husband left early this morning to spend the weekend with a female friend because “he had nothing better to do”–how incredibly insulting to both her and i. i heard casey crying as he packed and left.
these dogs love him so much despite how much of a monster he’s become. i can’t believe he’s capable of tearing our little family apart.
i don’t think i’ll be enough for them one he’s gone. most days i don’t think i’m enough for anyone, which is why he’s leaving.
i’m gonna go for a bit. i have some adulting i have to do this weekend to prepare for my new job (starts on tuesday). all i really want to do is curl up under my blankets and…not exist.