I woke up to my room feeling more cold than usual. Groaning, I turned my body over and grabbed my phone from my nightstand to check the time.
It’s almost 6 am. You have got to be kidding me. Why the hell am I awake?
I scrolled down my notifications. It’s the same as always, people liking and reblogging my stories and posts, my idiot ex trying to get back with me. What caught my eye was an anonymous message of course.
I couldn’t help but laugh at the message. Really? Trying to insult me by calling me a hoe? Honey, I call myself a hoe for a reason ya know?
And yeah, I know I’m a bitch. But a whiny one? I smirked. Really?
I didn’t have the energy to respond, so I fell back asleep with a smile on my face.
When I woke up I went back to screenshot this kid’s message before deleting. The boys are gonna laugh about this.
I yawned as I walked downstairs to the kitchen. The guys were all eating breakfast already.
I scoffed. They were eating Alfred’s awesome breakfast without me, “Why you guys didn’t wake me up?” I snarled.
My little brother, Damian, rolled his eyes, “You’ll kill us all if we woke you up.”
I blinked, he has a point, “Right.”
I shrugged and served myself breakfast, kissing Jason on the cheek, “Morning, handsome.”
Jay smirked, “Goodmorning, babe.”
I grinned. Jason and I have been dating for quite some time now. Ever since Damian and I had to start living with Father, Jason and I were inseparable.
Tim groaned, “Jason, just marry Artza already damn it and stop staring at her like you two are the only ones in the room.”
Dick nodded, sipping on some orange juice, “Tim’s right. When are you going to pop the question?”
Jason raised up his middle finger, “You pussy, you didn’t even ask Kori to marry you yet. All you did was give her a damn key in a fucking ring box. Who does that shit?”
I sat down, trying to hold in my laugh as the boys burst out in laughter. Dick blushed, “Y-you shut up, alright?!”
I interrupted before Jason could say anything else, “Guys, I got my first anon hate.”
The boys fell silent. Tim cleared his throat, “Could you repeat that, please?”
I rolled my eyes and repeated what I said.
Jason slammed his fist on the table, making the plates and cups shake, “What the fuck did they say? I’ll kill them!”
“I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I’d like to help you, Todd.” Damian said, “Show us what they said.”
I took out my phone and passed it to Jason, who was sitting next to me. After reading it, he sniggered, passing it to Damian.
When Tim and Dick finished reading it, they all burst out in laughter again as Dick passed my phone back to me.
Tim almost choked on his coffee, “Is that person like, 14 or something?!”
I shrugged, “Don’t know, don’t care. But I did put the message as my header. I’m glad they think I’m a hoe.”
Dick swiped a tear away, “Ah man, that’s not something you hear every day.”
Jason was still laughing hysterically, holding his stomach, “This bitch really thinks calling you a hoe is an insult?! Do they not know your username?! Ha!”
Damian was the only confused one, “What’s a hoe?”
“Oh a hoe is-”
Dick, Tim and I yelled, “Jason!”
He raised his hands up as if he were surrendering, “What?”
You woke up to a whimpering noise from beside you. It was coming from your boyfriend, Ashton, and you figured he was having a nightmare. Until your name and a soft groan fell from his lips, causing you to smirk. You sat up and swung your leg over him so you were straddling his crotch, the beautiful blonde still snoring and occasionally moaning softly. You sat your hips down onto him and began to rock them slowly, feeling his semi, his green eyes immediately flitting open and growing wide at the sight he’d just woken up to.
“Goodmorning babe,” you said with a smirk as you continued to grind on him, feeling yourself becoming more wet.
“Goodmorning babygirl,” he said with his raspy morning voice.
You leaned down and started leaving kisses on his collar bones and jaw, sucking a few hickeys there as well.
Ash suddenly stopped your movements and flipped you over, leaning down to suck a hickey right where he knew your sweet spot was, causing you to let out a soft whine.
“Babygirl you took such good care of me last night. I couldn’t stop fucking dreaming about you riding me, your tits bouncing in my face,” he whispered into your ear, turning you on further. “Let me take care of you now princess,” he said as he slipped a hand down to pull his band tee off of you.
