god i just want to go hug someone

Stuff My Mom Has Told Me During Hamilton (Act 2)
  • What'd I Miss: "Where'd his accent go?"
  • "That's Thomas Jefferson mom."
  • "No that's Lafayette."
  • "Same actor. Different character."
  • Cabinet Battle #1: "Why can't the debates be like this?"
  • Take A Break: "....where the fuck is Peggy?!"
  • Say No To This: "That God damn note what in the shit?!"
  • The Room Where It Happens: "So is Burr like, the person who tries too hard to be cool? Also there was three so what does he mean he arranged the seating?"
  • Schuyler Defeated: "Why do half these songs start the same?"
  • Cabinet Battle #2: "Fourth wall break!"
  • "What?"
  • "They mentioned Lafeyette! Fourth wall break!"
  • "Mom, same actor, different character. Lafayette and Thomas knew each other."
  • "Not important."
  • Washington On Your Side: "I've never been so ready to drop kick someone."
  • *Casually scoots away*
  • One Last Time: "Alex has such daddy issues..."
  • I Know Him: "I had actually forgotten about the King..."
  • "How?"
  • "I don't know! I thought he died!"
  • The Adams Administration: "This song is so short."
  • "It's not the full bit."
  • "What?"
  • *plays full one*
  • "Alex has a lot of anger issues."
  • We Know: "Wait - why do Jefferson and Alex hate each other so much? Is that sexual tension?"
  • "Mom..."
  • Hurricane: "You know I was in a hurricane once..."
  • The Reynolds Pamphlet: "Wait why do the three sound shocked? They already knew! They read it as if they hadn't!"
  • Burn: "Hello tears I forgot about you..."
  • Blow Us All Away: "I forgot they had kids...wait wasn't he just nine?"
  • Stay Alive (Reprise): "My God...you ever try and take a gun to fight someone and I may just kill you."
  • "That is /not/ the point of this song."
  • It's Quiet Uptown: *she just refuses to stop hugging me*
  • "Mom...please..."
  • "Shhh let me show my love..."
  • "Mom your tears are in my hair!"
  • The Election Of 1800: "What the shit?! Stop having depressing songs then a fun one!"
  • "Please let go of me..."
  • Your Obedient Servant: "This is so passive aggressive..."
  • Best Of Wives And Best Of Women: "This sounds so cute but...it's so sad?"
  • "Have you learned nothing throughout this?"
  • "...I want to hate it. I can't."
  • The World Was Wide Enough: "He...does know when people get older they need glasses right? Glasses don't mean murder. Otherwise you and your four eyes would be killing every day!"
  • Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story: "That's Washington! I recognize that voice! It's so deep and sexy!"
  • "Mom this is an emotional song."
  • "I know! That voice deserves more action!"
  • "Mom..."

Viktor-sans-Yuuri is an “I want to go home” type of drunk

When they’re together, Viktor and Yuuri are definitely ‘oh dear oh god oh no’ type of drunk. The worst of bad influences on each other. One-tequila-two-tequila-three-tequila-floor type drunk. They’re let’s play stripping games in this club type drunk. It’s literal canon at this point and we are #blessed to have had this knowledge bestowed upon us.

But Viktor by himself rolls up on a club and is like “Waddup I want my HUSBAND do u feel me??”

Yuuri by himself mostly reverts back to his old drunk self–mostly a normal person, kind of sad, does the same stupid shit only by himself–but catch a singular Viktor sitting at a table by himself, squinting into the distance and waiting for someone to tell him he can go home .

I miss you 😢😢😢 he texts Yuuri when he’s only been gone for an hour.

We agreed that you would stay there for two hours Yuuri texts back. You’re halfway there, baby. Don’t give up now.

“Aren’t you glad to be out of the house?” asks someone, probably someone Viktor doesn’t like very much, probably one of the sponsors Viktor is currently trying to shmooze. “God, it’s good to be away from the ball and chain! You’re married now, Nikiforov, you understand.”

“Literally the only thing I want to do right now is go home and hug my husband for an entire hour,” Viktor tells him, mournfully scrolling up his text history with Yuuri. “I miss him so much.”

“Did Viktor’s…husband… die?” that guy asks a colleague across the room several minutes later. “He’s acting like he…died?”

“No, Petrovich, he just married someone he actually likes.”

Viktor is now staring deep into a champagne cocktail. “Yuuri loves these,” he says.

“Are you totally sure,” says Petrovich, “That his husband didn’t die.”

“I saw him in an elevator on Tuesday.”

Petrovich watches Viktor down the entire champagne cocktail. “I thought only strippers drank those things.”

Imagine Chris admitting he’s still in-love with you.

A/N: Lol, what’s a hiatus? This is based on Ed Sheeran’s ‘Happier’ in his new album ‘Divide’. First of all, I’m in-love with that album. If you haven’t heard it, go listen to it right now. Actually, listen to the song while you’re reading this. I promise that it’ll trigger all the feels in the world. I know I usually write happy stuff, but this song is too good not to write to so- here’s a little bit of angst for y'all. (Relax, it ends sweet.) Grab some tissues. X

“Why are you doing this to yourself, man?”

“I just have to see her, Scott,” Chris mumbled into the phone; his brother sighed on the other end. “This month has been terrible and-” he cut himself off with a shake of his head. “I just have to see her,” he repeated. “She’s the one person I want to see right now.”

“And she’s the one person that doesn’t want to see you right now, Chris,” he painfully reminded Chris; this time is was Chris’ turn to sigh. “You broke her heart, the least you can do is let her move on in peace. Don’t go to that bar, turn around and go home. You’re not going to feel better seeing her happy with someone else, just go home.”

There was a short moment of silence where Chris stopped and thought about what Scott was telling him. He knew himself and he knew was going to the bar anyway, but he thought about it. “Do you think I’m ever going to happy again?” He heard himself ask; he was doubtful without you in his life, but he could use a lie.

“Yes,” Scott answered. “Now go home, Chris.”

Chris hung up and continued down 29th and Park, ignoring both Scott’s advice and the better part of him. He made his way towards Carlson’s Bar where he knew you’d be supporting your best friend’s band, just like any other typical Friday night. His heart ached when he remembered that just a month ago, he was the one you took with you to Spencer’s show and now it was Nick; a co-worker that’d wasted no time to claim the opportunity of a lifetime that Chris so carelessly tossed aside. It was his fault, Chris knew that. He’d done quite a bit to hurt you in the three years you were together, he had thought he’d a lifetime to make it up to you; he didn’t. As much as you loved him, you couldn’t spend your entire life waiting on him to commit.

Chris turned the corner and stopped dead in his tracks; his blue eyes well with tears when he saw you in another’s arms. He was expecting it, but nothing could have braced his heart for what he laid eyes on. You were smiling, brighter than he’d seen in a while. Nick tightened his grip on you, whispering sweet nothings in your ear to make you laugh because there was no sound better than your laughter. Chris remembered when he used to do that, he used to be able to make you happy. He didn’t know when or why he stopped, he just knew it was the biggest mistake of his life. If he could go back, he would change everything so you’d be with him looking as happy- if not, happier than you were right now with Nick.

“Stop,” you laughed, squirming away from Nick’s clean shaven nuzzles. You tried not to let your smile falter when your heart reminded you of how Chris’ beard felt against your skin when he playfully nuzzled you. “Let’s go inside, it’s freezing out here.”

“Okay,” Nick smiled and pulled away from you to take your gloved hand.

You smiled as Nick held the door open for you. He was perfect, but it didn’t stop your mind from thinking of your Friday nights with Chris. It was never that simple with him, he always found a way to postpone joining the crowd because he preferred one on one time with you. He’d purposely walk slower or pretended he left something in his car so you’d have to turn back, only to find out that what he left was a kiss. As you walked inside, you found yourself remembering the way Chris would counter your “let’s go inside, it’s freezing out here” with a tighter hug that would “keep you warm, sweetheart.”

The more you thought about Chris, the worst you felt about being with Nick. It’d only been a month since you broke things off with him, how could be with someone else already? You spent three years with the man, the least you could’ve done was wait a little longer before you started to move on. Though it wasn’t likely that you were ever going to move on with anyone; Chris had ruined you for other men. If he had just shut up and committed, instead of making excuses and stalling- you’d be with him right now. You liked Nick, but your feelings for him were never going to compare with what you felt- still felt, despite how broken he left you- for Chris. He was the one for you, just as you were for him; the sad thing was he didn’t realize it until you walked out the door.

“I’m going to go grab a drink,” Nick told you and you nodded. “Do you want anything?” You shook your head; the last thing you needed was alcohol in your system. “Okay, I’ll be right back.” He gently squeezed your arm then disappeared into the crowd.

