If you’re reading this and you’re not happy right now, you will be.
I don’t know what you’re going through.
Everyone has their own type of darkness that they’re trying to make sense of, but no matter how dark it gets, you’ll do it.
Things will get better, you will get better.
Life will become brighter, and you’ll look back on days like these when you couldn’t look forward to the next hour, let alone the next day.
When you do, you’ll smile, maybe even laugh, and it’ll hit you.
You turned out just fine.

but the character development tho???? harry styles; the boy who cried on national television about the awful things people were saying about him, who said he wanted to be someone who didn’t care what others thought but that he just wasn’t… that boy then proceeded to do everything in his power to increase his confidence. he grew his hair long, long, long! he got so many tattoos, danced outrageously, deliberately messed up solos to make people laugh, refused to badmouth anyone about who they were or how they looked, embraced imperfection and let himself be made fun of with a grin on his face…. this boy now a MAN!!!!!!! who wears whatever the fuck he wants because he likes it, who expresses himself in a way that means ‘i’m going to do my own thing and whether other people like it is inconsequential’. THAT 👏🏻 CHARACTER 👏🏻 DEVELOPMENT 👏🏻

BIRTHDAY HIATUS      !  (  September 29th - October 2nd  )

All right glitter bombs  !  It’s time for me to make that one post. ( Yes I’m cheesy and made a graphic with our muses sue me ).  As some of you know it’s my birthday September 30th, and I’m going to be spending a whole 4 days with @systemctic​, who actually was with me on my last b-day as well if you’ve been following me long enough and can remember that. 

I will be driving +2 hours to get her and +2 hours to come back tomorrow and then we’re gonna be spending all the time we have doing stuff like : braiding each other’s hair, taking dumb selfies, seeing movies, eating bad food, crying about Peter’s ass and being nerds etc. etc. all the things ya girl dreams of doing tbh which means I cannot guarantee any activity on the blog other than the queue I am going to set up until the end of Sunday. This blog is often way ahead of schedule as far as the queue is concerned. I’m pretty sure that there might be a couple of off days next week while I start a queue that will run smooth ideally until the day I die, jk, kinda. I appreciate everyone’s patience with me with these 70+ threads I’m trying to keep up with somehow. 

I’ll be honest, my irl situation as of late is not that great and my mental health isn’t the greatest so I can safely say that while I want to take this hiatus and spend it with baest™, it’s a needed one too. We might pop up here once a while if we feel like it, maybe cry about the M/agnificent 7 or some random thing, who knows  ?  As much as I wanna share the b-day excitement like last year  ( it was such a blast on here  ! ),  I am not too sure if it’s healthy for me to be here at all due to the exhaustion I feel I can’t describe. I just require space even though I’ve been feeling hella spaced out lately anyway. I need to recharge my batteries.

Once I return I’m gonna change a lot of stuff here, unfollowing sprees, s/kype clear out, format change, conduct change, whatever change, you name it. I will most likely bring back the concept of ‘exclusiveness’ but that’s for another post. If you read this far and are still doing so, you are a real MVP  !  If I get any kind of b-day wish post on here  or on s/kype this Friday, I will respond to all of them after I come back Sunday evening, so I’ll see you then  !


✨Glitter Queen✨


I hate that being quiet is seen as a bad thing.
I don’t hate people, I just prefer my own company.

In theory, we celebrate diversity, even in the form of personalities.
Extroverts, introverts, ambiverts, toad, catfish, whatever - you name it. We have support group for it.

But reality strikes, and you look like a failure next to that boy who talks a lot, has more than a handful of friends and knows everyone in the whole school.

So.. now as I’m lying in bed, I’m having anxiety just thinking about going back into ward rounds and bedside teaching and presentations and practice OSCEs and and and just being around people in general.

I don’t hate it, don’t get me wrong.
I love coming in to see patients, speaking to the F1s, sitting in clinics with the consultants, or just absorbing everything that’s going on in the hospital.
I just hate how it sometimes makes me feel when I’m amongst my peers - it’s like I have to change who I am to fit in. And it’s so, so, difficult, and just plain exhausting. 💔

How much of myself do I need to change?
I really don’t want to sound like someone who’s in denial - I do agree that I need to learn to be more assertive and come off as a lot more confident, but can I still be myself, an introvert, AND a great medical student too?
Is this doable?

The ending is very nice and heartwarming but is nowhere near realistic. (This is an anime, so who cares, right? Sore wa chigau yo!

