good music . good times

One of my true goals.

So I was out with the girls in a club having a general fun time; drinks, good music and good laughs then all of a sudden I just didn’t want to be there, not in the club at least. The girlies were talking about their men and sexy times while I was thinking and realize that I’m a total slut for mine. What I was really wanting is his cock in my pretty mouth face fucking my pretty face. I loved it. My mouth was watering and luckily I quietly whined. I’m truly at home being taken care of and repeatedly fucked senseless. So much so that looking at myself turns me on because I can imagine my full lips wrapped around his cock as my hair is wrapped in his hand, my tight stomach being pounded again and again, my holes filled, my tattoos kissed and licked.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

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