorable!” Dick squealed.
“I’ve never heard Batman being described as adorable before,” you pondered.
“I prefer to be described as fearsome,” Damian stated.
“Just shut up and and let us take a picture before we set you loose,” Jason said while dragging you and Damian to the door.
You pulled your arm out of his grasp and slapped his hand that held Damian’s arm. Jason ruffled your hair, which caused you to elbow him in the gut.
You and Damian kept stoic faces and posed. Jason smiled and everyone groaned.
“Why can’t you two just smile in one photo?” Tim asked.
“There is no reason to,” you said, “and you’re keeping us from the candy.”
Your aunt rolled her eyes and opened the front door. You smiled and grabbed Damian’s hand, causing his face to burn once again. You dragged Damian out of the door and rushed to the entrance. Your aunt watched your small figure disappear and closed the door.
“I ship it,” Dick commented, which Bruce returned with a bat glare.
“Your son and my niece are fond of each other,” Diana agreed. “Do you have the lasso I lent to you?”
“Oh. I, um, forgot it at my apartment,” Dick stuttered.
You laid on your candy wrapper covered bed, Damian to your left. The two of you had collected two full pillowcases worth of candy, and in the process of eating it all. An unrealistic horror movie was on the tv and not causing an ounce of fear to surface from either of you.
“Why don’t they find weapons and fight? They are clearly in the murderer’s hideout, and his arsenal would be easy to locate,” Damian commented.
“People are always stupid in horror movies,” you said while putting another piece of candy in your mouth, “they’re either too distracted with themselves or have already thrown common sense out of the window.”
“Why do horror movies have some type of sexual theme? I do not understand how that will further the plot, especially almost everyone being killed in the bedroom,” Damian stated.
“I guess that’s why they go for them: they’re easy targets,” you summed up.
“Damian!” Bruce called out, “It’s time to return to the manor.”
Damian frowned and gathered up his candy. You jumped off of the bed and picked up the candy wrappers. You threw them into your trash and walked over to Damian.
You placed a kiss on his cheek and said, “Thank you for coming, Dami.”
“It was my pleasure, (Y/N),” Damian said, his face burning up once again.
You watched as he left with his family, hoping that you could spend more time with him soon.
“So….. How was your first Halloween with (Y/N)?” Dick asked.
“I had an excellent time with her company,” Damian responded, “and do not forget that I will gut you for the costumes you made (Y/N) and I wore tonight.”
“What was wrong with them?” Tim questioned.
“I would rather use my uniform than wear the cowl, and (Y/N)’s armor is more intricate and…. covering.”
like when you see him smile, any pain or discomfort that you feel right now instantly vanishes
one time, you just had a leg operation so he visited you at the hospital
your leg hurts as hell like boi wtf is this
Yuta being Yuta, brought you fruits instead of flowers
“You don’t need flowers”
“You can’t eat them so I just thought of bringing you fruits”
you start eating the fruits he brought and while you’re eating, he’s just watching you
and you’re like “WHAT?”
He just giggles and smiles at you
the pain from your leg operation just disappeared
when you first met him, you thought that he’s the type of guy who doesn’t take things seriously
because he’s so cheerful and talkative af during breaktimes at your school
he’s the captain of your school’s soccer team yet you see him play soccer with the younger kids during breaktime lol Yuta
until you saw him one time while he was practicing soccer
that’s when you noticed that he REALLY takes things seriously especially his love for soccer
that’s why he’s so good at playing it and became the team captain because he practices really hard
whenever you’re sad, he’s always there to do aegyos in front of you
which by the way makes you cringe so hard
but still manages to get you laugh and lessen all your worries
you also know about his dreams of becoming an idol
and you support him with it
so you let him leave, allowing him to pursue his dream
you are aware that it wouldn’t be easy
but never thought that it would be this DIFFICULT
if before you guys would talk for hours on the phone, now that they’ve debuted, you guys only get 10 minutes to talk with each other
sometimes, there’s an additional 20 minutes to it if you guys were lucky
until those calls suddenly stopped
“Nakamoto Yuta is currently unavailable right now. Please just leave a message right after the tone.” -BeeeEEEEeeep-
From “One Call Away” to “We Don’t Talk Anymore” real quick #CharliePuthZoned ok i’m such a horrible person i’m sorry hahahaha no i’m not hahahahahahaha
Your situation would be somehow similar to Jaehyun
except that the fans both love you guys
Only Yuta knows about the company not being in favour of your relationship
so the company asks him to break up with you
“EITHER SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR CAREER OR TO THAT GIRL. YOU CHOOSE.”
“They really said that?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!” - Hansol
“That’s such a foul move.” - Johnny
“It definitely is a foul move.” - Taeyong
“You guys can still date secretly. Chill out.” - Haechan
“Haechan, I think you’re forgetting the fact that we’re not trainees anymore.” - Yuta
“But (y/n) noona is really fun to be with. I wish there’s a way out of this.” - Mark
“Tell the company that you got her pregnant.” - Jaehyun
*insert the members facepalming themselves*
lol Jaehyun no… just no
yes they did give him a death glare
“That’s supposed to be my line Jaehyun. Jfc.” - Ten
The members tried to give him suggestions on how to make this easy
but they only ended up giving him useless and dumb suggestions
and that’s when they realized that it will never be easy no matter what
Yuta texted you that he has one week off from his work
you felt very excited because this means that you guys would be spending so much time together
but Yuta didn’t feel the same way
for him, it’s like a countdown towards doomsday
though he never let it show what’s really bothering him because oh look how beautiful and relieving his smile is
what is even a PROBLEM?
DAY 1: Yuta took you to the Korean stationery shops
He helped you choosing which calligraphy pens you need for your project even though they’re just the same colour but different brand.
He even told you “I hope you’ll use those pens when you write your love letter for me at our anniversary” yuta’s_healing_smile.jpg
DAY 2: He took you to your favourite Korean restaurant
He lets you order any food that you want but when he noticed that you only mostly ordered meat he frowns
“Hey, it’s not fair that you’re the only one who’s gonna eat meat”
“Eat some vegetables too”
And when you protest, he shoves a spoonful of vegetables into your mouth
You: “STOP BEING LIKE TAEYONG EOMMA!”
“I just want you to be healthy that’s why I’m making you eat veggies too. I don’t want you getting sick. Who will be my food buddy once you got sick?” then he wipes away the leftover sauce on your lips
DAY 3: He took you out to get some bubbletea
Even though it’s freezing cold, you guys still got those cold bubbletea drinks you guys are weird
“Hey Yuta, you want to try my purple taro?”
But instead of tasting it through the plastic straw, he tastes it through your lips
and guuuuuurl, he’s a great kisser
DAY 4: He took you to the movies
He cried when the dog died
but he bawled his eyes out the most when the guy and the girl from the same movie broke up wow affected much
he cried so loud that the people inside the theatre told him to shut up and fuck off
so you guys didn’t end up finishing the movie and just left
“Omg Yuta, I’ve never seen you cry over something fictional”
He suddenly hugs you tight
“Jagiya, always remember that I love you so much, okay?”
“What is wrong with you Yuta? Why are you being like this all of a sudden?”
“Jagiya, just promise me that you’ll always remember how much I love you, okay? Don’t ever forget that, no matter what happens.”
DAY 5: He took you to Lotte World Ice Rink
You don’t even know how to skate but it didn’t matter because Yuta was there to help you
He would occasionally laugh at you slipping on the ice but mostly, his hands would either be holding your hands or your waist
which results for him to hug you a lot
“Yuta, how can I even skate if you’re hugging me like this?”
“It’s cold jagiya. Let me warm up at least.”
“Of course it’s gonna be cold. We’re inside an ice skating rink!”
