going through my ipod


The Court of Dreams // Starfall

“Another star crossed the sky, twirling and twisting over itself, as if it were reveling in its own sparkling beauty. It was chased by another, and another, until a brigade of them were unleashed from the edge of the horizon, like a thousand archers had loosed them from mighty bows.”

Safe and Sound

Tags: @winchesters-favorite-girl @straightasdeanwinchester

Summary: the reader gets shot in the stomach on her very first hunt. Sam and Dean gets there last moments with their baby sister.

Characters: brother!Sam&Dean, sister!Reader, Cas(mentioned)

Note: Italic is the lyrics to the song

A/N: it’s another song fic, with the song Safe and Sound by Taylor swift ft. The civil wars. I was going through my old iPod and I found this song. And to tell you guys the truth I love making sad depressing stories. So I was like oh hey why not use this! Also if you want a heart breaking, chick flick story… I gotchu! Lol.

-Don’t you dare look out your window, darling everything’s on fire. The war outside our door keeps raging on. Hold onto this lullaby even when the musics gone-

I was trying my best to hide all my excitement I had inside me but it didn’t work out well because I got Sam and Dean to stare at me. I stared back only to smile at them, it was my very first hunt with them and I’m excited. I’m finally going to not be useless and I’m finally going to be treated as an adult by them. I was always told to stay behind or do research with Cas but now I got to be on the field and hunt with my big brothers.

I saw Dean get up followed by Sam, so I jumped up fast off my bed and dashed out the door not waiting for my brothers. I stood by the back door of ‘baby’. Sam and Dean finally got out of the room and Dean had unlocked the car door. I soon opened it and got in. Dean sat in the drivers seat of course and Sam got the in the passengers seat. Dean then started to drive off, I sat in the back staring out the window. But my thoughts were cut off,

“Okay there are rules though (y/n)” I heard Dean say, I leaned up onto the back of the front seat

“And that would be?” I asked, glancing back and forth to Dean and Sam. Dean glanced over at my face and back to the road, I smiled

“You have to stay with us at all times” dean said, I nodded

“Okay well I know that…” I told him, Sam then continued for Dean

“You’ll have to listen to us too.” He told me, I rolled my eyes these are rules I already know because they tell me that always

“Okay? Is there any new rules I need to know. Because I already know those, you tell me that everyday…” I kinda threw myself to the back seat and crossed my arms I waited for my brothers to replie but they didn’t say anything so I assumed there was no new rules. I rolled my eyes again.

“Wow okay” I mumbled to myself. After an hour or so we made it to the abandoned warehouse where we found out was where the three or so werewolfs were living killing teenangers. We parked the car a few feet away from the warehouse. I got out of the car and walked to the back trunk. Sam and Dean soon got out and came to the back. Dean opened up the trunk and passed me a gun, while I put my sliver knife in my boot strap and covering it with my jeans.

“I’m so ready…” I told myself, whispering. Sam and Dean started to walk and for some reason I couldn’t move. Dean noticed I wasn’t following them and turned around. He looked at me in the eyes and his eyes widen a bit he then walked over to me, he stood right in front of me he grabbed my hand and kissed the top of my head.

-I remember tears streaming down your face. When I said, “I’ll never let you go.”-

“Don’t cry baby girl” he pulled me along to where Sam was standing, my eyes widen I felt my face to feel cold wet tears, I quickly wiped them away. He then whispered to me “I’ll never let you go” he told me. We stopped right in front of Sam and I smiled nodding. All three of us walked to the warehouse with Dean still holding me. We got inside the house.

I turned on my flashlight following I’m Sam and Deans footsteps. I was looking around until I felt something wet touch my neck, I flinched and threw myself at a wall making a loud noise. I let go of Deans hand at the time. Dean and Sam turned around facing me. Sam was the first to speak

“(Y/n) are you okay?” He asked me in a whisper, I nodded being to scared to speak before I speak to loud. Dean went to grab my hand again but I shooked my head to let him know I’m good. He looked at me in the eyes and turned away from me and walked.

I followed after, I turned around checking behind me I stopped walking feeling as if I was being watched. I shined my flashlight everywhere but saw nothing. I turned back around to realized Sam and Dean was missing panic started to raise in me, I whispered yell out

“Sam… Dean” but no answer. I then heard a growl it wasn’t close but it wasn’t far either I turned around and flashed my light behind me, I saw small two shiny things chills went down my back when I realized it was a werewolf. I ran fast away. Oh god I’m going to die I told myself over and over again, I should have stayed with them like they told me too. I cursed to myself.

