anyway i decided today…some point this summer i am going to take myself to the beach for a day or two…it is half of my life dreams besides the part where i can visit with friends but that is unusually impossible. i mean i have the one work friend who also doubles as the only friend i have in-person access to, but she is at school rn i havent seen her since like august. i’m always okay with doing stuff i like on my own though i mean i’ll still like it. like is it weird to go to the movies by yourself? why? i am not going to speak to anyone at the time. anyways. i’m gonna go to the beach, assuming a few things are still true in like june/july/august, such as: i am still alive, i am not larping my hobosona, and i’m not in another severe-er phase of depression

When the cute girl at the coffee shop laughs at my joke

me: http://youtubedoubler.com/?video1=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DkhMlcTE7lw8&start1=&video2=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D6laGvKtPZYQ&start2=&authorName=saalow