Heyaa~ could you do a RFA boys+Saeran reaction when they and MC are on a date or something, walking down the street when MC suddenly slows down, breathes heavy and finally collapses because of a circulation problem? Nothing to dangerous tho, just enough to feel the angst （≧∇≦）thank you so much my friend I love your work :')
LOL you all don’t let up with the angst requests, do you <3 this one might not be as long as the others because i’m currently feeling a bit under the weather
edit: i was wrong
it happened while you were walking to the convenience store with him
he finished a LOLOL marathon and was craving cup ramen
it was only after a few minutes could he really tell that you were considerably slowing down, to the point where he was barely taking a step forward
he started to get a bit worried at how abnormally you were breathing, given that you both weren’t even walking that fast
“is something wrong? are you having a panic attack?? are you feeling sick???”
when you suddenly fall over, he barely scrambles to catch you before you hit the ground
now he’s about to have his own panic attack because he has no idea what’s happening with you
goodbye Rational Thought
he’s too busy yelling your name and trying to wake you up to even consider calling for help
it’s okay though because some nice civilians rush over and try to gauge the situation
they’re 0.5 seconds away from calling an ambulance when you suddenly wake up, disorientated and confused
what a scene to wake up to: yoosung yelling “thank god” with tears in his eyes as you’re cradled in his arms while some people you’ve never seen are rushing to 1) hand him tissues and calm him down 2) ask you how you’re feeling
you sit up, rubbing your head and assuring them that you were fine, it was probably a brief bit of lightheadedness
he insists on taking you to the hospital for a checkup though he’s fully prepared to piggyback ride you
but lo and behold the kind strangers have called a taxi for you (and paid the fare)
yoosung thanks them 249 times before helping you into the car
literally glued to your side and holding your hand the entire ordeal
turns out it really was nothing serious, and he finally lets out a big breath before hugging you
you remember there’s a convenience store down the street so time to begin Date 2.0
“so… how about that cup ramen?”
yoosung laughs and agrees, although he insists on piggybacking you this time
you go along with it because he looks so determined but lowkey worried he’d get tired halfway
turns out he’s a lot stronger than he looks, picking you up like it’s nothing
“it’s from my LOLOL training, i swear”
“wouldn’t that only physically strengthen your fingers?”
“no, i always have to carry my team on my back, so i can handle carrying my girlfriend ;)”
“it’s true! really!!”
he insisted on walking you home after you visited him at his practice studio
especially since it was getting dark out, but also because he wanted to spend more time with you
he thought you did too, given at the slow pace you were both taking it at
it’s only when you mention having difficulty breathing does he realize what was actually happening
he reaches for your hand so he can guide you towards a nearby bench except your knees are already giving out
good thing he has actor reflexes cause he the second you start falling down he twists his body underneath you so he can cushion your descent
he’s barely registered what was happening, just moves on instinct
immediately gets into a sitting position and is about to full on flip out cause wtf is happening
you don’t black out this time, so the whole time you’re scrambling to assure him you’re fine while apologizing for ruining his clothing
he still won’t calm down, busy checking over every centimeter of your body to find the source of the problem
“zen, i said it’s fine”
“babe, you just collapsed!!! actually, i need to take you to a doctor, something could be wrong!”
“it was just a circulation thing, it’s probably not serious…”
he’s not having it and literally picks you up bridal style before hailing down a cab
you insist on walking into the hospital, but he carries you in bridal-style anyways
diligently massages your legs in the waiting room while waiting for a doctor to arrive
thankfully, it was nothing serious (just like you said)
although now zen always insists on walking you when he has the chance
“the only time i ever want you to fall down is when your knees go weak at the sight of my devastating good looks”
jaehee needed a break and so did you
she’s been muttering about a new cat project jumin proposed for the last 3 hours and it’s driving both of you insane
luckily, a new coffee shop opened down the street earlier that week
so you casually suggest taking a short walk to visit it
coffee? she’s sold
you two are both enjoying it, since these little moments together are pretty rare because of her intense workload
except halfway down the block, you ask to take a pause in the walk because your chest felt really tight
she frowns, not out of impatience, but of concern
about to ask a laundry list of questions about your symptoms before you suddenly sink to the ground
she grabbed your shoulders to ease your fall just in time
literally has her phone out and the ambulance contacted in mere seconds
you’re too busy trying to even out your breathing so you just listen to her recite the address and take instructions from the operator
she seems calm, although once she’s off the phone, you can tell her inner Panic is coming out
just stays kneeling by you and wrings her hands while you hurry to calm her down
“what can i do? are you hurting anywhere?”