You scanned the room for familiar faces; it was the same group every Friday night. Spencer’s and yours mutual friends, as well as his other group of friends and his co-workers. It was always a good night, but it wasn’t until the first Friday night without Chris that you realized it was only always a good night because of him. You felt your vision blur as your heart wrenched in your chest; you really needed to get out of there.

The cold outside felt more inviting than the warm, slightly easing the emotional grief you’d been carrying on your shoulders since you broke up with Chris. The past month had been incredibly difficult for the both of you. The experience was about the same, neither of you liked living by yourself after living with each other for the past two years. It felt like a punch to your gut when you’d wake up without him by your side; the apartment you were now living in felt like it was constantly trying to suffocate you with isolation and loneliness. Every day, you’d wake up wondering if leaving him was the right thing to do. A month had passed and you still didn’t know if you were happier now, or happier with him.

“Y/N,” you heard Chris’ voice and you flinched. You shook your head, not wanting to turn around because there was no- “Y/N,” his hand wrapped around your wrist and he turned you around; you swallowed the urge to start crying.

“What are you doing here?” You asked, yanking your wrist out of his grip. You knew you’d break if he continued to touch you, you’d just melt right back into his arms despite everything he’d put you through. “We said clean break,” you reminded him.

“No.” He shook his head, his pretty blues glistened under the flickering street lights. “You said clean break, I told you I didn’t want to break up.” You turned away from him, taking slow, deep breaths; he didn’t need to see you cry.

“You didn’t want to commit either,” you bit as you turned back to him. “We were together for three years, Chris. We lived together for two. But still, whenever you were asked- you couldn’t admit you were in a relationship. You went out and partied like a bachelor, traveling the world like you had no one waiting on you at home.”

“Y/N, it was part-”

“It’s part of your job,” you cut him off. “Yeah, I know. That was always the excuse, wasn’t it?” Tears rolled down your cheeks and you quickly wiped them away. “I didn’t know being an actor meant you couldn’t be a boyfriend- that you couldn’t be a husband. But I do now, so- thank you, I’ll know better next time than to fall in-love with an actor.”

“I was just trying to protect you-”

“From what?” You scoffed. “From the media, from your fans? Newsflash, Chris- I knew what I was getting into when Captain freakin’ America asked me out. I didn’t need protection, I needed you to be proud to be in a relationship. I stood by you through everything; your work schedule, the distance, the tabloids and the rumors because- I loved and trusted you. But I guess all that wasn’t enough to be able to be Chris Evans’ girlfriend. You say you were protecting me, but you were just protecting yourself from commitment.”

“I know,” he nodded, agreeing with you for the first time. “I was stupid,” he said, taking your hands in his. “I wasn’t ready to settle down. I thought if I kept it from the media then- it wouldn’t be real and if we ever broke up- I wouldn’t have to deal with it. I thought if I could just get through my Marvel contract then- I don’t know, Y/N! I don’t know what I was thinking, I just-” He started to cry, making you cry. “I made a mistake, I was an idiot who didn’t know any better. But I do now, I am so in-love with you and I can’t- I can’t do this without you.”

“Am I meant to just forgive you?” You didn’t pull your hands away because you’d missed his touch. “You broke my heart, Chris,” you told him and he nodded in acknowledgment. “Do you know how much it sucked hearing people talk about how I was in a relationship with a man who couldn’t even admit he was taken? Do you know how much it hurt to see you with a fan who thinks it’s okay to get touchy because you’re apparently single? Do you realize how many of my friends’ weddings we’ve attended in our three years together? I can’t keep waiting for you to commit, Chris. I don’t want to,” you shook your head.

“I know, I’m sorry- I’m so sorry, Y/N. I just- I know how much I’ve hurt you, but I also know that no one is going to love you as much as I do. I made a mistake, that’s all- and I’m going to spend the rest of my life making it up to you. Just-” he pulled you into a tight hug, burying his face into the crook of your neck. “Please,” he begged, crying. “Please let me.”

“I’m with Nick,” you cried softly, fighting the urge to just hug him back. It broke your heart to see him like this, and God- you just wanted to kiss his sorrows away. “I’m with someone else, Chris.” You repeated and he started crying harder, clutching onto you like you were his oxygen. “I can’t-” you gently pushed Chris away, “it’s not fair on him.”

“I know,” he whispered, wiping his tears away with the back of his hand. “And it’s not fair on you either, you deserve better than me.” You tried not to cry at that. “Are you happier with him?” He asked and cupped your face in his hands, gently brushing your tears away.

“Yes,” you lied with a nod.

“Okay,” he managed a smile. “Just know that- If he breaks your heart, I’m going to be waiting right here for you.” You nodded, crying softly as Chris pressed a kiss against your forehead. “I’ll see you, Y/N.” He said as he reluctantly pulled his hands away.

You closed your eyes as he walked off into the night because you knew you’d run after him if you watched him leave. You’d rather be with Chris, everyone- including Nick, who had watched the whole thing go down from the inside- knew that. So why didn’t you go with him? Why were you so stubborn? Why didn’t Chris stay and fight for you? Nick didn’t get it, none of your friends watching did. Then, it was as though a jolt of lightning went off in both yours and Chris’ brains. You opened your eyes and started towards his direction, just as he turned around and ran back towards you. You met halfway and shared an embrace that ended in a kiss so passionate and deep that on lookers blushed.

“I’m happier with you,” you whispered when Chris broke the kiss, pressing his forehead against yours.

“And I’m only happy with you,” he responded then kissed you again, smiling. “Come with me to the premiere of Gifted,” he told you. “We’ll walk the carpet together, we’ll announce our engagement.” You felt your eyes narrow at that, but you couldn’t wipe the smile off your face; it was finally happening. “Just let me show you off to the world, let me tell everyone I’m taken.”

“But we’re not engaged,” you chuckled softly.

“Not yet,” he smiled. “The ring’s at home so I can’t-”

“Yes,” you nodded and his smile widened. “Yes, I’ll marry you.” You told him and he hugged you tightly, breathing you in. The engagement was long overdue, he wished he’d done it earlier so he didn’t cause you as much grief as he did but- he was happy things ended the way it did.

“I’m never letting you go again.”

“Me neither,” you agreed, smiling.

Seth Rollins - “Be a man"

Reader is the daughter of Triple H and Stephanie and can’t stay backstage any longer

You rolled your eyes as your parents attacked Mick. You turned away so you didn’t have to watch the beat down. Your eyes widen as Seth’s music hit. You started dating Seth just before his first knee injury and since then anytime he got in the ring scared you. 

Weeks ago when he reinjured his knee after Samoan Joe attacked him, you didn’t think he’d be back in the ring before Wrestlemania. He was so determined to get back in the ring and you just wanted him to take his time to make sure he was 100%. 

“You weren’t expecting him tonight were you?” Sasha asked 

“No, h-he didn’t tell me” you stuttered. Seth limped out with one of his crutches. You bite your lip and silently pray the Seth will turn around and come backstage. 

“Turn around Rollins”  Hunter said into his mic “I don’t want to have to break you again. For once be a man and back down” 

“For once in your life Seth listen to him” You whisper. But he didn’t. Seth kept limping down the ramp, all the way to the ring “Seth don’t do it”

“How about you talk to your daughter about how much of a man I am” Seth smirked. Hunter’s face darkened and you slapped my hand to my face, He wasn’t making it any better for himself. Seth held the crutch out to the side and dropped it before running into the ring and attacking Hunter. Seth over powered Hunter, drop kicking him out of the ring. Hunter stood outside the ring with Steph. 

“He wouldn’t” you whisper as he looked at the crutch on the ground “Dad please don’t” you cringe as he hit Seth in his knee. You felt a part of you break as Seth cried out in pain. 

“Seth doesn’t look good” Roman sighed rubbing his face 

“I-I can’t watch this” You ran toward gorrila postion about to run out to the ring when you felt someone grab you. 

“Don’t go out there” Shawn said 

“Shawn please let me go” you say pulling away as hard as you can 

“You going out there makes it personal” Shawn attempted to calm you down but all you could hear was Seth’s cries of pain. You muster all the strength you can and so how get past Shawn. Hunter had Seth in an inverted figure four lock when your music hit and you ran down to the ring. You slid in the ring and your dad let seth go. 

“Y/N” He started 

“No. Don’t. Get out! Leave!” you scream at him before going to Seth who was rolling around holding his knee. You held it together for Seth but you were breaking on the inside. 

“I’m sorry baby” He said through his teeth. 

“Hey hey hey” you whisper, leaning down and kissing his forehead “Don’t worry okay let’s get backstage” 

Seth rolled to the edge of the ring. Ref’s tried to help him but he just got mad and pushed them away. 

