Our eyes is the physical part of the brain. It reflects and absorbs all the information going in and out. Every line and curve of its complicated shape gives an ocean of information. When the words are useless, use eyes. Only they can speak for you truly.
with you i’ve learned that i don’t have to degrade myself so that you can shine.
i’ve learned that i don’t have to hold back when it comes to my passions and interests just because you don’t enjoy them as much as i do.
i’ve learned that i don’t have to be quiet and nice for you to love me. with you i can be loud, crazy, wild and even angry when i need to.
you have shown me what good love is.
and good love makes you blossom.
good love won’t ever make you wilt.
e.s. // a good love.
Sometimes you don’t even notice that your partner is suppressing you. But let me tell you, love is supposed to bring out the best in you and make you become the best person you can be. It won’t ever try to steal your light or turn you into something less.
I’m not even upset, hurt, angry or sad anymore. I’m just tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive, of holding on for nothing and on people who don’t care about me, of not being good enough, of believing all your lies, of proving me wrong every time and of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.
I still remember the day when I told you I loved you, and you didn’t say it back. And I still ask myself why that was. So much of me wants to be grateful for the fact that you were kind enough not to tell me something that you didn’t mean–and I am. But I can’t not wonder what it was that made it so that you didn’t feel the same way. Sometimes I tell myself that I just reminded you too much of you, and it was harder to love me for that reason. Other times I tell myself it’s because of the way you liked my twin first, and so there was just no way that you’d slide into feelings for me so soon. What I really needed to know back then, those words that you wouldn’t tell me: What did I do wrong?
shit im working on the giveaway fanfics (fr sorry about how long it’s taking,,, the dysphoria hit hardcore but i’m doing better now so hopefully i’ll be able to finish them soon!!) and now i have the strongest urge to write a fanfiction for dil and tabitha