On that same day, he also took you to Sky Rose Garden
“Woooooooow! Look at how beautiful these roses are, Yuta!”
“But they’re not as beautiful as you.” - Yuta
yaaaaaaaas boi that’s how you do it
you blush with what he said then he cups your face and kisses you on the lips
DAY 6: He took you to N Seoul Tower
“Why’d you bring a lock?”
He doesn’t answer you and just writes both of your names on the lock
underneath your names, he wrote: “If life won’t let us be together for now, then love will find a way to make us stay together for a lifetime in the future.”
this is heartbreaking Yuta why
you blushed a hell lot when you read what he wrote
your heart skipped a beat when both of you placed the lock on
Yuta kept the key but he said that he’s gonna leave it at the Postbox of Love so that no one finds the key for your lock.
DAY 7: You guys went to Yeojwacheon Stream
You guys just took a stroll there and kept taking pictures of each other
You were a little bit sad because it’s your last day of being together and after this, he’s going back to work again
Yuta, on the other hand, is feeling way worse
He’s having conflicted emotions
He wants to stay with you forever but he couldn’t because he has a career that he wanted to protect too
So he decided to do it tomorrow
and let you guys have your last moment as a couple
That evening, he cried when you guys stopped by the bridge
“I’m just gonna miss you so much.”
Then without any further ado, he kisses you again on the lips
but you noticed something different with his kisses
they were full of desperation though you didn’t mind it that much anyway
He whispers to you: “I love you (y/n)… gosh, I love you so much.”
“I love you too.”
dO YOU heAR ThAT?!?!?!
tHAT’S thE SounD OF MY HEArt BREAKing…
The next day, after they had a tv guesting, he asked if you guys could meet up again
He says that he has something to tell you
He went to your house looking all sullen
You noticed it immediately but you just waited for him to tell you what’s wrong
“Let’s break up”
You blinked twice, trying to process what he just told you
“I-It’s cold out here. Do you want to come inside first for a warm tea?”
You hoped that he would reject it but a part of you wishes that he would accept your offer
HE DIDN’T ACCEPT YOUR OFFER
“So I guess this is it, huh?” You tried not to cry but you start tearing up anyway
He nods and looks at you directly which broke you guys even more
“Before I let you go, may I know the reason why you’re breaking up with me?”
He sighs, “It’s not just gonna work out. I’m too busy. I… I can’t fulfill my duties and responsibilities towards you.”
“I don’t want to be unfair to you”
“You deserve better”
“Please try to be happy without me” then he left
Y O U D I D N O T S T O P C R Y I N G A B O U T I T U N T I L 7 D A Y S L A T E R
You didn’t know this but three days after your break up with him, he went back to all of the places that you guys had gone together
He even went to N Seoul Tower and tried to take off your lock
yes he kept the key he didn’t leave it at the Postbox of Love
he failed at taking off the lock and just burst out crying
the members got worried because he didn’t rehearse with them for a couple of days due to him catching a flu
Hansol texted you and said that Yuta is sick so you went to their dorm
When you got there, he was sleeping
so you asked help from Taeyong and Jaehyun to prepare a meal for him and the other members
just as you guys finished cooking, Yuta woke up
you brought the soup that you made under Taeyong’s supervision of course to Yuta
he was actually surprised and confused that you’re still here
you guys talked casually and laughed like nothing bad happened
the same kind of chemistry is still there
“I still don’t get why we broke up”
“I mean, you are the best boyfriend I could ever have.”
You were about to cry again and looked at him in the eye, “Am I ugly Yuta?”
“Am I exchangeable?”
“No, that’s not it (y/n)”
lol MY EX AND WHYS STARRING YOU AND NAKAMOTO YUTA, NOW SHOWING
He couldn’t take it anymore and just told you everything from the fact that the company disapproves of your relationship to the day when they asked him to break up with you.
you felt relieved that somehow he told you the truth but you wished he could’ve told you sooner so you guys could take some proper measures for it together
when he was a lot better, you guys talked to the company and tried to convince them
and luckily, they approved it already
as long as it doesn’t interfere with Yuta’s obligations to his group
Both of you told the other members about this
“So can I hold your hand again?”