“For god sakes Seth let them help you” you roll your eyes putting you arms around his chest to take some weight off his knee 

“Y/n I’m fine let me-” 

“Seth shut up! Your hurt alright just let someone help you for god sakes!” You felt tears well in your eyes. Seth leant against the barricade and pulled you into a tight hug. Your tears spilled over as you held onto him. 

“I’m okay. I’m still in one piece” He whispered into your hair “I’m going to be fine” 

I know it’s shit but I wanted to write again. 
you can send me requests if you want. 

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Y/N woke up in Kai’s bed , her arm reaching for him just like every other morning since they had become boyfriend and girlfriend. Except Kai wasn’t there. She opened her eyes looking around the room but there was no sign of him.
“Kai ?” she called out but no one answered. Eventually she thought he might’ve ran off to get coffee or something. That was until Y/N walked into the bathroom and found blood on the floor.
“Oh my God ….” she muttered covering her mouth.
What had happened while she had been asleep? Y/N felt as if the whole world had started spinning out of control. She rushed to the living room , checking every single room in Kai’s apartment for any sign of him. Her hands shaking, she took her phone and dialed KAI.  Something wasn’t right and Y/N felt as if her heart was being pulled out of her chest. The thought that her friends might’ve done something to him starting to creep into her mind. They didn’t like him at all and none of them believed Kai had changed , the only reason they let him alone was because of her.
Why isn’t he picking up his phone? she thought and dialed again. No answer this time either.
She dialed another number. Stefan. He was her best friend , sure he wouldn’t lie to her … Stefan picked up almost instantly.
“Hey , Y/N. Everything OK?” he asked casually.
“Where is he?” she asked , her voice trembling.
“Who ?” Stefan asked confused.
“Kai. I woke up this morning and he wasn’t home. There is blood in the bathroom … and he is not picking up his phone. I’ve called several times.” she said , her voice starting to break. Tears she had been fighting off until this moment started to roll down her cheek. “Please Stefan , I can’t … I can’t lose him. I love him… ”
Y/N could hear Stefan sigh from the other end of the phone.
“You are not going to lose him.” he said , reassurance in his voice. Even tho he disagreed with her dating Kai , he wasn’t going to let Y/N suffer. “I’ll call Damon , see if he has done something stupid … Just sit tight , alright ? I’ll call you when I know something.” he paused for a second. “You might want to call Caroline.. Her mother passed away.” 


A few hours passed and Stefan still hadn’t called her back. Y/N was starting to get really anxious and worried , so she decided to go out and look for Kai herself. She grabbed her jacket and opened the door nearly getting smacked against someone.
“Where are you going in such a hurry ?” Kai said with a smile.
Y/N’s eyes widened and she pulled him in a hug.
“Oh my God , Kai ! Where have you been ? I’ve been worried sick… !”
Kai wrapped his hands around her hugging her tight , gently lifting her up. Y/N bounced off the ground and wound her legs around his waist. He walked inside carrying her and shut the door.
“I’m sorry , baby. I didn’t mean to scare you.” he said pressing his lips against hers , noticing her puffy red eyes. He brushed her cheek. “Have you been crying?”
Y/N simply nodded , pressing her lips against his kissing him deeply. The past few hours she had felt as if someone had dropped her straight into Hell.
Kai sighed.
“I didn’t mean to worry you so much …” he said sitting on the sofa , Y/N ’s legs still wrapped around him. She tossed her jacket on the side and hooked her arms around his neck.
“Aren’t you going to tell me what happened?” she said suddenly serious.
Kai cupped her face and brought it closer to his. “I love you , Y/N , you know that right ?”
“Yes…” she whispered , starting to get worried again. What had happened this morning that was so bad he still hadn’t told her ? Y/N locked eyes with him , waiting for him to tell her.
A few moments passed in silence , Kai unable to tear his eyes off of hers. Was she imagining it or where tear tears in his eyes? He sighed.
“I went to see Jo.” he said. “Something had gone wrong.. I was worried it might happen because we didn’t do the merge quite right. The whole ’ Oh hey you are not my twin but close enough’  plan backfired.”
“What do you mean ‘backfired’ ?” she asked , already fearing the answer.
Kai didn’t answer for a long moment , his eyes refusing to meet hers.
“I woke up feeling sick , like real sick and started vomiting blood. So I called Jo and she was sick on the phone too…”
Y/N felt her blood freeze realising what he was saying. Kai had told her that the power of the Gemini comes from the leader of the coven , in this case him. So if something happened to him the whole coven would go down along with him.
“Are you … are you saying that …” Y/N could barely finish the sentence , her heart breaking all over again. “You were about to die and you just left without telling me ? ….” her voice breaking , tears starting to fill her eyes again.

Y/N pulled away from him and got up , pacing around the room. Kai was looking at his hands.
“Do you realise what kind of pain you put me through this morning ? I called you so many times.” she said raising her voice. “You couldn’t shot me a text explaining what’s going on ?”
Kai got up and walked towards her.
“I didn’t want to worry you plus Jo fixed it. She gave me her magic , I’m all good now.” he said smiling as if nothing had happened. Y/N glared at him.
“I can’t be around you right now… ” she said turning away , Kai grabbing her wrist pulling her back. “Let go of me.” she said as calmly as she could. Anger had started building inside her replacing her worry. She couldn’t believe how Kai could do something like that and now he acted as if it wasn’t a big deal , knowing very well how big it really was. She tried to free her wrist but his grip only got tighter. His eyes were getting a darker shade of blue , anger flashing in them.
“Let go of my hand !” Y/N screamed at him. A moment later he let go of her hand and she stormed out of the room , hearing Kai’s footsteps right behind her. Clearly he wasn’t going to let go that easily. She reached the bedroom , nearly slamming the door shut in his face , but as usual he was faster than her and pushed his way through the door before she’s had the chance to slam it shut. He grabbed her wrist again , spinning her around and pulling her closer to him placing her hand on his chest where his heart was. Kai’s heart was racing ,  his lips a thin line. 
“You think it was easy for  me to get up and leave knowing I may never see you again?” he said angrily. “What I did , I did because I am in love with you and didn’t want to cause you any pain … I see now it was the wrong thing to do , but I will be damned if after all this I lose you.” he said angrily. “ You are the best thing that has happened to me …” his voice softening. He leaned in closer resting her forehead on hers , locking eyes with her. “I love you and I’m sorry for hurting you like that.”
Y/N’s heart was beating faster than ever and her breathing was starting to get shallow. It happened every time Kai was standing this close to her … but she couldn’t let him off the hook that easily.
“Say something …” he said his voice low.
“You put me through hell today , Kai.” she said. “It’s going to take a lot more than an ‘I’m sorry’ to fix this.”
“I will make you forgive me…” he said with a devilish smirk on his face.


Y/N looked at him confused and the next second Kai had pushed her onto the bed and climbed on top of her , his finger tips tracing the inside of her tight. His lips leaving sloppy kisses on the way up. Kai pinned her hands up and leaned in gazing in her eyes for a moment before kissing her passionately. His body firmly pressed against hers , his touch making her feel as if she was on fire. A soft moan escaped her lips. Kai smiled and loosened the grip on her hands and she took advantage , her hands sliding down his back. She gripped on his shirt pulling it up and a moment later Kai stood in front to of her shirtless.
“Oh , I hate you …” Y/N muttered as she pulled him back down kissing him , letting all her emotions go into the kiss.
“No , you don’t … ” he whispered , his hands on her hips.
Kai somehow always made her feel like mush. Even when she was angry at him she wasn’t really angry at him and it was nearly impossible to say NO to him because he knew exactly how to push her buttons to get what he wanted. Kai had found his way into her bloodstream.
No. she thought and pushed him off of her and just laid on the bed next to him trying to catch her breath.
“You drive me crazy , Y/N.” he whispered in her ear.
A few moments passed in silence , as she was deciding what to do.
“Kai , this … You can’t keep doing this every time you mess up.” she said starting to get up but he pulled her back onto the bed. Her heart beating faster than before.
“Why are you making it so hard to be mad at you?” she whispered.
“Does that mean you are not mad at me anymore ?” he said brushing her cheek , their lips almost touching.
“No , I am not.” she said smiling. “But don’t ever do that again. If something happens to you … I won’t be able to go on.”
“I promise.” Kai said softly ,  pulling her closer to him.

 *   *   *

Y/N’s phone buzzed on the nightstand. She tried to ignore it but it kept buzzing. Reluctantly she reached and grabbed it. There were like 10 text messages from Elena , Stefan , Matt , even from Damon each of them saying the same thing.

