She’s gotta do what makes her happy, and tbh it’s starting to seem like leaving SM and having the freedom to create what she wants to create and having more support is the only way she’s going to get there.
I want f(x) to stay together forever, but the reality is that no groups last forever. I suspected she wasn’t happy for months now, and it’s all making sense.
SM just isn’t the place for her anymore. She deserves better, and while I do hope she can reach some kind of compromise or agreement with them, I won’t be surprised if she doesn’t.
Just continue to support her during this time. That’s pretty much all we can do while we wait.
OH OH OH PLEASE TELL US A BOARDING SCHOOL STORY PRETTY PLEASE
so my school had this thing called “senior skip day,” except that senior skip day didn’t exist and every year the administration sent out emails in the spring that were like DON’T FUCKIN SKIP CLASS OR YOU WILL RECEIVE RESTRICTION (restriction was like, my boarding school’s equivalent of detention where instead of staying after school you had to go to bed early and help stuff envelopes advertising the summer program until your hands were BLOODIED AND CRIPPLED BY CARPAL TUNNEL) and every year the seniors were like YOLO THEY CAN’T PUNISH ALL OF US!!!!!
spoiler alert: yes they can? THEY ALWAYS CAN.
200 years of american high school and teenagers still think that there is a cap limit on kids in detention and that you can leave after 15 minutes if the teacher doesn’t show up.
anyway, my senior year, we all got together and nattered at each other until some brave soldier (i feel like it was my friend paula but WHO KNOWS) was like “OK SENIOR SKIP DAY IS THIS THURSDAY!!!! NOBODY GO TO CLASS OR UR A SCAB.”
she didn’t say scab because she’s not from the 1920s and we aren’t newsies, though this story would be way more interesting if we were
what she said was “YOLO THEY CAN’T PUNISH ALL OF US!!!!!”
except not yolo because it was 2009 and drake hadn’t been invented yet except as a dear sweet boy in a wheelchair.
we also used this email system to communicate with one another that has very deeply informed the way i understand email and which probably makes it very frustrating to be my friend and receive emails that have subject lines like “URGENT” and then just 42 links to the same florida georgia line youtube video.
I’M NOT ASHAMED, but in that way where like i kind of AM ashamed so i’m really aggressively NOT ashamed?
so the day of reckoning rolls around and my alarm goes off at 8 (class started at 8:05 but i liked to PLAY WITH FIRE when it came to being late; my mom actually asked the school to stop emailing her when i was a sophomore because i was late so often that their rote “Mrs. Ofgeography we are emailing you to say—” was CLOGGING UP HER INBOX and she was like “i GET IT MY CHILD IS THE MOST BORING MISCREANT OF ALL TIME.”) and i looked at my roommate elle and she looked at me and went, “you going?”
“hell no,” i said. “YOLO. they can’t punish all of us.”
elle, who was far prettier and far cooler than i was with the notable exception of her obsession with tswift’s “love story” and her tendency to look at the endangered species list and cry sometimes during study hall, quickly bizounced across the street to this shopping center thing where all the cool kids smoked in secret where huge trucks dropped off clothes for the Dress Barn. i think there were also tennis courts nearby. more importantly there was this chinese food delivery place and a lil restaurant that made HELLA BAGELS.
WHAT KIND OF BAGELS?
off goes elle! meanwhile i’m like, “yessssss i’m gonna use senior skip day to watch 14 hours of tv shows and eat frozen peanut butter bars that i stole from the dining hall! I’M GONNA LIVE LIKE I’M 23 ALONE IN CHICAGO ON A WEEKEND WHEN MY ONLY PLAN IS TAKEOUT AND CUDDLING WITH THE FAUX-SNOW-LEOPARD BLANKET I WILL ONE DAY SURELY OWN.”
of course, during this time the administration was continuing to send out emails that reminded us with increasing urgency that senior skip day was NOT A THING and that we were ALL GETTING RESTRICTION if we didn’t get our STUPID ASSES TO CLASS, GODDAMNIT, WE ARE NOT RUNNING A CIRCUS HERE.
but i was like! yolo, motherfuckers!!! i already got into college, YOU CAN’T TOUCH ME.
at some point during the day elle and our friend ginna came back to the room with takeout from the chinese delivery place and we sat on our floor eating it and probably watching veronica mars or looking at the endangered species list and crying.
all of a sudden, elle said, “guys shut up, guys shut up, GUYS SHUT UP,” and ginna and i were like, “WHAT we have a LOT to SAY about FRIED FUCKING DUMPLINGS, ELLE,“ and elle said, "did you hear that?”
