god i miss you two



A Letter from You

AN: @whitechocolateperfection Thanks Emily for requesting and advising as always :) and @teen-mendes you know why 

Originally posted by anthony-samaniego

It’s laying under the flower pot at your front doorstep. There’s a small rock set on the opposite corner, like the pot isn’t heavy enough to keep it down.

Leaning over, you take it from its hiding space, realizing it’s a letter. Your name is written across the white in black ink. The handwriting is familiar. Something you’ve seen in journals and lyrics written quickly on newspaper or paper towels when his phone was too far away. You found parchment in your purse from the small train you took in Amsterdam. The song turned into roses. Who knew one lyrical line would’ve turned into your favorite song.

When the door is unlocked and your bag and keys are on the hook, you take a seat by the window. Your cat is curled up at your feet, stirring in her sleep.

The envelope is sealed, but you don’t go to open it as quickly as you should. The lip feels heavy, straining your shoulders. The breakup is still fresh, too fresh to read his letter. Maybe he wants to get back together.. maybe he’s about to show up with a bouquet of tulips and a single white rose- the only way you’ll accept flowers. Maybe it’s actually from Aaliyah, or an old friend from college. It was your birthday just last month. It could be a forgotten gift and the writer was too embarrassed to give it to you, face to face.

“What am I waiting for?” You ask yourself, knowing the longer you wait the worse the pain in your chest will feel. The words he spoke will never leave. They’re tattooed in your mind..anyone else would’ve found it beautiful, poetic. For you? It was tragic.


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smh i’m trying to redecorate Wes’ loft and i realized i have like 0 rugs from cleaning out my cc a few months ago. i closed my game to go hunt for some but ended up downloading 200 items of cc.. none of them were rugs.


That’s not how it works tho
Out of the many, many ideas and scenarios I have for these two
This is what I choose to do
Swapfell Goth by @wit-fox
Swapfell Palette by me
And we all know who the originals belong to

Irrelevant to gtlive but I just remembered, last week I found out apparently the mass opinion of me in high school was that I was a cult leader??


(requested by anon)

Kai Parker x Reader
word count
: 2 817
summary : Reader comes home finding Kai touching himself.
warning : smut
note : (i’ve never written something that from a guy’s point of view , but i tried my best. hope you like it)
*gif by chris-wood

Kai hated being away from Y/N. They had rarely spent more than a day away from each other ever since becoming a couple and being separated was the definition of hell to him. It had barely been a few days since she had had to leave on that hiking trip her cousins had decided to drag her on and currently she was living in the land of no cell phone reception. He couldn’t even talk to her or video chat with her , not to mention being away from her for that long was starting to do things to him. Kai’s entire self was crying out for her presence. He had never realised how much he truly loved having Y/N around, her lips on his , their hands intertwined whether they were on the couch watching TV or during their intimate moments. He loved her more than words could describe and without her he felt incomplete and lost.
Kai missed having Y/N curled up next to him , resting her head on his chest while drawing figures with her fingers on his chest. He missed all those surprises while watching TV when her hand would slide up and down his chest , she’d tilt his chin towards her and kiss him like her life depended on it. Then her other hand would reach for the remote turning off the TV demanding his full attention. And while kissing him , her hand would find its way down to his belt , undoing it swiftly  pushing his zipper down until her hand was on his member , massaging him while trying to suffocate him with kisses. Kai was never able to say ‘no’ to her when that happened. Or in general really. Y/N was as good as getting what she wanted as he was , he loved that about her but also loved the fact he was the only one able to get her to submit. She liked being in control maybe a tiny little bit less than being dominated. He missed all of this so much , it had transferred in his dreams and now he had woken up hard , craving her touch , her small hand wrapped around him pumping him slowly , driving him crazy like never before in his life.
He reached for his phone on the nightstand. No messages. No missed calls. A sigh left his lips and he dialed her number again , hoping that maybe , just maybe by some miracle her phone had gotten at least one bar reception. Instead he reached her voicemail again , but just hearing her voice was enough to make him happy. Y/N had touched his heart and soul in a way no one had ever been able to. Her laugh always made him laugh , seeing her smile could brighten up even his darkest day. The way she loved him - unconditionally , with her entire self  had started to change him. Because of her , he wanted to be better. Kai didn’t just want her in his life forever, he needed her to be with him always and forever. The past few days have only proven to him that there is no version of his life without her. Not anymore.
“Hey.” he said , leaving her another message. “Sorry , I just needed to hear your voice and to tell you you are never ever ever allowed to on a hiking trip where there is no reception.” he laughed nervously. “Not unless I am coming with you. God , I miss you Y/N.  Don’t know how I’ll survive another two days without you.” *beep* Kai sighed. A few more days like this and he wouldn’t even be able to even leave her voice mails. He got up barely taking a few steps towards the door , hoping to find a distraction from his dream , only then realising how hard he had gotten. It was starting to get uncomfortable to walk.
“Well ..” he trailed off , brushing his hand across his briefs closing his eyes for a moment. He really wished Y/N was there. He could literally see her stand before him with wide eyes unable to focus on anything besides the bulge in his briefs. Placing her hand on his chest and pushing him onto the bed , slowly crawling over him. Kai slipped his hand in his briefs , wrapping his fingers around his thick shaft pumping himself slowly , thinking about the last time that had happened.
Y/N had been in the bathroom taking a shower right before her cousins came to pick her up. Kai had sneaked in there watching her , he hadn’t been able to stop himself. He loved every curve , every inch even the small scars on her thighs from the time Y/N had met the Originals. His eyes had followed ever move her hands made and it had been torture not going in the shower with her , but he had know if he goes in - he’d never ;et leave. After that he had walked out before her and tried to hide his hard on from her , yet somehow she had known. Accident or not her towel had fallen a step away from him , her eyes looking him up and down as he did the same to her.

  Y/N ran her hands through his chest , her eyes following her hand’s movements before looking up into his eyes. Her hand sliding down to his briefs and the moment her fingers wrapped around him through his briefs , she bit her lower lip. Kai loved seeing the spark in her eyes when she did that. It always drove him nuts. That and the fact somehow his girl was able to look so innocent when doing things like that.
 "Were you watching me in the shower ?“
“No.” he said pausing for a moment. “Yes. Y/N , don’t go. Stay with me , I’ll make it worth your while.”
“I made a promise , Kai.” she sighed , her gaze dropping to the ground for a second before looking up at him again. “That doesn’t mean we can’t play before I leave.”
Y/N pushed him onto the bed , slowly crawling over him , pulling her hair to the side before pulling down his briefs with her teeth lightly grazing his skin as she did. Kai had propped himself on his elbows watching her with eyes black with lust as his girl freed his lenght. Her fingers pulled down his briefs , licking a straight line across his shaft all the way from his balls to the tip , wrapping her fingers around him.

A soft moan escaped his parted lips and he closed his eyes for a moment , rubbing the tip of his lenght with his thumb , his other hand squeezing / massaging his balls. It didn’t feel the same as when his girl did it. Y/N had a magical touch , enough to make him hard on the spot even if her fingers just grazed across him.  Kai pushed his briefs down his legs and braced his hand against the wall near by the bedroom door , resting his head on it continuing to pump himself a little faster this time , his fingertips brushing against his balls from time to time getting closer and closer to his high with each passing second.
“You are driving me nuts , Y/N.” he groaned , his fingers tangling in her hair as her head bopped up and down his lenght slowly. Their eyes met for a second and Kai fought the urge to pull her up and fuck her senseless. Y/N had been teasing him for over five minutes now , slowly swirling her tongue around the top of his lenght acting as if his hard lenght is the tastiest lollipop in the world. He had a feeling to her , that was the truth. Her fingernails scratched lightly at his lenght and he couldn’t take it anymore. Kai grabbed a fist full of her hair pushing her head down suddenly , making her take him all the way , her moan vibrating through his lenght as he did so. His girl’s head bopped up and down his lenght faster with his help for a few moments before he let go and allowed her to continue on her own. Y/N’s hand massaged his balls , making him bite his lip at the feeling. The vibrations from her moans getting him closer and closer to his release.
“That’s it. Keep going princess.”
Her tongue swirled around his tip , going straight through the middle then down his lenght to his balls. Y/N kept pumping him as fast as she could while sucking on his balls feeling him twitch in her hands. The tip of her tongue drawing circles as she made her way back to the tip of his lenght taking him in again.
“So close …”

All of the sudden someone blew a light stream of air on his tip and Kai opened his eyes finding Y/N kneeling before him , looking at him with wide eyes. She was wearing a short slightly puffy skirt and tight white top , her jacket on the floor a few steps behind her. Was he imagining or did she really had no bra on ?
“I leave you for three days and find out moaning my name first thing when I get home.” she smiled. “Someone clearly missed me.”
Y/N gripped his wrist removing his hand from his member , replacing it with hers. Her tongue drew a circle on the tip slowly taking him in her mouth sucking him as if her entire existence depended on it, massaging his balls the entire time.
Y/N had arrived barey 7 minutes ago , taking off her shoes and walking as quietly as possible around the house looking for him. It hadn’t taken her long to find him. Just as she was about to pop her head into their room , Kai had moaned her name making her stop abruptly outside. Y/N recognised the sound the second it made its way to her ears and she decided to prepare a small surprise for him. Well , two actually. He didn’t even hear her bra and jacket drop on the floor or hear her lean against the door frame or see her for that matter. His eyes were closed and he was biting his lip. For a minute she stood there , watching him pump himself faster each time , his mouth hanging open , moaning her name. The sight of Kai touching himself was enough to make her wet , in fact she was slowly starting to drip down her thigh. It wasn’t like she hadn’t seen him touch himself before , but it had never been like that. His moans were getting louder and Y/N knew he was close to finishing. Easily she could’ve let him do it himself but she just couldn’t keep her hands to herself. Not after three days missing him so much , it had felt as if air had been pulled out of her lungs. A smile spread across her face as she knelt down before him , his thick shaft barely an inch from her …
“You have no idea.” he moaned , pulling her up smashing her against the wall attacking her with a long passionate kiss. Her hand still wrapped around his lenght the entire time , drawing soft circles on the tip just like only she can. “Three whole days without you. I’m not letting you leave the house , ever.”
He pressed his body to hers , sliding his hand under her skirt and Y/N winked at him. Kai looked surprised figuring out it wasn’t just her bra missing but her panties too. His mouth formed a small ‘o’ figuring out she was already wet. He wondered how long she had been around before going to him and most importantly how he hadn’t noticed. Kai’s fingers brushed against her clit , drawing slow figure eights before pushing their way in curling around inside her. Oh how much he had missed this. He tugged at her skirt tearing it off her in a split second , purple / black veins showing under his eyes as he did so.
Y/N shook her head slightly biting her thumb. Kai looked at her confused - there was one thing she had never been able to tell him and that had been ‘no’. She was doing it on purpose. He just knew it. There was no way she didn’t want this as much as he did , specially considering how easy she had made it for him to get all that he wants. A throaty growl came from his lips , purple black veins showing under his eyes. The 'I-always-get-what-I-want’ look he gave her made her wet on the spot.
“God you’re hot when you do that.” she said biting her lip a split second before pushing her feet off the ground and wounding her legs around his waist , her hands hooking around his neck pulling his lips towards her. Kai shoved her against the wall , 'dropping’ her on his shaft at the same his hips pushed up. His lips barely left hers the first few thrusts. He was more eager than ever and Y/N was no different. It felt as if they were both trying to make up for three days being away from each other in a few minutes.
“Fuck you feel so tight around me. I missed that.” he groaned , resting his forehead on hers. Y/N tugged on his hair a little tighter pulling his head back a bit , feeling his length twitch inside her. A louder moan left Kai’s lips and he locked eyes with her again. Her walls clenched around him and Y/N could see his face change again a moment before in vampire speed he whooshed them to the bed tossing her on it. Her head nearly hit the headboard as he ripped her top off her and entered her again , picking up right where he had left off only a second ago.
“Wow - I missed this. You. Your lips on mine -” she smiled , cupping his face and pulling him down for a kiss , her hands moving towards the back of his head tangling in his hair. Kai spread her legs wider , thrusting in and out of her harder and deeper than ever hitting her spot almost every time. Each thrust making her body jolt forward almost hitting the headboard , knocking out the air from her lungs.
“How are you home early?” he wondered. “God , I hope I’m not dreaming again because if so - I’m going out in the mountains to find you and we will knock out a few trees on our way back to civilization , if you know what I mean.”
Y/N smiled at him , digging her nails in his back drawing blood. He was fucking her relentlessly , getting her closer  and closer to her release. His hard lenght twitched inside her and he moaned a little louder.
“I couldn’t stand another second unable to see or talk to you , so I just left this morning.” she moaned a little louder , her walls contracting around him. His thursts were starting to get sloppy though never slowing down or losing their force. A throaty growl came from his lips and something flashed in Kai’s eyes for a second , too fast for her to understand what it had been. Her fingers tangled in his hair , feeling his lenght twitch inside her again moments before he came in hot spurts inside her reaching his high only moments before she did. Kai didn’t pause for a second. His lips collided with hers again , drowning her in the kiss while riding through both their orgasms. He pinned her hands over her head , both of them trying to catch their breath.
“I hope you are not tired.” he whispered brushing his nose against hers then lightly against her cheek as he make his way to her neck. “Because now that you are back … I don’t plan on letting you leave the bed until you can’t walk.”
“Who says I want to leave the bed ?” she raised her brows for a moment and winked at him. “Maybe I want to us to break it …”
“That’s my girl.”  said Kai with a devilish smirk , thinking about all the things he had wanted to do to her the past couple of days , trying to decide which one he wants to do next. In the end he decided to do all of them.