Bonnie is back.

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anonymous asked:

A headcanon where MC is Rika's little sister (like she's 20-23 years old) and the RFA has to tell her the terrible things that Rika did (Mint Eye). Adding the fact that they are all in love with MC and that MC really admired Rika.

I’m so sorry that this one will probably be short, as well. I couldn’t think all too clearly for this one, but I’d definitely redo it for you if it’s not good enough. (Thanks for only having it be the rfa, too. It gets a bit difficult writing for everyone, because I want everything to be semi-decent) I didn’t really know how to time this, but I’m going to write this on the basis that ///spoilers/// V is alive, Rika’s been dead for  a year, and V told them the truth. Also, for Yoosung’s, it will be platonic, because I don’t particularly like incest whatsoever. I know that there are loopholes with the “cousin” thing, but I’m just going to keep his platonic.

Yoosung:
  • It hurt him deeply when he found out what Rika had done and he was only her cousin
  • He couldn’t imagine what it’d be like to tell you
  • During all the chatrooms before the party, everyone tried to skirt around the topic
  • Yoosung knew that everything she did would cut you to pieces considering how much you idolized her
  • He’s seen you trailing behind her at family functions and staying by her side even if someone else interested you more
  • While it may be a bit obsessive, he was also conscious of how he acted after her death
  • A few days after you hosted the party, Yoosung wanted you to come to his campus for what he played off as a casual visit
  • Knowing that his conversation about Rika he wanted to have with you, he tried his best to make the dorm comfortable and safe
  • When you had gotten there, you were taken slightly aback by how serious he was acting
  • There was no way that this was the kid who drank cartons upon cartons of chocolate milk so he wouldn’t pass out
  • “Yoosung, are you alright? You didn’t have to play this as just me seeing your school. If something is wrong, you can always tell me.” “Don’t worry, MC. I trust you with everything I have. I trusted you more than Rika which is saying…a lot. Well, speaking of Rika, that’s why I wanted you to come here”
  • You thought this was all oddly suspicious considering how fidgety he was being
  • He cared for Rika a lot, but you were different
  • Towards Rika, it was more obsessive
  • With you, it was closer to happy cousins, how it should’ve been with you and your sister
  • “So, I’m not quite sure where to start, MC, but I wanted to let you know that your sister wasn’t how she acted. I know-I know this sounds like a bad soap opera, but that’s why nobody could talk about her. Rika did some really bad things. She, well, she brainwashed people into an organization she was the head of, Mint Eye. That’s where the hacker came from that Seven was watchful of. I’m sorry that I couldn’t bring myself to tell you earlier”
  • You grabbed the back of the chair to stay standing up
  • As dramatic as it sounded, you were unable to speak then and there
  • To know your sister was just an act
  • That she was involved with such awful things
  • It made you not trust anyone for a bit
  • You excused yourself from his dorm because it felt like it was going to suffocate you
  • Especially that framed picture on his desk
  • Yoosung walked around to find you for about half an hour before seeing you sitting at an outdoor table
  • You looked like you weren’t properly there just staring and drifting your fingers over the table to make invisible patterns
  • He knew it was going to break you
  • But everyone has to break
  • Everyone has to hurt
  • He thought that Rika’s death was that for him
  • Turns out, it was seeing you unable to register whatever he was going to say, what anyone was going to say, for the next week
    (I’m so sorry that this turned out like a bad angsty highschool au fanfic)
Zen:
  • Everyone in the chat made a silent agreement to not bring up your sister’s past
  • Yeah, Seven could still send his phot of when he cross-dressed, but no words of what Rika did
  • Zen thought all of it was bullshit and that you had the right to know regardless of what the other members said
  • So when you came over to stay at his home when he got hurt
  • He prepared to tell you everything
  • Even put some pictures and writings together to show you everything he could about Mint Eye
  • Also got anything that you mentioned in the chat that makes you feel better just in case
  • Awkwardly paced around with his cast until you were able to get there
  • He asked you to sit down on the couch even with your protests of telling him to do such
  • After all, you were still under the pretense that this was to help him out if his leg was hurting
  • “MC, please just sit down so that I can get this over with”
  • That spiked your anxiety so you just complied, waiting to hear what he was to say
  • Zen sat down next to you and grabbed the collection of Mint Eye records off the table and gestured for you to take it
  • “I know that you’re here to help me, but I also wanted to help you. Seven and Yoosung and Jumin and Jaehee and V and I haven’t been completely transparent with you about your sister. Rika was the head of an organization that hurt people really badly. All the evidence of its existence that Seven could find are in that folder”
  • You were confused to say the least
  • Well, if Seven was involved, it was bound to be a joke
  • “Yeah, and you’re unattractive, Zen”
  • Wait, that wasn’t supposed to come out choppy and anxiously
  • “Just please read through everything. The organization is, well, was called Mint Eye. There’s some pictures in there, and I think Seven got some camera footage”
  • You looked through everything, hoping to find something that confirmed that it was just a prank
  • But some of the evidence was going strongly against that
  • You set the folder back on the coffee table gingerly and stood to get up
  • “I-I promise that I’ll be back soon. I’m just going to go down the block. Please don’t follow me either. You’re not in the condition, and I’ve my phone anyways”
  • He simply nodded
  • As much as he wanted to fling himself to your waist and ask you to not leave, he respected your wishes
  • You came back that evening and looked a lost wreck
  • Zen asked if you’d stay and keep him company
  • He just wanted to make sure that you were going to be alright
  • If this made Yoosung lose himself, it was doing worse on you
  • Would hold you if you allowed it just so he could make sure you felt safe and comfortable
  • You ended up falling asleep with the droning of the television
  • Once he knew you were out, he brought you to his room and got you situated before kissing your hairline softly “I love you, you know. I just want you to stay safe and aware”
  • The next morning after you realized where you were, you could’ve sworn you had some weird dream

Jaehee: (Really really small mention of general self-harm in the 18th bullet point)

  • Even though she’s had to give reports that were unsatisfactory and presentations that she knew people wouldn’t agree with, this gave her so much more anxiety
  • She decided to plan every single thing out
  • This took her multiple nights and a notebook for planning to make sure everything was accounted for
  • Meticulously gathered anything she could from Luciel because she had to make sure you had any bit of evidence you wanted
  • Jaehee wanted to take you out for a day and was acting really sweet
  • Don’t get me wrong, she’s always really nice to you, but she seemed to be buttering you up
  • And then you got home after dinner and she asked if she could talk to you while hanging up her coat
  • Her face was calm but you could see that she was still nervous to say something
  • She had you go into your room and sat on the bed next to you with a stack of papers
  • Jaehee kept everything together to explain it to you
  • “Rika did something horrible before she died. Nobody spoke about it around you because we knew it would hurt you. I don’t want to see you hurt, but I also can’t keep something like this from you either”
  • You stayed quiet as she went over every paper even though you felt like shouting
  • How could your own sister be so vile?
  • How come nobody had the guts to tell you?
  • How didn’t Jaehee tell you any sooner?
  • As soon as she finished, she left the stacks of paper on the bed and asked if you were alright
  • You nearly did begin shouting what you weren’t a few minutes ago but she started to speak again
  • “Please, MC, I know that this is really bad right now, but do not be cross with me. I thought I was protecting you from Rika and doing as V asked, but I see that isn’t the case. I know what I’m about to say doesn’t take back that I hid it, but I love you so very much, MC. Please don’t hurt yourself, and please-please don’t yell at me”
  • Well, shit
  • Your thoughts were already a storm but she paused it all
  • Turning towards her, you hugged her tightly
  • “Thank you for telling me eventually”
  • You got off the bed and said that you needed some time but paused at the door
  • “I love you, too, Jaehee”

Seven: (This is also before Saeran moves in and MC doesn’t quite know about him)

  • Oh god, he knew this was going to take a toll
  • Even though he knew everything as information came in, he just didn’t want to tell you about it
  • He knew that someone else would if he couldn’t, though, so he sucked it up to tell you
  • He didn’t try to make it any less worse because he knew it’d just end up artificial
  • It wasn’t some special day either, Saeyoung was just thinking about it too much and he decided he had to tell you
  • Called you to see how you were doing so he could gauge if it was a bad time then came to the apartment after you both agreed on it
  • Saeyoung knew that this was going to be awful though and kept checking on you through the cameras while he was driving there
  • Once he got inside, he straight up brought it up when you were both sitting at the kitchen counter
  • You knew something was off as soon as he walked through that door
  • This wasn’t memelord 707, this was someone far more serious
  • “MC, this is going to be not so great, but I need you to understand that I’m telling you this, because you need to know”
  • You thought he was going to drop the façade and say something hilarious but he continued on
  • “Your sister kept being skirted around in conversation, and I’d like to tell you why. Rika ran this thing called Mint Eye, and she hurt people like V and like my brother. I know that it’s hard to family not be very good, and I’m so so sorry that I couldn’t tell you sooner. If you need time, I can go”
  • “No, I’d like you stay here if you could. I don’t think I can, well, think”
  • Saeyoung silently moved over to hug you if you seemed to want to and let you go blank for a few minutes
  • “You have a brother?” “Yeah, he’s my twin actually” “Is he okay now?” “Not really, he’s adjusting drastically, but I really hope he’ll get okay” “I do, too”
  • Answered every question he could because if you had felt that numb, he at least had to fulfill your inquiries
  • “Do you wanna do anything? I don’t want you to feel lonely or anything. In all seriousness, I just want you to be okay, because you deserve to. If we couldn’t tell you, I wouldn’t be able to stand myself anymore than I barely do. MC, I’m really really sor-” “Saeyoung, may I kiss you?
  • well
  • He didn’t want you to regret anything once your emotions were back in place but he also couldn’t deny you on the chance that you didn’t
  • Saeyoung nodded quickly and leaned in to kiss you with  as many unspoken apologies as he could that you returned with unspoken gratitude
  • You both pulled back and he started apologizing again when you kept repeating that it was all fine
  • Both of you ended up staying in the apartment playing video games off the old console in the living room
  • You were spent from the emotional rollercoaster and nearly fell asleep with a controller in your hand but Saeyoung had you go to the bed while he offered to take the couch
  • “You can come with me if you want to, Saeyoung” “No, really I wouldn’t want to imp-” “C’mon, what if I feel lonel-” “We’re going to bed!”
  • Both of you tried to be cheesy and tell each other you loved them at the same time
  • Saeyoung nearly fell off the bed giggling and it had made you feel so much lighter after the day

Jumin:

  • Alright, he couldn’t approach this like a meeting whatsoever because he knew how much you had loved your sister
  • He recognized that this exceeded Yoosung levels and was really worried if Seven or Zen would accidentally say something
  • Well, it was one of the nights you were staying at his apartment and he was about to take your phone since the conversation in the messenger was heading downhill
  • Jumin knocked on the door of the room you were staying in then walked in to see you typing back interestedly
  • “MC? Could we talk in the living room when you’d like? Preferably sooner if you could. I’d like to talk about your sister for a few minutes, since I was reading the chat”
  • It dully hurt to think about Rika, but you figured that a real, verbal conversation would be more fulfilling than typed words and said goodbye before leaving the chatroom
  • You walked into the living room where Jumin was muttering to Elizabeth while petting her seemingly slightly anxiously
  • “Jumin? Do you still want to talk?” “Of course, MC. Could you please sit down?”
  • You took a seat in the chair near him and waited to hear what he wanted to say
  • After all, there was probably something found about Rika if he brought it up
  • Jumin was thinking about his slight feelings towards Rika were trumped by your unfathomable sisterly love and how all of his words were to effect you
  • “As I said, this is about your sister. I thought that you should be told about this in person rather than over messaging. Rika lived a life in which she chose to harm people. She changed them and twisted their minds into things they were not through Mint Eye. Even though she said she loved him, she was the one to hurt V’s eyes. Your sister led a life that was kept away from RFA and I presume from you, as well. I’m not completely certain how this will effect you, but I took it as this was the best way to bring it across.”
  • You nodded in thanks and stayed silent, rethinking how your childhood was, who Rika was friends with, how she got so much more secretive
  • While watching your face change with the turmoil, Jumin placed Elizabeth on the chair arm
  • Knowing that by allowing you to pet the cat you were very much trusted and cared for, you gently took her in your arms to pet her while still thinking everything over
  • “MC? If you would like to do anything, please do. I can replace anything you want to break or leave you alone if that’s what you wish. I do not like seeing you like this, because it’s hurting me to watch you like this”
  • You nodded again and scooped up Elizabeth while taking a few steps near him “Can I just sit by you?” “Absolutely”
  • “I can get you any professional he-” “Could-can you please just stay quiet. Only for a few moments. I want to stay like this for a few minutes”
  • Both of you plus the cat stayed sitting in the quiet for nearly half an hour with you petting the cat and his arm around your shoulders
  • “Thank you, Jumin” “You just needed to know, MC” “I understand, but I still want to thank you”
  • It took him a while to realize that you fell asleep after talking so he moved you to your bed then went to his where he layed there thinking about what else he could do to help
  • It hurts to care for people, but it’s worth it for some of them

I’m so very sorry that 99% of this was a shitty angsty mess, but I can rewrite in in the future. This will be the first request for today, and I’m sorry that they’re taking me so long. I hope you all have or have had good days!

Calum Hood Imagine: Wait. You play soccer too?

Request: Popular!Calum, where the reader is usually quiet and shy but they play soccer and is pretty good, so he notices you because you are playing.


*Y/n POV*

“Excuse me. Can I get past please?” I said, while trying to get past a large group of boys in the corridor of school. After waiting a while, one of them glanced at me and moved out of the way so I could awkwardly squeeze past. “Thanks.” I muttered as I tried to pull my gym bag through the small gap between them and the lockers. The boy that made the slight and only effort to move out the way turned and grunted slightly before going back to his conversation with his friends. 

And that was the famous Calum Hood. He was popular, had a string of girls after him but he would always play hard to get, he was great at soccer, played for the school team and because of all of this barely had time to move out of the way for mere mortals like me. Actually he was kind of okay, he never bullied me or said anything horrible about me or my very few friends, he just kind of left me alone and ignored my existence and I am okay with that because I do not want to be noticed, especially by him, he has too many friends and that is a lot of people and I don’t like lots of people. I am too shy. This is why I like my social status at this school, I have a few friends and the rest of the people here just ignore us and leave us alone most of the time. 

I walked into the changing rooms where my friends were all getting changed for soccer practice. 

“Hey Y/n.” Holly (who was the loudest out of our group) shouted.

“Hi Holly.” I replied waving slightly, before putting my bag down and starting to get changed.  

“So I saw you have slight interaction with other people other than us today. I had to sit down I was that surprised. And it was with boys as well, more specifically Calum Hood.” Francesca said. 

“Oh come on, all I said was excuse me, it was not that exciting.” I replied while sitting down to put my shoes on. 

“Erm, you talked to The Calum Hood. This is the most interaction any of us have had with him. Plus nothing dramatic has really happened in ages at this school so I have to try and find something interesting, because the whole thing with Laura, Sam and Cameron is over. Apparently Sam is the dad not Cameron which shocked all of us, including Laura, so I have to find something exciting to talk about.” Holly said. 

“Really Sam is the dad? I never saw that coming.” I replied, shocked

“Neither did Laura.” Francesca said before standing up. “Come on, we better get to practice, we don’t want to piss off Jane by being late to her weird warmup.” 

“Oh great Jane, I don’t see why her insulting us before each practice is going to help me get better. It doesn’t make me want play the best game ever it just makes me want to sit in the shower and cry while drinking alcohol because someone has just told me all of the things I feel insecure about.” Violet said quietly while standing up. 

“She doesnt mean it she just wants to make us practise more because we have only ever won one soccer game and she thinks if we are mad and angry we will practise better.” Holly said while hugging Violet. 

“Come on let’s go.” I said while walking through the door as they followed. 

“GIRLS. I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DO NOT START PRACTISING HARDER I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERYONE ON THIS TEAM NEVER PLAYS SOCCER EVER AGAIN. IN FACT I WILL MAKE YOU ALL SCARED OF SOCCER AND EVERY TIME YOU SEE SOMETHING REMOTELY RELATED TO SOCCER YOU RUN AWAY SCREAMING AN CRYING. SO COME ON. FUCKING PRACTICE.” Jane barked at us. 

We all turned around and went off to practice with less motivation than we already had. Francesca was hugging Violet as they walked off. I went to practice in the corner of the field where there was a bit of wall I could kick the ball off as I couldn’t really be bothered to do any practice, especially after my I had been temporarily deafened by Jane. I was concentrating very hard on kicking the ball at a certain point on the wall when I heard a familiar voice on the other side of the wall.  

“Wait. You play soccer too?” I heard the voice say. I looked up to see Calum Hood looking over the wall I was attempting to try and knock down just by kicking it with a ball. 

“Erm yeah. I suppose.” I said awkwardly. 

“You suppose? Why are you standing on the football field with a football and the coach giving you a very angry stare for what I can only assume is not doing any actual practice?” 

“Yeah, I play soccer, so.” I replied still concentrating on the ball. 