‘that’ was the sound of one of our dorm moms, mrs. f, knocking on doors and saying things like, “IF YOU DON’T GET YOUR BUTTS TO CLASS IN 5 MINUTES YOU’RE ON CATEGORY 4 RESTRICTION FOREVER.” elle quickly scampered up our raised beds to hide in the corner, where a tiny human like elle could actually hide from view; i leapt immediately into what we called a closet but was basically a cubby with a flap that was DEFINITELY not meant for a 5'8” individual with knobby as hell knees.
our door, which was never locked because we both hated the effort of typing in the lock code, opened. mrs. f said, “mollyhall?”
i held my breath.
i should add here that i seemed to be operating on like a scooby-doo level of logic where basically i thought that she was somehow NOT ALLOWED to investigate?
like, if she can’t see me, there is NO POSSIBLE WAY that she could prove i’m in here, right?
she’ll just poke her head in and be like oH GOSH NO KIDS HERE and leave!!
you can see the flaw in my logic.
mrs. f sighed. “mollyhall, i know you’re in here, i literally heard your voice ten seconds ago.”
there’s no WAY she guesses i’m in the closet!!!
“mollyhall, i know you’re in the closet.”
NO YOU DON’T
I AM SCHRÖDINGER’S SENIOR
there was a creak. mrs. f stopped. it wasn’t actually a “creak,” so much as this like, prolonged groan? like it’s the sound an elephant would make if it sat on a really large accordion.
i poked my head out of the closet. mrs. f looked at me. elle sat up.
i said, “where’s ginna?”
YOU KNOW WHERE GINNA WAS.
“um,” said elle, “she’s in the—”
i really wish i could describe the sound the ceiling made when it collapsed. it sounded a lot like the way losing your breath feels. i sort of remember ginna falling in like, really slow motion, like i could see the expression on her face. i didn’t really think about how i would describe this in words. ginna’s face said:
what have i done?
this was a mistake.
i regret a series of decisions that i have made.
is there a way out of this?
are those oreos under mollyhall’s pillow?
why are there oreos under mollyhall’s pillow?
mollyhall, you HAVE a food cupboard, what good is a food cupboard if you don’t—
she belly flopped onto the floor. i mean, the girl bounced. and then she just laid there. mrs. f looked at her. elle looked at her. i looked at her, still mostly in the closet. we were all going to get category 4 restriction forever.
ginna said, “hi, mrs. f. i feel like i should explain.”
In April 2014 Craig Scott (the brother of Rachel Joy Scott, the first victim at Columbine), wrote a letter to Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris, He wanted to forgive them, even if they killed his sister Rachel.
—————————————————————————————————- “Eric and Dylan, It’s been fifteen years since you came into our school armed to the teeth killing 13 people and wounding 24.
In approaching the school, the first person you killed was my sister,
Rachel Scott, she was 17. Before you killed her you asked her if she
believed in God, she answered “yes” and you opened fire. It was
April 20th 1999, this year the anniversary falls on Easter Sunday where
my family will celebrate our time together and honor our faith. If
Rachel were here today she would be painting Easter eggs with our
sisters and playing with our nieces and nephews. She, at some point, would look me in the eyes and tell me to smile more and not take things too seriously. She was an incredible teenager who has changed the lives of millions all by little things she did for others and the writings she left behind in her diaries. The truth about her is that she would have forgiven you for your hateful actions, so do I.
many people around the world watched on television of students running
out of the school, police approaching, and sobbing pupils. Before the
camera crew arrived, I was in the library where you were slaughtering our classmates as if it were a game or movie you had watched again and again.
At gunpoint you bullied and made fun of us. Crouching under a table
remaining silent, I saw you shoot two of my best friends. The last thing
Isaiah heard were racial slurs. You both left the library for a few
minutes giving us a chance to escape. I yelled out at the students to
escape with me and helped pick up a girl who had been shot. After
escaping, you returned to the library and put an end to the massacre by
taking your own lives.