Check yes or no: part two. A do over because of formatting

Check yes or no: part two IN ITS ENTIRETY, sorry for this who couldn’t see it all before.

Hello all, to those who still care and/or remember this little story of mine. For those of you who do not have memories akin to an elephant’s, you can fine part one HERE. I warn you now this chapter is a bit of a filler chapter, and probably could be better. However, I do have Part three (psst, this is no longer a three part story!) itching to get out and posted. So, hopefully it will be written by tomorrow as i’m off with nothing to do.

To the anons who long ago sent me messages to be about this story, don’t worry I have never forgotten, the answers are coming.

to @takemeawaytocamelot If I know my time zones like I think I do, it should still be Memorial Day for you, and well, you know the old saying: Christmas Day/Memorial Day, potato/mango (haha). I am so sorry I inadvertently lied to you about this story, but I never forgot about it. I hope you like it.

Part two:

God, she had missed him. She had tried to tell herself it wouldn’t be that bad, they would call and write, or they would see each other on holidays. But about thirty seconds after walking away from him, she burst in tears. Years, they had been apart for years. A significant percentage of her life. But it didn’t matter anymore; he was finally coming home.

Waiting in the main area of the train station, Claire couldn’t stand still. She continually ran a hand through her hair as she checked the arrivals board, not becoming even remotely calm until she saw him. Taking a deep breath of relief, she watched as he walked off the escalator. He stood tall compared to the hunched weary looking travelers around him.  She noticed he still had the old baseball hat she had given before he left. It was currently blocking her from his line of sight.  She couldn’t contain herself anymore, her hand shot into the air and she yelled his name, “Frank, over here!”

    Looking up to find her, he smiled and everything else she had been feeling seemed to fade away.  The drive home was anything but quiet.  They spoke of everything and nothing, trying their best to update each other on the last several years. Claire told him of her adventures globetrotting with Lamb and her excitement to be finishing out schooling before university in a real school, lockers and All!  Frank in turn told her of finishing his university studies and looking forward, much like her, to working with Lamb again in a real school, students and All!

    They were so caught up in conversation, that neither noticed the passing countryside that they had previously been so excited to explore. Neither had spent much time in France before, but were pleased when Lamb had been offered a permanent professor position, with Frank as his assistant. While still quite active, the years were beginning to catch up with him, so it would be good for him to have a more stable life.

    Pulling the car in front of the house, Claire gathered their things and made her way up the stairs but before opening the door she was stopped. Frank held her hand, an odd look on his face, “Claire, um, before we go in. I should probably…”

    He was cut off when Lamb pulled open the door and welcomed him back from his trip. He ushered him in through the house, conversation on the stairs momentarily forgotten, to what could assumed to be the office.