“i’m really fine, jaehee. my legs just went weak for a second”
“that could entail more serious health concerns… we should get you examined immediately”
when the ambulance arrives, you move to get up and meet the responders except jaehee forces you to stay on the ground
that’s the gurney’s job
when you’re given the all-clear at the hospital, she actually asks the doctor to be doubly sure that things are fine, since she doesn’t want this to worsen or anything
but she’s finally convinced that it wasn’t a precursor to anything serious
you squeeze her hand reassuringly before giving her a peck on the cheek
“let’s go grab that coffee”
going out in public for dates was difficult since he was so high-profile
but he insisted on having some once in a while
and although you agreed and would like them, you mentioned that the paparazzi might get out of hand
so he rented out an entire park for a day
“jumin, this is a bit….”
“hmm, you’re right. renting just a park was too small. we’ll run out of things to do quickly”
“that is definitely not what i meant, but i appreciate the sentiment”
nonetheless, the park is rented, so you two start off with a stroll
you’re on one of the walking trails when you suddenly lose your breath and sink to the ground
jumin doesn’t even skip a beat, calling for his guards and they’re over there in a flash
he insists on being the one to carry you back to the car, though
you were out of it for a few minutes, so you missed the rare opportunity to witness Frantic Jumin
when you wake up, your head’s in his lap and you can feel the car rumbling underneath you
he tells you not to move around and relax, since they’re heading to the hospital
you’re lowkey kind of touched to see the immense worry in his eyes
“sorry for ruining the date… after all that effort…”
“don’t apologize, my love. i can rent the park again anytime not what you meant, jumin so you just focus on letting me know immediately if anything feels uncomfortable or painful”
he has multiple doctors come in and take you through a variety of examinations to be extra confident that you’re going to be fine
now that everything’s resolved, he promises that next time he’ll rent out an amusement park for the two of you
you two decided to take a walk and visit the nearby pet store
you’re both energetically chatting like usual as you walk down the block
until you come to a halt, one hand grabbing onto his sweater sleeve
he thinks you spotted another fat squirrel again or something
but you’re literally hyperventilating and he literally whirls around in a panic
right before you collapse he grabs you and prevents you from falling
although he gets to the ground so that can have a stable hold on you
for a terrible moment he thinks that someone who was after him (cause of his agent/hacking life) got the hit on you instead
some passing people run over to see what’s wrong but he doesn’t even register them
he’s too focused on trying to wake you up and figure out what’s wrong
only when he hears someone mention the police does he whip his head up, trying to get a look at the faces of the people crowding him
just to make sure he didn’t recognize any potential threats
you come to just as the ambulance arrives and he almost bursts into tears
he was so worried you’d never open them again
will not leave your side the entire ride, even though you tell him you’re fine now
when the doctors explain it a brief circulation problem, he presses for specific details to make sure nothing worse was happening
holds your hand the entire time almost like he’s scared you’ll disappear if he lets go
once you both leave the hospital, but he’s still shaken up
you ask if he still wants to visit the pet store, and he says “only if you feel well enough to go”
“i’m always well enough for cats, seven, and so are you”
on the walk there, he upgrades from holding your hand 24/7 to keeping an arm around your shoulder
“seven, they said i’m fine. so stop worrying”
there’s a few seconds of silence before you go “woah, look at how fat that squirrel over there is”
he finally cracks a smile at that
he was walking you home after picking you up from a meeting with a potential party guest
he still doesn’t particularly like crowds, so he sticks considerably close to you when walking down the busy sidewalk not that you’re complaining
he frowns when you mention feeling a bit dizzy, discreetly trying to step out a bit so he could create more space for you
he actually notices you’re about to faint before you do, so he catches you with ample time
of course, some good samaritans dash over to make sure everythings alright, except saeran won’t let them anywhere near you
literally glaring daggers at anyone who tries to get close
you come to and find yourself squished against saeran’s chest
“saeran…? crap, did i faint?”
“…..are you okay?”
“i’m fine, sorry, let me just get up and–”
“no. stay still. you might collapse again”
you know better than to argue with him, so you comply
the samaritans (still keeping a fearful distance) call out that the ambulance arrived, and saeran carries you over to the vehicle
he thanks the strangers via a very stiff nod of acknowledgement he tried okay
cue loooong awkward ride to the hospital because even the responders are feeling awkward at the intense stares saeran’s giving them
although you’re enjoying the way he occasionally asks if you’re still feeling alright (since him acting so concerned for an extended period of time is very rare)
the doctors confirm this wasn’t anything major, and that it shouldn’t happen a second time
on the way out, you notice he keeps glancing at you
to the point where you ask him what’s wrong
for a long minute, he doesn’t say anything and you’re about to drop the subject when he goes “i’m glad you’re okay”
so, leia’s hair has a fanfiction cult following – every most fic writers invent elaborate alderaanian cultural practices to talk about her hair (myself included) this is very understandable, because girl’s hair is WILD and demands explanation.
but can someone please write me a fic about why the hell her dress in ANH has a hood/veil?
(a lot of the iconic imagery is of her with the veil, too – and then we never see her wear anything hooded/veiled ever again.)
like is it the alderaanian equivalent of “oh shit my dress has pockets!!” or is it a maturity thing or religious or…?
Now is a GR8 time to get into the ridiculous fabulous world of UP10TION! Having just dragged two of my friends into this amazingly talented group (muahahaHA), I thought this Informational Post may come in handy.
Warning: This band is full of silly adorable cuties and you’ll have a hard time not stanning at least three to ten of them
Basic UP10TION things ⦁
The name “UP10TION” means “to get excited”!
The English word “tension” is used to mean “excitement” in Korea, not “stress” (though they stress me out sometimes tbh)
They debuted in September 2015 and they’ve already had two comebacks since then ⦁ They always upload dance practices (hallelujah) ⦁ Despite the Chinese names, they have no Chinese members ⦁ They do market towards China though, they debuted in China at the same time as Korea ⦁ Fans are called HONEY10 ⦁ They have a show called Rising Up10tion from pre-debut which you absolutely must watch (though it’s a bit hard finding eng sub videos right now, check high10tion’s youtube, tumblr, or dailymotion as they should be reuploaded at some point. There are some videos subbed in other languages that haven’t been taken down. I highly recommend downloading any videos you like in case they disappear again. A general rule of kpop) ⦁ They also were on ASC, weekly idol, and the 1theK Let’s Dance which are all GR8, go watch them ⦁ They have a V app
Here are some important dance videos
(ok imma just send a really sad one) How about the how the members of the RFA react at MC's funeral? (You decide how she died)
Author’s note: so HERE’S the angst I’ve been working on!!!! Liluaka littleluciel wrote about MC dying here so I just continued it with it || It doesn’t follow hers exactly because I wanted this to make sense on it’s own, but YOU SHOULD STILL READ IT!! I hope this is angsty enough♥
13- falling asleep. Han and Leia- Leia is so tired and doesn't want to sleep but Han is like I'm going to make you fall asleep anyway.
13- falling asleep.
“Well? How do I look?” Leia asked,
stepping up on the little platform and looking into the mirror. Han looked up
from where he was seated on the little posh bench—the bench that Lando referred
to as the boyfriend bench, the place
where the men sat while women tried on pretty dresses.
“Exhausted,” he replied, giving her
a wink and standing. This was their third dress shop and possibly her hundredth
dress. Leia wasn’t very picky when it came to clothes, but her brother was
getting married, and this dress had
to be perfect. Before they went
shopping, she’d worked a ten-hour day, and had put in four more just like it
earlier in the week.
“Thanks for that,” she muttered,
spinning to see the back of the dress again. “I don’t know. Eely said she could
probably get that green one in my size…” Leia muttered to herself as he slipped
his arms around her waist and perched his chin on her shoulder.
“I liked the green one,” Han
“You liked the green one because it
was two sizes too big and gaped in the front,” she countered, covering his
arms with hers and leaning back into him, appreciating the added height the
mirror platform gave her.
“I liked the color, too,” he
defended playfully, pressing a kiss into her jaw. “You can go down first thing
in the morning. It’s time we head home. I’m tired, and so are you.”
Leia agreed and changed back into
her own clothes. It was only a short walk back to their apartment, and Han
pulled Leia under his arm for a tight squeeze when the elevator doors slid
closed behind them.
“I don’t think I’m relaxed enough
to head for bed just yet,” Leia murmured into his side. “Maybe I’ll just see if
I can get a few hours of work done and come to bed when I’m sleepier.”
“Nuh-uh, Sweetheart,” Han
protested. “I got a fool-proof way to get wound up princesses to fall asleep,”
he bragged, directing her out of the elevator and through their front door.
“You go put your pajamas on and meet me on the couch.”
Five minutes later, Leia emerged
from their bedroom wearing one of his t-shirts and a pair of sleep shorts, her
hair braided over her shoulder. Han was waiting on the couch and passed her a
glass of wine. Leia accepted it and sank into the plush couch beside him. He
threw the big throw blanket over their laps and wrapped his arm around her
shoulders. His fingers slipped up and down her arm in a featherlight touch,
raising goosebumps along the skin.
“You remember the night after that
really bad mission, we finally made it back to the Falcon and after we took
off, we both collapsed on the acceleration couch and we fell asleep on each
other?” he asked quietly, murmuring into her hair.
“Mhm,” Leia replied, finishing her
wine and setting the glass on the coffee table. She sat back into Han’s embrace
again, and he shifted his touch slightly to her neck, tugging at the baby hairs
that were too short to be caught into the braid.
“You ‘member that night on Endor?
After everything?” he asked. She nodded. “We decided we were going to make love
‘til sunrise and we barely had our clothes off before we were both asleep?”
“Mhm,” she repeated, shifting against
him until her head was in his lap. Han’s hands switched tactics once again, the
hand near her belly moving to massage her hip and the hand by her head brushing
over her temples, stroking the wispy hair against her forehead.
“You remember that next night, how
we were stargazing and talking about how all the planets and all the stars were
safe again?” Her eyes fluttered closed and Han smiled. “We brought the
mattresses from the bunk room up on top of the Falcon, and the big comforter
from our bed,” he rumbled in a low, calming voice. “We laid under our big
blanket and all the stars all night? I remember playing with your hair until I
could barely feel my fingers anymore.”
Leia’s fingers came across her
belly to wind with the hand tracing her hipbone. She took a deep breath and her
breathing pattern shifted and he knew from years of sleeping beside her that
she was just about asleep.
Han’s fingers slipped down her
cheek and neck to trace the collar of the shirt she was wearing. Her eyes
opened—heavily, slowly, like they really wanted to stay closed.
“Can we go to bed?” she slurred
sleepily. Han nodded and helped her to her feet. He’d tried, once, to carry
Leia to bed…it hadn’t gone well. Once they were both standing, she leaned
heavily into him, wrapping both arms around his waist and locking her fingers
over his hip. They walked to the bedroom and Leia sleepily tumbled into bed,
shoving covers and pillows into position. She didn’t lay down, though, as Han
got undressed and brushed his teeth.
“Something wrong, sweetheart?” he
asked, flicking off the overhead light on his way to the bed.
“My pillow wasn’t here yet,” she
complained, reaching a hand to him as he lifted the blanket. Her fingers slid
across his chest and down his arm as he settled in beside her, and her head
fell onto his chest. Han’s hands resumed his tender ministrations against her
“Isn’t this better than staying up
and staring at your datapad?” he asked.
“Mhm. Kiss me goodnight?” Leia
whispered sleepily, stretching towards his mouth.
“Always, Sweetheart,” Han replied,
meeting the kiss and snuggling her against his side.
Zack spent the rest of his time looking out the window watching the storm slowly reach a calm. Now only rain was drizzling onto the flooded sidewalks and a gentle breeze was swaying the burnt tree branches. He held his phone in his hand and sighed in annoyance. What was he so upset for? It wasn’t like he was attracted to ZEN. Ha!
Well maybe just a little. Well it’s not like it even mattered. J-just attraction is all nothing else.
No that was a lie. Zack gripped his forehead and let out an exasperated sigh. This was stupid and ridiculous. It was too much trouble to be thinking about all of this. Right now he just needed to focus on the RFA, not high school butterflies and crushes. AGH! It wasn’t a crush! Well it was but… Forget it!
His phone buzzed and suddenly the computer lit up. He looked down to see he was getting a barrage of emails and text messages. Guess the power and signal was back on. He got up and checked all the items in the freezer before checking the computer. Everything was up and running. He rubbed his face in annoyance, he just wasn’t in the mood to do anything for the rest of the night. He was pissed off at ZEN and pissed off at himself.
He unlocked his phone and saw a chat open. He could just ignore it. Shit. Fine he wouldn’t he was too addicted to talking to these people.
He froze when he saw it was ZEN. Dammit… He already swiped to join and it was logging him in. He could just press the home button but-
ZEN>: Ah, I had such a great workout! ZEN>: Zack! Heheh how’d you know I was done? You stalking me~? Hahaha!
If he logged out now it’d be too obvious that he was trying to avoid him. Dammit.
<: I think everyone would know you’re done working out. <: You seem like the type of person who posts his workout on all the social media’s
ZEN>: Someone’s being a bit sassy heheh! ZEN>: But ZEN>: You’re right. ZEN>: Sit tight little prince~ I’ll show you!
<: Little prince? What?
ZEN>: Hahaha! I don’t even know why I put that.
Jumin Han>: Oh brother.
<: Jumin, hello, did you get hit by the storm?
Jumin Han>: I didn’t but my company did. Everything is fine of course.
<: I see.
ZEN>: Here ya go!
ZEN posts a picture of himself drinking a beer and wearing a towel over his shoulders.
Jumin Han>: You drink, smoke, and exercise. Jumin Han>: You might as well stop acting as if you’re healthy for all of that leads to nothing.
ZEN>: Hey! It does! I don’t smoke all the time!
<: And the beer?
ZEN>: We can’t all be pure.
<: It’s not like you’re getting drunk all the time so I guess it’s okay.
Jumin Han>: You are just another man forgiving his actions because of his looks.
<: Oh damn. <: Someone bought the wrong cat food for El.
Jumin Han>: Elizabeth 3rd.
ZEN>: You are being more of a jerk than usual today.
Jumin Han>: I’m just stating a fact. You are not a good role model.
ZEN>: Oh whatever, you’re own dad isn’t a good role model. He just picks up beautiful young girls who are stupider than a bag of rocks.
<: Okay let’s stop now. <: We’re all in a pissy mood. Let’s just shut up and change the subject.
Jumin Han>: I am nothing like my father. I am a good role model.
ZEN>: No you’re not! You flaunt your money and live alone with a cat. That’s nothing to strive for!
Jumin Han>: But I am successful.
ZEN>: Oh my god you infuriate me.
Jumin Han>: And you can be successful as well if you do the commercial.
ZEN>: For the LAST TIME ZEN>: I ZEN>: AM ZEN>: ALLERGIC ZEN>: TO ZEN>: CATS
Jumin Han>: Cat’s are truly the joys of life.
<: I mean they’re cute but dogs
Jumin Han>: Don’t even finish typing.
ZEN>: Hey, jerk, leave my prince alone.
Jumin Han>: This again? Your prince?
ZEN>: Ha! I’ve just been messing around.
Jumin Han>: It seems you make poorer decisions than I thought. Jumin Han>: For one your ‘pet name’ is confusing. Jumin Han>: And secondly you keep letting the fact of not getting along with cats prevent you from a great business opportunity.
ZEN>: It’s not that I don’t get along with them, it’s that I AM ALLERGIC. Why can’t you understand that? ZEN>: And besides, I just say my prince because he looks like one. He knows it’s friendly don’t you Zack?
Jumin Han>: Perhaps you’re allergic to cats because you were evil to them and God plagued you with a curse.
ZEN>: What even?
Jumin Han>: You can overcome this obstacle with love. You would be doing a service to these blockades if you did.
ZEN>: I’m allergic!
Jumin Han>: That isn’t the only thing I’m speaking of.
<: So… I understand the allergy issue. It really does suck.
ZEN>: See! Zack always gets me!
Jumin Han>: Whether it be professional relationship or not you must understand that there are limitations to your fame.
ZEN>: What are you even going on about?
Jumin Han>: So choose wisely and take opportunities while you can.
ZEN>: Choose wisely in what? Your stupid cat commercial? You know what? ZEN>: I’m done talking about it.
Zack lowered the phone. Was Jumin reiterating what Jaehee had said? He sighed and rubbed his tired eyes. This sucked, it was like everyone but ZEN knew what he was feeling. Maybe to feel better he could just blame ZEN for his sudden obliviousness to all this. No. He wouldn’t even though he childishly wanted to.
ZEN>: So Zack? I take it the storm has moved onward. Is everything okay?
<: Yes, a tree caught on fire but everything is good.
Jumin Han>: How rude to dismiss my generosity.
ZEN>: Wow! A tree caught on fire? That’s insane.
Jumin Han>: It’s rude to ignore people trying to help you.
ZEN>: Geez, you go about it so annoyingly. ZEN>: You can’t win me over like that.
Jumin Han>: I thought you wanted someone else to win you over. But if you insist.
ZEN>: Wait! ZEN>: No that’s not what I meant!
Jumin Han>: I’ll send you roses.
<: Kinda old school.
Jumin Han>: Have you ever received flowers Zack?
<: …..No :(
Jumin Han>: I’ll find a way to send you roses then.
ZEN>: Don’t! ZEN>: Don’t send me roses and don’t send him roses! ZEN>: Zack if you get roses ZEN>: burn them! ZEN>: And get rid of the ashes.
<: seven days…
<: I dunno it sounded like they were cursed <: It was the first thing that came to my mind okay!
ZEN>: Hahaha! Cute! You are my prince.
<: Um… can you stop calling me that?
Especially when you don’t mean it. Just stop.
ZEN>: Oh. ZEN>: Sorry about that.
<: It’s fine.
Jumin Han>: Either way you’ll still have ashes.
ZEN>: shut up. ZEN>: It’s like you’re saying I can’t succeed without your help. ZEN>: You offered to advertise my musical and then go on saying that I shouldn’t ignore the power of money. ZEN>: You’re just wasting your breath.
Jumin Han>: It’s like you have something against me. Jumin Han>: Are you perhaps Jumin Han>:Jealous?
ZEN>: No, you’re just annoying. ZEN>: I’m doing fine without your help.
Jumin Han>: Congrats.
ZEN>: FOR WHAT!? ZEN>: You know what? I’m tired of thinking about you so much
Jumin Han>: Weird. I didn’t know I occupied your mind so much.
ZEN>: and your insufferab ZEN>: I WASN’T DONE YET!
Jumin Han>: Is it me who you actually have feelings for?
ZEN>: SHUT UP!!!
<: This is interesting and also frustrating.
ZEN>: He’s probably smiling right now! It pisses me off.
Jumin Han>: I am. Jumin Han>: You know me so well darling.
ZEN>: SHUUUUTTT UUUPP!!!! ZEN>: I don’t need you to do well!
Jumin Han>: Ya
ZEN>: I’m done. ZEN>: You’ll see! I’ll do amazing in my new roll!
Jumin Han>: Ah so I motivated you.
ZEN>: I’m gonna break my phone!!!!
Jumin Han>: I’m happy to be of service.
Jumin Han>: What a fun conversation. Perfect before I go to bed. Good night.
Jumin Han>: Thank you.
Jumin Han has left the chatroom.
ZEN>: I’m gonna cuss
<: It’s cool. That was kinda frustrating on my end too. <: buuuuut that being said <: I’m smiling too.
ZEN>: I don’t mind if you’re smiling. ZEN>: You being here helps, prince ZEN>: Oh sorry. ZEN>: Zack.
<: It’s fine.
ZEN>: I’m gonna go practice. ZEN>: Get some sleep yourself :)
<: Yeah I will. <: Thanks.
ZEN>: Heh! See ya!
ZEN has left the chatroom
<: You’re the prince.
He closed his phone and sighed. What an annoyance. He watched the flooded streets send it’s small waves of water run down the hills. He felt his phone buzz and let out an annoyed grunt. Without looking who was calling he picked up.
“Hello?” He said tiredly.
“Oh!” It was Yoosung. “Sorry did I wake you?”
“No you didn’t. Just relaxing is all.” He said as leaned back and rested his head on the pillows.
“Oh good! I was calling to see if you’re okay. I mean I checked the weather again and saw it finally passed.”
Zack slightly smiled. “Yeah, thanks, it’s all good here.”
“Oh I’m- cast cure you shitty idiot!”
Yoosung sighed and then made a blabbering noise. “Ah u-uhm s-s-sorry I didn’t mean to get all angry. It’s just been a… trying battle.”
“Heh, well don’t break your keyboard.”
“No way! It’s my lifeline. B-but I uh called for another reason.”
“You mean my well being isn’t at the top of your list?”
“No. I mean yes!! Ah I mean-”
Zack chuckled. “I’m kidding.”
“Ah… you’re mean.” He faked crying. “You and Seven always tease me.”
“You’re an easy target.” Heh, Yoosung was pretty cute. He was pretty ni-
No stop. Now wasn’t the time.
“That’s! Not…. it is true isn’t it. Ah! I don’t want to forget, uhm I called to ask if you could get me ZEN’s autograph? I mean I’m sure if you asked he would gladly give it to you. Plus he knows where you work so you can ask in person.”
“Gonna sell it?”
“Well…. no. Actually I want to flaunt it. I can go around saying I’m friends with someone famous. And have him write “To my loving friend and brother, Yoosung.””
“You’re… not serious are you?”
“Yes totally serious.”
Zack pinched the bridge of his nose. “Ahm… yeah okay.”
Yoosung chuckled. “Great! Okay I need to pre-order something so I’ll let you go! Good night!”
“Night, loving friend and brother Yoosung.”
“Nnngh…. yeah… okay I hear it now, I’ll think of something else.”
Of course, MC was a little too rough in this fight
Zen was just being attacked
Mc is a beast!
But now, everything was alright
That fight was like, 1 week ago
They are the lovely couple again
But you are with a guilty consciousness
You should not have said all those things
That he don’t was talented, only beautiful, that people only love him for his face, not for his performances
That his career will never go further
In the moment of the discussion, Zen was destroyed
They were fighting because he is always on the rehearsal
He was trying so hard, to be better
And she was saying that he never gonna be better
If any other person say this to him, he will prove that the person is wrong
But it was you
The love of his life
It hurts so much
But now everything is fine!
That guilty consciousness is bigger and bigger
You just can’t take anymore
You have to say sorry, you have to talk about it, this is killing you!
When Zen come back from rehearsals ,he go towards you and kiss your cheek
“Hello princess, i’m back, sorry for being late, i will take a shower ok?”
You just nodded, every time he comes back from rehearsals, you remember the discussion, you see him walking towards the bathroom
He turns to you, giving a gentle smile that killed you even more
“I..Want to talk about that fight that we had”
“Why you want to talk about this,baby?Let this remain in the past”
He said laughting, he don’t know how is hard to you let this fight get away from your mind
You scream sad, he is surprised by the scream you gave
"No…I need to talk about it..”
You said a little more calm, and he just, sits in a chair, giving all his attention to you
And you look at him, Understanding that he is letting you talk
“The things that i said to you,you know that i don’t thing any of these things..Right?”
But before he could even answer, you just starts crying
“I’m so so sorry, i know how hard you’re trying right now!”
You just starts to cry a lot, and Zen can’t stay still and run to you hugging you
“It’s okay babe…Don’t cry”
“No it’s not!I was so bad for you!I’m so sorry Zen…I’m sorry,i’m sorry…”
You said crying, repeating how sorry you are over and over again, and Zen just hold you tightly
“Don’t cry babe…Please i hate to see you cry”
He said kissing all over your face and wiping the tears of your face while you keep saying how sorry you are
After a few minutes of conversation about how sorry you were, him saying he was not even mad or sad anymore for all of that
You two say at each other how much you love each other.
“Well…You’re feeling better princess?”
You give him a little smile
“Yes Zen…I feel so much better now”
He gets up from the couch, and looks at you
“I will go to the bath..”
He give you a little smirk,extending a hand for you
“Do you mind joining me?”
