god i have a lot of feelings

Hey so I listened to all the ft openings and endings today while cleaning my room, so decided to do my top five openings and endings put together, and the top 5 that give me feels. I decided to not put any on both lists.

Favorite OP/ED:

1. Opening 20 (it’s so LIT AND THE FULL SONG IS FIRE)

2. Ending 11 (BOI IT’S SO GOOD AND IUFJDNS)

3: Opening 18 (I AM SO FIRED UP)

4. Opening 22 (I’m ready to kick ass after hearing this)

5. Opening 6 (I want to dance to this song)

Top Five feelsy ones (I will cry): (in no order)

-ending 6 (wow ok depression)
-ending 14 (I just have a lot of feelings)
-opening 1 (dear god nostalgia)
-opening 9 (the PIANO AND THE LYRICS OH GOD)
-ending 4 (sobbing)

anonymous asked:

I bet Clark thought about his appearance a lot. I mean, isn't it odd that an alien looked just like a human? He probably worried that one day whatever made him look like everyone else would stop working and he'd turn into a monster.

OH MY GOD I’M GONNA CRY NOW

like, man, i bet he had nightmares about it, too - and then he’d have to get up and check and make sure he hasn’t sprouted feelers in the middle of the night. every time someone stares at him for too long he can’t help but feel like he’s morphed into a zathura-looking creature. and that’s not the sort of reflex that goes away, isn’t it? i bet batman’s uncomfortable staring scared him at least once or twice

and that intertwines closely with the fear that he’s going to slip and seriously hurt someone, because the whole world is made of paper, to him. the amount of focus it’s gotta take to not rip the door off its hinges every time he’s mad, i’m so emotional

[whispering] i love u superman

anonymous asked:

Lol God is on some sorta streak bc I came here telling you about how I wanted to break up w my now ex gf but I was afraid & she, out of the blue, broke up with me. Fast forward to this week & I made a dumb decision & asked a girl out when I wasn't really feeling it, she just liked me a lot & my friends threw the whole thing at me. I prayed about it. Our date was for tonight but she, out of the blue, cancelled just an hour beforehand. God is a homie G. Is that weird to say? 😂 have a blessed day!

Hi friend,

Definitely not weird to say! God knows what’s up, and He is totally looking out for you. I love how positive you are about everything and how you trust in Him and His plans for you. What an awesome outlook you have. :)

Thanks for sharing your story, and feel free to keep me updated on what else God is doing in your life.

All my love,

S. 

anonymous asked:

Okay so I want your opinion on how you want Bellxclarke's relationship to gradually develop. For me personally, I'm hoping it goes a little somethin like: Bellamy suddenly softly kisses Clarke, yet they both feel super happy but strange about it & make a pact to forget about it. (Because they're so non confrontational about their feelings for each other.) BUT THEN the tension grows A LOT and either Bell or Clarke admits their feelings for the other and they have a rough makeout scene. ;)))

sajkhfjkdhf oh god, I mean if I had it my way, I’d have them together next episode. But I already have a theory of how it’s gonna go down and it aint that pretty. I do hope that we gradually see more and more of Clarke’s feelings. I think that’s what’s going to happen when Bellamy get’s kidnapped. I already know that she’s gonna be looking suppppper stressed (according to Tiffany). I’m praying there will be an embrace when they let him go (please god give us a hug), and I think Clarke’s gonna hold him so tight, tighter then ever before. She’s gonna get extremely protective at that point. but I don’t think Bellamy’s done risking his life. I think the acid rain scene is gonna be coming up after those episodes and I think he’s going to do it without telling her because he won’t want her to worry, and he low key knows she’d freak out. But Clarke will find out and then I think things are gonna go sour I hate to say it :/ But I think basically we’ll get some sort of confession from Bellamy, and then I think Clarke is gonna be like “I can’t do this” because she’s gonna be scared to lose another loved one. I think she’ll push him away and he’s gonna be really hurt by it. That’s all of I’ve thought up so far, I don’t think they’ll be in a relationship this season, maybe in the final part of the finale. But I do think their feelings will go canon. I think Bellamy will admit his to her, and I think Clarke’s feelings become very obvious and she’ll probably tell Abby or someone will call her out on it. Probably not what people want but :/ I think realistically 

ask-heretohelp  asked:

How do you feel about Misa? Both as a friend, a person, and romantically~

I don’t… know what you mean by romantically… 

I’ve been on my own for most of my life, so I never really… “fell in love”?… I have no idea how it even feels like… and I don’t know how to identify those feelings really…

Misa is great… She’s so funny and open minded… She makes friends so easily and everyone likes her a whole lot… It makes me… kind of jealous actually… But at the same time it’s also really inspiring!