“That girl, how could you even, how do you deal with…ugh, she’s just terrible Jamie”

    “Hello to you too, Janet.” Jamie said, trying as hard as he might not to laugh, as he opened the door for her.

“What did she do now to have displeased you so?”

    “That girl canna have more that three functioning brain cells, it’s not possible. How she manages not to get lost on her way from her closet to the bed each day I’ll never know.”

    He couldn’t stop himself this time and burst out laughing at the image. Jenny just continued on, pausing only long enough to glare at him. “Oh sure, laugh about it. YOU didn’t have to sit in a car all day with her,and you didn’t have to listen to her as she tittered back and forth between dresses! I mean really, how can you stand it? What do you two possibly do together? It canna be her skills as a conversationalist!”

    Stopping then, she caught her breath and finally noticed his smirk, which turned into a full blown smile as he doubled over laughing.

    Huffing at him, she began to rummage through her bags. “Never mind! I don’t want to know!”

    “I’m sorry you had such a bad time with Annalise, but she’s really not that bad.  Maybe while you’re here you’ll get to know her a bit better. But, it is so good to see you, ye’ve been missed. I know Ian hasn’t been able to stop talking about your visit.”

    Jenny snorted looking at him in disbelief, “Not that bad, huh?” The smile she saw made her own turn up into the real smile he hadn’t seen in so long. He had been away from home for a few years now with little more than short school break visits to tide him over and it was never enough. Jamie couldn’t wait for this last year to be done with so he could make his way back.

When he had been accepted here, he hadn’t thought it would be as bad as it was, he had been so excited and so wrong.  Tonight, he thought he’d be able to get a bit of home back. Tonight was the welcome back ball and with Ian and Jenny with him, they would bring a little of the highlands to France.

Claire was putting on the final touches to her outfit for the night. She had spent the majority of the day on the phone with Gilli making sure that what she had put together would work as well as she was told it would. Pouring over her jewelry box for the millionth time, she contemplated once more just calling it all off, pulling on jeans and going to a movie. But, she had purchased her dress and shoes with Gillis a month or so before on her last visit to Scotland with Lamb. It seemed an awful waste of what she was assured many times wasn’t too much and would get the attention of every man there. The deep red, she had to admit, did contrast nicely on her pale skin and dark hair, but she was still nervous.

    Making a splash was all well and good, but doing so at a new school was something entirely different. She did her best not to think too much on those thoughts and the ever persistent voice in her mind saying, “Just be careful.” The sound of Frank coming in downstairs pulled her out of her thoughts. She looked into her jewelry again, selected ruby and gold earrings her mother had left for her, slipped her shoes on, and walked out of her room, deciding it was now or never.

“Hello Frank, you look very handsome. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in a tuxedo.”

    She always thought that saying that someone was breathtaking was always a bit of an exaggeration, but Frank seemed to have lost his looking up at her, coming down off the stairs. She had never felt more powerful and sure than she did in that moment.

Coming up to him, he had finally gathered himself enough to tell her how beautiful she was. From his words and Lamb’s photo happy tendencies, she blushed a very close second to color she wore.  She finally relaxed a bit as they drove to the venue.  They stayed quiet through most of the ride, but she knew that she was ready. These types of events, while uncommon in her life, were not completely foreign to her.  She had, in the past, accompanied her uncle to various faculty events and research galas. She knew that, if nothing else, tonight she could mingle and get to know her new classmates in a more relaxed setting.

Walking up the main staircase, Claire could hear the chatter of people and the beat of the music.  She paused a moment before walking in, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath.

“Are you sure you’re alright? We don’t have to go in you know. We can go somewhere, anywhere else; if you’d like.”

She looked between him and the doors for a moment, squared her shoulders and turning the knob saying “No. It takes a lot to surprise me anymore, Frank. I don’t expect anything in there to change that. Let’s go.”

Spinning around the floor, Jamie tried his best to take in his surroundings. He hadn’t really gotten the chance to talk to anyone, or even get something to drink. Upon entering, Annalise had drug him on to the floor and only briefly seen fit to let him rest. He didn’t mind too much really. Though, Jenny’s rant from earlier came back to him, as Annalise had also been talking for the better part of an hour, about what, he had no idea.  But, overall he was having a very nice time.