You just smiled and intertwine your hand with his
“My cheeks are burning”
He looks around to see if anyone was looking at the two of you and when he notices that no one’s watching he plants a quick but passionate kiss on your lips
everyday you watch him on his rehearsals
even on their live shows
you even went to one of their fansigns
Yuta smiled like there was no tomorrow
it’s because he always knew that you were one of his reasons why he loves his work so much
Oh my gosh, guys, you are so gooblegabbly sweet i just want to hug you all! *w*
Thank you so much for reading this comic, it was such a fun thing to do. I’m happy i decided to draw it, it was an exercise, provin that i can do long stories and actually finish them <tho that is a bullshite ending right there>
I am not done with the subject tho! This fanfic was so amazing, and many things didn’t get resolved, so i may do few one-shots focused on missed thingies ^^
(and answering an Anon there - Papyrus said “well, of course!” in response to his brother. He’s going to share his greatness with the world ^^)
I turned around slowly,
cautiously, and gave Soryu a confused look.
“…What do you mean they were
going to kill me?” I asked and gradually made my way deeper into the ally where
Soryu stood. He looked down and scratched his neck, looking ashamed.
“I’m sorry I got you into this
mess. I’ve hurt you trying to protect you. I knew the risks and consequences
and yet like an idiot I went the easy way instead of fighting for you.”
Completely baffled, I stood in front of him and reached out before flinching.
I…do I really want to touch him? Shaking my head, I leaned against the wall.
“Explain.” I said.
He looked up at me for a second
before sighing and straightening up, becoming Mr. Emotionless again.
“…Alright.” He said and I waited
patiently for the story to begin.
“For the past few months, the Ice
Dragons were experiencing…trouble.”
“Don’t you always experience
trouble?” I interrupted.
“Yes, of course, but not like
this. Men were disappearing and dying at an alarming rate. Entire families were
being wiped out all over the place, and we couldn’t figure out who was
responsible.” He looked at me and glared. “They were efficient, fast,
calculative, and manipulative. They were always one step ahead of us and even
our connections couldn’t track them down.”
“They eventually made themselves
present. Turns out it was an American organization called the White Dragons.”
“The White Dragons? That sounds a
“The Ice Dragons? Yes, we were
quite aware.” He grumbled then sighed. “They were only located in the west and
they’re relatively small, but that didn’t stop them from picking a fight with
us. Apparently, the names were too similar for their liking, so one of us had
to change it…and they made it abundantly clear who it should be.”
“That’s…so stupid.” I said, taken
aback that all the violence started by a single name.
“They were also looking to expand
their territory far east, but we already had men in the areas they wanted. Areas
that benefited them the most. When we refused to give it to them they took it
“So…they were grumpy over a name
and some land?” I swear I’ll never understand mafia stuff.
“I wish…” He mumbled. “In an act
of what was assumed to be some form of rebellion, one of my men assassinated
the son of the White Dragons president. His only son. It sparked an all out
war. One where no one was safe…not even you.” He looked at me sadly and I
gulped, feeling funny in the pit of my stomach. One of his men killed the
president’s son? No wonder they were out for blood. “Since I don’t have any
children of my own, if they wanted revenge they’d turn to you.”
“…but that’s crazy…right?” I knew
it wasn’t crazy. I’d been kidnapped before, I’ve been hurt before, it was
totally possible. My mind, however, never wanted to believe it. It always
wanted to picture a good little world filled with sunshine and rainbows.
Honestly, after spending this much time with the guys, I’m surprised I’m this
“No, it’s not…” he trailed off
and lowered his eyes, remaining silent for a while.