I yelled out obviously not caring if I captured the whole packs attention “SAM DEAN!” I turned a corner to hit something or someone. I yelped and landed on my butt. I groaned and rubbed my butt only to realize I have fallen, I gasped and looked up as fear came over me as I shined my flashlight upwards and stared at what was in front of me I saw it was Sam my big brother. I sighed in relief

“Where the hell were you (y/n)!” Sam scolded me, he helped me up and I held onto his hand tight.

“I…I…” I tried to calm myself down first, I took a deep breath and talked again “I felt someone watching us so I checked behind me saw nothin then turned back around to find you and Dean gone! And then I felt it again turned around and heard a growl. I then turned back around to see eyes and then I ran away hella fast to save my life Then I bumped into you and thought you were one of them, by the way I was going to shoot you but good thing I never because I don’t want you to die and I just can’t even right now. You and Dean do this everyday? How can you do this like I’m freaking out!” I told Sam in one breath. He chuckled to my reaction and smiled.

“Well don’t ever look behind you… at least when you are use to this.” He pulled me along probably to go to Dean or something

“Where’s Dean?” I asked out of habit, Sam glanced down at me and sighed

“When he turned around he freaked a bitch and took off looking for you so now I have to find that idiot.” I nodded at his answer and shined around us, I was still scared. I then saw shadows I flinched and pulled Sams arm

“Sammy, what the hell is that.” I whispered yell to him pointing out to where I saw a shadow of some kind he turned to look only for it to disappear. Sam then had the expression that he knew something was coming and took me to a locker, he opened the door and gestured for me to go inside it. “What?” I looked at him never letting go of his arm.

“You go inside it now (y/n). You’re freaked to the core, and I don’t want you to get hurt. I’ll find Dean and kill the werewolfs with him and come back for you.” He told me but I shooked my head,

-When all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said, “Don’t leave me here alone,”-

“No” I told him “please… don’t…” I hugged his arm now “don’t leave me here alone” maybe it was a bad idea to go on this hunt I wish to leave already but I really don’t want to be alone in the dark. He sighed and nodded

“Come on then, stay close…” he trailed off “actually you’re good on staying close” he was looking down at me as I was hugging his arm super tight. I laughed nervously and followed him. We walked and soon heard noises and a gun shot first thing popped in my head was Dean.

I yelled out his name bad idea by the way and ran off in the direction we heard the gunshot. I heard Sam yell out to me but I ignored him and ran to Dean. I got to a big open room I turned my attention to see a girl and a man ganging up on my brother Dean, I got my gun out of my pants and put it in front of me. I aimed for the girl and clicked it a loud bang was heard and the silver bullet was shot at the girls shoulder, she hissed in pain and turned her attention to me.

I stared at them and then screamed as I saw them running at me. I took off to the right I heard growlings and footsteps, I turned around and aimed my gun and just shot hoping I hit someone. I then heard another shot and a thug and a growl. I stopped running and saw the girl werewolf attack Sammy. My legs gave out and I fell to the ground breathing for air. As Sammy was fighting the girl another girl came in and attacked Dean, I was useless still I had to help.

I got up to see Sammy cut off the girls head, I mean that’s one way to get the job done. I walked over to Dean or tried too, as I was making my way to Dean I didn’t realize there was a person behind me I heard Sam yell out my name I turned my body around to see what was happening only to feel pain in my stomach and a force that pushed me down to the ground. I groaned in pain and laid there.

I closed my eyes for a while or so I thought it was when I opened it again Sam and Dean was over me with blood all over them and tears in their eyes. I felt weak, and tired all of a sudden. I went to open my mouth to have Dean shush me. I glanced over at Sam to see him put his hand over my stomach and put pressure on top of it I hissed in pain.

-Just close your eyes. The sun is going down. You’ll be alright. No one can hurt you now. Come morning light. You and I’ll be safe and sound-

I was beginning to feel my spirit leaving my body and I knew I had to say these words I was saving for them “S…Sam…. Dean…” I whispered to them, lifting my two hands up to there faces, I smiled at them as the grabbed my hands.

“W…what baby girl?” Dean said swallowing his saliva, he rubbed the back of my palm with his thumb.