“Cool, from what I saw before the coach was shouting you were really good.” 

“What? Erm thank you.” I smiled keeping my head facing the ground so that Calum didn’t see me blushing. 

“You’re welcome. Listen I have to go now, I was supposed to meet my friends 20 minutes ago, but I would love to talk more about soccer. Here have my number and text me later.” He smiled as he wrote his number on a piece of what I assumed was unfinished homework and handed it to me. “See you around Y/n.” 

“Yeah see you around. Wait you know my name?” I asked confused. 

“Of course I do. Why wouldn’t I do. How could I not know a pretty girls name, I am Calum Hood.” He smiled before walking away. 

“WHAT WAS THAT?” Holly screamed from the other side of the field. 

“WHAT WAS WHAT?” I shouted back as she walked towards me getting Violet and Francesca on the way. 

“You talking to The Calum Hood.” She said.

“Nothing we were just talking about soccer.” I said before Jane shouted at us to practice otherwise we are off the team. Something told me I should start listening to Jane from now on, as I now had a reason to stay on the soccer team, not just for my friends. 

oKAY but imagine the boys reactions when you had a bad day and feel like total ass

Seokjin:

“Are you feeling okay Jagi?????”

“Jin, I’m fine really, I just don’t feel that great. I had a bad day”

*Runs to get cool cloth for your head*

*runs to get hot compress*

*Makes you soup really fast*

“I THINK YOU NEED A LOT OF ATTENTION RIGHT NOW IMMEADIATLY”

*puts 10 million blankets on you*

Originally posted by jinful

Yoongi:

*sees you being all grumpy*

“Y/N, what’s wrong?”

“Today was so bad, I want to sleep for 3 years”

*Grabs your wrist and leads you to the bedroom for a nap*

“Oh me too. That’s a great plan”

Originally posted by baebsaes

Hoseok:

“Jagi, are you okay?”

“No”

*pulls you into a giant hug and strokes your hair*

“I’m gonna order us pizza, then you tell me what’s wrong, ok?”

Originally posted by holdmettightbts

Namjoon:

“Oh hey baby girl! How was your d-“

*sees your death stare*

*backs away slowly*

*comes back over and wraps you in a fluffy blanket*

“Does someone need attention?”

Originally posted by forjimin

Jimin:

“Y/N… is something wrong?”

“hmm? oh, it’s nothing Jimin, I just had a bad day”

*pulls you into his lap*

“Jimin! What are you doing??!?”

*starts rubbing your back and massaging your shoulders*

“I’m making my baby feel good, now tell me what happened today”

Originally posted by grungeylife

Taehyung:

*Sees you’re upset*

*walks up behind you and gives you a warm back hug and smiles into your neck while giggling like a giant floof*

“Lets go get ice cream, Jagi!!!!!!”

Originally posted by hellosarang

Jungkook:

“God, today sucked! I just want to die!”

*forgets what words are*

*forgets how to fucking bREATHE*

*walks to you carefully and slowly wraps his arms around you*

“…did you want to talk about it?”

Originally posted by sugutie

 -Kaitlin

G dragon smut #2 “Blindfolded”

Originally posted by hellyeahgdragon

Note: This gifs are not mine, all the credit to the owner.

“I really wanna try something new tonight” Ji yong says to you as he touches your arm “Really?”…you were at his apartment just chilling with the others members and their guests. The two of you sneaked out of the living room leaving the others.

“So tell me more about it” you’re looking in the fridge for a drink. He’s right beside you, smiling proud of himself “You have to be patient babe… you don’t want to ruin it” now you’re so intrigued (What could it be?) “Just tell me something” you put your arms around his waist pulling him close to you. He just gave you a gaze “Is gonna hurt?” you are now so close to his face. He was about to answer when he appeared “Get a room you two” Seungri enters the kitchen laughing at you “You’re so funny Seungri” Ji yong said sarcastically “I already know that hyung… come on! the movie is about to start” (Perfect timing Seungri oppa).

The movie was great at least from what you hear from the others, cause you didn’t pay attention “Wow I didn’t expect that ending!” Daesung says to his guest, that girl is pretty but she’s so shy. “Ok! it’s getting late” TOP says “Yeah, I think is time to go” Young Bae says too, hugging his gf “But is not even that late… it’s only past midnight” Seungri just says “Yeah! That’s late” TOP stands up “Didn’t you have a date for tonight? With the girl from…” Ji yong has starting to say when Seungri interrupts him “I cancelled for you guys” he says “Yeah! Sure you did hahaha” Daesung says. Everyone are laughing…They finally left!

Ji yong went to say goodbye so you was alone in the apartment and you are at the kitchen cleaning the mess. You heard the door opens “Why it took you so long?” you asked but there’s no answer. You turn around but Ji yong is not there (What the hell?! I swear I heard the door!). You’re a little freaked out, you left the kitchen and went to the living room…nobody is there. (Ok this is getting ridiculous!) “Ji yong I swear to god that if you scare me I’m going to…”. Suddenly you hear a sound coming from the bedroom. You hesitated but by now you just want to know what is going on…so you went there.

You open the door to find… nothing again. When out of nowhere someone hugs you from behind catching your arms. You scream “Its ok babe…it’s me” Ji yong whispers in your ear. “I’m going to enjoy this and so do you” He captures your neck, his tongue licking the skin where your neck meets your collarbone. He kisses you and you kiss him back, he suck the end of your tongue while his hands were unbuttoning and taking off your blouse. Then you notice he had something in his hand by the time you realize what it was… he blindfolded you. “I’m gonna make you feel so good babe” he guided you to bed. Ji yong put your hands above your head to the headboard using a tie to tie your wrists together. “Ji yong…” “Shhh its ok I’ll take care of you”. He says as he puts a finger over your mouth. He climbed on top of you kissing your lips hungrily and groaning in your mouth. Your tongues slip out and touch.

Ji yong fingertips where across the top of your back, touching your bra clasp. He took it off…now his lips leaves yours. You was about to complain but before you can even mutter a syllable, his mouth is sucking your nipple. You’ve always enjoyed when he kiss or touch your body but this time being private to see or move is ten thousand times better. His hand is in your panties and you let out a moan when his fingers find your entrance. And then his mouth leaves your breast just to go down your body with his tongue licking it all the way down. You can feel his breath near your clit which makes you go insane. “Please… don’t tease babe” you practically beg. He is licking up and down your clit, suckling lightly again, then going back to just flicking the end of his tongue against it. “OMG Ji…” you moan.

“You taste so good” he is pushing your hips against his mouth “Oh god!!!” you almost scream. Before you get your orgasm his mouth leaves you and you can hear the smile in his voice “I knew you would love this”…

“Fuck… you look so damn hot. Blindfolded. Completely under my control” he puts something on you “What is that?” you asked a little too excited. He doesn’t even have to answer, as soon as your words came out your mouth you felt a shock rush through your whole body starting in between your legs paralyzing you for less than a second “Ohhh…” the pleasure was incredible you can’t control yourself. You arch your back sticking your knees together. It’s a vibrator. You felt his hands trying to separate your knees again, you try to fight back but it doesn’t work. He spread your legs keeping them like that. “Ji yong!!!” you’re moaning his name. You starting to feel your orgasm coming just like before but this time is a lot more intense… and then again he stopped just in time. You’re so angry now “Fuck!!! What I did to you?” you said breathlessly “Are you getting mad?” Ji yong reached your neck kissing it gently. You’re about to answer when you felt it again but this time the feeling is overwhelming. Is faster this time “Oh shit!” you’re keeping your legs together trying to minimize the feeling. He’s kissing your lips biting them a little. You tilted your head back and now he’s sucking your neck “Please let me come!!!” but he stopped one more time.

“Sorry babe” he said “I hate you so much right now” you said sincerely “You’re gonna love me again when we finish here” you felt how he grabs your legs spreading them apart . His arms are going down your lower back pushing you close to him. “Ohhh…fuck!” you’re feeling his cock lightly touching your clit “I’m the only one allowed to make you come” Ji yong’s hands press against your hips, and you pout up at him. He kisses you again licking your bottom lip, before pushing your legs out further, and rubbing his cock once more against your clit teasing you.

“Fuck me already!” and then you feel it. He’s going down deeper inside you. His dick comes out wet. “You’re soaking baby” Ji yong presses the head into you and you gasp. He pushes hard into you, and you feel yourself stretching around him. Your body is shaking. He is sliding in and out of you so fast now “Come babe come for me!!!”. Both of you came at the same time. Your orgasm hits you so hard, you can’t control yourself, your legs are shaking and your arch your back to the point it hurts.