Jenny was beaming and Ian’s smile hadn’t slipped once, he never was able to take his eyes off of her. Annalise looked lovely too, she wore a fitted peach colored gown and since picking her up that evening, he, too, found himself staring at her when she looked away. Suddenly, something felt different, and he couldn’t place it. He tried to get her attention, though there wasn’t much hope of that while she kept talking. He brushed it off, determined not let his thoughts go past the two of them dancing.

    Suddenly, the song came to an end, switching to something much louder and more upbeat,  he was ushered off the floor towards the refreshment. She had pulled him down a bit so he could hear her over the music.

“I am going to run to the ladies, would you mind grabbing me a drink?”

    He nodded and pushed his way gently through those standing around talking. Placing his request, he finally got his chance to look around, and to see who had shown up with who. While not much of a gossip, he found it was better to at least know the goings on as it made his life altogether easier.

He hadn’t paid much mind to those immediately around him, only registering bodies moving in and out of the area. As his drinks were handed to him though, he saw a flash of red come up to the drinks area and directly into his arm.

“Oh! I’m so sorry… erm, excusez-moi.”

    It was quick, but he had caught it. English. Good French, from what he could hear, but definitely English. He turned to pick up a few napkins and decided to stick to English as well in response.

He chuckled cleaning off his kilt, “Nae, it’s no bother. Really, worse has be spilt on me before.”  He look over his shoulder then and his heart stopped.


great first date (bellamy blake au)

Plot: After being friends with Bellamy for years and after constant shoves and nudges by your mutual friends, you two decided to date. Of course when it was finally time for said date, your sister decided to go into labour. How rude.

Pairings: Bellamy Blake x Reader, Clarke x Lexa, Lexa x Reader (siblings)

Warnings: none but imagine Bellamy with kids (I died)

A/N: sorry anon, there no actual smut in this. I thought this would be a better piece if it was just fluff with a kiss or something. I still hope you really like it! for the sake of this piece, Wells is not alive. That’s why Clarke and Lexa named one of their kids after him. BROWNIE POINTS IF YOU TELL ME WHO THE NEWEST ADDITION IS NAMED AFTER!! Y/N has been with the kids practically all day, seeing as she left work early. Bellamy came in after work. So no, Lexa doesn’t go into labour and give birth in 30 minutes. It takes a bit longer than that. (also no gifs are mine!)

You and Bellamy were finally supposed to go on your first date, but something a little more important got in the way: your sister Lexa’s water broke. Your sister-in-law Clarke frantically called you on her way home from work, telling you that your sister was in labor and you, as their children’s godmother, had to babysit while baby number three came.

So you agreed, not just because of the godmother card by the way. You left work immediately and got to the kids just as Lexa’s contractions were coming every  seven minutes. The pregnant couple rushed out the door and you took that time to tell Bellamy who offered to come babysit with you after work, seeing as he was the godfather of these crazy babies.

“Thanks so much for coming over, Bell! I have to take care of these little demons,” you open the door for Bell and pick Wells up, blowing raspberries on his cheek while Costia runs to Bellamy.

“Unco Bewwamy!!” Costia squeals as Bellamy lifts her and throws her in the air. “Did you miss me?”

“Of course I missed you, Tia,” Bellamy smiled down at the little girl who in turn covered her cheeks with her hands. “Did you–”

“DID YOU MISS ME UNCO BEWWAMY?” Wells screams to Bell, practically piercing my eardrum as he looked at us wide-eyed. God, I loved these two.

“Of course I missed you, Welly,” this time it was Wells’ turn to cover his cheeks as Bellamy smiled at him.

“Come on inside, Bell. We don’t want the neighbours to think we’re raising a barn,” you chuckle as Bellamy follows you inside.

“Have they eaten yet?” Bellamy puts Costia on his back and Wells demands I give him the same treatment.

“Yes, they’ve eaten. They just had some pasta. Have you eaten?” You hold Wells up as his pudgy little hands use your head as a drum.

“Yes, I’ve eaten,” Bell laughs and I glare at him. “I also had some pasta.”