She really inspires me to be braver… and most importantly… she makes me feel… well… like I belong? Being a legendary Pokémon can be… lonely. Specially when you’re always hiding… like me…

I don’t mind being alone… But to be honest… I really like her company… Even though I feel kind of nervous around her, I’m glad we can be friends…

((You sure are persistent, aren’t you? :3c))

tarotprose  asked:

It's three years in the future and you own a house with its own detached store front space. Tell us what your shop would look like.

Oh my god I dream of this.

So I imagine a small place by the ocean somewhere so my shop would have a mystical beachy feel to it. Mermaid statues in a man made pond with a small fountain creating that sensual sound…. I would have a giant wooden hand carved and hand painted sign with my logo saying The Cackling Moon. The shop would be painted loud aquamarine color or purple or something bright. Giant chunky clear quartz placed in random places along the entry way. The inside of my shop would have a bohemian vibe to it. Lots of tapestries and mismatched furniture. Crystals everywhere. Statues and a wishing fountain to drop coins in and make wishes. Meditation music playing and a comfy corner where I would perform my readings. Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

(Ask me anything!)

anonymous asked:

My fiancé broke up with me. I am trying to see the beauty in my suffering and how this can better connect me with Jesus and my community, but no matter how hard I try, I still feel awful. I know that God has the power to change his heart because he and I have resolvable issues. I really believe that he is in God's plan for me. I am having a hard time understanding how God's plan for me includes so much suffering and separating me from my beloved?

Hi friend,

Sometimes all we can do is feel–feel the hurt, feel the pain, feel the aftereffects of what feels like our world imploding. There’s nothing I can say to help what you’re feeling, but know that now is the time to lean into Jesus more than ever. He is right there with you, and He will see you through this. 

As for trying to understand His plan for you, it’s hard. And a lot of the time we don’t know what is and isn’t His plan. I was abused as a child, and while I know that God did not want that to happen (my abuser was human and a sinner and had free will and used it in negative ways), I also know that He is helping me to use that hurt and history to glorify Him, because He’s the one who saved me. He’s the reason I’m still here. He’s… everything

So keep in mind that we never know what His plan is for us. Maybe His plan does involve your ex, but also, maybe it doesn’t. It’s going to be hard no matter what happens, but know that everything you’re feeling will eventually lift. You will smile again, laugh again, love again. 

For now, though, talk to God. Talk to Him and read His Word and know that He will never leave you. Know that it’s okay to hurt. It’s okay to be sad or angry or confused. It’s okay. Just trust Him. He’s got this. One day, you’ll understand.

Jesus answered him, “What I am doing you do not understand now, but afterward you will understand.” - John 13:7

I’ll be praying for you, love.

All my love,

S. 

5 things I like about myself

I was tagged by @coffeekidsandyoga

1. I am mostly objective and give good advice.

2. I can bake like a mofo🍰🍪

3. I have superb people skills, like seriously customer service is my god given gift.

4. My purple hair. Sorry to be vain but it’s awesome and makes me feels pretty🤷🏼‍♀️

5. I have matured SO much, pretty happy with myself about that.

I tag @making-memories9226 @canada-2-england and @savagelyloved if you ladies haven’t already done it😘

gods-little-punk  asked:

Teal, fuchsia, blush, burgundy

  • TEAL = We have a lot in common.
  • FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold
  • BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.
  • BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you

*snickers a little over “teal” because of Reasons* Yes. *sage node* Yes, we do. XD XD <3

Same, same, same, also I feel like that is a very pleasing color palette. *sends aaaaaaall the hugs* I’m so glad we’re mutuals

anonymous asked:

Whats ur fav flavor text

Oh gods. There is so much flavor text out there that is worth mentioning, I have a hard time choosing one. I feel like flavor text is underrated by some, I personally really enjoy it, it makes a lot of cards feel more alive somehow.

One of my favorite flavor texts has to be Master Biomancer, because it expresses so well the way the Simic express their fusion of Green and Blue: “Nature is a wonderful engineer but works far too slowly for my tastes.”

Many voices feel silenced today

(If you ridicule me and/or this comic, you’re only proving my point)

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a small time-travel!AU story

  • Before YOI: Must be another sports anime with lots of baiting... Always loved figure skating but they never made an anime before... I wonder...... Nah I don't think it's gonna be good but why the heck not? Let's give it a go
  • After YOI: thiS ANIME SAVED MY SOUL FROM HELL AND RAISED ME TO BE A BETTER PERSON MY SINS HAVE BEEN CLEANSED AND I FEEL BLESSED BY GOD ALMIGHTY

A lot of these posts “””defending””” Molly Hooper after that last episode are really rubbing me up the wrong way, because I swear NONE of y’all have given a single shit about Molly until now. I’ve had to endure 3 years of people saying it’s “pathetic” that Molly slapped Sherlock because he “didn’t return her feelings” (WHICH IS NOT WHY SHE HIT HIM OH MY GOD), and I’ve had to listen to people say her silly crush on Sherlock is embarrassing or that she needs to grow up and move on. Even when she’s been praised, she hasn’t been praised as an engaging and interesting character, as the sweet, kind and intelligent young pathologist she is, she’s been praised because she allegedly serves as a prop to further a relationship between two gay men. Which - guess what guys, IS NOT PROGRESSIVE. 

But oh, now that her feelings have finally been vindicated, now suddenly it’s poor Molly and Molly deserves better. But listen. I’m the first person to say that Sherlock’s got major problems with writing women. Ask me about Mary’s fridging sometime. And yes, I wish to God Molly had more screentime, but this idea that her final scene is about glamorising abusive relationships or that Molly was nothing but a prop is killing me.

Do you know what I saw when I watched that scene with Eurus and Molly?

I saw a character who had undergone tremendous growth over the past four seasons. Originally intended as a one-off, but so spellbindingly brought to life by Loo Brealey that she was made a non-canon recurring character, Molly has grown from timid, mousy and submissive to a woman more than willing to stand up for herself, whose kindness is her strength and whose love was the undoing of Moriarty. She’s smart - she’s the literal embodiment of medical and pathological knowledge in Sherlock’s mind palace. She proved you can be soft and strong, that vulnerability doesn’t have to mean weakness, and that you can stand up to someone and demand better treatment in a gentle voice. 

And, God forbid, she’s also in love with a man. But she’s never been given the opportunity to say so. Her feelings, which have been a strength and a weakness, are visible enough to us and everyone in the show, but she’s never said it out loud. 

Now, truth in fiction is a rare substance. It always takes a tremendous amount of pressure for two people to be completely honest with each other, especially if that truth concerns feelings of love. The question, “what will it take to make Molly tell Sherlock she loves him?” is answered in this scene. And the answer is: Sherlock needs to say I love you first. 

And do you know who was in control in that scene? Molly. Every single step of the way. At any moment she could have told Sherlock to stick it up his arse and hung up. There would have been no repercussions for her. Sherlock tries in myriad ways to get an I love you and she blocks him every time, says “leave me alone,” tells him she won’t let him make fun of her, tells him she’s not an experiment. She hasn’t been treated well by Sherlock and John this season, is still grieving over Mary, is probably suffering depression, and she’s sick of Sherlock’s nonsense. She’s willing to help if it’s urgent, but she’s done playing games. 

She tells him she can’t say it because it’s true. It’s always been true. She’s always loved him. Do you have any idea how long we’ve waited for her feelings to be validated? At last, no, it’s not a stupid girlish crush, it’s not infatuation, it’s a beautiful, selfless love that she cherishes for him. She loves this man. She saved his life. She stood up to him. She refused to tolerate shabby treatment from him. She was happy to be his friend. She moved on and found a new man, but when Sherlock came back, she had to be honest with herself, and she decided it would be better to be alone than marry a man she doesn’t really love. She is so brave, and so selfless, and she’s never once made her feelings his problem. That’s why she begs him - don’t make me say it because it’s true, it’s always been true.  

And then, still feeling like this must be a game somehow, she challenges him to say it first. Go on. If you want me to make a fool of myself, then you have to go first. I’m not jumping until you do. Molly can see through him; he can’t manipulate her like he did in S1. She’s not that person anymore. And he’s not that person anymore, either. Eurus didn’t rig Molly’s flat with explosives, and Sherlock didn’t win when he supposedly saved her life, because it wasn’t about that. It was about torturing Sherlock emotionally, and where once he manipulated her without a second thought, hurting Molly now is like vivisection to him. Eurus - Molly - both get him to admit “I love you” - twice. Once, because he was trying to save her life - the second time because he realised it was true. As a friend, or something more, who even cares, he loves her and he realises just how much. 