That day my life changed forever. The next two years I carried a lot of hate and anger fantasizing on how I would have got revenge on you, had you been alive,
and at times closed myself off in isolation. It was making me more like
you. Then I decided to go on a mission to South Africa. It was one of
Rachel’s dreams. There I met the man who enlightened me. 17 members of
his family had been killed and despite the profound pain he spoke with
me, he shared his story and did it with serenity. That day I understood that I had to break the chain of hate you started and the only way was to share with every one.
I had to travel a long path to forgiveness to free myself from your
shadows. Now not only do I feel free but I speak about a powerful story
that rose out of the ashes - a message that my sister left behind. The
biggest antidotes to anger and hatred are kindness and compassion. Your
darkness gave light a chance to be seen.
A month before the
shooting, you were in your parents’ basement pointing to a camera with a
gun saying, “We need to get a f**king chain reaction going here.” At
the same time, one month before, my sister was in her english class
writing a paper about her values and beliefs, “I have a theory that if
one person will go out of their way to show compassion it will start a
chain reaction of the same.” Both of you spoke of a “chain reaction”
but while yours ended with suicide, Rachel’s lives on with us as we
share her story with millions of kids each year. My sister’s unfairly
short life continues to have a huge impact on others.
you. We met once when I was in 8th grade and you were in high school.
Your presence instilled fear in me. We were at a mutual friend’s house
and you were on the computer looking up plans to build a pipe bomb,
little did I think that a couple years later I’d find myself under a
table protecting myself against such a bomb. We even played basketball
together, there you seemed like “normal people”.
There are those who say you started the slaughter because you were bullied and ostracized in our school.
If I could go back to that day on the basketball court, I would talk to
you, I would ask you why you acted the way you did and I would try to
make you understand that it’s not all like it seems. I would tell you that the solitude you felt was the same that many others feel and that it all passes.
Eric and Dylan, what you did that day didn’t solve anything. You didn’t do justice with those guns, you stole the dreams and futures of 13 innocent people, like my sister Rachel. Today
I forgive you because I know that hate only creates hate, and I cannot
let you take away my smile, you’ve already taken my sister.“
If this letter is already on Tumblr, please send me a message and I’ll delete it, don’t report. I‘ve never see it, but maybe someone has already posted it.
Requested by anon: “Can I request a shiro x reader soulmate au where they get their first words said to each other on their wrist but shiro doesn’t have one so he grows up thinking he doesn’t have a soulmate but he meets this girl in a diner and says something and she just goes wide eyed and turns out she had those words but she’s mute so that’s why he didn’t have any? And just kinda sad then v v fluffy? Thank you in advance if you choose this 😭💗 -🐞“
A/N: I really love this idea! I’ve been looking forward to writing it!!
Soulmates. Something everyone was supposed to have. Their perfect match, their other half. The person created specifically for them. Something Shiro longed for, but knew he’d never find.
You see, you find your soulmate when their first words said to you match the ones inscribed on your wrist. Everyone had some sort of inscription, whether it a regular phrase or some strange sentence.
It was something Shiro lacked. Born with out a single word delicately written on his wrist in the most beautiful cursive.
Honestly, all of his friends felt terrible about it. Even feeling guilty when they met their own soulmate. Everyone had found theirs: Keith, Lance, Hunk, Pidge, Matt, Allura, Coran. Everyone had their soulmate by their side, each a match made in heaven.
You’d think after everything they all sacrificed. Especially Shiro, the universe would cut him a break. They always tried to get him away, trying to keep his mind off it. But it didn’t help that their soulmates always were around, serving as a reminder to Shiro’s blank wrist.
Having taken Shiro out this night, he sat at the bar alone. Of course a lot of people didn’t end up with their soulmates. Some refused to believe in it, or lost them in some unforeseen tragedy. It wasn’t like Shiro didn’t have a chance to meet someone, but it wouldn’t be the same.
And, no one really had heard of a person with no inscription whatsoever.
A sigh escaped his lips as he used his metal prosthetic to fiddle with the bottle in front of him. “What’s got you down?” The bartender asked standing in front of him.
Shiro looked up to see a tall woman, “Nothing just hungry, can I get my bill?”
The bartender nodded before getting it from the register. Shiro pulled out enough to pay the bill and a tip before making his leave. Not telling the others who were enjoying themselves.
He shoved his hands in his coat pockets as he walked under the street lamps. The neon lights of an old 80s themed diner catching his attention.
‘Well I am hungry’ he thought before pushing the door open. A bell dinging to alert the workers of his presence. There were a few tables in the diner but none at the counter. Deciding to sit there since he was on his own.
After sitting he saw a beautiful young woman, around his age, come from in the kitchen. You smiled kindly at him and waved, not uttering a word.
Though he noticed how your eyes land on his arm. He smiled, “Yeah I know, strange prosthetic right?” chuckling as he lifted his arm in the air.
He noticed as your eyes widen and stare at him. Raising an eyebrow he asked, “Is something the matter?” concern laced in his tone.
Quickly shaking your head, you set down your pen and pad before pulling your sleeve up to reveal cursive writing on your wrist, matching the words he just effortlessly spoke. Smiling while showing it to him.
Shiro was awestruck upon reading the beautiful lettering. “I don’t understand, why don’t I have an inscription? If you’re my soulmate then…?” He trailed off, feeling both giddy and confused.
Your smile faded upon the question. You pointed to your throat before shaking your head. Tilting his head in confusion before coming to the realization, “You’re mute?” It being both a question and a statement.
You nodded, a frown on your lips.
“Hey don’t feel bad. I know what it’s like to have a disability” gesturing to his arm once more. Making your feel a bit more comforted.
“Just one question, how do you normally communicate? Sign language?”
You nodded, eagerly sighing ‘Do you know it?’ Hope in your heart.
“I’m sorry I don’t know what you just signed, but I’m willing to learn it. You are my soulmate after all.” He smiled. It was gorgeous, making blood rush to your cheeks.
“I’m Takashi Shirogane, but normally I go by Shiro” he offered you a hand. Shaking it before quickly scribbling down on your notepad.
“Nice to finally meet you, I’m [F/n] [L/n]” it read, he found your handwriting beautiful. Almost like it reflected what your voice would sound like.
“[F/n], it’s a beautiful name.” Seeing a blush spread across the scar on his nose. You wondered what it could be from. “Well, [F/n], would you like to go get something to eat sometime?” He wore the same gorgeous smile.
Sheepishly you smiled as well, before looking down to hide your blush. You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear before nodding. Quickly writing down, “I’d love to”
Imagine: Being the communications specialist with Shiro and Matt at the garrison.
Warning: Just a little making out ;)
AN: Hey guys! I hope you all like this one, let me know what you liked, or if you have any requests!
His lips felt like fire on her skin. There was no pulling away at this point, not that it even crossed her mind. The feeling of his body pressed against hers, his thigh positioned between her legs, how his fingers gripped her hips, all of it made it impossible to think of anything else, but how good it felt. This was definitely against protocol, the small portion of her brain that has retained its sanity thought in the back of her head. It all felt like a deram. And if it was she never wanted to wake up.
She and Shiro were on the same flight team at the garrison. He was the pilot, and she, his communications specialist. They were also accompanied by an engineer by the name of Matt Holt, she swore he was some kind of genius, it was the only explanation for how smart he was. They had all been friends, but with the hours spent in the flight simulator, the late night study sessions, the constant contact between them, they became much more than that. The connection between her and Shiro was unshakable, you would never see one without the other, inseparable. It wasn’t until their third year at the garrison, did they notice a change in their dynamic. They weren’t the only ones to notice this change, Matt knew something was going on between them, even if they didn’t know exactly what.
For weeks, it was nothing but chaos. Longing stares from across the room, lingering touches, constant blushing, all at the expense of Matt’s sanity. There was a time when the two of you could barely be in the same room, in fear that in your clumsy state, someone could get hurt. Matt didn’t mind at first, that is until your team failed the flight simulator, putting a permanent ‘F’ on his record. Shiro had gotten distracted by you, in the middle of the mission, when you cut your hand on a stray screw driver, causing Shiro to panic, and in the end, sent their team crashing to the ground in a blazing fireball. He’d had enough.
He told you both to meet him in room B26, to go over what went wrong, and finish the mission report on the simulation failure. Each of you feeling a different kind of shame in the failure of the basic sim, and each feeling that it was your fault things had gone south.