It’s really hard to even think of hurt this precious baby
But MC was really harsh with him one night
Now he was really focusing in his studies, but in one night he was playing LOLOL, screaming at his teamates loudly
He was so focused in the game that he dind’t remember that you’re sleeping
Damn it Yoosung
When you wake up, you tought that he has been doing this every night
But you didn know that was only sometimes
The room was a mess because of that
Damn it Yoosung 2
You start screaming at him, but he was not even hearing you
Then you get up of your bed and unplug his computer
“Hey why you–Ugh…Hey Mc…Did i wake you up?I’m sor–”
Before he could talk
YOU START TO YELL AT HIM
Saying that he never will be a man, saying he will never ever be successful
That he still a little child
These words hit Yoosung like hell
He starts to reply , saying that you are not giving him credit for what he already was accomplish
“What Yoosung?What are you accomplish?A new rank in LOLOL?”
He just can’t believe in that, he just run to another room
You just lies down on bed
The next day he just apologize for waking you up the other night
Everything seems good
But everyday after that fight, your mind keep remembering the things you said
And seem him so focused at his studies, too focused, just because of the things you said
You’re feeling like a trash
Until one day you sit besides him while he was studying
For the fifth time only that afternoon
While he was reading, focused, you keep looking at his damaged eye
Look what he did for you
And you called him a child
He looks at you almost instantly
Never matters what he is doing
If you call, he is there
I love him
“What it is dear?”
He said giving a smile, that beautiful smile of his
“I want to talk about…That fight we had in that night”
“But why my love?I already say that i’m sorry for that”
“But i didn’t apologize”
He laughs getting a little closer to you
“Apologize for wh–”
“FOR SAYING THOSE MEAN THINGS YOOSUNG!”
“…Mc are you crying?”
Yes you are, like a waterfall, all this fault was in you
He did not know what to do, he was so surprised to see you cry like this
“I’M SORRY!I’m seeing you studying more than you actually need to, because i was and idiot that was only angry that you waked me up with that game…Which you have all the right to play after all that you have done!”
He was happy to hear those words, really, she recognize what he has done
This was really, really, satisfactory
But he don’t want to see his love crying because of one thing that she said while she was angry
“I’m sorry…So sorry…I’m don’t know why i said those things…I’m sorry…Sorry”
He just give to her a little sad smile while she was apologizing and kissed her cheek making her stop apologizing
“I’m relieve then…I can stop studying a little!”
She just…Gives a genuine smile
She said while whipe her tears while he keeps looking at her, waiting for what she have to say
“Want to play a game?”
And then, everything was great between them
You know this man loves you, right?
You are the first love of him, and probably the last
Jumin has some behavior that makes you really angry
Like him trying to say what you should wear, do, feel
Not even Elizabeth listen to him, why you should?
You usually just say to him that he needs to stop
And he stops
But one day you was really, really stressed
Even Elizabeth knows it
And Jumin just came late at night, seeing you with a shirt that was dirty with some drink
And a messy hair
He starts lecturing you, saying that tomorrow he will let a dress to you wear, and will make a appointment for you in some hair stylist
And he even sayed that he is thinking what other hairstyles would suit you better
Usually you just cut him out, and he stops
But you want blood
get out here Elizabeth or you will see your owner die
“Why you don’t find a psychiatrist for you?”
You gets up, laughing angrily
“Yes, you are so messed up in the head i think you may need it”
Before he could talk you just continues
“I’m not your pet , you spoiled little brat, i will do everything that comes to my head, and even if you throw me out , thats fine, i know that a stubborn like you would never find another idiot to be here,you know why i know this?”
You just gets closer to a paralized Jumin
“Because nobody likes you, not even your own cat”
And with that, you just go to the bedroom, and with a click ,you sleep
The next day, he just behaves normally
You was sure that he would at least say something
He was normal, but you, you aren’t
You need to say you’re sorry
He was wrong,but you know he was slowly getting better
After 3 days
You just can’t act like nothing happened
He was sit on the couch, petting Elizabeth
You make your way to him and just give one look to Elizabeth
Elizabeth go away like
“Ok ok, serious conversation, imma out”
Jumin looks at you while you’re sitting down besides him
“Jumin, we need to talk about that fight.”
His eyes turn into sadness
“Mc i’m sorry, i want to ignore that fight, please forgive me, don’t go away”
Jumin Han the weak
You look at him and starts to cry, a lot, like, really, a lot
“Jumin, you were wrong, but the things i said..Was terrible,i’m so sorry!”
