I’m Sorry {Angst}

I’m sorry…

 I covered my eyes and stared down at the corpse before me, ‘Why did it have to be you?’ I thought and held myself tighter. I stared down at Bryce’s dead body, I felt so cold….So…Empty. I had took his life so violently, and yet I couldn’t feel nothing. I had made a promise to him I couldn’t keep.


 "Ryan!“ I turned around to meet face to face with my lover, Bryce.
 "Yeah Bryce?”
 "Let’s go on a walk if you don’t mind,“ He stated. It was 8:40 PM, pitch black outside, and heavy winds howling into the sky. Bryce’s face looked very unsure but at the same time he looked very confident, almost as if he was trying to prove something.
 "Are you sure? This late at night?” I questioned, “What about what we heard on the news? There’s a psycho maniac on the loose.”
 "I think we’ll be fine, plus if we do run into them, we can probably out number them.“ Bryce didn’t back down from my statement. "And, you’ll protect me right?”
 "Of course,“ I lied. I hadn’t told him about how this psycho maniac was me, and I try to tell him but he always changes the subject before I can say something. These crimes I’ve committed have been going on for a month now and so on, I never seem to be under any suspicion for the longest time. Before me and Bryce was in a relationship, he was originally my victim but for some reason I couldn’t bring myself to do it, well, until now.
 With a swift nod, he opened the house door and led us into the night. It was very very silent, only the sound of the wind brushing by was filling our ears. Bryce distanced himself from me by a couple feet, but I managed to stay close on his tail.
 "We’ll turn here,” Bryce without hesitation led us into a dark alleyway. Soon, the alleyway came to a dead-end, Bryce kept his back to me. “I know what you’ve done.”
 "What do you mean?“ I asked and watched as he slowly turned around.
 "About the killings……*Sigh*…….Why didn’t you tell me?”
 "I tried to but you kept changing the subject, so I thought it was best to not say anything.“
 "But Ohm…..You’re wanted, you could be arrested at any minute!”
 "It’s not like I wanted this either Bryce!“
 "Then why didn’t you tell me the truth?! Are you afraid of something!?”
 "No! If I told you the truth I knew you would hate me!“
 "Why would I hate you Ohm?!”
 "BECAUSE!…..You were suppose to be my first victim here.“ I looked away, I could tell Bryce was dumbfounded.

 "You….What?” There was hurt in his voice.
 "I was suppose to murder you the night I had seduced you, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it.“
 "Then why are you in a relationship with me?” Bryce’s voice had cracked, by the time I looked back, there were tears streaming down his face. Then something in me broke, I felt as if Bryce wasn’t important anymore so I kept my cool.
 "I don’t know, but I know I could never hurt you Bryce,“ I rambled, stepping closer to him. "So please…Don’t hate me.” I wrapped my arms around him, developing him into a tight hug. Bryce sobbed into my chest shaking slightly.
 "I-I could n-never h-hate you,“ He softly sobbed. I pulled him away from my chest and looked directly into his ocean eyes. My hands were on his shoulders and started to slowly inched their way up to his neck.
 "Then don’t hate me for this.” Quickly, I strangled his neck with full force. Bryce was squirming and shaking violently as we both fell to the ground. I pinned him and pushed him even further down into the ground and started to slap his head into the concrete. Finally, one last hard slap into the concrete and I heard a loud crunch, Bryce stopped his squirming and his hands slowly slipped away from my wrists. A final tear slipped down his face as his soul drained away from his body.
 I stood up and opened my palms, then closed them again to regain feeling. I looked back down to see blood seeping away from Bryce’s skull, a pure look of shock and fear upon his face.

-End of Flashback-

 I moved my hands away from my eyes and rubbed them together to create friction, they were desperately cold. 'Only if you hadn’t said anything…I’m sorry for taking you away too soon,’ I thought as I made was out of the alleyway towards our house, I knew I had to leave before daylight.

Only I can fix my problems…

we have been blessed, the future is bright, my crops are watered, my pores are clear, my anxiety is eased

wait….WHAT UHM



MMMM YEESSS give me that hierarchical diversity too, fuller


cannot forget our AI friends 🙌

god bless that continuity



and the most important….the equivalent of bones will FINALLY GET TO SAY FUCK


This is the only way this song was meant to be heard.

The Ao3 Tag of the Day is: 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

All these friendly reminders are like ‘Percy is a dork’ and ’Percy is actually really goofy’ and then you get reminders like ‘Percy fuckin chokes a goddess with her own poison and shit’ and ‘Percy is powerful enough to destroy everything that gets in his way if he wanted to’ there is literally no inbetween with this fandom and the thing is all of it is true like damn son lets talk about his character development and just take a step back and  a p p r e c i a t e  it.

sign me the FUCK up 👻⚡️🔦🎃 spookY shit spo౦ky sHit👻 thats 🎃 some spooky🔦shit right🎃👻th 🎃 ere👻🌙🎃right👻there ⚡️✔👻if i do ƽaү so my self 🎃 i say so 🎃 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉmMMMMᎷМ✔️ 👻🎃🎃👻 🔮🌙🎃НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👻🎃🎃👻👻 🎃 ✔️ 👀👻👻🎃✔️spooky shit 🎃⚡️

me: (looks at columbidae)


me: 👌🐦👌🐦👌🐦👌🐦👌🐦 good pidge gO౦d pidge 👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌pidge right 👌👌 th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯👌👌👌 cO0 cОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌👌👌👌 💯 👌🐦🐦🐦👌👌 good pidge


mcgenji sketches from the mcgenji streaming! Thank you all for coming by and staying! and talking to me <3 I had a lot of fun with you all! it turned kinda disney-ish?? good shit 👌👀

I’ll be doing more streamings in the future ;)

sign me the FUCK up 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit