god i love how much everyone loves him

Dating Stiles Stilinski Would Include...
  • stiles constantly asking for assurance that you actually love him
  • him always putting you first
  • long, sweet kisses
  • he’d always want to be touching you somehow, even if it was just holding your hand
  • trying to keep you safe from everything
  • jeep sex
  • stiles pissing you off and then telling you how much he loves you
  • “i love you too, you fucker.”
  • everyone cringing at your relationship but also secretly admiring it
  • cuddles from behind
  • stiles being the big spoon when you have nightmares
  • rubbing it in theo’s face that stiles got you instead of him
  • awkward dates 
  • watching his lacrosse games
  • keeping a spare bat in your room just in case
  • noah loving you and considering you as his daughter
  • the pack always watching over you because they know how much you mean to stiles
  • rough sex 
  • sex
  • jeep sex
  • arguing over watching star wars
  • “star trek is better.”
  • “i swear to god, i’ll suffocate you.”
  • makeup sex
  • supporting one another through hard times
  • helping him study
  • practically living with him and his dad
  • you’re his anchor, and he’s yours

tell me what you thought!
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arin “egoraptor” hanson is a very talented artist and voice actor. his “bad gaming skills” do not discredit the his amazing talents in other areas. he should not be hated for his opinions on gaming topics, unpopular or otherwise. he is a very funny, very kind, very talented individual. he built the game grumps company from the ground up and, without him, we would not have the beloved channel and all of the youtube shows that we love so much. please recognize how wonderful and talented he is. please be thankful for all he has done and brought to us. 

please appreciate arin “egoraptor” hanson. thank you. that is all. 

MC: Why is everyone always misunderstood you? TT_TT

Jumin: Ssh.. it’s okay, my love… I’m used to it besides I only need you to understand me… 

No jumin don’t familiarize yourself with it TT_TT I don’t understand at all of how people could have the heart to hate him u.u My honey bunny deserves more loves and hugs~ God I love him so much~

just wanted to experiment with this style for science purpose lol…and how to bg?

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PARTS: 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // epilogue

Pairing: Jimin x reader
Words: 7,760
Genre: smut, angst, supernatural au.
click here for warnings by part (potential spoilers).

When playing the lying game, there are but two rules. The first is to be convincing. Live the lie, breathe the lie, believe it so wholeheartedly it becomes your new truth. The second is to always remember there are other players in the game, some of whom have been playing it far longer than you.

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how about instead of being pissed about hiveswap again we all be happy that its karkats birthday and he deserves all the love in the world and im so proud of him and im so happy that hes come so far and is at a place where he is safe and can be himself with people who love him and oh my fucking god i love him so much im crying making this post everyone go home and happy birthday karkat







Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: Natasha Romanoff and Tony Stark

Words: 886

Warnings: mentions of alcohol

Tags: @vashanatasha

Request: none

Notes: none

Originally posted by little--batman

Opening your eyes that morning was like stabbing them the moment the sun came into your view. At the same time, a pounding started inside your head making you groan and letting you feel how sore your throat was. Water. You needed water. First, you took a deep breath and sat up on the slowly, but you still got dizzy so you had to lie down again. Damn alcohol.

Judging by the amount of light coming through your window, you imagined it must be around noon so it wasn’t surprising that you were in bed alone. Bucky would had been up for hours now.

It took you around three time to get you out of bed without getting dizzy and still, you didn’t feel too safe on your own feet yet. Slowly, you grabbed one of Bucky’s hoodies, put on your woolly socks and left the room. As you went downstairs, you could hear the team talking in the living room. Damn lucky bastards. Steve and Bucky couldn’t even get drunk, Natasha had too much control over herself to drink that much and Tony always managed to avoid hangovers, it didn’t matter how much he drank. Your only hangover partner used to be Wanda but she was out of town with Clint.

“There she is!” Natasha exclaimed when you made your appearance.

She has a hangover oh! She’s been drinking too much!” Tony sang making them laugh.

“Noisy” you mumbled as you headed towards the kitchen without paying too much attention to their mocking.

When you walked into the kitchen, you went straight to the fridge and grabbed some water to drink, not even bothering on grabbing a glass. Glasses weren’t important; water was.

“How are you feeling?” Bucky’s voice said behind you. With a sigh you turned around to face him. Despite how awful you were feeling, a smile appeared on your lips as you saw his.

“I think I’m dead”, you replied making him laugh.

“You definitely look like you are” he smirked walking over you.

“That’s nice” you rolled your eyes.

He laughed and wrapped his arms around you, hugging you, so you could place your head over his shoulder and close your eyes. No. Bad idea. The moment you closed your eyes, the dizziness came back so you pushed them back open and took a step away from your boyfriend who looked at you with confusion for a moment, before getting it.

“Dizzy?” He asked.

“My head is spinning more that after flying with Tony” you mumbled.

“I’m not surprised. You were so wasted last night” he said stroking your hair slowly. You took another sip from the bottle and looked at him, expecting a lecture.

“Did I say or do something too stupid?” You asked, not being able to remember a single thing.

“Don’t worry” he chuckled. “You were adorable actually, telling everyone how much you loved them” he added.

