going to be sorry about that

anonymous asked:

I don't know but something about todays clip just got me, Isak has gotten so soft and like he is glowing with happiness. HE IS JUST SO SOFT I CAN NOT GET OVER IT

It’s been 10 hours now, and I’m still not over it either. From Monday, all there is in my mind is that one beautiful, and so accurate quote from Eskild “there’s so much love in that little grumpy teenage body of yours.”

See the evolution of Isak Valtersen. Him who could have showed anger or frustration towards Sana, after getting hit, but no he was instead offering the other cheek. “i’m fine, that’s fine, let’s forget about it.” Isak who was rather concerned about her well-being than his own, being present as the friend Sana deserves, and showing her that without stepping on her boundaries, rather trying to make her laugh. And that last clip just, “you’re a good person Sana.”, can someone aknowledge that quote ? How each one of her friends have always been busy rather speaking about their own issues because that’s who Sana is, she is the listener, she is the one who is always present. But then, who is present for her, who listens to her ? As she was speaking about Even, Isak probably understood it wasn’t just about him, but her as well. How she always seems so strong, but behind that fortress she is as vulnerable as the rest of us. She had been there for Isak, she had been there for Even as well, she had to know that, what an extraordinary friend and person she is. 

There had always been softness in this heart, really it was rather more subtle i guess. But how this bloomed ever since a certain Even walked in his life. Showing Isak there was nothing to be afraid or ashamed as just being himself, on the contrary how beautiful he had always been to Even’s eyes. What an inner battle it had been for Isak to finally accept that and be able to step outside, step litteraly under the sun. And i feel that’s one of the reason Monday’s clip was so powerful, remember “good moments are so good because bad moments are as bad.” They had just experienced quite a rough period, whether Even or him. And yet, here there were, standing side by side, holding hands and Isak wearing a little daffodil that Even had probably offered him on their way home. To be able to appreciate those little joyful moments, Isak is all about that today. Because indeed, life can be tough, but it can also be so beautiful. And what a precious gift he knows, to get such a supportive boyfriend by his side. Even makes him a better person, just like Isak does to him. They challenged each other but always learned together, day after day. This is a relationship that helped Isak grow and mature as well.

I was speaking of Monday but it’s even more telling i feel in that last clip, where we finally get a glimpse of their intimacy. And look just how soft Isak appears, and ridiculously happy. Oh, I could talk about that glow for hours believe me. As if they had just danced along that new Gabrielle song until Sana knocked at their door, and they probably did. Those little attentions that could mean nothing “if that’s important to you…”, or compliments “you geniuses”, and you know Even is always so laudatory concerning his boyfriend, are actually everything. For every time Isak still doubts, Even is always there to remind him. That’s one of the thing giving him so much strenght today, helping Isak stand up and now be present for Even, for his friends, for every one in need. Isak is free, Isak is happy, and he just makes sure to share it with the world. Be kind, always.

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Finished the shit-comic from this sketchdump because I still think it’s funny. :3c

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Otayuri Week Day 4: Long Distance

In which, early on both Yurio and Otabek miss their boyfriend each other, but possibly feel too awkward to admit their enthusiasm about seeing one other again. ;v; (Both trips worked out fine in the end haha///)

I feel like I digressed from the prompt a bit though  _(:3」∠)_

(Please read from left to right!) ^^

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‘Sleep, little cub.’

This may not mean a whole lot for some people, but it does to me. Finn (The small galra girl) is Keith and Lance’s adopted daughter. The song is by Abba and a song that my own mother sang to me. I imagine that Keith would sing it to his little girl when she needed it most. 

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OK CONCERNING THE WHOLE HEADCANON THING IM WRITING THAT PPL KEEP ASKING ME ABT, i was talking to @chompiee abt a ~love confession~ and then @cryptidsp00n abt the aftermath of said confession concerning them kissing

Keep reading

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list of random spirits encountered:

- a spirit haunting a lamppost on 3rd street. it asks for the umbrella of anyone passing by in exchange for a temporary alteration in reality

- a spirit haunting people with burdens on their mind. manifests as a pair of wings on their shoulders

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well, I,

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

Based on @paperficwriter‘s Genos headcanon(s)!

The more you forget me, the deeper I slip.
Give this silence two more months and it’ll be like we never even met at all. That’s what we both want, right?
The thought of you wanting nothing to do with me still hurts just as much as it used to.
I promise I won’t call anymore.
I won’t even say your name when I’m drunk, alone in a bar.
It won’t be so bad, right?
We always go back to each other, right?

But, what if we don’t this time?

—  Maybe we weren’t supposed to work out

so something I saw on twitter yesterday really bugged me. there’s people saying that the Power Rangers movie is getting way more credit than is due because of the way they handle Trini’s sexuality

ok LISTEN. It was never going to be the case of Trini yelling, “IM A LESBIAN!” or “IM BISEXUAL!” there’s no way they’d be so upfront about it. I thought the scene where she came out was nice, subtle, emotional, and I thought it was in-character how she’s still sarcastic at such a time. After all Trini is what, 15/16/17 in the movie? She’s discovering herself and doesn’t have to be 100% sure. there’s time for that

cuz get this. it’s the first movie. they’ve said there’s going to be 5-7 of them? People are acting like this is the end and we’ll never see her come to terms with this and that she’ll never label herself (though sticking to no labels is fine too of course)

The Power Rangers movie DOES deserve a round of applause for including an LGBT character, just because they didn’t go about it as directly as you would’ve liked doesn’t make it any less amazing. This is a small stepping stone you guys we’re going to see her character grow more confident throughout the franchise and it’s going to be beautiful