The next morning when you arrived at the room, you met with Shiro on the way, but neither of you could stand to meet the other’s gaze. Too embarrassed to think it was your lack to self control that had ruined the mission. Keeping your head bowed, you both entered the room, the first thing you noticed was how cold and damp it was, the lights were off making it hard to see exactly where you were. Shiro’s shins came in contact with a mop bucket, sending it skidding across the floor.
“What the- “ he began, his eyes adjusting enough to see the shelves that lined the walls, filled different cleaning supplies. “Is this… a Janitor’s closet?” thinking that they must have walked into the wrong room, Shiro turned to exit, only to have the door slammed in his face. Shocked, he rushed forward testing the doorknob, and finding it locked. Thinking it must have been an accident, he slammed his fist against the metal door trying to get the attention of whoever had closed the door.
“Hey! We are in here! The door is locked, can you open it?” he called, hoping they were still close enough to hear him. There was a moment of silence, before they heard a familiar voice reply.
“I’m not letting you out until you two work this out! I don’t know what is going on with you buys, but whatever ‘it’ is, fix it! I am not going to get another ‘F’ in that stupid simulator, just because you two are acting like lovesick teenagers!” Matt’s voice was filled with a mix of anger and frustration. There was another pause, followed by what Shiro assumed was a sigh. “I’ll be back in an hour.” he said more calmly before walking away, ignoring the protests from his teammates.
They spent the next 10 minutes searching for another way out, only finding 4 metal walls all lined with janitorial equipment, and an air vent, too small for either of them to fit through. Shiro was sure Matt had picked this room specifically for that reason, no way to escape. Giving up on that idea, they resorted to searching for a light switch, their eyes adjusting enough to see outlines in the darkness but not much else. The tension in the room was palpable, neither of them trusting themselves to address the elephant in the room, why they were locked in here in the first place, they both knew what Matt had said was true, but were not willing to address it as the problem it was. Until the pressure got the better of them.
“I’m sorry.” you both blurted out at the same time. Fumbling to recover, you turned to continue, but your foot caught on the bucket Shiro had knocked over earlier, sending you sprawling on the floor.
“(Y/N)! Are you okay?!” Shiro asked rushing over to where he had heard you fall. Unfortunately, instead of helping you, he stepped on your hand. You cried out again, cradling your hand to your chest as you pushed back against the wall, pulling your knees in. Shiro’s heart felt like it was in his throat, how had he managed to mess this up even more?
“Oh God, (Y/N) I’m so sorry!” he stammered his panic rising up. Standing where he was he ran a shaking hand through his hair. He didn’t dare move again, scared that he would accidentally hurt you again, instead he decided to speak, and once he started, he couldn’t stop, everything just poured out of his mouth.
“This is all my fault. I just really like you, and you’re so pretty, and smart, and when you smile it makes my stomach go crazy, and you’re laugh, oh god, your laugh! It’s the best thing I’ve ever heard! It’s just so hard for me to think when you’re around, my brain goes all fuzzy and I can’t focus on anything else. God, I should have known better, i should have tried harder to hide my feelings, or i should have transfered as soon as I realized I loved you, and, and now we are stuck in here, and you’re hurt and-” in the darkness, you made out his outline, and rose to your feet, equal parts shocked and thrilled to hear what he was saying. Reaching out you placed your hand on the side of his face, rendering him silent. You couldn’t see his face, and you prayed he couldn’t see yours, you could feel your cheeks reddening as you drew closer. He could feel you coming closer, your hand gliding over his face, your fingertips tracing the outline of his lips. You felt his warm breath against your fingers, as you moved your hand to the base of his neck, standing on your toes. You hesitated, your lips stopping just shy of his.
Swallowing his nerves, Shiro closed the remaining distance, capturing your lips with his. In that moment it was like a fire was lit between you. His hands were on you in an instant, pulling you closer as his mouth moved against yours. Pressing forward, you stumbled back, your shoulders hitting the metal walls of the room hard. Shiro only paused for a moment before he was on you again, pinning your body to the wall with his own. His fingers gripped your sides, pawing at the material of your uniform. Pressing closer, he fit himself against you, a leg between yours, his hips against yours, like fitting puzzle pieces together. His lips pulled away from yours, only to attach to the exposed skin on your neck. He groaned into the hollow of your neck, as you raked your fingers through his hair, pulling on it slightly.