“God baby you’re so….fucking……perfect….” he praised as he trailed kisses down your neck and onto your chest. He kissed circles around your right boob as his hand massaged the left and finally took the right into his mouth, flicking his tongue over the sensitive bud while he pinched the other.
You were trying to hold back your moans, biting your lip, and Ash could tell. He stopped what he was doing and looked you in the eye. “Don’t hold back princess,” he began as he trailed a finger down your body, “I wanna hear those beautiful sounds you make for me. I wanna know you’re mine.” His finger halted as his words did right when they hit the bottom of your navel. You began to squirm, wanting, needing, him to touch you.
“All you have to do is tell me what you want me to do and I will,” he coaxed, circling his finger around your navel and trailing it softly over your hip bones, leaning down to kiss either one and nip at the skin as he waited.
“Ash……baby…..fuck….I need…..I need you to touch me…..” you managed to strangle out as he teased you.
“Touch you princess?” he asked, resting his hands on your inner thighs, slowly dragging his fingers up and down, coming close to your core but never touching it.
“Shit Ashton I need your fingers in me please baby,” you let out shakily.
You quickly felt a calloused finger tracing your lips, still teasing you.
“So wet for me princess……damn,” he said as he ran his finger up and down your slit.
“Shit…..please don’t tease baby,” you moaned more than spoke.
You then felt him spread your lips with one hand and dance a finger of the other around your entrance. “Ash baby pl…..” You were cut off by two fingers ramming into you and feeling his tongue flick over your clit.
“Shit…..that’s…..fuck,” you moaned out, causing him to hum in approval onto your pussy as he pumped his fingers in and out, the vibrations making you moan again. He then pulled his fingers out, causing you to whine, before he quickly replaced them with his tongue. As it flicked in and out of you you could feel yourself getting closer. “Ash…baby I’m..fuck,” you stuttered out as he curled he sucked at your lips while his tongue curled inside of you. To let you know he understood, he hummed against you again, and sent you over the edge, moaning his name and various swears as you came into his mouth while he licked you clean. “Thank you Ash that…..”
“Princess I didn’t say we were finished, did I?” he cut you off with a smirk. “No princess I’m not done with you. Kneel over there,” he demanded, pointing to a spot on the floor, his dominance turning you on again. He walked in front of you and smiled down at you.
“Such an obedient girl for me princess,” he said, “You know what to do now, yeah?”
You knew, but you decided to tease him a bit. You ran your hands down his bare chest to the band of his boxers, slipping your fingers beneath it as you flicked your eyes up to his. You popped the band back onto his stomach, causing him to groan. Then you pulled down his boxers, his hard on popping out. As you reached to grab it, you locked eyes with your boyfriend, looking up at him as you kitten licked the tip, making him throw his head back and let out a soft ‘shit’. You licked a stripe up his length, grabbing his balls as you did, making him whimper. “Princess stop teasing and suck me already,” he groaned. You took some of him into your mouth and bobbed your head while swirling your tongue around him. “Fuck princess you’re…..you’re fucking good at that.” He wound his hands into your hair and pushed you further on to his length, causing you to gag around him as he let out a strangled groan. You did that a few more times, loving the sounds he made, before he pulled you off of him and stood you up. “Princess if you’d kept going I would’ve come before I could fuck you,” he whispered into your ear. “Well we wouldn’t want that, would we,” you smirked at him as he reached behind you and pulled a sheet off of something. “Baby girl turn around and kneel,” he said and you obeyed, suddenly seeing your body staring back at you in a mirror and seeing the blonde kneel behind you. Without a word, he slid into you, causing you both to moan as he grabbed your jaw. “Eyes open princess, I want you to see how beautiful you are while I fuck you,” he said into your ear as he slid in and out of you slowly while he kissed and nipped at the crook of your neck, groaning into it. He soon picked up his pace as you began to rock back on him. He used his other hand to tweak at your nipples, both of you moaning and swearing as he fucked up into you from behind. You clenched around him while he was moving since you were close and you knew that drove him mad.