“I… I love you both yes?” I told them, I glanced over at Sam who started to cry a lot now,

“I love you too sweet cakes, but…” he trailed off as I coughed, I blinked “don’t say it like this, were going to get you out of here and at a hospital you’re going to live okay?” He told me, I shooked my head

“You know that’s…. not going to happen guys….” I told them, my breathing now got heavy, “I’m going…” I finished,

“Baby girl don’t you do this…. I shouldn’t have let you go to this hunt….” Dean said, movin some of my hair from my face

“Oh god I should have shot that person before he did to you…” I heard Sam whisper, tears started to form in my eyes now I couldn’t take the pain I was leaving them for good I wasn’t special like them to be brought back to life.

“We…” Dean started to say glancing over at Sam “youre safe now for sure, were going to get you out of here so hang in there kiddo.” Sam nodded at what Dean said to me,

“The suns coming back up so we can head out now.” Sam was telling us, he was about to pick me up but I gave them my ‘listen to me face’.

“Listen to me you two….” I told them I smiled, “you two are the bestest brothers I could ever asked for. You both worked so hard raising me making me happy, loving me. Don’t give up on the job…. don’t get into fights or blaming yourselves on this…. don’t…. don’t forget about me…” My eyes were becoming a blur, Dean and Sam was staring at me with such sad eyes I wish I could make them happy one last time.

“Never babygirl. Oh god never.” Dean said,

“We’ll never forget about you, why would you think that we would?” Sam asked but I was running out of time so I couldn’t answer.

“Sam Dean….Its okay….” I started to say thinking this would make them happy, I smiled as my eyes were closing “I’m so proud of us…” my body went limp last thing I remembered hearing was whimpers and whispers of im proud of us too. Then everything went black.

-Just close your eyes. You’ll be alright. Come morning light, You and I’ll be safe and sound-

random lyric starters (part i) ;

kind of a mix. just random lyrics from me going through my ipod and jotting down phrases. feel free to alter pronouns etc.

  • “you’ve got a nerve giving me the cold shoulder.”
  •  "we’ll talk again when you’re sober.“ 
  • "it’s been three whole weeks since i’ve heard you speak." 
  • "i’m down, but definitely not out." 
  • "you deserve it from what i’ve been told." 
  • "i’m the option you shouldn’t have chosen." 
  • "given the choice, would you do it again?" 
  • "cause in the end, what are you without me?" 
  • "i might be proud, but at least i’m proud of something." 
  • "i wanna hate every part of you with me." 
  • "take my advice and leave right now." 
  • "don’t hold your breath, i’m not losing sleep over you.”
  • “it’s been a while since i’ve felt butterflies." 
  • "it’s none of my business but i won’t be a witness." 
  • "i’d love to be you so i don’t have to feel this way." 
  • "it’s too late, but do you feel the same?" 
  • "tell me what you were thinking when you said ‘you’re better off without me’?" 
  • "i’m the best thing that never happened to you." 
  • "don’t you get sick of only hearing your own voice?" 
  • "you’re not the big fish in the pond no more." 
  • "i never meant for this to mean a thing." 
  • "i wish i’d never ever seen your face." 
  • "i’ll miss you with all my heart, but i’d rather be alone." 
  • "don’t make this easy, i want you to mean it." 
  • "don’t waste your time on me." 
  • "forget about me, it’s what i deserve." 
  • "i don’t sleep at all without you pressed up against me.”
  • “oh my god, i’m such a terrible mess." 
  • "we’re all part of the same sick little games." 
  • "something’s telling me to leave but i won’t." 
  • "when you’re gone i’m a match that’s burning out." 
  • "do you even want to see my face again?" 
  • "i like you just the way you aren’t, and you like me just the way i’m not.”
  • “you’re a classic case of foolish, young and in love." 
  • “maybe it’s not my weekend, but it’s gonna be my year.”
  • "i know you’ve got your life in place. i’ve yet to take the hint someday.”
  • “i was never good enough to be anything but remedy to all of your constant, pressing needs.”

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Happy Friday, Dalton!

It’s a little chilly outside, but it’s nothing that’s stopping me from talking a walk around the campus before we get more snow this weekend. Luckily, it won’t last longer than a day, so I can’t imagine we’ll get snowed into our dorms in the slightest.

For the afternoon, I’m thinking of heading into the rehearsal rooms to get myself a jump start on my NYADA audition in April. So, if anyone’s looking for me, that’s where I’ll be! Don’t mind the excessive singing – I’m still not satisfied with a song, yet, and I’ve been going through my iPod continuously to try and crack the code. Fingers crossed I get it right!