good thing it was my boyfriend


Originally posted by jaesbum

  • the other members make the two of you do really awkward things in front of them
  • like somehow you’re both awkwardly standing and  holding hands while the other members are squealing and fanning themselves over how “cute” you two are
  • jaebum is just grinning and trying not to laugh
  • H I D I N G his face from you when he confesses anything (good and bad)
  • honestly,, traveling together?? i see it
  • and roadtrips
  • OH MY GOD going skydiving together
  • doing cute tourist things together
  • but also eating mcdonalds when you’re in italy typa vibe
  • him doing something really dorky and forgetting you were there
  • and when you don’t react (by being weirded out) or even do it with him he’s like OH I THINK I LOVE THIS PERSON11! HELLO
  • OKAY really good valentine’s day date
  • romantic af
  • roses and chocolate covered strawberries
  • feeding you said chocolate covered strawberries
  • smiling proudly after he purposely got chocolate all over your chin
  • “what did you do, jaebum?”
  • he replies by giggling and washing it off your chin
  • you’re laying there like ???bro
  • fancy ones and chill ones… he keeps it balanced
  • playing with his rings.. randomly…
  • when you’re intertwined on a couch or when he has his hand on your knee — there you are, playing with his rings.
  • tying his fringe up into a small ponytail
  • video calls when he’s away on tour
  • cooking together
  • cooking together for his family when they [inevitably] visit
  • trolling iGOT7′s together
  • sharing [and freaking out over] your celebrity crushes together
  • being really supportive with each other
  • NEVER jealous. ALWAYS supportive.
  • trust
  • T R U S T
  • meeting and getting along well with each other’s closest or oldest friends
  • he buys you crazy expensive gifts [when the time is right]
  • like he also buys you socks for christmas
  • holding hands ALL. THE. TIME.
  • spa days
  • taking baths together
  • helping you handle or style your hair
  • falling asleep on top of each other
  • like you’re on top of him, but he’s also sort of on top of you
  • falling asleep on the couch together

-Admin Mars

Blow That D (on the Clarinet, you idiot)

Genre: pastel x punk, pastel!dan and punk!phil, highschoolband!au

Excerpt: “Dan had to admit, trying to seduce his boyfriend on the other side of the band room while playing clarinet wasn’t the sexiest thing in the world. In fact, rather than turning him on, he just left him confused.”

Warning: Implications of smut, but no smut (sorry my dudes), some fluff

Author’s Note: This drabble is a small birthday present for one of my good friends Abby! Happy Birthing Day my dude 😉

Dan had to admit, trying to seduce his boyfriend on the other side of the band room while playing clarinet wasn’t the sexiest thing in the world. In fact, rather than turning him on, he just left him confused.

What the fuck is he doing? Phil wondered as he observed Dan shoving his clarinet mouthpiece obscenely far into his mouth.

Dan’s eyebrows knit together in frustration as he took the clarinet head out of his mouth with a pop. Phil merely tilted his head in confusion.


Phil watched his boyfriend immediately sit up straight and look at the music director, Mr. Goodwell, who was notorious for his sarcastic streaks.

“Finally found the answers to all your hopes and dreams in your clarinet mouthpiece, have you Mr. Howell?”

A few of the other clarinets snickered, very familiar with Dan’s tendency to put too much of his reed into his mouth. And also his poor methods of trying to seduce his boyfriend with an instrument during band class.

Phil chuckled lightly, folding his heavily tattooed arms across his chest as he watched Dan’s cheeks turn as red as the roses on his flower crown.

How cute.


“I can’t believe you tried to turn me on by shoving your fucking clarinet in your mouth,” Phil guffawed, his blue eyes gleaming in amusement.

“Oh shut up,” Dan’s cheeks turned furiously redder. “It’s really hot when you’re turned on.”

Phil raises an eyebrow and turns to Dan. “Is that so?”

Dan grins shyly, hiding his hands in his baby blue sweater. “Maybe,” he mumbled.

Suddenly, Dan feels himself being embraced by a strong arm, and he’s turned to face his boyfriend’s gorgeously pierced face.

“It’s also really hot when you kiss me,” Dan muttered, prompting Phil to place his lips on Dan’s.

Dan melts into Phil, kissing him heatedly, and he feels Phil’s right hand sliding down his back.

Dan shivers slightly before pulling away from Phil’s lips, only a centimeter of air separating them.

“It’s also,” Dan starts breathily, “really hot when you let me give you a blowjob.”

Phil licks his lips, his blue eyes slowly getting darker as he reaches for his zipper. Dan grins wildly.

“Whatever makes you happy.”

tryingandfailing  asked:

Mkay lemme tell u bout my boyfriend, hes really good and pure and he deserves better. He loves the stars and honestly??? hes just??? really amazing??