And still, Molly is in control. She can hang up, if she wants. She contemplates it. But then, almost kissing the phone, perhaps having recognised the note of sincerity in his voice, she whispers, I love you.

Too often an unrequited crush ends when a character suddenly finds a new man or woman, falls in love, and gets over their old feelings, and has a happily ever after with this random new person. But I’ve always found that maddeningly dissatisfying, and even though it comes from horrific circumstances, I’m so glad that Molly’s feelings were validated, not because Sherlock returned them, but simply because those feelings are hers, and they are real, they’ve always been real, and it hurts, god it hurts, but at least she was able to be honest. The cut has been made, the truth is revealed, and now she can begin to heal. She doesn’t have to keep those words festering inside her. Molly loves Sherlock, and it took him telling her he loved her to admit that. 

And Sherlock’s a wreck afterwards. He caresses those words “I love you” and thinks about how he always believed caring was not an advantage. He thinks about selfless, kind Molly Hooper, who had always loved him, and saved him, whose love was her strength, whose love was doomed, who would not suppress or deny her feelings, but merely kept them to herself to spare him discomfort and then - 

He thinks about Molly in that coffin. He thinks about losing her. He thinks about what he’s just said to her. He thinks of how he’s hurt her.

No.

He loses control. Always, he’s pretended to be pure intellect, has always clung to rationality, but in this moment he is nothing but emotion. Rage, pain, fear, sadness, needing to destroy this coffin, smashing it to pieces, screaming in agony because of how much he feels for this woman. 

Molly loves Sherlock. We’ve known for a long time. And I truly feel that Molly being allowed to own those feelings, because they are hers, regardless of whether they are reciprocated or not, is far more powerful than sweeping them under the rug and pretending they never existed or that she got over them just fine. This is how she feels, and no she won’t tolerate poor treatment because of them, and no she won’t put up with him playing games, but yes - she will be there when he needs her, because that’s just who she is. 

I want you to inspire me, I want to inspire you, I want to go for long roadtrips and talk talk talk about music and your projects and my projects and what if aliens exist? is god just a human invention? what stars are made of? I want to wake up next to you on a sunny day and on a gloomy day and during a thunderstorm and a still day and we have so much things to do there’s no time to cuddle but we do it anyway we travel a lot and kiss during the pauses, we have stood together at so many concerts we know perfectly how to hold each other when it gets messy and too loud at parties we don’t even have to stay together all night because just a glimpse is enough to feel the harmony between us and every one around notices. they surely do because we are like a wildfire. we will be known as something so unite and yet perfectly independent but we stay close because we love love love each other so much. together we could be the very best

Spiritual Block

We’ve all been there. You want to do something, you want to write something, you want to make something… But you can’t.

You can’t feel it. You can’t see it. You can’t hear it. You just feel disconnected and anxious. 

I get a lot of asks from people who ask how to reconnect with gods, spirits, and their craft. They claim things have gone cold, gone quiet, gone silent.

So here is a small list of my own suggestions to help with feeling this way. 

Get Out

Now a lot of practices aren’t nature based, so I’m going to word this a bit differently than I would if it applied solely to me. 

Get out of your everyday space. The space you sleep, you eat, you work. Go for a hike, go see a move, go to a cafe, go to a library, go down the road and just listen to the sounds around you. We isolate ourselves through routine and sometimes we put up walls without realizing it. Look at details, explore, investigate, question. Remember you are more than just a 9-5 job. Remember you are more than just the book you read on warding magic or the
overwhelming schoolwork that has been draining your inspiration. 

Regroup

Look to what inspires you. Movies, artwork, other practices or crafts and allow yourself time to look through those things. Do not hold yourself to them, or compare yourself to them but rather think about what inspires you about them. What aspects do you admire? Can you incorporate those into your own practices? Can you change them to suit your own style? What can you add to make them your own, and in doing so make them something more to you?

Shuffle a deck of cards and just do a reading. Flip through a book and just read a page. Listen to a song or a playlist and skip around. Find small elements that you can use to build something bigger. Allow yourself space to write, to draw, to record these things however you can. They don’t need to be organized and they don’t need to be “proper” unless of course you’re into that. Just get it down for later when you can look it over and make sense of it all (if there is sense to make). 