“…a month or two ago I…received a
letter from the White Dragons. Inside of it were multiple pictures of you. It
appeared as though they’ve been stalking you for a while. Pictures of you
working, you shopping, and even sleeping.” He closed his eyes and shook his
head. “One picture had the blood of presumably my men around your neck so it looked
like…it appeared as though you had…” he trailed off and it looked like it
physically hurt him to finish the sentence. I nodded my head in understanding,
“I was beyond worried for your
safety.” He said and looked at me. “If they did anything to you I…I would never
be able to forgive myself. I knew I had to stop this feud before anyone else
“So…what did you do?” I asked.
“Attempted to negotiate of
course. Fortunately, some White Dragons favored peace as well since there was
such a population difference between our two groups.”
“The President and I eventually
sat down to discuss the problems of each group as well as the threats and the
dangers we each possessed to one another.”
Okay, wow. That went in one ear
and out the other. I should really be more concerned on this issue since my own
freaking life is in danger…or was?
“Yeah, yeah, so after all that,
did you come to a conclusion?” I asked.
“We…did…” he admitted then stayed
silent, glaring at something to the right. I waited for him to add on and when
he didn’t I cleared my throat.
“It was not supposed to be like
this…I…I swear. All I wanted to do was keep you safe…but instead I gave you
unimaginable pain, I…” his voice cracked and he turned away from me. Something
in my heart cried out in pain and I held my chest.
I…I hate seeing him in pain.
“Soryu.” I said again, trying to
be firmer. I saw him straighten his back but he still didn’t turn around.
“He wanted to combine our groups.
Figured out that it’d be ideal and beneficial for both parties. Of course…there
I did not like the way his voice
sounded when he said that word…’conditions’, it sounded like he was scared of
it. My…no, The fearless Soryu…afraid.
“After the death of his son…he
only had one child left.”
“Lemme guess…Koibitio?” I asked,
starting to piece everything together. He gave a little grunt and I assumed
that it meant yes.
“Okay, okay, so…let me get this
straight…” I said, walking to the left, rubbing my temples with my eyes closed.
It was quite a lot to process. “So this rival American group…the White
Dragons…have been a humongous threat to not only you and your group, but to me
too? A-and the only way they’d stop hurting your guys was to bang his
daughter?” I questioned and stared at his back.
“No…not…not that, marry her.” He
“M-marry…?” I felt like he kicked
me in the stomach. “You…you were
planning on marrying a girl you didn’t even know before actually talking to me
about marriage?” I asked, watching as my eyes filled with water for the umpteenth
time today. “Soryu…h-how…why? Why Soryu,
why? Why would you do this to me?!”
“Please…please stop…crying…” he
whispered. One arm supported his weight on the wall while the other held his
“Why…did you do it? W-why didn’t you
tell me what was going on? All those months you just let me suffer! Why didn’t I
hear about these White Dragon people until now? Why do you always hide stuff
from me? Why did you allow yourself to become this kind of man? This isn’t you!
Y-you’re kind and sweet a-and you love omelets. You get annoyed when Inui and
Samejima fight but you love them like family! E-eisuke is your b…best friend! Ever
since you were little! You’re brave and you’re strong. You…you were my hero
Soryu…” I sobbed. “You…you were…mine…” my heart is on fire and my eyes won’t
stop. I look up at him, and try to wipe away the liquid pain seeping from my
eyes. His form is shaking and he’s trying to stay quiet. But he can’t…he just
“Soryu…” I said as a single tear
rolled down my cheek. “Why?”
Falling Into The Wrong Crowd-Part Six (Jax Teller X Reader)
Summary: Even though the Devoted Predators are gone, the traumatic night has left an awful memory on the girls. They continue with the new business, trying to adapt to their new life in Charming. The storm hasn’t passed yet though and another threat is on the way.
Meanings: (Y/N)= Your name
Warnings: Swearing, guns, drugs, alcohol (it’s Sons of Anarchy, what do you expect?)