The heat between you continued to grow, and the once cold room felt like a furnace. So consumed in the moment, you both failed to notice the door to the room slide open. Matt caught site of the two of you, and paused for just a moment, as his mind registered the situation. Shaking his head, he crossed his arms over his chest, before clearing his throat. And just as quickly as it had started, the trance was broken. Shiro tore his body away from yours, his hair was sticking up in odd directions from where you fingers had mused it. While you pushed yourself off the wall, trying to stop your knees from shaking, and straighten your uniform at the same time, the small marks on your neck beginning to form. Both of your lips were swollen, and your faces were red, and in Matt’s opinion, you both looked thoroughly kissed. An amused smile pulled at Matt’s lips as he watched the two of you fumble to compose yourselves. No one spoke for a long moment, until finally, Matt broke the ice.
“Well,” he began, his voice eerily calm. “I can’t say that I didn’t see this coming, cause I did, and for that reason, I planned ahead. Because if ‘this’” he gestured between the two of you quirking an eyebrow. “Is going to happen, there need to be some ground rules.” stepping forward, he reached into his bag and pulled out a large 3 ring binder, shoving it into Shiro’s chest, who caught it quickly, looking down at the cover.
“‘Rules and guidelines of dating a teammate’” he read aloud, lifting his eyes questioningly to Matt.
“Volume 1?” you read over Shiro’s arm. “How many volumes are there?” you asked watching Shiro flip through the pages, each filled with words, and some having charts and pictures… this was obviously something Matt had put time into, and it definitely took longer than the hour they had been in there.
“There are 2 others back in my room, but I haven’t finished editing them.” Matt answered calmly. You nearly choked, and Shiro swallowed thickly, his eyes wide. Indifferent, Matt continued. “Also, there will be a quiz, so I would suggest going on a ‘study date’ instead of making out in a janitor’s closet.” you heaved a sigh, before turning your eyes to Shiro, a smile pulled at you lips, despite the obvious dislike of the situation.
“I’m free tonight.” you said, Shiro’s heart skipped a beat. He would read 50 of Matt’s ridiculous rule books, if it meant he got to see you smile like that again.
A/N : aaah finally I finished a request! I don’t think this fits the request, but yo this is a dom Newt. It’s really a new territory for me because I’ve always portrayed Newt as a sub. Anyway! Enjoy this one and requests are open for fbawtft, hp, etc. Send me asks about it.
“You’re mine aren’t you?”
“You’re going to get f-fucked tonight,”
“T-Think you c-can- Oh Merlin, no, no, not like this…”
Newt has been talking to himself in the bathroom, the moment the two of
you entered your shared apartment after attending a ball held by the MACUSA.
The ball was held to celebrate the capture of Gellert Grindelwald. The MACUSA doesn’t
usually do this kind of thing, but you suppose it’s a grand achievement and
You try to eavesdrop the conversation he’s having with himself, but it
seems that he has put a charm in the bathroom so that you can’t hear anything
he says but some muffled sounds.
“Newt?” you knock the bathroom door. “Are you okay in there?”
“Y-Yes [Name], I’m fine,” he replies.
You didn’t know what you did wrong, but he also seems to be more nervous
than usual after the ball. He keeps squeezing your hand, he stuttered, and he
bumped into several people. Newt kept saying he was alright after you asked
You decide to change from your formal dress to your nightgown. You walk
to your bedroom as you think, ‘I suppose I can calm him down a little bit by
doing something…’ You pick his favorite nightgown of yours, and put it on.
Twirling in front of the closet mirror, you smile to yourself. ‘Newt is going
to love this.’
As if on cue, the bathroom door creaks open, revealing Newt already
undressed except for his trousers. Newt’s hair is messy, and his face is
blushing red with beads of sweat on his face. The sweat also trickles down his
bare chest, making you want to run your hands up his body.
He pauses when he looks at you, mouth slightly open. You giggle and say,
“I think we’re thinking the same thing, love.”
He gulps, before throwing the bundle of his shirt on the side. Newt
takes a few strides towards you, chin up, looking down at you. He then takes
your chin in his hand, and kisses you roughly.