He takes away the band from your eyes kissing you passionately as he release your wrists. You hugged him “Do you still hate me?” he’s smiling pretending to be sad “Ask me later” a smile shows on your face “You doesn’t seem angry anymore” his nose touched yours and you kiss him.

Unsteady

Fandom:sons of anarchy
Pairing: Juice ortiz x reader
Word count: 2598


I had been with Juice off and on for four years, he was always a loose cannon but I knew that if I needed him he was there, hell or high water. This time was different, he was acting like a stranger to me and I really was sick of it. I had started avoiding him too and that was when I knew something was wrong, I had seen that he was home and I just kept driving. It isn’t the first time I had done it either, in fact it is the third time I’ll have done it this week. I could usually see him, hidden there in the depth of his tortured brown eyes but this time he was just gone. I drove around for hours and when I got back home he was still there, which shocked me a little. I heaved myself out of the car with a sigh and trudged up the driveway, checked the mail, and headed inside. Juice was sitting on the couch with a beer in his hand staring at the tv but not watching it. He looked up when I walked in but neither of us said anything. I went to our room and grabbed some pajamas to change into. When I came out he was leaning against the door frame and I jumped.
“Sorry.” He muttered and I nodded as I brushed past him. “How was your day?” He followed after me and I sighed under my breath.
“Fine, how was yours?”
“Fine too.” He sat on the bed and watched me in the closet mirror. “You gonna look at me?” I thought about it for a long minute before I shook my head at him. He got up and walked over to me. “Why not.”
“I’m not sure you’ll like the answer to that Juice.” He took my face in his hands.
“Why not?” I took the chance and looked into his eyes, and I didn’t recognize him.
“Because I don’t know you.” He let me go and stepped back from me.
“What the hell does that mean?”
“I’ve known you for a lot of years Juice, I know you inside and out, but right now, I look into your eyes and I see a stranger.” He frowned at me and then turned his back to me.
“I’m right here. I’m right fucking here Y/N.” I shook my head at him and set down the stuff that I had been holding.
“No, you’re not Juice. I don’t know what’s going on but I have always been there for you. Just talk to me.” He turned around with such anger in his eyes that I backed up a step.
“I have so much shit going on right now and you want to pile on some more huh? If you know me so fucking well then maybe you should’ve known that if I wanted to talk to you I would’ve!” He shouted at me and I snapped.
“That’s such shit Juice, you asked me to be your old lady two months ago and then you fucking pull this shit again.”
“You said no!”
“Because Juice of this right fucking here!” I waved my arms around and I shook my head. “I know you. You can’t handle anything permanent.” I shook my head at him.
“Nice, a great vote of confidence from my own fucking girlfriend.” I scoffed.
“Girlfriend? This is the longest talk we’ve had in a month and a half.” I muttered and he looked at me.
“So what? I have had shit to do.”
“Yeah, I know that. But before Juice, that never mattered. You still made me feel important.”
“That’s what this is about? You not feeling important? Well shit baby why didn’t you say so?” He stepped closer and gave me a smirk, his eyes were ice cold and I just shook my head at him.
“Fuck you Juice, I’m going to bed. I have non criminal work to do.”
“Fine. I got shit to do.”
“See you around. Love you too!” I called after him, a minute later I heard the front door slam and his bike start up. I went to take a shower, which led to some crying, and then I drank myself stupid and passed out in bed. I woke up hungover and pissed off, Juice hadn’t been back and I took that as a sign. I got ready and headed to work, I worked at a diner all day Monday through Friday. I was walking out the door when Juice was pulling in, I left the front door open and walked passed him to my car.
“Hey.” He called out to me and I ignored him. I got in my car and peeled out of the driveway. He called me and I ignored his call, shutting off my phone and heading into work. It’s like he said, he had shit to do and so do I. The best thing about my job is that there was very little time to dwell on old shit when your trying not to spill hot coffee and food on assholes. It was around my lunch break when Juice came in.
“Y/N your man is here.” Rosie called out from the front of the diner.
“I don’t have a man!” I yelled back and I heard her laugh, I sighed and walked out to the front. “I need a smoke, lets talk outside.”
“Why didn’t you answer my calls?”
“My phone must be off.” I shrugged and lit my cigarette.
“Bullshit. Look we need to talk.” He sighed and ran a hand over his hair.
“Ok.”
“I thought about what you said and you are right, I haven’t been acting like I should towards you. I’m just unsteady, right now and I need to deal with that. Alone.” I got what he meant and I frowned as I nodded my head.
“You moving out or am I this time?” He frowned at me and I just shook my head. “I’ll go, don’t worry about it. Uh is that it?”
“That’s all you’re going to say?”
“What am I supposed to say Juice, this isn’t the first time that you have left me, but you know what? It’s the last. You want to have time to be steady that is fine, take all the time you need. I’m not going to knock you off balance anymore.” I threw my cigarette to the ground and I turned my back on him.
“I didn’t mean that it was you Y/N.”
“It doesn’t matter what you meant. It’s the club and me and that club is your life. I know that, I respect it, and I love you for it. But that means that I am expendable and you have already proved that again and again, each time that you break up with me.”
“Why do you keep letting me back in?”
“Because I am the idiot that loves you. That will always love you.” He frowned at me and I just sighed. “Do what you gotta do, be happy, whatever, I’ll be out by the weekend.”
“You don’t have to leave, I’ll stay at the clubhouse.”
“I think it’s better if I do.” I looked at my watch and sighed. “Bye Juice.”
“Hey, call me if you need anything ok?” I felt my throat get tight and I just nodded at him, we both knew that I wouldn’t call. I walked back into the diner, and worked through the rest of my shift in a fog.

Shit, shit, shit, mother fucking shit! I started at the little stick in my hand, the six other ones and I sighed. This made things complicated, I was fucking pregnant, four years and never had a pregnancy scare, until now and it was not a false alarm. It was my day off and I was still was in the process of unpacking my stuff. I hadn’t talked to Juice in a month, I was almost three months along if I got knocked up the last time we had sex. “Shit.” I called the only person that I could think of.
“Lass?”
“Hey Chibs, I uh I need your help.”
“Want me to call Juice?”
“No! No god no, I just need someone to talk to.”
“Where are you?” I gave him my address and he said he would be there soon. He didn’t lie, within ten minutes he was on my doorstep.
“Hey.” I invited him in and he hugged me.
“Hey darlin’, what’s going on?”
“I, oh god, I’m pregnant.” His eyes went wide and then he took a deep breath. “I have a doctor’s appointment to be sure but I took seven tests Chibs and they are all positive.Fuck!”
“Did you tell him?” I avoided looking at him and he put his hand on my chin. “Y/N.”
“No, we’re not together anymore Chibs. He can’t handle it all. He admitted it and I haven’t talked to him since we split, hell he doesn’t even know where I live now.”
“You have to tell him love.” I sighed
“Do I?”
“You do or I will.” I sighed and shook my head at him.
“Give me some time my appointment isn’t until next week then I’ll know for sure and I’ll call him.”
“You’ll call him?” He asked and I sighed
“Yeah, I will.” He gave me a long look and I stared back at him. “I don’t want my kid to have a dad that is only there when it’s easy, because with the life he has and the way he is that will be never.”
“I understand but that is a choice that the two of you have to make together, he deserves the right to know, from there that isn’t my business.” I ran a hand through my hair and I let out a groan.
“Shit!”
“You’re gonna have to watch that mouth once the kid comes out.”
“Thankfully I have at least six months before that.” He laughed and pulled me into a hug.
“It’s going to be ok love.” He hung around for a while longer, until the club needed him. He left with a warning of “Remember Y/N. You tell him or I will.” I managed to dodge his calls and him for about three weeks. I was in fact pregnant, three and a half months and the bump was starting to show now. I was getting lonely and hormonal and I let Rosie talk to going out on a blind date. We met at a fancier bar in Oakland and I was actually having a good time. Until I saw the furious face of Juice and Jax from across the bar. I watched Jax nudge Juice outside and I was glad that I parked out back. I excused myself from my date and hauled ass home. I ignored six calls from Chibs and fell asleep thinking about what an idiot I am. It was early and I was walking out the door for work and bumped into juice, literally, I almost hit the floor.
“What the hell?” I exclaimed as I felt two arms catch me and haul me back up.
“It’s true?” I heard a familiar voice and grimaced. I knew that he saw the bump, my uniform didn’t cover it very well.
“I was gonna tell you.” I told him as I pulled away from him. “What are you doing here Juice?”
“Had a nice chat with Chibs, he told me that you were knocked up and that you didn’t tell me, you fucking told him first.” He was mad and hurt and I sighed.
“I was going to tell you, I just didn’t know how.”
“It’s easy Y/N! ‘Hey uh I’m knocked up!’” He shouted and I slapped him before I pulled him inside.
“Don’t talk to me like that you asshole!” I yelled at him and he just stared at me. “How am I supposed to call you and tell you that you knocked me up when you can’t even handle a girl that is willing to put up with all of your flaws and bullshit? The one person that never asked you for anything? Huh?” I pushed against his chest when he didn’t answer. “Nothing to say now? You come here and shout at me and now you have nothing to say?” I felt myself tearing up and he clenched his jaw as he reached out for me. I backed away from him and shook my head. He grabbed me and hauled me up against him anyway and hugged me tight.
“I’m sorry, Y/N. I really am.” I nodded and buried my face against his chest. “Can we talk now, I promise not to shout at you again?”
“Ok.” I pulled away from him and grabbed my phone. “Take a seat, I need to call and tell my boss I’m gonna be late.”
“You still at the diner?”
“Yeah.” I nodded and walked into my room as I called into work. I took a minute to compose myself and change before I went back out to the living room.
“Not going in?”
“No, Boss gave me the day off.” He nodded and stared at me, waiting for me to sit. I just stood there and put a hand on my belly.
“Do you have any idea how hard it is to kiss someone who isn’t you?” He asked me and I grimaced at him but I didn’t respond and he sighed. “Please say something, anything. Even if you know I don’t want to hear it.”
“I don’t know how hard that is, I haven’t kissed anyone but you in four years.” I told him.
“This is fucking killing me, I miss you, I love you. Now come over here and let me fucking hold you.” He looked at me and I saw a familiar spark in his eyes, honesty and love.
“For how long?” I was dying to run and jump on him but this wasn’t just about me anymore.
“What do you mean?”
“How long until you get overwhelmed or whatever again and take off on me and your kid?” He stood up and walked over to me.
“I’m not leaving you again, each time it gets worse, I’m a bigger wreck and I won’t do that to you again or to the-the baby.” I looked away from him but he took my face in his hands. “I promise, we can get married and i’ll take out a life insurance policy or something. I’ll clean my shit up.”
“Married? Life insurance?” I let out a laugh and he frowned. “I don’t want to change you, I just want you to stick around Juice. If you want to, I’m not going to force you but you’re either in or out, there can’t be a half way in this.”
“You’d let me back in, you’d take me back?”
“I never wanted you gone Juice-” He scooped me up and I let out a laugh. “Don’t squeeze me so hard, I’m very susceptible to puking these days.” He gently set me down and kissed me.
“I love you.”
“I love you too Juice.”
“I’m not leaving you again. I promise.”
“You better not or I swear to god, I’ll have Chibs cut off your balls.” He nodded and pulled me in for another hug. It wasn’t going to be easy but I trusted him when he made that promise, there was no one for me but him. Even if he was a little unsteady.