“Ok, let’s go from the top!” I shouted out to the girls in the studio.
All of us were sweating after a long session of learning new dance routines for the club. A week had passed by since the incident and most of the bruises had faded, the cuts healing well. The Sons had become closer friends to us, especially after a couple of nights working together; and by that I mean the Sons getting pissed out of their heads as we tried to keep them from getting into fights or taking our girls away.
We had been back once to go to a Clubhouse party which really lifted our spirits. I still wasn’t a fan of the croweaters, they had always been annoying to me. But they were a big part of an MC lifestyle, they were here for the guys, not us. The company was well needed from the others though, I think it set us straight again.
“Alright girls, you’ve done really well today. Keep practicing those routines and I’ll see some of you tonight.” I dismissed them, out of breath as I took a huge gulp of water.
“Looking good (Y/N).” Luanne commented as she passed the girls leaving the studio.
“Thanks. They work hard.”
“Damn right we do.” Keira smiled, flicking her fiery hair over her shoulder.
Luanne crossed her arms over at chest.“Wish you were like that in your other job.”
“In my defence you do pair me up with the worst guys.”
“That’s cause you can take them. Those new girls are awful fakers. Don’t suppose you want to earn some extra cash (Y/N)?”
I was taken aback by her question.“O-oh my god, no, no thank you.”
“Actually you’re face in my movies would draw the audience in.”
“Luanne, you could offer me a huge sum of money and I wouldn’t do it.”
“Spoil sport. Right, I’ve got to get back to filming and so do you Keira.” she exited the studio, Keira making faces behind her back.
I giggled.“Gosh Keira, never thought you would be one to miss out on free sex. Wait no, it’s not free sex is it-”
“Oh my god just stop. You’re right, you shouldn’t do porn, you would be awful at dirty talk.”
I was about to disagree when she beat me to it.
She grabbed my arms.“Oh! I forgot to tell you earlier, but I think I’ve got a date set up for you.”
My eyes widened.“What!? No, no, no I’m not going on any dates.”
“It was sort of an accident. But maybe it will do you some good! He’s a nice guy, Jack I think his name was?”
“You think? Oh god, Keira what have you done?”
“Don’t be like that. You never got out much until….well you know when.”
“Exactly which is why I want to stay away from dating for a while.”
“Ok, understandable, but there may be a slight problem.”
My eyes felt as if they were popping out of my head.“What else have you done?”
“I gave him your number.”
“Keira! What the hell were you thinking!? That’s my personal information.”
“It’s a number, you can always change it.”
“That’s not the point! You can’t-you know what, there’s no point explaining. I’ve got to go, hopefully I won’t be tracked down by this so called ‘Jack’ who will probably turn out to be a serial killer.”
Slightly pissed off at Keira, I grabbed my bag and phone before heading towards the bathroom facilities (well, the main dressing room for the porn stars). I was allowed to shower and get ready in them, meaning I didn’t have to go home a stinking mess. Once I was clean and dressed, I got into my car heading towards the TM. It was normal for us to go see Gemma and the boys, sometimes even their old ladys now we were introduced. As I pulled in I could see that everyone was there as their bikes were lined up. Reaching over to the passenger seat to grab my bag, I felt my door open. Jax stood there smiling, offering a hand out to me.
“Thanks.” I chuckled at his antics.
“You’re welcome m'lady. What you doing here today?” he asked as I climbed out, locking the car afterwards.
“Just thought I’d visit. Also Frankie said she was here and needed a lift home, something is wrong with her bike I think.”
“She’s been fixing it up, needs some new parts.”
He walked with me to the garage, creating small talk. It wasn’t hard to see that there has been flirting between us, but every time I got closer to him, I had to back away. I had already dated a biker and we all saw how that turned out.