You squeal at the sudden touch, before melting into his arms. You grip
his biceps, constantly squeezing it lightly, while he holds your waist, holding
you firmly. The kisses aren’t like his usual kisses; it’s more demanding and
needing. He’s about to push his tongue inside your mouth before you gently push
him back, looking into his eyes, a little bit worried.
“Newt, darling? What’s wrong? What’s with the sudden-“
“You’re going to get fucked tonight,” he cuts you sternly.
You feel the heat in your core getting hotter as he says that sentence.
But still, you’re wondering what’s with his sudden change of demeanor.
“I- W-Well, I will, but I want you to explain yourself first,” you
He sighs and takes your hand, guiding you to lie down on your bed. You
lie on your back, and he immediately goes on top of you, his hands on each side
of your head, trapping you from escaping.
Newt looks at you with adoration, yet also with something he lacks
“Do you think… That Abernathy can please you more? Hm?” he asks.
At the ball, even though you’re hand in hand with Newt all the time, you
did drag him to socialize with other people. One of them being Abernathy. He
teased the two of you by talking about some sensitive subject, which is about
how Newt does it in bed. Newt’s face went beet red, and you replied with a
laugh, saying that he satisfies you. “Although not the most dominant in bed,”
you also added.
You didn’t realize that Newt listened intently when you flirted with
Abernathy. “Oh really? I bet you prefer dominant men, no?” Abernathy asked. “Well,
probably. Want to show me?” you reply. Abernathy just laughed, and you excused
yourself, to talk to other people.
You raise an eyebrow. “Oh, so this is what this is all about? About me
flirting with Abernathy? You know it’s all a joke, Newt.”
“Yes, but you did say that- um, you prefer dominant men,” he says,
almost losing his confident composure.
“Well… I don’t mind with submissive men, but I prefer dominant men
better,” you say. He looks hurt for a second, before quickly going back with
his act again.
“Then I’ll show you that I can be dominant too.”
Before you can say anything, he kisses you again, this time biting down
your lower lip, then pushing his tongue inside your mouth. Your hands go to the
back of his head, trying to deepen the kiss. But he objects. One by one, he
removes your hands from his head, and pins them to the side of your head.
He breaks the kiss and whisper to your ear huskily, “You are going to
stay in bed and do as I say.”
You shudder as his hot breath hits your ear, and you nod in
understanding. He smirks, and proceeds to leave butterfly kisses from your
earlobe down to your neck, and your collarbone. He sucks and bites a one spot
on your neck, over and over until leaves a red mark. You moan and whimper at
his touch, and you’re sure it’ll be purple tomorrow.
“[Name],” he says onto your skin.
You reply with a moan. “If you want to come, try not to make any sounds.”
He slides the nightgown from your shoulder, before tearing it into two
and tossing it aside. You gasp; not expecting Newt to rip your nightgown, or
even has the strength to do that. “We can use magic to patch it up,” Newts says
He swiftly leaves a wet trail, continuing from your neck, to your chest,
barely brushing the nipple, down lower to your core, his hands freeing your
wrists. He gives an experimental lick, and you arch your back, bucking up to
his mouth. You’re about to moan before your own hand flies to your mouth,
He trails a finger down your clit, his fingers brushing against the wet,
sensitive folds. You desperately pants, holding in the sounds you’re making.
“So wet [Name]… All for me?” He presses a finger inside you, and you
breathily answer, “Y-Yes! For you only…”
“Not for Abernathy?”
“N-No… All for you- Ah!” you scream out when he adds another finger.
“I’ll forgive you this time. But for this, I don’t want to hear any
sounds, got it?”
You only nod as he starts pumping in and out of you, and with each
thrust, his fingers goes deeper, to another angle, until it hits your g-spot.
You gasp when his finger does, and he quickens the pace until you come onto his
He brings his fingers to his lips, greedily licking them off clean. The
sight turns you on again, even though your heat is still throbbing from the
sensation. He gets out of bed, and hastily takes his trousers off, along with
his boxers. His manhood stands in its glory, with precum leaking on top of it.
“Come,” he says, extending his hands towards you.
You stand and take his hand and he presses yours and his naked body
together. His member is pushed up onto your stomach, and you can feel it twitch
when it comes to contact with your skin.
“Feel it [Name]?”