“Shit princess do that again,” he groaned. And you continued until you felt him twitch inside you. He moved his hand down to circle you clit, wanting you to come first. “Come for me yeah princess? Is my beautiful girl gonna come for me?” He taunted into your ear, rubbing his finger faster and pumping into you faster until you hit your high. “Shit Ash I’m…….” You managed before you came undone around him, setting off his high as you felt him release into you. Both of your moans mixed together, along with various 'oh shit’s and 'fuck’s.
Both of you collapsed onto the floor and looked at eachother as you ran your fingers through his blonde hair, both of you smiling.
This morning I woke up with Sirius sleeping on my chest. He was holding me tight with his arms wrapped around me. I slid my fingers in his messy hair, softly massaging him. His grip on me tightened and his touch made me shiver. I loved when his hands were on my skin. After all these years I still felt tingles when he touched me. I looked at my bedside table to look at the alarm clock and saw a little piece of paper. I instantly recognize Regulus’ handwritting on it.
“At James and Lily’s with Teddy. How about you two have a relaxing day? See you later!
Ps: Teddy says hi!”
I smiled at the note, picturing Regulus scribbling this note with a smiling Teddy in his arms. Regulus was so good with kids. He really missed his girlfriend Sophie. She was on vacation with her parents but I sent her a letter so she could come and surprise him next week. She also wanted to meet Teddy and Harry since she’s Lily’s cousin. I looked down at Sirius who was slowly walking up.
“Goodmorning m'love.” I whispered, realising how deep my voice was.
“Mhmm.. Goodmorning babe.. How did you sleep?” He said looking up at me, rubbing his eyes.
“Good. Regulus took Teddy to James and Lily’s. He said that we needed a day off.” I smiled, brushing a strand of his black hair away from his face.
“Really? Well that’s nice of him.. How about we just lay in bed all day?” Sirius said, kissing my lips.
“Oh that would be lovely! We can watch a movie and empty those boxes that are lying there since we moved!” I said.
“Oh yeah we could! These boxes are filled with my old Hogwarts stuff!” Sirius smilled to himself.
We had breakfast in bed. Chocolate milk, fresh croissants and fresh fruits. It was delicious. We just sat in bed and emptied the two remaining boxes. I found some old notes filled with Sirius’ doodlings. I showed them to him and he told me the story behind them. He also found his muggle band t-shirt that he’s looking for. I finally reached the bottom of the box. I was about to throw it away when I saw a piece of paper folded. I took it and slowly opened it, expecting another sheet full of notes. But it wasn’t.
I realised that my feelings towards you were more than the friendship we have. It’s hard to admit it but I always felt this towards you. Since the day we met I have had this crush on you but I always denied it because.. Well.. boys aren’t supposed to love boys. I don’t think I’m brave enough to tell you face to face so I’ll tell you now. I’m in love with you. I’m in love with the freckles on your cheeks. I’m in love with your curly hair. I’m in love with the way you bite your lip softly when you read. I’m in love with your flushed cheeks and your awkward giggles. I’m in love with you. All of you. Well.. that’s it so.. I hope you’ll still talk to me after this.. but I needed to tell you.
With love, Sirius.”
I held the paper close to my chest and smiled.
“Oh no don’t tell me you found that..”
I turned around and saw a blushing Sirius. He had a hand on the back of his neck, trying to hide his embarassment.
“Sirius why didn’t I get it? When did you write this?” I said, walking closer to him.
“I wrote it in the middle of a long night in 5th year. I never got the nerve to give it to you.. but I knew that one day I would. That night, you had a nightmare and asked me if I could stay with you. You were adorable. I held you close to me so you could feel protected. I couldn’t give it to you.. I tried but.. I couldn’t. So i kept it, thinking that one day, we would be together and we would laugh about it.. I guess my wish came true.” He smiled.
“Pads.. I love you..” I said, taking his cheeks in my hands and kissing his lips.
“I love you too. Are you going to keep this embarassing piece of paper?” He giggled.
“Of course I will! This is so adorable!”
And we spent the rest of the day, cuddled into eachother watching a muggle movie.