Why are the SDR2 kids okay? Why do they all seem happy-go-lucky, as if they have forgotten the horrible things they have done? They were SHSL Despairs. All of them committed massacres. Sonia even sacrificed her parents to Junko. Some violated their own bodies: Komaeda cut his arm, Kuzuryuu ripped his right eye out of the socket, Akane fasted for days/weeks and could have died due to hunger, and Tsumiki was hinted to have transplanted Junko’s ovaries in her. So how do they look so fine? How did they get their clothes that they wore before entering Hope’s Peak?

I am so damn confused right now. I’M HAPPY TO SEE THEM ALIVE, but it still feels wrong. Ugh

TJ Perkins

Someone had said to me before I was going out for the finals, they said, ‘You don’t look nervous at all.’ And I don’t get nervous over things. The thing is, being homeless makes you nervous. Struggling like that, that hardship, that makes you nervous because you don’t know if you’re going to get over that. This? This is not hard. This is fun. I’m in heaven now.

look the last thing i’m going to say about it for now so that i can hop into my drafts is that as long as someone isn’t attacking people who have different opinions or downright belittling them, there is NOTHING wrong with expressing your opinion, be it positive or EXTREMELY salty

ripping the anime to shreds or pointing out things you liked, criticizing it for better or worse, being personally upset or happy, going on positive or negative rants about something that’s your opinion is perfectly ACCEPTABLE. jumping on someone’s dick over it is what’s not okay

i can sit here and type out 50 reasons why i want to punch d-r3 in its nuts && that’s fine, but if i wrote a paragraph about how ‘hurr durr if u lIKED this ur fucking dUMB’ /then/ there’s a problem

do not………… vague & scream & whatever about/at people because they have a different opinion……….. the fandom is split. that’s all there is to it. blacklist tags you need to blacklist && avoid posts you don’t want to see.

everyone is entitled to express their opinion as calmly or passionately as they want to without getting shit on for it. and it was inevitable, regardless of how it ended, bc obvs we’re in the dr rp community & we’re all v passionate abt this.

just bc i’m angry at how things ended doesn’t mean i’m pissed off at people who dID like it… nor do i have any hate for any of the characters or anything like that. i have some very salty personal opinions, but i’m not gonna project them on people. i’ve been ranting about how i feel. how I /personally/ feel. nothing more, nothing less. and to everyone doing the same (whether you liked it or not), good! talk abt how you feel! that’s one point of an ending. you can express your opinions!

and as long as someone isn’t attacking you for your opinion, don’t step on them for theirs.


hamiltonandhighlighters  asked:

hi :) i just wanted to thank you for everything you do with this blog & your channel!! why?? ok so storytime: i just got rejected for something i really, REALLY wanted and you and your blog helped me realise that the best thing for me to do now isn't to cry and give up, it's to work twice as hard and make them regret rejecting me in the first place, so thanks, you're a huge inspiration <3 :D


anonymous asked:

I know requests are closed but if I don't send this in I'll totally forget about it I hope that's alright! If not you can just ignore it lol...but can you write something about packing up your apartment because you're moving in with Harry and you're going through all your things and Harry's trying to get you to throw things that you'll probably never take a second look at away but you refuse because "you never know you might need it one day" :)

Do you mind if I make this a blurb? Because I’m kinda feeling this right now.


“What in the hell is this?” Harry asked, laughing as he held something up.

You glanced over and then quickly grabbed it from his hand, shoving it deep into the bottom of the box in front of you.

“Don’t laugh,” you whined, “it’s important.”

“What is it though?”

“It’s just a…you know…,” you motioned wildly, as if that would help explain it, “it’s a thingy!”

Harry laughed again, trying to rummage through the box and find it.

“Why would you bring it if you don’t even know what it is?”

“Because it’s important! I’ve had it for a long time, and you never know…”

“You’ve said that about every single thing I’ve questioned,” Harry said, pulling the object out of the box and tossing it into the throwaway pile, “I have stuff at my place, you know? You’ve seen it all.”

“I know,” you mumbled, “It’s just…this is my stuff, you know? I feel like I’m getting rid of my entire life.”

Harry sighed, putting down the object and shuffling a bit closer to you.

“Hey,” he said, putting an arm around your shoulder, “you can bring as much of your stuff as you’d like, baby. M’not askin’ you to throw away your life just cause you’re movin’ in with me, okay? Anything that’s important to you, we’ll find a place for. S’not just my house anymore; it’s yours too. I want to make it a home for us and I want you to be comfortable.”

He grabbed the discarded object once again and held it in his lap.

“If you want to bring this, you can bring this…whatever it is.”

You laughed and nodded, taking it from him and putting it back in the box.

“I can’t believe I’m going to be living with you, for real,” you said, resting your head on his shoulder, “I know I’ve basically been doing it for months, but this is actually the real thing now.”

“I can’t wait to have you there,” Harry replied, kissing your forehead, “House was too big for just me anyway.”

“Are you excited to trip over my stuff and find bras in your laundry pile?”

“I already find your bras in my laundry pile,” Harry chuckled, “and on my floor and in my office and -”

“Okay, I get it! I’ll stop leaving them everywhere!” you said, putting a hand over his mouth, “But it’s usually your fault anyway…”

Harry took your hand in his and kissed your palm.

“Love you.”

“Love you too.”

“Alright, what else do we have in here?”

He pulled up another object and held it out to you, incredulously.


You shrugged and gave him a shy smile.

“What? You never know when we might need it some day!”

OKAY. Okay. This was wild. I mean, first of all we have quite a few little gems in this new chapter like a flashback of Oikawa, Tsukishima without glasses, Hinata imitating Kageyama and the colour pages of course. 

However, most importantly, everything turned out like I thought it would turn out and how I wanted it to be. Kageyama finally got over his past experiences and dealt with it in a healthy way and was supported like he should’ve been years ago. It seams like he finally found that middle way I’ve been talking about and now he can really and truly move on. 

It’s a great character development for him and an important step towards becoming a better player, a better setter and not only being obedient and giving the others the tosses they want but also tosses that bring out the best in them. I seriously couldn’t be happier for him and I look forward to all the amazing things that are going to happen from now on!

Inside “Another Man” Magazine featuring Harry Styles: Interview made by Chelsea Handler
  • CH:So do you feel like you're going o get married and have kids?
  • HS:That came out of absolutely nowhere.
  • CH:Well, that's our conversation. It's just like any other conversation we have.
  • HS:It's actually tame for you. I'm a little disappointed, if I'm honest.
  • CH:Well, don't worry about it. I don't care if you're disappointed in me.
  • HS:Oh. Well, I think so. Probably.
  • CH:Do you think, "When I meet the right person"? Or do you think, "I'm going to have as many experiences as possible and I'm going to date as many people as possible"? Do you think about having a family?
  • HS:I can't wait for a time when that's a thing for me, I look forward to that in my life. For now, I feel like you enjoy experiences more when you go with people you really want to be with and really care about. I'm enjoying working right now and if you're enjoying working you should make the most of it. I'm enjoying being in the studio and doing this movie and I'm not too bothered about going on vacation. I feel pretty lucky right now. I feel good about everything that happened with the band, I have no complaints or regrets.

anonymous asked:

Tbh I'm annoyed at Chelsea Handler asking Harry about 'when you meet the right person' when I'm sure she knows about Louis. She's team Azoff, isn't she? Why is team Azoff helping cover his sexuality and relationship? I'm trying to ask why did they go there? It makes me feel like the whole closet thing is forever or at least until I stop caring.

For reference:

Chelsea: Do you think ‘When I meet the right person’? Or do you think, ‘I’m going to have as many experiences as possible and I’m going to date as many people as possible’? Do you think about having a family?

Harry: I can’t wait for a time when that’s a thing for me, I look forward to that in my life. For now I feel like you enjoy experiences more when you go with people you really want to be with and really care about. I’m enjoying working right now and if you’re enjoying working you should make the most of it. I’m enjoying being in the studio and making this movie and I’m not to bothered about going on vacation. I feel pretty lucky right now. I feel good about everything that happened with the band, I have no complaints or regrets.

Well…something’s off. It was a massive swerve of a non-answer on Harry’s part. We all know why. But I feel like this was edited, too. That last sentence seems to be tacked on. And I think we know why that happened also. That was meant to be compared to “Zayn’s” comments on being in 1D. And it’s totally out of place here, given the question. Shady.

Ok, but back to the most lowkey Larry denial in Larry history. I don’t like it. I don’t like that a client of Irving Azoff was asked to pose that question. I’m not sure why anybody bothered since Harry was allowed the aforementioned massive swerve. He didn’t address meeting the right person or dating at all. 

But this is the kinda jumble you get when you’re serving two masters: the old team and the new team. I’m just gonna say both the question and the answer was a matter of incoming/outgoing team negotiations. That’s why the end result is kinda ???? I’m certain 1DHQ wanted a Larry denial. I’m also certain Harry and the incoming team weren’t having it. So they tried to meet in the middle with a 1D-was-totally-great comment added for good measure in an attempt to exonerate 1DHQ and their many fuck-ups which included the disastrous closeting of Harry and Louis.

In summary, I would have preferred that this was left out. But given the circumstances that probably wasn’t an option. So we got a messy compromise. Let this serve as a reminder that even Harry isn’t free yet. That said, I don’t think this means Harry will continue on in allowing subtle Larry denials to happen. This is a for now thing, not a forever thing. Like I said, he’s not free, although this mag does a great job of giving you that impression. But when 1D truly leaves 1DHQ behind, we will all be made aware of it. We’re getting there.    

when I first came into the fandom, harry was a proud owner of those god awful superdry boots. there was zero discourse about fashion in the fandom, and the only thing that was continuously brought up was the burberry fashion show look. even then harry was thought to have that something, the sense of fashion and the willingness to go deeper when it came to different forms of art. I watched harry evolve from that plaid shirt on plaid shirt americana boy when nobody cared about fashion in terms of boybands to him breaking the mold and now wearing full runway prada looks and supporting young designers by wearing graduate collections. I am so incredibly proud of you today, harry. not just because of fashion, but because you make people passionate about so many aspects of art that are important to you. I am so so so proud to call myself your fan.

noellelamarie  asked:

So Vivz, I don't mean to bother you, but would you mind telling us what we can be looking forward to now that summers over?

Well currently I got locked into a pretty rough freelance job that extends to Feb.

But I am going to try to do other things as well, such as more animations!

No ZP though, there is no way. But I will prolly be working on writing for the reboot and concept art.

I can’t really get myself to reblog or look at any of this stuff right now. It’s silly. It’s really silly. I’ve been in a state of denial for a pretty good while now. I’ll admit that. And I’ll tell you that it broke my heart every time I would look around my favorite AT merch stores and found nothing, save for maybe just a couple things in clearance. But every time I still told myself that things were okay. That everyone loved the show just as much as I did and that it would go on forever (obviously I didn’t actually want that, but you know what I mean). And now I wake up to this after a long night and it finally hit me all at once. And I’m sitting here typing with tears in my eyes because I finally have to start accepting that my boys won’t be around forever. And let me tell you something. I’ve been so sad over the last few years. I’m growing up, and I feel like I’m not ready. Things are so confusing and not a day goes by where I don’t feel like I’m wasting my time not trying harder, not working on my music more, not pursuing something that genuinely makes me happy. But always, every time, at least I had Adventure Time. I don’t know if I’ve ever really mentioned what it did for me all those years ago, when I was just a sad, suicidal little kid, but let me tell you. It brought back joy and laughter into my life. It taught me that I still had a song to sing… that the world wasn’t done with me yet. And now I’m still here, six years later, and I’m at a loss for words. 


This is a little long overdue but, thank you for those who came and bought my stuff at AFAID! It was lots of fun there /;w;)/

Now that we got things sorted out, the store is open again and these new items are up on Tictail so check it out! ^^ Indonesian orders can go through our FB page.

oh hello stress

i really don’t need you right now please let me chill o w o;;

Sigh..looks like alter ego me has been beating me up recently about things going nowhere. I really need to get these set up before the end of the year of i’ll feel stuck again.

but i’ll be aright soon enough.

anonymous asked:

I don't think staying with Modest is that bad. He is probably having Kim being his day to day manager and he got Modest Golf so it is not a bad deal. Also he is just doing license with Universal so he is getting more money than before. The only worry now is Louis is he getting his imprint back, does he have to share with Syco? he is going to be attached to those girls at least for a bit I'd say weird thing is what happened to that X factor guy he used to support?

*thinks of Modest’s fame for incompetence*

*looks at the sheer confusion of rolling out this song which could have been better done*

*looks at Modest’s record of abusing and ripping off clients who usually don’t have the negotiating power to walk somewhere else*

You’re not going to get me to think that the Modest thing is a straightforward deal, no.

I would guess once Louis can cut all ties with Syco, he would not be used to promote Syco interests anymore, no. I am interested to see what Louis does once he has full autonomy.