Sweeto! I have an amazing girlfriend who is honestly so creatively funny and always knows how to make me laugh or smile. Like this memelord of a girl makes the weirdest jokes but she can also crack me up. The moister than an oyster thing in my bio was from her and tbh it’s now a meme around a few of my friends. And yes, they even make horrible sexual jokes that I just laugh because it’s so childish. I love @thoughts-of-a-teenage-garbagecan s childish beauty and wonder. She’s also super pretty.

anonymous asked:

So, I had a sort of breakdown in front of my boyfriend, and I've come to the realization that I need to tell him that I'm schizophrenic, but I'm kinda afraid to, but he knows about all of the other things I have going on, and he is slow with me, and completely understanding. I feel like I'm overreacting? But I also really don't want to lose him...

Hey anon,

It’s very understandable to be afraid of telling him. Schizophrenia is unfortunately more demonized than a lot of other disorders, so you’re not overreacting.

With that being said, him being understanding is a good sign! You are in a relationship with him, so you will need to communicate this to him eventually. I was very reluctant to share my diagnosis (I’m on the schizophrenia spectrum as well) with my boyfriend, but once I did we were able to talk about things more easily and now he’s more understanding than he was before.

For example, when I told my boyfriend, I let him know what he could do in case I have a breakdown or psychotic episode. This included things like instead of telling me a delusion wasn’t real, make sure I’m safe and help calm me down. Let him know what your triggers are if you know them. Keep communication about how you’re doing consistent and be honest. Write it down and rehearse if you need to!

Here’s some resources on how to start your conversation:

I honestly can’t stress how important communication is. It’s important in any relationship, but especially if mental illness is involved. And it goes for both sides too! Make sure you’re aware of how he’s feeling too. It’s an ongoing process to figure out what works best for your relationship.

I know it’s scary, but I believe in you! I hope everything goes well.



Drabble + Mark Lee + Face masks = the Pride of My Life

“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Mark asked.

You hummed, continuing to apply the homemade mask to his face. It was light green from mashed avocado and speckled with little brown flakes because of the cinnamon sprinkled in. Mark, groaned, complaining about how cold it was.

“Yes, I’m sure this is a good idea. This will help with your skin, remember? Cinnamon helps with acne.”

“And the Avocado?

“It has good things in it like minerals and moisture. Your skin will feel nice and soft after, I promise.”

“Huh,” Mark mused. He stuck his tongue out and licked a bit off the side of his mouth when you looked away, scraping up the last bit of the mixture. He coughed, immediately regretting his poor decision.

“Holy crap- that tastes awful!”

“Why did you eat it?” You laughed, “Mark!”

“I don’t know! I assumed it would be that bad, it’s just avocado-”

“And cinnamon!

Mark licked his lips, “You know, the after-taste isn’t so bad.”

“You’re disgusting.”

“Oh, really?” Mark scooted across the floor towards you, “Come’er, give me a kiss.”

“I’m afraid my response is hell no,” he grabbed you and pecked your lips anyway, getting his mask all over your own face. You squeaked, struggling to get away from your green-faced boyfriend as he cackled at your reaction.


We’re never doing face masks again.

For @chimchimaliensuga, @jeonwon-woah​, and @thewindcomes​ for the “reblog for a tiny fanfic” thing. I hope you enjoyed :)

anonymous asked:

Today I get to see my boyfriend after months of him being away and I'm so excited! And I'm trans and I got the okay to start testosterone soon which is brilliant because I've waited so long for it. Things are good 😊 what are the best things in your life at the moment?

How exciting for you!! Hope you’ve got something nice planned for the time you are together. Ah, that’s such awesome news too! Congratulations! The best thing right now is this sleepover saturday. I’m enjoying it so much. It’s so nice connecting with you all like this!! x

anonymous asked:

I've been struggling with my feelings on a lot of fronts. I am a girl dating a guy who I love but sometimes it's hard to tell how he feels. At the same time I think I am really having a hard time figuring out how I feel about other women while also developing a crush on my male best friend. It's all really confusing. And every time I try to fix things with my boyfriend and communicate that it's hard to tell if he loves me, I convince myself it's fixed and fool myself. I feel like a fool.

If you want to PM me about the situation in more detail I have some relationship advice and I make a pretty good listener!!

anonymous asked:

But they don't exist! What's between your legs darling is what gender you are! Nothing else!!!

you’re so dense and stupid like third and nonbinary genders have existed for so long like even in native american culture there’s this thing called two spirit so there you go look that up if you really wanna be a good lgbt ally but anyways don’t come into my askbox invalidating MY gender again. What’s between MY legs is what MY SEX is, not what my GENDER is. The ONLY person who needs to know whats between MY legs is my boyfriend, so he can fuck me. Fuck off.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.