“Oh God…loving drunk. My favourite” you said sarcastic.

“Actually you said something it surprised me”, he said.

Panicking you looked at him. You knew the big mouth you could be when you were drunk, so you didn’t even know what to expect when it came to alcohol and Bucky mixed. Probably it wasn’t something too bad, since he was grinning like a real idiot.

“You said you wanted to marry me someday”, he said.

“Oh…did I?” You whispered blushing.

It was true though. You loved the man that was standing right in front of you, more than anyone else in this world. You knew he was the love of your life, you didn’t want anyone else with you. You wanted a life and a family with him, but you had always been too scared to bring it up since, maybe, it would have been so much for him. Apparently, Drunk (Y/N) wasn’t that scared of the repercussions of that statement.

“Was it true? Or was the alcohol talking?” He asked taking your hand.

“Don’t people say that drunks always tell the truth?” You asked back as you bite your lip.

“They do”, he nodded with a smile.

“There you have your answer” you shrugged looking down at the bottle.

He took the bottle from your hands and put it away, before grabbing your chin and making you look up to those piercing eyes.

“Then I do”, he said making your heart skip a beat.

“W-what? Are…are you proposing? Have I proposed? What?” You started asking confused and suddenly nervous. You did want to marry him someday but you weren’t ready to take that step yet. He laughed a little and kissed your forehead.

“None of it. It’s just a promise…that one day, when our lives are not this messy or in danger every time we go out on a mission, I will marry you” he told you.

“Really?” You asked biting your lip.

“Of course. Plus, I love how (Y/N) sounds” he shrugged making you laugh.

“You’re an idiot” you said grabbing his head to pull him down towards your lips and kiss him, but he pulled away way too soon.

“Ok, go brush your teeth. Jeez” he said giving the bottle back to you. “Damn hangover” he mumbled walking back to the living room, leaving you even more confused with a bottle of water on your hand. He was weird.

What if I want to tell the world?

It’s one thing to keep their relationship a secret from the general public. As a Russian playing in the NHL, Alexei knows it’s best for both himself and for Kent that they keep it a secret. But it’s another thing to keep their relationship a secret from everyone else in their lives. Family, friends and teammates alike, no one knows that Kent and Alexei are together.

It was a tough decision. Part of Alexei knows it’s for the best. He knows why it’s protecting them both. But the other part of Alexei wants to scream from the mountain tops that he’s madly in love with Kent Parson. He wants to share the cute photos Kent sends of Kit in a Falconers jersey with the world. And maybe the screenshots he takes of Kent in Alexei’s Falconers hoodie when they FaceTime. He at least wants to share them with his teammates. Maybe his mama, too.

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Voltron Reality Show Hc's

Okay, so a few weeks ago one of my favorite artists @pngpotpies made a text post saying how cool a voltron reality show would be. i really liked the idea so i decided to write some headcanons on it! 

  • The premise of the show is following the 5 paladins as they all try to all live in space together with two actual aliens.
  • (Their lions are the ‘booth’ they talk in to gossip, like people do in reality shows)
  • Hunk and Lance are childhood best friends, but otherwise they’re all strangers to each other. 
  • Pidge: “I’m only here for complete nerd purposes, remember that before trying to befriend me.” Lance:”So you’re saying you wouldn’t go against me at Mario Kart in space?” Pidge: “…touché”

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Hard Work

pairing: Lin-Manuel Miranda/Reader

word count: 1356

warnings: a few swear words

summary: Shouldn’t an interview be about a person’s career, and not their love life? (Y/N) doesn’t mind. Much.

a/n: i wrote this in 20 minutes and its unedited. be kind thanks

“Lin and I never found love. It wasn’t something that came out of the blue and sprung itself upon us.” (Y/N) gently chuckled, her hands perfectly folded in her lap. It was the only way she could refrain from picking at a loose thread that hung from her skirt. No one noticed it except her, and she didn’t want to bring attention to it. “We worked hard to get to where we are now. I’m pretty sure he hated me when we first met. I was the perfectionist in college and he…wasn’t…” The audience laughed, and she wasn’t sure if it was about her minor quip or her bright pink face.

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anonymous asked:

"I hate how much I love you" Prinxiety?

Okay this was really cute.


If there was one thing in the world that Prince did not understand was love. Which was painfully ridiculous, since he was the one that should control Thomas in that department. But it was just… sometimes love made no sense and he had no idea how to figure it out.

He knew he loved Anxiety. He had known for a very long time now. But he was so… intolerable. He was so annoying and he stressed Prince beyond belief and he just wanted to scream to his face and walk away, but then Anxiety would give him those eyes or just touch him and all the anger would disappear and Prince would melt all over again.

And he hated it. He hated it so much. Never before he had been so vulnerable and ridiculous while in love with someone, but Anxiety just… he could control him like a puppet and there was nothing he could do.

He hated it, but that was love.


Anxiety couldn’t stand Prince sometimes. He was just too much, always getting into his nerves and talking about stupid things and making Anxiety extremely irritated.

He was the optimism in person and Anxiety couldn’t deal with how he always saw everything by the bright side and just wanted to help everyone and take care of everyone, including Anxiety himself, who surely needed no one’s help, thank you very much.

And yet, he couldn’t stop the feeling in his heart every time Prince said something stupid about how Anxiety was slightly prettier that particular day, or how he would stupidly start singing and enchant everyone with his sweet voice.

Anxiety hated it so much because he knew he couldn’t hate it because he loved Prince in a way that he shouldn’t.

Prince would never love him and honestly… Love was terrible.

He just wanted to get rid of it.


“God dam it Princey, I already said it, don’t like it, don’t eat it”

Prince groaned, rubbing his forehead.

“The problem, Anxiety, is that weird popcorn of yours leaves a terrible smell all over the house and it makes me sick” Prince groaned, while Anxiety just picked another handful of popcorn and tossed into his mouth. “How can you even eat that?”

“It’s Worcestershire sauce” Anxiety said, rolling his eyes, before frowning. “And it’s not that bad. The smell is good”

“It’s terrible! It makes me want to throw up” Prince said loudly, before he received a bunch of popcorn on the face, making him freeze on the spot.

He felt his blood boiling and he was ready to attack Anxiety before he heard a loud laugh and looked up, seeing the younger trait covering his face with his hands while he giggled.

And damn… if that wasn’t the most beautiful sound Prince had ever heard before.

“Your face…” Anxiety giggled, and Prince frowned, before he smirked and pulled the bowl out of Anxiety’s arms and put it away. “Hey!”

“My face hun?” he asked, moving closer to Anxiety and holding his waist, making the younger trait suck up on his laughing, cheeks becoming slightly pink, eyes widening.

“Prince, what are you doing?” he asked, shakily, and Prince pressed him against the sink, smirking widely for a second before starting to giggle. “What?!” Anxiety asked, frustrated, their bodies pressing together.

“Your face” Prince said, smirking, and Anxiety rolled his eyes, looking away.

“Yeah whatever. Let me go now. I have popcorn to eat” he said, but Prince didn’t move. Anxiety sighed. “Come on, pretty boy. I am tired of this little game”

“Are you really?” Prince asked, smirking again, leaning down and making Anxiety hold his breath again. “Don’t you want to move on to the next level?”

“Prince… what are you doing?” Anxiety breathed shakily, and Prince tilted his head.

“Something crazy…” he mumbled, before he leaned fully in, pressing his lips to Anxiety’s, holding his waist gently pressed against the sink.

It took Anxiety a second to respond, but as he did, he wrapped his arms around the royal’s neck and pulled him closer, kissing him back almost desperately, his heart beating faster than ever.

They pulled back after a few seconds, breathing shakily.

“I love you…”

They smiled.

Even that they said together.

It must have been love, then.

My thoughts on Power Rangers

First off, you should know that this is all coming from a huge Power Rangers fan. I loved this series as a kid, so I was always going to get at least a little enjoyment out of this movie for nostalgia reasons. Is my opinion biased? Hell yeah it is because I love Power Rangers. Now let’s dig in. Spoilers ahoy!

I gotta give it up to Dacre Montgomery for actually getting me to like him. He was the one going in that I just didn’t care about. Jason was always my least favorite out of the group from the original series. But Dacre did a great job of getting me to feel bad for him. Sure, the “you are the leader” stuff was a little much, but I loved his relationship with everyone on the team and how he actually cared about them. He could have come across as just a jerk, but he didn’t. Props to him.

Now for my favorite thing about the movie. Billy. Oh my god, someone turn RJ Cyler into a superstar right now. I had heard he was great in this movie, but I didn’t know how great he’d be. He was just a scene stealer in every scene. I loooved the scene when he first morphed. I loved how he was the heart of the team. Everyone cared about him, even when they didn’t like each other, and it was heartbreaking when he “died.” It was great how they all came together because of him. That felt perfect.

The relationship between Billy and Jason was great. One of the strongest aspects of the movie, for sure. My favorite scene in the movie might have actually been when the two of them hugged when Billy came back to life. It was just sooo sweet and they both played it so well. Also, my new ship.

I loved all the characters, truly. Naomi Scott has just proved why she needs to be the next Hollywood leading lady. She was excellent in the movie. She really sold Billy’s death scene. A lot of that was on her. Becky G was adorable as Becky, and was able to sell herself as a nobody despite the fact that she’s gorgeous, which was impressive. I wish we could have scene more of this friendship, because they were great every time they were on screen together.

More Zack would have made the movie better too. I liked every scene he was in, but I could have used even more. Ludi did a really good job. I loved Zack’s friendship with Trini. That was really cute, and it was there without seeming forced. His relationship with his mom was also adorable.

As for the other characters. Elizabeth Banks as Rita was a lot of fun, and she actually felt menacing. Bryan Cranston was perfectly cast as Zordon. And Bill Hader was great as Alpha Five.


I won’t lie, the movie did drag a little bit in the middle. At some point, I was just ready to see them morph. But I did like the character building scenes of them getting to know each other. I also wish we had more time to see them fight in their suits before they went into their zords, but I get why that happened.

The entire final battle was just nonstop action fanservice and I loved every second of it. The “hold the line” scene was a little over the top but it still worked and I felt like we had gotten to know these characters enough to actually care about them so seeing them almost die was actually impactful.

The after credits scene! Tommy is coming!

But yeah, that’s just a ramble of my initial feelings about the movie. I’m sure I’ll post more about it. I had so much fun watching it, and I’m ready for the sequels.

Rammstein in Paris: Quick Thoughts

So, I went to the screening and I’m going to share some of my thoughts and actions:

  • One of the top comments on the life feed on Rammstein’s page stated that Jonas needs to calm down, they think he’s given them seizures. I cackled, but it’s true; this film has a LOT of VERY frantic moments that are quite extended in some places. I’m not qualified to give an epilepsy warning, but I WILL say those prone to migraines or oversensitive to flashing lights/images or frantic editing might want to watch out.
  • I LOVE the way most of the songs are introduced, their ‘title cards’. The only ones I didn’t really like were Mutter (it took me forever to realise that’s what the words were going to spell out as they were written) and Feuer Frei! (font was tacky). Buch Dich’s one was fucking hysterical, though.
  • On that note, I really don’t need to see Flake’s pale flat arsecrack for a good solid lifetime now.
  • Irritated, abusive, sloppily dressed housewife Schneider is the best.
  • No matter how much it would have been rehearsed, him ‘kicking’ members down the steps to the second platform always look fucking painful.
  • The slow buildup at the start really does take a while to get going. If it’s for stragglers to get into theatre, very well done. I enjoy spooky sombre Rammstein and monk-like Ollie (did I mention how much I FUCKING LOVE monk-themed Ollie because I do).
  • Paul is a goofball and everyone loves him. Everyone is solemn in the procession across the walkway. And there’s Paul doing an exaggerated stomping march (think Till when he’s getting off the platform in Wuhlheide at the start of Ich Tu Dir Weh, that kind).
  • OH MY GOD IS SCHNEIDER GOING TO DO A BACKFLIP oh thank fuck no he’s not jesus man don’t scare us.
  • Nice closeups of Ollie, the forgotten bassist. Between Paul the lovable ham, Flake the abused glitter giraffe, Richard the prima donna, Schneider from outer fucking space and melancholy boyish titan Till, Ollie is somewhat in the background. Easily the most dignified, and he gets some shine here.
  • Speaking of the glitter giraffe, HIS FUCKING MOUSTACHE.
  • I will never get sick of the concert addition of the ‘tick, tick-tick-tick, ticka-tick-tick’ for Mein Teil. I love that little earworm.
  • Till’s finger-in-mouth girly pout at his now empty dick is priceless.
  • As much as Jonas needs to calm the fuck down with his editing sometimes, when he gets it right, he gets it REALLY right. Closeups of Till really shine at certain moments, I can’t wait to see in-between screens for something.
  • Reptile tongue Till is cool until the second time when it looks fake as shit, and lightening fingers Flake is distracting. Also, floating spinning Till made me wonder if the migraine had started and was messing with my eyeballs.
  • Fuckers leaving before the end.
  • Fuckers STANDING IN FRONT OF THE SCREEN as the after-credits come on.
  • Flake staying behind to finish his parts, then casually fucking off as the show ends makes me cackle.
  • I feel sorry for the people behind fuckers who have banners in the crowds, I really do.
  • Till is melting ice-cream from his hair at one point. I know that’s not what it is, it just looks like that.
  • I say that as I am jealous since I am unpierceable. I had two Till left-eyebrow piercings and numerous others, but my body tries to eat them and they never heal fully.
  • Headbutting microphones and smashing cymbals. FUCK INSTRUMENTS WE ARE RAMMSTEIN.
  • Speaking of which, where did Paul and Richard’s en-flambé guitars go guys you can’t just edit them out of existence where did you throw them to did you just really not like the security in the pit around you.
  • “Paul. PAW-AUL. Fuck it, Paul, okay. And I know it’s Flack-eh, but to me it’s Flake. He’s a Cadbury chocolate”
  • Someone get Jonas on some ritalin plz

That’s all I can think of, I’ll add more later

I LOVE how even when kirby’s gotten a little more darker and a little more lore based dedede is STILL just  “sorta greedy penguin who just said he was ruler and everyone accepted it, pretends to dislike kirby but they’re bffs”

i love dedede so much, he’s just great

i love how NO ONE considers him a villain anymore, he’s just kirby’s big friend now, he hasn’t been a true villain since like the first kirby game ever, after that he’s either just been a bit of a rival or just possesed/misunderstood. and as of like, return to dreamland he’s just FLAT OUT kirby’s like, best pal and it’s so cute and so great and i love the kirby series so much oh my god im like 6

MOM HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!Please excuse the fact that the thing above looks like it was made in 2 minutes (because it was) I’m still pretty flustered about this all jfdks

Anyway, lordy jesus, its been nearly two years since this blog has been up??? Time flies. I can remember when I first decided to dive headfirst into the Indie scene with this blog and with Riku as a character in general. NGL I was legit a nervous wreck, because I’ve always just been apart of fandoms specifically and I didn’t???? Know what to do lol. But slowly, I branched out. Gained lots of amazing friends, lost some, saw some amazing characters that still hold themselves near and dear to my heart. I as well as Ri have experienced many things, many feelings, and none of which is regretted. 

I hope you continue to follow my progression with this nerd child and make you totes not regret having her on your dash jkds;

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julstudies  asked:

sometimes when i read about the Lord's incoming wrath i dislike him. well not really dislike? but i think of him as this grumpy unforgiving guy who's mad at everyone, and i end up liking Jesus more than him because Jesus is always so kind and forgiving and he's gentle with me when I make mistakes. there is something wrong with this, right?

Hi friend,

Never forget that Jesus is God. God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. 

I do get what you’re talking about if you’re talking about God in the Old Testament vs. God in the New Testament, however, because I used to feel the same way before I read the entirety of the Old Testament. 

Keep studying His Word, though. Keep learning more about Him and keep growing closer to Him and keep talking to Him. I think you’ll find with some more time and prayer and studying that God is so much more than you think He is right now. He’s not mad at everyone. He loves everyone. He loves everyone so much, in fact, that He sent us His Son. John 3:16. God is good and kind and loving and time and time again has kept His covenant with man. 

I think I used to take issue with the just part of God (which I think is the same thing you’re struggling with?). I wanted Him to be kind and caring and loving, not… just. Not… punishing. I didn’t understand how a God who is love could send people to hell. 

But the thing is, my friend, that we must remember that hell is what we all deserve. As humans–as sinners–we all deserve death, but God, through His Son, gives us life

Think of Him as a parent. As a child, you want your parent to say yes to everything you want and to never punish you or tell you that something you want to do/already did is wrong, but as an adult, you can see why your parent had to punish you and couldn’t always let you have your way. They were teaching you, training you, raising you up to be a kind/helpful/contributing member of society. 

That’s exactly what God is doing, too. He’s teaching us, He’s training us, He’s raising us up to be Godly men and women, and in order to do that, He must be loving, yes, but He must also be just. 

I pray this helps you and please know that I’m sending prayers up that you continue to grow closer to God each and every day and that you love and trust Him with all your heart and all your soul and all your mind. 

All my love,


Pan flute

From: smutandfluffohmy

Character parings: OUAT Peter Pan x Reader

A/N:This is how imagines are going to be formatted from now on btw! Also I’m sorry i’ve been MIA for a while but i’m being swamped with work and finals, Some of y’all may have noticed in the start I posted a lot and more frequently and that’s because I made this account over the summer when I had a lot of free time and summer is rolling around so HEYYYY MORE POST!!

Prompt request:  “Oops, I almost forgot, I wanted pan for the prompt request. Mine was the one with a lot of prompts… Sorry!:Hey for the prompt thing can you do: 9. “Why me?”, 18. "Take it out on me…”, 62. "I shouldn’t be in love with you.”, 91. "I think I’m in love with you and that scares me half to death.”, 137. "You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”, 153. "I love you, you asshole.” , 190. "Don’t you dare say you love me!”, and 195. "go on, just leave! that’s what everyone does anyway.” please and thanks :) Oh and if it’s too many you can take off a few. Oh and love your blog!!!!”

Warnings: Cursing

Ever since Emma and the rest of the heroes came and left with all the Lost Boys, Peter and you were the only people left in Neverland. Also Rumple who you found out is Peter’s son was not of much help since he  made it impossible for Peter to gather more Lost boys. 

“Come on Y/N I really need you to learn this song” Peter said huffing while running his fingers through his hair as he walked over to where you were sitting sharpening your knife. 

“I don’t know Peter I don’t see how I could play this”  You said as you put down your knife and turned the strange instrument Peter handed to you over in your hand “What is this instrument called?” You said as you looked up at Peter.

“A Panflute” Peter said under his breath causing you to burst out laughing. 

“Of course it is” You said smiling as you looked at the Panflute.

“Yea go ahead and laugh but I need you to do this because I found a loophole in my darling sons curse” Peter said sitting down next to you, he’s so close you could feel the heat radiating off him.

“And what would that be” You said looking at Peter.

“Well as he put it the next time someone plays the song I use to get my Lostboys will be the last time that person plays it.” Peter said looking over at you to see if you were understanding what he was saying. 

“But you need to play the song in order to leave Neverland” You said more confused as every word passed your lips. 

“Yes and No. Yes the song needs to be played in order to leave Neverland but it was never specified that I myself need to play it.So that’s why Y/n my dear will be playing it so we can leave and bring back our Lost boys” Peter said as his smile grew more and more till his face felt as if it was stretched out.You tried to ignore the butterflies you felt by how he used words such as ‘dear’, ‘we’ and ‘ours’.

“So let’s get started and teach me how to play”

                                            * 2 hours later* 

“Ok Y/N you got it now play it” Peter said smiling and waiting for you to play the song. Your blood running cold and with sweaty hands which you wiped on your sides, as you slowly placed the panflute to your lips playing the song till the end.

“Yes y/n you did it let’s go let’s get the Lost boys back” Peter said as he aproched you, to get the panflute back or not you don’t know but after 2 hours of Peter’s undivided attention you just felt the need to ask.

“Peter why me?” You said to Peter the words seeming to spill out of your mouth.

“What do you mean y/n” Peter said more than asked you as he hesiantly got closer to you.

“Why out of everyone that was taken away why was I the only one left behind” You said clutching the Pan flute closer to you as if it could protect you from your feelings or from his feeling more likely.

“I just fought to keep you alright it’s not important. Now come on we need to leave” Peter said stepping towards you once more.

“But why Peter why the hell did you fight for me why not for one of the boys! Why didn’t you fight for Felix! When I first got here all you did was make me feel like I wasn’t good enough. So why now Peter why do you suddenly care for me” You said stepping away from Peter the heels of  your feet hitting the log you were sitting on.

“Look y/n you can take out all your anger on me if you want. Just take it out on me but if you want the truth you just grew on me. I feel like we’re really good friends now okay” Peter said looking you in the eyes as he spoke sincerely but you felt as if he was leaving out part of the story.

“That’s bullshit Peter and you know it” You said as you got closer and jabbed your finger into his chest frustration filling you.

“You wouldn’t understand so I suggest that you just drop it” Peter said not sure if he shared your feelings of frustration or if he was getting angry and if maybe you should drop the issue.

“No Peter fuck you tell me why me because I’ve been here for god knows how long and you confuse the shit out of me. Day after day your emotions change around me. Some days we get along just fine and others you seem like you hate me with everything you got. So tell me Peter why didn’t you let them take me and wh-” You yelled at Peter your voice getting louder and louder as all the memories of Peter acting as he hated you and never letting any of the boys get too close to you and how you wanted to hate him but you couldn’t.

“Because I think I’m in love with you and that scares me half to death y/n shit and I shouldn’t be in love with you. Are you happy now? Go on, just leave! That’s what everyone does anyway.Leave the devil monster you think I am. Y/n spear me the speech of how much you hate me and how much I disgust you” Peter said yelling as he started walking the other direction.

“You couldn’t tell me this before? Damn it Peter I love you, you asshole. Why do you think I came to Never land with you without asking any questions? I loved the fairy tale Disney version of you and god I love this version of you too” You said running after Peter wanting him to stop and just look at you, everything felt so hazy and dream like you wanted Peter to look at you to make everything real.

“Y/n don’t you dare say you love me just because you’re scared of me” Peter said turning to look at you, making you stop in your tracks lost for words.Peter turning around and making himself magically disappear from in front of you. He ran away from you, from his problems, from his feelings leaving you all alone.

“But I do love you Peter. Disney version of you or not, fire red hair or not,Devil boy or not.I love you” You said to yourself as Peter was no where to be seen.

I see a lot of people posting on the web saying “God loves you just the way you are.” But how true is that?

We know God loves us, for He allowed His only Son to die for us. If He loved us just the way we are, why would He even need to have done that? He offered us a way out of sin! He offered us a way to be saved through Christ.

By saying “God loves me just the way I am” you are saying Christ’s sacrifice was in vain. You insult your Maker every single day by your apathy, your greed, your thoughts, your actions, by the things you say, with your ambition and all the other things that the Bible tells us are not of the Spirit. The “way you are” is a corrupt sinful creature that deserves nothing else besides to suffer in Hell for all of eternity, yet He loves you so much that Christ died for your sins.

God loves you so very much, DESPITE the way you are. He looks past all the sins and disobedience. Remember that He loves us so much that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. He didn’t wait for us to stop sinning to die for us, He died while we were sinner. He loves you so much that He doesn’t force Himself onto you, and you must be the one who must choose to follow Him. How would you like if someone forced themselves onto you just because they love you but you don’t? That’s not love. He loves you so much that He gives you free will to choose Him. He loves you so much that He lets YOU decide where you want to spend eternity, Heaven or Hell. It’s completely up to you.

You can reach out to Him as you are, because despite the way you are, He loves you all the same. You can turn to Him no matter how broken and lost you might be. Doesn’t matter if you are an atheist, a Muslim, a homosexual, a Buddhist, an addict, a murderer, a thief, a sexual deviant, etc, He loves you all the same. He loves you despite you being as lost and broken and any change that needs to happen will happen after you truly accept Him in your heart. You don’t need to be perfect to go to Him. Whatever needs to be changed in your life will happen once He’s in your life, if you are so willing to love Him as He loves you. How can you love God? Scripture tells us how we are to love Him and show Him our love, “this is what love for God is: to keep His commands.

Despite our horrible sinful behavior, He loves us so much that Christ died for ALL of us. That’s one thing that blows my mind. We go against Him every day and He knows that. The vast majority of the Earth doesn’t even acknowledge Him and are against Him, yet He loves them all the same. So many people living their sinful lives, yet He loves them. His love is mind-boggling. No human being could ever love as He does. The Bible tells us the kind of things we did to Him and how He endured them because of His incredible love towards us: we mocked Him, insulted Him, spat on His face, flogged Him and finally killed Him on a cross. After all that, how would you feel towards the people that did that to you? Even after all of that, He still loves us. His love is incomprehensible.

What if you don’t change after you accepted Him? And what if you go back to your old ways? Then you gotta wonder how true your love towards Him really was if you aren’t willing to make sacrifices, even self-sacrifices, to properly follow Him. To truly love Him is to obey Him, as Scripture tells us, so are you sure it wasn’t just a little crush you had on Him rather than true love? Does the Bible tell you how great your life will be once you accept Him, or how tough your life will become? Does the Bible tell you how the much the world will love you, or how much the world will hate you for following Him? Does the Bible tell you that your own family will rejoice for you, or how much they will be against you? But just remember, if you do follow Him and endure all the hardships, you will have eternity in Heaven and eternity beats this short life we get to experience. Go to Him as you are and obey His Word and let Him change you from inside out.

God loves you, not as you are but rather, despite the way you are. You will NEVER be perfect nor will you ever be even close to be sinless, yet that cannot let you stop from repenting of your sins and being true to follow His Word. You will never be perfect in this life, for this is a fallen world, yet He loves you and wishes you to follow His Word and spread His Gospel of love with your neighbor. God loves you enough to let you choose how you want to live your life. You can either follow Him or follow your heart’s desires. You can choose to bask on His grace or not. You can choose salvation or damnation. That’s an incredible love to allow such freedom.

I beg of you, don’t break His heart by forcing Him to send you to Hell. Going to Hell isn’t His doing, it’s entirely ours. We cannot blame Him if we end up in Hell because He loved us the entire time we were on this Earth and He allowed us to make the choice to be saved or not, rather than to force Heaven down our throats. He allowed Christ to die a horrible death so we can have a way out of sin! All He ever wanted is for us to love Him. And again, how do we show our love? The Bible tells us exactly how we can show our love towards Him, “this is what love for God is: to keep His commands.” God doesn’t want anyone to go to Hell, as Scripture tells us, “He does not want anyone to be destroyed, but wants everyone to repent.” So, I beg of you, please repent, accept His love, believe in Christ and obey Him.

Choose to love God as much as He loves you while there is still time.

sometimes I’m just really overwhelmed with my love for exo. like, they bring me so much joy??? like not just them as a group, but them as individuals as well. kyungsoo is literally the squishiest, most adorable man ever and although he doesn’t like to be called cute, he definitly is and his voice is so soothing and calming and i love him so much!!!! and chanyeol is literally the smollest giant ever and an actual saint like he feeds homeless kittens and make music and he’s a giant ball of fun and make my best friend so happy and im just so greatful for his existence and his voice is literally the best thing known to mankind i just love him som much!!! jongdae’s vocals is actually god like and I want to fcking cuddle him because that’s how cute he is and his laugh can cure cancer and his whining is iconic i just really fcking love jongdae!!! and suho is so fcking gorgeous like dont fight me this is the most beautiful man i have ever seen in my life and he loves everyone so much and he is funny!!!!!!!!! like honestly i want to thank suho for existing because it makes my life so much easier like i love him so much!!! kai is an actual ball of fluff and will laugh 10/10 times of everything and he just really just love his dogs and dancing and exo and it makes me so happy that he always go 110% in to everything he does he’s actually so amazing kai is literal sunshine i just love him!!!! lay is actually such a wonderful person because he just is and he’s the actual king and i want to cry because he’s so cute like he’s such a precious little thing and i want to protect him against evil and his dancing is sinful and just i lov lay!!!!!! xiumin is the fake maknae and actual oldest but i actually dont believe he is real at all like he is an anime character there is no way in hell anyone can look so perfect in real life i want to fcking kiss him like wtf he’s ethereal like can we sit down for a minute and talk about fcking kim minseok like jfc he’s amazing and wonderful and his voice is like velvet and i just love him so much wtf!!!!! oh sehun the one and only, the tower, the most amazing man who actually is the cutests lille boy who loves vivi more than vivi loves him :((( and he’s so precious and just loves all his older members and fans and is actually so deep and smart but still adorable and he loves dancing and i just really love sehun so much!!!! baekhyun… the love of my life and the most precious human being on earth, lay and aeri’s #1 fanboy and actual owner of my heart he always make sure everyone is okay and care so much for everyone, his personality is wonderful his voice is fcking the most amazing his dancing is also so fcking fantastic and i could watch him perform for days he’s the cutest and he’s sinful and ethereal and i want to cry because of how perfect he is please i actually am so in love with him it hurts… he just lights up my world like no one can and i just am so grateful for him .. guys I just really love exo :((

Tony & Clay cooking in the kitchen goes wrong

I decided to combine my anonymous request of clony being married and my friend @linkkay idea about Clay offering to help Tony in the kitchen. I hope you guys like it! Don’t forget to send me fic ideas if you have them :)

This was the first time the Padilla’s were hosting Thanksgiving at their place. That is, Tony and Clay Padilla.

They had only been married a year and a half but that didn’t discourage Tony from wanting to host and cook for his loved ones. Clay didn’t mind the company either but when it came to the cooking…he was absolutely terrible to put it bluntly.

Fortunately, Clay and Tony’s parents offered to bring dishes so all of the work wouldn’t fall on Tony. The main thing that needed to be done was the turkey and some deserts. 

As Tony was finishing up with the turkey and placing it in the oven, Clay rounded the corner with a huge grin on his face.

“Hey babe,” Clay wrapped his arms around Tony from behind. “it smells amazing in here.”

“Thanks, mi amor. I hope everything turns out well.”

Clay kissed Tony’s cheek in reassurance. “It will, don’t worry about it. I’ll help you.”

Tony couldn’t help but laugh hysterically.

“What’s so funny?” frown lines appeared on Clay’s forehead.

“Baby, you can’t be serious.” 

“I’m very serious.”

“But…you can’t cook. Hell, you can’t even boil water properly.” Tony cracked.

“Oh fuck you, Tony. All I have to do is follow directions, it can’t be that hard.”

“Alright, if you think it’s so easy, be my guest.” Tony motioned for Clay to get started.

“Well I didn’t mean doing it all by myself. I could assist you.” 

“Haha okay,” Tony reached for a book on the kitchen counter and flipped to page 17. “This cookbook was a gift from my mom. It has the recipe to a ton of deserts in here. I was thinking of making peach cobbler.”

“That sounds good but something with chocolate would be better.”

Tony scoffed. “Okayyy, how about we do brownies afterwards?”

“Heck yeah!” They both laughed. Clay was such a nerd but Tony secretly loved that about him.

“Alright!” Tony clapped his hands together. “Let’s get started. Start reading the ingredients to me.”

The peach cobbler consisted of peaches, lemon juice, cinnamon, sugar, flour, and so much more. The first step was to measure out all of the spices, starting with the flour.

“One cup of flour coming right up!” Clay picked up the jumbo bag of flour and began pouring it into the cup. It overflowed.

“Clay, that’s way too much” Tony chastised. “scrape some off the top and put it back in the bag.”

“Yes, sir.”

Tony side-eyed Clay.

Clay took a butter knife and abrasively took the extra flour off in the direction of Tony and it splattered all over his black sweater.


“It’s okay…I’ll just go and change.” Tony’s voice was calm but there was an underlining edge to his tone.

To make it up to Tony, Clay decided to go ahead and continue with the directions and measure each ingredient and dump it into a giant bowl. By the time Tony got back the kitchen and Clay were in shambles.

“I found this apron in the garage so I thought it’d be a good idea to- Clay! what the fuck are you doing!?”

The kitchen-aid mixer was on high and spinning the concoction of dairy products and seasoning all over the counter tops and floor, making the whole ordeal catastrophic.

“I don’t know how to turn this thing off!” Clay said in a panic. Tony immediately reached for the cord and unplugged it out of the socket. The mixer came to a definite stop.

Clay’s face reddened.

Why didn’t I think to do that, he thought to himself.

Tony slowly walked up to Clay and held his face with both hands. He left a lingering kiss on Clay’s mouth and seductively whispered “Clay, I love you, but if you stay in this kitchen for one more second…I will kill you.

“I-I’m sorry, I should help you clean up-”

“Clay!” Tony said with a little more force and growl. “leave now or I will fuck you against this counter-top so hard you won’t be able to walk straight for days.” 

Clay was speechless, turned on, and a little frightened all in one.

After Clay left the kitchen, Tony licked some of the goo from the mixing bowl off his thumb and hummed in pleasure.

This isn’t half bad, he thought.

“Hey, my mom just texted me, she said they’re on their way.”

“Okay, I’m just finishing up the brownies so it’s perfect timing.”

Clay got a whiff of a weird charred smell. “Tony…what’s that smell?”

Tony’s eye ballooned. “Shit!” He ran to the oven and opened it up to find the turkey black and inedible.

“Fuck me.” Tony whispered.

“What happened?” Clay asked, oblivious to the ruined turkey.

“I burnt the damn turkey! You know, this is all your fault.”

“How is it my fault!? You should’ve been paying attention to the time.”

“I forgot to put the timer on because I got distracted by you.” Tony gave him an accusatory look.

“I still don’t see how it’s my fault but whatever. What are we going to do?” Clay asked.

Tony sighed. “I don’t know.”

An idea came to Clay. “Oh, I know! I can just ask my mom to bring a roast from the store. I mean it’s on her way here, right?”

Tony kissed Clay’s hand. “That’s a good idea.”

The house was full of warm spirit as everyone gathered around the dinner table to take a seat. It was a family tradition for the Padilla’s to go around the table and say a few things they were grateful for. It started with Tony’s parents and made it’s way to Tony, saving the best for last.

“I’m grateful for all of this amazing food God has blessed us with. I’m grateful for all of you being here. I’m grateful to have a roof over my head and a bed to lay my head at night but most importantly I’m grateful for Clay.”

Tony turned to look at Clay with an intense, loving stare. He wanted to make sure Clay knew how much he meant to him.

“You and I have been through so much and I’m so glad we made it out the other side. I can’t imagine my life with anyone else but you. I love you, Clay.”

Clay looked down briefly to hide his blush but everyone in the room could see it.

“You have mi corazon for life.”

Clay squeezed Tony’s hand “Happy Thanksgiving, Tony.”

“Happy Thanksgiving, Clay.”

*mi corazon means “my heart”*