Surrender

**I got a request from a wonderful anon for a song fic, so here goes! Anon, I hope I did that song justice - I had never heard it before and it was beautiful!

Pairing: Sam x Reader

Summary: Song: Surrender by Natalie Taylor. You tell Sam you’re better off apart. Then you realize you may need Sam more than you thought.

Word Count: ~1,100

Warnings: Angst, a little violence, and a lot of fluff!

A/N: God, this made me want to go hug someone and tell them it will all be okay As always, my ask is open for requests, to be added to tags, thoughts, feedback, or if you just want to say hi :). I love love, so send some!



“It’s okay, y/n. Just say it, I promise I won’t get upset.” Your sweet boyfriend encouraged you. Your throat tightened in a giant knot. His support was just making this harder to deal with.

You took a deep breath and prepared to deliver the fear that had been bubbling just below your surface for weeks now. You needed to tell him the truth. You owed it to him. “Sam,” you began, gently placing a tender hand on his large forearm. “I don’t think we can be together anymore.”

You choked back a sob as you watched your boyfriend crumble before you. The look of surprise in his eyes was so piercing that you had to turn away.

“I just think that-,” you went on, “I - I think I’m a danger to you. You worry about me too much, and you blame yourself for everything that happens to me, and I can’t carry that cross anymore Sam. I love how much you care, but I can’t date a martyr.” You watched as his eyes grew rounder, brimming with tears. He was silent, gathering his thoughts.

His voice came out a little more than a whisper. “But I need you, y/n.” You bit your lip harder, tears breaking through your barrier, and rolling down your cheeks. “Please,” his voice broke. “Please.”

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paiigemcullers  asked:

Murphy being all "of course he gets the hug" made me cackle because he is such an attention hoe but also because everything he says sounds like he is flirting and then when he does get hugged he's like???!!! Wait I'm not being choked? What's going on? And then when Monty said he might not hate him anymore he's smile made my heart beam coz it was just like a F.I.N.E.L.Y someone wants to be friends with me!! Smile! And just awwwww at that entire scene & also him wanting to talk bout there lovers!

S T O P god yes all of this the boy is so used to being hated and unappreciated and that pure happiness on his face I died. I’m dead. Do you hear me, D E A D.

Do you all know how salty I am over the fact that we never got a scene with Naruto and Tsunade after the war?

Tsunade had lost two different people who meant the world to her, both telling her they wanted to be Hokage someday before they died too young and it made her hella bitter. Then there’s this little boy who drives this cynical ass woman to believe, to get her to entrust him with all she had left of these two people in hopes that one day, someone close to her will live to be hokage and make a difference.

I just wanted a scene where Tsunade gives an adult Naruto a hug, maybe makes him lean down so she can kiss his forehead for old times sake, and then thanks him with misty eyes for keeping his promise to her. And Naruto is standing there saying how if she cries, he’s going to cry but he’s got the biggest smile on his face. 

God that would have been so much better than what we got and I don’t think I’m ever going to be over it.

anonymous asked:

So life and future is stressful, but whenever I ask my family for advice, their response is, "what does god want you to do?" And I feel like I should qualify, their god is not Chuck. Their god is, "Homosexuality is a sin," and, "women must be submissive to and always obey their husbands," and, "hitting your child is okay as long as they screwed up first". I gave up a long time ago. Basically, I want a hug and someone to tell me everything's going to be okay?

Gabriel: Hey guys, can you all get in here a minute?  We got someone who needs all the hugs and –

Me: Are you insane?!  Do you not remember what happened last time you did that?

Gabriel: Yeah but –

Me: No buts!  We just finished cleaning this place up and barely got our deposit back.  We don’t need to be blowing holes in it on our way–

*explosion goes off on the other end of the island*

Me: …go ahead.  

Gabriel:  Hey Anon, come meet us on the south side.  We are going to hug the shit out of you.  And yes, it will be ok.  You’ve made it this far and you can keep going.    

Requested Enjolras imagine

A/N: sorry im like two days late but i didn’t have any sleep last night and i had a long day at school.

The soldiers were climbing on the barricade, it was in the heat of the moment when you run up the barricade to protect your friends and got a sword in your stomach. The pain was indescribable, you looked at your wound while the rest was, still fighting. You decided to cover it up with a towell and not talk about it, it would heal itself, you thought.


The fight was over, the boys climbed of the barricade tapping each other on the shoulder. You forced a smile and walked with them to the cafe, ‘y/n, are you alright? You don’t look so well.’ It was Enjolras.
You looked at him, not sure what to say, you wanted to tell him you got injured but you didn’t want them to be worried about you when they had something bigger to worry about.


When you stumbled towards the cafe you were feeling dizzy, things were starting to get blurry and vague. You felt yourself slip away ready to hit the hard floor, but that didn’t come. You didn’t really care about it anymore and you closed your eyes.
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'Come on, y/n. Stay with me, wake up.’ You heard the beautiful voice of Enjolras. You slowly opened your eyes to see the face of Enjolras, 'Thank god.’ He sighed and pulled you into a tight hug.


'What happened?’ You asked, Enjolras looked at you, 'honestly, I don’t know. You have a huge wound on your stomach, but don’t worry I’ll take care of you.’ A soft smile appeared on your face. Knowing you were in good hands, Enjolras had cleaned and disinfected the wound.


'You know y/n, I- uh’ Enjolras stuttered a but, you’ve never seen him like this, where was this going? 'I’ve never felt this way about someone, and I want you to know that I care about you. A lot. I just want you to be with me.’ Enjolras looked away, his cheeks were red like his jacket.


You reached towards him, touching his flushing cheeks gently. 'Enjolras I love you, and if that means we’re going to die out there then so be it. But I only want to be with you.’ You looked him straight in the eyes. Enjolras face changed from shy and even a bit scared to hopeful, he leaned in. Then at last his lips meet yours, it was soft but passionate, this I’d all you’ve lived for.