He trails his fingers from your upper back, slowly down to your lower
“Feel it what you do to me?”
He squeezes your bum and you hum in response.
“I want you to pleasure me, but without your hands.”
He gives you a slap on your butt and says, “Now kneel.”
You kneel in front of him, and take his member in your mouth, your hands
behind your back. You start to suck his head gently, slowly moving your head so
it enters deeper. He lets out a long moan, continued by his hand going to the
back of your head.
You suck him hard, and he cries out your name, not expecting the sudden
movement. As you suck, you bob your head, and lick the tip of his member. It
twitches in your mouth, and with one last long suck, he comes inside your
mouth. You swallow everything, making sure none of them spills out of your
“Such a good girl. I should reward you for that, now. Should I?”
“I’d love you to, darling.”
“Alright. Lie down.”
You do as he says, and he goes on top of you, immediately positioning
himself on your entrance.
His eyes flashes worry, and he stops. “W-What? D-Did I do something
w-wrong? Did- Did I hurt you?”
His confidence is fading, and you giggle, before kissing his nose.
“No, silly. Don’t forget the condom.”
He takes out a condom out of the dresser, before ripping it with his
teeth and putting it on his slightly raised cock. You notice, and give his
manhood a slight stroke, making it fully erect again. Newt’s confidence comes
back again, and he seems more assured now.
“Scream my name, love.”
He slams into you without a warning, and you gasp, and let out a throaty
moan. He begins moving, slow at first, before escalating the pace faster. The
headboard makes a sound every time he slams into you, banging with the wall.
You’ll be sure to receive complaints from your neighbor, but you can care less.
He thrusts like there’s no tomorrow, all the while holding in his cum,
making sure you savor the feeling fully. He wants to make sure that you see him
and him only.
You on the other hand, feel so close to coming, as you see Newt pounding
your insides, sucking the energy out of you.
“Newt!! Ah!! I- I-“
“That’s it love, let it all out. Come onto me.”
With a scream of his name, you come for the second time, coating his
condom covered cock with your juices. He gives a few more thrusts before coming
himself, filling the condom. He collapses on top of you, the sweat covered skin
The two of you breathe peacefully, until he lifts himself off you, to
discard the condom. You scoot a little, making space for him to cuddle with
you. He joins you under the bedcover.
“S-So, do tell me… How did I do…?”
“Hmmm, well… Newton… I’d have to say… It’s a secret!” you exclaim as you
turn your body, your back facing him.
“W-What? [Name], tell me!”
“Oh shut up and cuddle me, Newt,” you say as you pull his hands to hug
He pouts and you peck him on the lips, whispering a brief goodnight,
before drifting to sleep.
Before drifting to sleep though, you think to yourself that you do enjoy
a dominant Newt. Very much so, despite his true nature. But you’re not going to
tell him that. It would certainly stroke his ego even more. And you’ve been
enjoying your role as the dominant one in bed.
It seems that it will take a few more practices to explore your
interests even more.
remembered what your
grandmother once told you
impressions always give away a person’s real face, when
first met the boy, who had the words massive
all over him. You
had disliked him instantly. His cocky smirk when he talked to girls,
his way of showing off anytime possible, the way his voice was
drenched in narcissism; it all added up to the picture your
mind painted of him. A self-focused dick, who loved nothing more than
having everybody’s attention. That’s why you
decided to not give him any, to leave him hanging every time he
initiated any form of communication.
started with ignoring the little notes he passed you
in class, went over to not reacting to his flirty comments and ended
in you taking a different seat just so you didn’t even get tempted
by his alluring words. You promised yourself
to not fall for his charming facade.
had seen you the first time he entered the room. A small figure, eyes
glued to your phone, fingers fidgeting with the black wires of your
earphones. In the middle of dull faces, meaningless words and loud
voices, your silence spoke to him. A somewhat unremarkable girl, who
still captured his entire attention. That’s why he decided to make
you notice him.
had high hopes for it, after all girls had always fallen for him
easily. Though he should’ve known – you’re
weird relationship, which consisted of him trying to get you to at
least acknowledge his existence and you resisting every try of his,
went on like this for months. your plan seemingly was a success, no
further problems erupted when it came to refusing to give him the
attention he was longing for - until one eventful night.