please dont mind my ugly nails and face that wasnt ready
this is the closest i can get to you (and will be the closest) but i just want to say sincerely from my heart that i really love you a whole lot and thanks to you, my days have been brighter and i find much more happiness and motivation in things i once couldn’t. you taught me how much persistence, hard work and consistency pays off in the end and how important it is to remain humble and kind, and to keep on trying, growing and learning. maybe it’s your personality, but i cant seem to put to words how much i really love you and how much you mean to me; i’ve never loved an idol, or anyone, this much before. you can make me smile in an instant and i pray every single that you’ll remain happy and healthy always and i’m always wishing the best for you. you’re number one in my heart and you take up every space in my mind, and i long to meet you one day and tell you how much you mean to me and thank you, for everything. and maybe we won’t ever get the chance to, or that i’m maybe just an insignificant person, i’m always grateful and i promise to stay by your side everyday.
Honestly? Bless all kpop stans who don’t identify as female. Whether you’re a cis boy, a trans boy, nonbinary, genderfluid, agender, whatever you are, you’re amazing and I love you. I love you for getting through all of the female audience specific fanservice, all the female pronouns in songs, the female love interests in music videos, all the “girl”s and the “noona”s. I know, sometimes it’s hard to get next to zero recognition, but we’ll push through. We are strong, and one day we’ll get the attention and love we deserve. I love you all. You are appreciated.