“Nice! I was thinking of giving these two ice cream, but I don’t want them to get even crazier,” you emphasized the ice cream bit to get their attention and it worked.



“Okay, maybe getting them all riled up while they’re wrapped around our necks wasn’t such a good idea,” Bell hissed at you playfully and you start moving side to side with Wells still on your shoulders.

He squeals and holds on tight while you make airplane sounds for him. He giggles and lifts his arms up, kind of like super man. To end the extravaganza, you lightly throw yourself forward so that Wells lands on the couch laughing and clapping.

All the while, Bellamy was watching you in awe. He never knew you were so good with kids. Your interactions with your godkids made Bellamy’s heart flutter.

“My tuwn unco BEWWAMY MY TUWN!” Costia claps excitedly over Bellamy’s shoulders, waiting for her turn.

“Hold on tight, because this ride… is about to get bumpyyyyy!” Bellamy whooshes around and Costia gasps excitedly, holding onto his head.

Seeing Bellamy with kids made you feel wierd… good wierd. Every turn he made with Costia on his shoulders, every time he made her laugh and squeal. You always knew Bellamy would be good with kids, but seeing it in person made your ovaries crazy.

“And time for a WHOA–” Bellamy did a little shimmy causing the twins to burst into laughter. “Time for a fun wiggly, landing!”

He leaned back against the couch and gently pulled Costia’s arms off of his shoulders, causing her to fall onto the couch, giggling.

“YAYYYYYY!” The kids clap excitedly as you and Bellamy take your final bows.

“It’s time for ice cream!” You sing excitedly as the little demons squeal and clap. “Costia, Wells, you two stay here! Uncle Bellamy and I will bring you ice cream, okay?”

They sing and laugh and talk to each other while Bellamy joins you in the kitchen, a soft smile on his face.

“What?” You whisper, a blush on your cheeks as you avoid looking at him.

“I never knew you were so good with kids,” Bellamy whispers, standing directly behind you.

“Yeah, well I knew you’d be good with kids,” you pull out the ice cream and turn around, coming face to face with Bell. “You’re good with everyone.”

Originally posted by belarkee

His eyes are fixated on your lips for a second too long and before you can tease him about it, he leans forward and presses his lips against yours. His hands cup your face, gently pushing away the stray hair that’d managed to fall across your forehead. He pulls his head back after a few seconds, opening his mouth to say something only to be cut off by a phone call.

“I GOT IT!” Wells calls out and you drop the ice cream on the table, but before you can stop him, he’s already picked it up. “Hi, mommy! UNCO BEWWAMY KISSED AUNT Y/N!”

He and Costia fall into a fit of giggles as you snatch the phone away from the little punk.

“Clarke, look I can–”

“I’ll yell at you about this another time! Right now, all you need to know is that we just had a healthy, adorable, chunky little baby boy. His name is Jacob,” Clarke whispers breathlessly. “Lexa is healthy, too. Happier than ever.”

“Oh, thank god,” you smiled and turned to Bellamy. “They had a little boy.”

“Oh that’s great!” Bellamy smiles widely and makes his way over to you, resting a hand on the middle of your back.

“Oh, and Y/N?”

“Yes Clarke?”

“Lexa says you’re welcome.”


[requested by anonymous]