I wasn’t comparing him to Zac, not at all, but I knew the lifestyle very well. I wasn’t sure whether I wanted to get into anothe relationship so soon either. There were rumours (well, probably more like facts) about Jax being a total womanizer. Although I really wanted to believe he wouldn’t hurt me after all that happened, there was still a part of me scared of what he could do. I fell for Zac easily, who said I wouldn’t with Jax?
We walked in to see Frankie crouched beside her bike, Bobby and Tig crowding her in their overalls. I always felt slightly out of place as I knew nothing about mechanics but was welcomed all the same. They greeted us and went back to helping Frankie.
“How’s it coming along?” I asked, knowing that they would bombard me with terminology I had no clue about.
“Just a few touch ups. Haven’t fixed her in a while, thought I might as well take an advantage of my new workplace.” she grinned up at me, twirling a srewdriver in her hand.
“I got a little job here. I like the club and all but I can’t sit still in an office or watch the girls twirling on stage. Plus I’ll be bringing in more for the rent.”
“No, I think it’s really nice that you’ve got it.”
“She fits right in too, needed some eye candy round here.” Tig winked at her.
She sighed as she rolled her eyes.“There is one downside of the job as you can see.”
We laughed, Jax nudged me with his shoulder, gesturing to follow him. Glancing at the others, they hadn’t noticed anything so I caught up to Jax who was heading into the clubhouse. Opie and Happy were playing a game of pool while sipping on some beers whilst Chibs sat on a stool at the bar reading a newspaper.
“Alright lass? How you holdin’ up?” Chibs asked as I approached him, hugging me.
“Not too bad thanks. Hey guys.” I waved to the others who copied.“It seems quiet round here, maybe to quiet.”
“I think after our run in with the others we’re glad it’s like this.” Jax stated as he lit a cigarette.
I let out an unamused laugh.“Yeah, that’s understandable. At least they’re gone forever now.”
The sound of the pool balls echoed throughout the room as Opie slipped the cue. He tried to recover even though no one was laughing at him. Happy was silent as usual, his resting bitch face permanently plastered onto his face.
“Aye lass, tha’ they are.”
Just as we got back into a conversation, my phone began to ring. It was an unknown number and I groaned, praying that it wasn’t who I thought it was.
“What’s wrong?” Jax asked adbhe blew out smile from his mouth.
“Ugh, Keira gave my number to some guy without telling me. I think it might be him but I don’t want to answer it.”
They both laughed at that.
“Why no’ risk it? Have some adventure?” Chibs mocked.
“Yeah, well, my last relationship didn t end so well, did it?”
Later on in the evening, Gamma invited us round to dinner with the club. I was shocked but felt hnoired to be invited, immediately alerting the girls. They too were excited, telling me all about the food served there. They had more of a background with Gemma, she was like a mum to them; I just hoped she would accept me too.
Things were settling down now. Everyone seemed happy or at least content. As we sat around the huge table, some of us squished together, I looked at each person. This could be my new family, a sort of broken one, though still a family. Jax was sat beside me, whispering jokes and compliments on my ear. My face was on fire for blushing; I had been able to talk back to him, making him red too, it was obvious I was not a master at this. Keira was right about one thing. Gemma’s food was truly the best I had ever had, the company was amazing and I could feel my happiness start to seep back into my body.
“Are you not going to get that?” Gemma asked my phone rang for the third time today.
I had offered to help the women with the dishes but the phone was a distraction.“I don’t really want to.”
“Instead of leaving it, why don’t you just tell him to fuck off?” Alex shrugged.
“Because it’s rude. I didn’t think he would keep on trying to be honest. Actually we don’t even know if it’s him, I just have a feeling.” I started to dry off my hands.
“Only one way to find out.” Gemma smirked, taking the kitchen towel from me.
Giving in, I snatched the phone off the counter, rushing out of the room so no one would hear me. I answered it in the corridor trying to remain calm.
A make voice replied.“Snitches don’t live very long sweetcheeks, watch your back.”