god i love you so

dear arohas

A huge part of you is in awe.

You look at these six boys and wonder, for days and weeks and months, how six boys could mean so much to you in less than a year. You, who has been there since their days of being confined to just the training rooms, and you, who stayed through the cringe-worthy episodes of To Be Continued (and Clap Clap). You’ve been there by their sides during the most important time of their lives and still loved them for all their cheek and socks over jeans. You loved them all the same.

And even if you weren’t there before, even if you had stumbled across these six boys without meaning to on a random, beautiful day, even if you decided to love them midway through their Summer Vibes or Confession eras, you are here, and that is all that matters.

You wonder how it happened and why it did. Idly, you think that the reason you love them so much is probably because of the way they just are. You love them for how they’re just happy to be able to do what they love, and you love them because they’re just– themselves. They are not afraid to be themselves.

Then you backtrack and realise you don’t really need a reason, do you? You just do. That is all that matters.

Three years, five years, ten years from now, you’ll still be here. You’ll look back at the first time you met these six boys and wonder where the days have gone, and then you’ll look forward to the days that wait for you both. You will still be here, and they will always be here for you, too.

Nothing could ever be quite as wonderful.

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siffieleafy submitted: Lady Suzanne as she prepares herself to conquer the Thicket of Doubt and Uncertainty with her trusty blade “Willpower”. May her rule be long and just, and her blade never dull.

((I’ve noticed stuff and things have been tough for you these last days, and in a effort to pull myself out of the inky abyss of disparity​ I’m going to grapple you along.
Sorry for the wonky inking, I was in a rush to get this to you. Lofe you muchly, bunny. Keep on trooping!!!))

(You’ve always been an inspiration to me, and as I grapple myself out of my own dispair I will take you with me, come ell or high water))

*looks into inbox, sees what you’ve done, slowly crumples to the floor*

Originally posted by forbeautifulpeopletv

This is actually what my face is doing, no lie. But for God’s sake, how on earth am I supposed to react when you…!

Y-you made into a Warrior Girl! You made me into a Lady Knight. 

Siffie, I can’t even get into how much this means to me. I am so beyond enormously touched and will have set up a new life upon the floor because you knocked me down so hard with this. 

Thank you. Thank you, darling, for having so much faith in me and so much love. Words can’t even hope to capture how I feel right now. 

{You actually submitted this two times, I hope you don’t mind that I adapted and added some of the text}

anonymous asked:

I've been reading your responses to anons and I just wanted to let you know I am NOT fooled by your whole "Angel sent from above" act. Your stories are kinky as hell it's honestly making me feel like you have a whole jekyll and hyde thing going on. But by all means continue. You're getting me through these lonely nights 😉😉




This just.

I love you.


So much.

anonymous asked:

Things Shelby would say during sex?

During sex Shelby would say:

~”Oh, y/n…”

~”Yes..god yes..”


~”Don’t stop, oh god don’t stop!”

~”I-I love you…I love you..so much.”

~”Oh my god..yes!”

“Please… I need you.”

(Thank you so much for the request, darling!!! I would love to see more requests like this! Much love, xoxoxo)

A Love Letter to You

Thank you. I thank God so much so often for the experience I had with you. I was in a bad place before you, I was stupid and prideful and didn’t let God take charge of certain parts of my life. The moment I let go and let Him take control He brought me to you.

You showed me what I want and deserve. You showed me that men like you exist, are hard to find, and are more than worth waiting for. You were the first man to ever pray with me. You were the first man that made me say “God, THIS is what I’ve spent my entire life wanting.”

I’ve made a lot of stupid decisions. I have a lot of regrets in my dating life. But I will never regret you. I will never regret knowing you, caring for you, giving myself to you in various ways. My only regret is not being at a place where I could properly put in the effort you did. And for that I am sorry. I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like you were putting in an unfair amount of effort compared to me. Believe that I was amazed and grateful that you believed I was worth that effort, and I wished with my whole heart that I was able to do more to show you how I felt.

If you’ll allow me to boost your ego a moment: you’ve ruined dating for me. I’m no longer satisfied with “nice” or even “good” guys. All I want now are Godly men. Men who will bring me closer to Christ the way you did. (The first time I truly noticed you was when you asked me to help with communion a year ago today. The first time I noticed you you literally brought my close to Christ. Honestly, you can’t make this stuff up.)

You are an incredible man. And to have known you the way I did- to have absolutely adored you, to have held you in my arms and call you mine for that brief time, to know you felt something real for me- is one of the great blessings of my life.

You probably don’t remember a lot of the little details that I remember. Maybe it’s because I’m a girl, maybe it’s because I’m a writer. But on our first date I was sick. And it rained. And as we walked outside I thought “God, I must look like a mess.” And at that moment you turned and just LOOKED at me. I’ve never been looked at that way before. And you said “You are so beautiful.” In that moment, I knew that I, as a creation of God, deserve to be looked at that way.

I’m going to be incredibly candid. And this is why I wanted to say it face to face.
When I saw you at this summer for the first time since we ended, I found myself emotional. I realized the impact you had and the imprint you have left on my heart. During adoration, I thanked God immensely for you. And I asked Him to help me trust Him the way I did when He led me to you. If you are a preview of the life God has in store for me, I call myself blessed beyond words.

You may not have loved me, but you showed me His love. And I am so so grateful to have known and loved you.
So just know that somewhere in this world is someone who is grateful for you and the man that you are. Know that someone is constantly praying for you. You and your happiness are in my prayers always.
Thank you. More than words can say. Thank you.


You don’t have to separate these things with Jefferson. He can have written this incredible document, and several incredible documents, that we all, sort of- with things that we all believe in. And he sucks.

I think those are both true, and those have to be both true. I think we really have to stop separating them, ‘cause that’s when you get into trouble. That’s when you stop letting people be whole people.


—Still, if you experience that moment, it’ll really get you hooked on volleyball.

it’s the fact they have been through so much that makes it so hard for me to stop crying tbh. 

it’s the fact that they went through so much as trainees in such a competitive world such as kpop where some managing labels go so far as to physically abuse or even mentally abuse idols into acting a way they want (and it’s the fact that this very well most likely happened to bts with that mishap with their one manager last year). it’s the fact that they’ve been told they wouldn’t make it, the fact that they’ve struggled so hard to prove them all wrong and to deliver each comeback with such precise choreo; the fact that they’ve literally worked big hit from the bottom up, going from having to use their manager’s car while filming mvs to exploding cars and hiring hundreds of extras in only a few years time; the fact that, the one time in kobe when they couldn’t perform, yoongi was so physically hurt and depressed that he had let the fans, that he had let us, down that he went back to the stage in kobe; the fact that he cried and then said that he knows crying is losing only to burst into tears tonight for winning artist of the year because he hasn’t lost, because he’s won something he’s been striving for for so long; it’s the fact that namjoon, the smart leader who always knows how to carry the group through thick and thin, was physically speechless and started crying even before he could talk because he’s talked about being depressed and feeling useless and now he’s won such a huge award; it’s the fact that these boys have been with each other through literally everything with awkward and shy trainee days, to becoming family when they can’t even have the chance to see their own biological family, to encouraging jungkook to come out of his shell and for consoling taehyung when his grandmother passed away. it’s the fact that they’ve tried so hard to win a daesang and they’ve finally did it and it’s only the beginning of more wonderful achievements to come, 

and I couldn’t be prouder.  

you dont need to know anything for sure. the fact that girls make your heart go thwump thwump or that you think about them a lot or you want to be held in a girl’s arms is enough. definitions are fun, but defining who you are is a journey. just be. 


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