Preference #11 They're reaction to you being pregnant

Bellamy Blake: Bellamy walked into the medical wing and his eyes immediately landed on you. You were talking with Abby when he same over. He grabbed your hands. This morning you had thrown up yet again like you have been for awhile now.
“Are you okay?! Is she okay?!” He asked as he squeezed her hands. Bracing himself for the delivery of the news that you only had days to live-
“Bellamy…there’s…we need to talk…” (Y/n) bit her lip as Bellamy nodded. Abby patted her shoulder with a warm smile before walking away.
“Are you dying?!” He whispered with tears in his eyes. He brought her into a hug.
“What?! No! Bellamy I’m…I’m pregnant.” She whispered a Bellamy gasped. He pulled away with big brown eyes.
“You’re…we’re…we’re going to have a baby?!” He whispered as tears threatened to spill. She nodded as a grin made its way to his lips.
“I’m so excited! Oh my god-I’m gonna be a dad!” He cheered as he peppered kisses all over her face and neck. She giggled. He made his way to his her small bump.
“Hi baby. It’s me…your daddy…i can’t wait to meet you…you’re gonna be so loved baby…” He sniffed as tears spring into her eyes.
“We’re gonna be the cutest goddamn family-oh my god! We have to tell Octavia!” He shouted as he scooped her up and sprinted to find Octavia.
John Murphy: “What the hell is wrong with you!?”
“How can you flirt with him in front of me like that?!”
“Dammit Murphy I wasn’t flirting!”
“Oh yeah?! Maybe I should just go!”
“Don’t you dare leave me John Murphy!”
“And why shouldn’t I princess?!” John screamed as tears pooled in your eyes. The next sentence came out like word vomit.
“I CAN’T RAISE THIS BABY ALONE MURPHY.” Murphy froze. (Y/n)’s eyes widened as she burst into sobs. Her back hitting the wall behind her as she slid down it. Pulling her knees to her chest as she stared at the forming bump with sadness.
Murphy was still. He…he was going to be a dad? Someone was going to look up to him? He slowly walked over as he slid next to her. Bringing his arms to pull her into his lap. She didn’t object. He rested his chin on her back as he rubbed her back. His shaky hand resting on the small bump.
“I-I’m not going anywhere…I’m not gonna leave you. I love you.”
Jasper Jordan: Jasper stared at (Y/n) as she walked back through the gates of the camp. His eyes dropped to the small bump that was her stomach. He sprinted to her as tears filled her eyes. She had been in Polis making peace, he of course protested strongly but it caused he young couple to become in a fight. She told him only minutes before that she was pregnant. Now here she was again. Glowing. Her bump the size of a small ball. Only about 5 months along
“You’ve gotten so big…I missed you so much…god I’ve missed you two.” He cried as he squatted to press a kiss to her bump. She let out a breathy laugh as she wiped away tears.
“We’ve missed you too…” She cried as he enveloped her in a hug.
“I’m never letting you both out of my sight again…” He whispered as they held each other close.
Lincoln: Lincoln stared at (Y/n). She had been avoiding him all day.
“What is going on (Y/n)?! what did I do?!” He begged as he walked closer to her.
“Is it something I said-”
“I’m pregnant okay?!” She snapped as his eyes widened. It darted to her stomach. A small bump.
“I guess I have been for awhile…just found out today.” She whispered. She burst into tears as she clung to Lincoln. Lincoln held her close. Cradling her head. Pressing a sweet kiss to her forehead. They both knew it would be hard. Especially now they were on this hell hole of a planet where people died in the blink of an eyes.
“We’re gonna be fine…we’re gonna be okay…we’re gonna have this baby…a-and we’re gonna watch them grow…I’ll be damned if i let anybody hurt you two okay?!” He whispered as it dawned on him.
“I’m gonna be a dad…” He smiled. She couldn’t help but smile at his excitement. It was going to be difficult. But when you weren’t alone.
Roan: Roan laid in his make shift bed. His stunning girlfriend came in and noticed his form on the bed.
“Hello my prince.” She whispered nervously.
“Hello my princess…how was your day?” He asked as he took note of her nervousness.
“G-good.” She sat on the bed. Back facing to him. His large hands reached and traced her spine. She jumped.
“You’re nervous…why is that?” He asked in a gravely voice.
“Speak, my gona-”
“I’m pregnant.” She blurted as she turned to him. He raised a brow.
“Is that all?”
“Y-you’re not angry?!”
“And why would I be my gona? We are going to having a little warrior.” He (surprisingly) smiled as he tucked a wavy lock of her hair behind her ear.
“They will be tough…head strong…just like you my beautiful princess.”
“Hopefully they won’t have your temper.” She giggled warmly.
“Hopefully they will not have your wit, my love.”

you left
you left me
you had gotten bored of me you told me what we had was “puppy love”
three years all i had were memories of what we use to be or almost were
i was suffering with you on my mind
two years for me to not think about you everyday
three years to not think about you at all
you came back
you came back to me
god oh god have i missed you
and you missed me
its been two months since you came back to me
i feel my self growing bored of you
i realise how much i have changed
and how little you have changed