gonna terrorize you

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I’m so stupid. At that time, I thought I could escape. I thought I’d be taken somewhere out of this world. I got my hopes up a little. But that’s impossible isn’t it? I’m not playing by the rules. As if anyone would just take me away when I wanted them to. I’m so stupid.

anonymous asked:

If you met the Being, what would you like to say to him? In reality, would you be able to say that thing or would you be horrified by him?

the horrible thing is, i think i would be too terrified to say much. like… i know i harp on it a lot, but i think a lot of people don’t get how absolutely horrifying he actually is supposed to be. he’s supposed to be so terrifying and hideous that the human brain can’t adequately process it. dante wrote a whole damn book about hell and the terrifying creatures that dwelled there, and yet frankenstein said that even he couldn’t dream up something as horrific as the being. plus, i’m… already kind of sensitive to corpses. not many people would guess it, since i run this blog, but corpses used to terrify me, and i still have a bit of that phobia, no matter how much i’ve forced myself to get over it for this character. 

so — yeah, honestly, as much as i would want to be compassionate and welcoming, i genuinely don’t think i could. i think i’d be too terrified of him to wanna be in his presence. i don’t even know what i’d wanna say to him, tbh. i’d just… wanna run the other direction. 

Meanwhile, in my Panic Disorder filled life… 

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Time for me to go to hell ahahahahaAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!

(I’m so very fucked, unbelievably fucked like ohmygod send me to hell it’s too late for me, my ass is claimed by a MOTHER FUCKING DRAGON!!!!11!!)

“We’re gonna finish up this tour in Albany, May 22nd, and then our European tour starts May 27th. And that stretches until the end of July; that’s gonna be festivals. “After that we have an EP coming out. That’s gonna be great, because that’s gonna re-energize the whole cycle. There’s gonna be some new material, we’re gonna have a new stage show. So it’s gonna be a completely different setting, and we’re gonna terrorize you with that up until next year.”

Originally posted by axellecarrousel