god i used to love this show

lesbiankiliel  asked:

Shadowhunters!

my all-time ultimate fave character: magnus or alec dont make me choose 
a character I didn’t used to like but now do:
jace bc i knew about book!jace and was like….no thanks………but in the show he’s so soft i love him
a character I used to like but now don’t: l.ydia god i used to like lowkey stan her it’s so embarrassing thank god i changed my mind when i rewatched s1 all in one go
a character I’m indifferent about: tbh raphael he’s ok but i care more about the mains and maia and meliorn etc.
a character who deserved better: luke, generally speaking
a ship I’ve never been able to get into: c.lace and j.alec sorry the pseudo!inc*st thing weirds me out
a ship I’ve never been able to get over: malec rip (and lately ive been trying to not be invested in clizzy bc its a mess but i still love them)
a cute, low-key ship: sorry i highkey ship all my shadowhunters ships
an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: i didn’t really ship and it wasn’t rly Unpopular it but izzy/meliorn was fun to watch
a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: all of them in the books, c.limon in the show if they’re really gonna go there lmao
my favourite storyline/moment: literally any time magnus has a scene
a storyline that never should have been written: the izzy & yin fen thing is a mess get rid of it
my first thoughts on the show: i would die for this show it’s so Good
my thoughts now: this show is still my fave and i would still die for it even though it’s had some pretty big slip ups this season i still love it so much

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.