gorgeous humanity

anonymous asked:

I've been a silent follower for a while, admiring your art and the things you blog/reblog (10/10, would recommend)! Y'know when you picture someone a certain way because of their blog then you actually see them and you've been so wrong - that happened when you posted your selfies! Like I thought you'd be pretty and all but you're gorgeous, human! Like I low-key questioned my sexuality for like a minute bc of you! Sorry if this seems a little creepy; I thought you should know 😁

this isn’t creepy i’m flattered!! :’0 thank you so much!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.