Fake It

The best way to get over a block is to just keep going. After you’ve gone out and regrouped yourself just take another crack at it. Redo shrines or altars. Reorganize bookshelves and chests of materials. Check dates of herbs and cleanse crystals. Water and cull your plants. Now just do it. Don’t need anything yourself? Look to the many people in this world who need a hand. Do a spell for those who are hungry, those who are scared, those who are hurting. Or likewise do a spell against those who are greedy, those who are suffocating and killing, those who are hindering and disrupting. 

Do a spell for your own land, your own home, your friends and family members (some people will warn against doing magic without permission but I’ll leave that choice to you). Do a spell for yourself. Clean yourself. Inspire yourself. Harness passion and dedication. Bathe in it. Sing to your gods or your spirits or if you’ve none sing to the spirits who have passed. 

Turn up the music and dance.
Dance for those fighting for clean water, for those fighting for their own land, for those fighting to put food on the table, for those who feel broken and wronged and desperate. It doesn’t have to be any one person or any specific people. It is still valid and is still worth doing.

Enjoy

Do what you enjoy.
At the end of the day why pursue something if you aren’t enjoying it?

I mean this in a light sense. A lot of people chose this path for other reasons and many have made vows and promises but ultimately why stay if you aren’t enjoying any aspect of this? A duty? A responsibility? Maybe. But for those of us who don’t have those don’t feel restricted and restrained.

Do what you love.

If you love making wards. Make them.

Already have enough? Make some for other people. Make some for the forest. The library. Local soup kitchens.

Like writing spells? Share them. Write as many as you like.
Like constructing rituals? Leaving offerings? Writing poems? Simply being around herbs and crystals and bones? Do that. Surround yourself.

There doesn’t always have to be a reason. Or be a need. You can just do. Don’t let your mind overthink something that is in essence just an action.

For me, witchcraft is an impulse and is sporadic. I do it when I feel I should. And I have found you do not need a reason to do it.

I hope you can shake those cobwebs from your head and pursue what you enjoy.

*(Disclaimer)
Some people may feel their own craft is sacred or very strict and serious. This post is very obviously not directed towards your own particular situation. Please do not apply this post to your own craft if you don’t think it is applicable. This is a personal post of a public format being shared with the sole intention of helping those in similar situations. Curseshamers are tiresome and boring. I’ll spare everyone else the trouble, “Not everyone follows the ‘rules’ and ‘laws’ you do so don’t apply them to other people”. Lastly permission and it’s place in magic is something argued about. This isn’t the post to do that arguing on. If you want to discuss it get your soapbox out and stand on it on your own blog. 

♡ VALENTINE’S DAY (2010) SENTENCE STARTERS.

“ my closest relationship is with my blackberry, thank god it vibrates! ”
“ when i was a kid, most of the advice that my dad gave me was crap. ”
“ there you have it, folks. young love. ”
“ valentine’s day was a massacre in chicago where lots of people were killed. ”
“ i don’t feel comfortable taking my shirt off in public. ”
“ love is the only shocking act left on the planet. ”
“ if you’re ever with a guy/girl that’s too good for you, marry him/her. ”
“ i shut down my playerness from new years to st. patty’s day. ”
“ i need happy, i need romantic, i need love, and i need it from you. ”
“ i would crawl over cut glass to take you to the winter formal. ”
“ dude, he’s from indiana. they only celebrate love your cousin day. ”
“ did you even consider marrying me? ”
“ when you ask a girl to marry you, do you want her to just consider it? ”
“ then there’s the whole thing with my parents’ horrible… ”
“ oh don’t tell me, that’ll take the fun out of guessing. ”
“ i can’t stand the idea of some jerk hurting her, i just can’t. i can’t. ”
“ what’s the greatest love song of all time? ”
“ i’ve never had an inkling before. i wasn’t sure what to do with it. ”
“ what do you do with the flowers? ”
“ you don’t step in to love, you fall in. ”
“ apparently everyone and their mother felt that way but nobody had the guts to tell me. ”
“ have you ever seen someone fall head over heels in love? it’s ugly, bro. ”
“ love doesn’t exist unless you acknowledge it in front of other people. ”
“ unfortunately, the truth makes everything else seem like a lie. ”
“ it’s not about defiance, it’s about what a man will do for love. ”
“ that is a really weird way to talk to your boss. ”
“ this is the busiest day of the year for phone sex. ”
“ you know, i’d like to say yes. but… i don’t know if i can afford it. ”
“ when you love someone, you love all of them… ”