You just said crying, like Yoosung, Jumin just..Don’t know what to do
Mc the weak
“I love you Jumin, i’m sure your father and Elizabeth loves you too, the RFA…You are an incredible man,that’s why i love you so much and that’s why i’m married to you’’
His heart just stopped
"I’m so sorry for everything Jumin, sorry please..Forgive me”
He gets closer to you quicky and kiss you
A passionatly and wet kiss because of your tears
When you two finally broke apart
He just smile
“But never use a dirty shirt again,specially if it’s white”
He winked as he gets closer and Elizabeth just jump in the couch again
Nice timing (not)
Jaehee was stressing herself with work
She was making the dawn cafe a nightmare
You tell her over and over again that she needs to calm herself down
“Go to sleep Jaehee”
“What is sleep?”
She is really stubborn
You guys was nearly married and she still say “friends” sometimes
When you wakes up in the middle of the night and see that she still looking for something that she can improve in the cafe
You got really angry at her
She was deaf?
Jaehee looks at you
And then the fight started
“Jaehee are you deaf?How many times that i need to tell you THAT YOU NEED TO SLEEP”
“MC if you don’t worry about our cafe,i do”
“What?You’re worrying too much, this is suppose to be something relaxing, and you are making it a HELL”
“What are you talking about?”
“This place looks like a prison, this is supposed to be something fun, a thing that both of us like!You know what…Maybe being only your friend was not a bad ideia, you are really boring compared to the guys”
You say in the anger, and go to the bedroom, not even thinking of going back and say that you’re sorry
But after that day
You regret saying those things
And regret even more for not say how sorry you were for it
But Jaehee finally looks like she listened to you
She was going to bed early, being more calm with everything
But she seem a little sad , hurt, when you two talk
This only makes you feel even more bad than ever
Then you decides
You will talk to her
She was cleaning the cafe while you walked toward her
She turns to you
“What is it MC?”
“You know…About that night..”
“Mc i understand that you keep thinking about that, but i’m already doing the things you suggested,do you have any other thing that is annoying you right now?”
Then suddenly you start to cry
“That i didn’t apologize”
Oh poor MC
She said a little mean things to her, but she knows she didn’t mean all those things
When Jaehee opens her mouth to talk about how everything was alright
MC start to speak again
“I love you just the way you are Jaehee, i’m so sorry for all those things!I was just worried about your health, i just don’t want to loose you!”
You say while so many tears fall from your eyes
Jaehee just …Smile, while hearing your apologizes
She puts her hand in your cheeks and you look at her, don’t saying anything anymore
“I love you too MC”
She planted a calm kiss on your lips
“And i’m sorry for making you worried”
She smiles, you smiled
Everything was just smiles!
“But you don’t think we need more tables?”
Jaehee..For fuck’s sake
Seven make you laugh
Like every time
I love him
Everything is perfect
Except when he just lock himself in his room
Work work work
Sometimes he is just too grumpy
You say HELLO
and he is like
And the other day he is like
COME HERE BABYYY D;
But in one unfortunate day, the two of you were grumpy
Saeran was like, the most calm person in there
But he just locks himself in his room
You know, if you or seven yell at him, he will kill you two
You are really mad at Seven for being in his damn computer the entire day
When he finally gets out with that face of someone who hates the world
You just don’t feel intimated
Come at me
FIGHT ME BITCH
He realize that you’re looking at him with a angry face
“What are you looking at?Don’t you having something better to do?”
“Why you just didn’t came to talk to me until now Seven?”
“Because unlike you, i have something to do,excuse me”
And he start to walk away
Saeran was about to yell at him because of how he was treating you
He was there, he don’t lock himself in his room
But before that, you yell Seven’s name, and he looks at you
Saeran is surprised, maybe he will stay there
Some man just wants to watch the world burn
“Why are you acting like this?You look just like a damn child! Talk to me goddammit !Stop with this grumpy face, and stops spending all the day in that room!Maybe is this the reason why everybody gets out of your life, and maybe your brother will be better without you!”
The expression of Seven change to grumpy…To surprise
Saeran was like
WHERE IS THE DAMN POPCORN
But even him, knows you was really harsh
“You know what?GO BACK TO THAT ROOM SEVEN,everybody is better WITHOUT YOU”
And with this, he do what you asked
You was proud
You was like
try me Saeran
I’ll punch you too
But Saeran just looks at you with a face that says:
You fucked up
But you just didn’t care
Ok you was harsh
You are right, but you are really harsh
BUT YOU DON’T CARE
Ok the other day you do care
You wakes up filled with regret
You don’t see besides you…He was still working?
Ok, then he deserves what you said yesterday
When you go to the kitchen, he was there, with Saeran, and pancakes
“Good morning my looove ~~ Your God made you pancakes!”
You look at him, he has a big smile in his face,and you look at Saeran
He is just eating
Looks like yesterday didn’t even happen
You wished it didn’t happen
But it did
And you just froze by everything
“Honey..?Are you alright?”
You look at Seven, and start to cry
Saeran and Seven looks surprised by it
“I’m sorry for the things i’ve said yesterday, i know what your work needs attention, but i hate when make you feel grumpy and be in that room for the entire day….I’m so sorry…I was an idiot for saying such things..I just..Really missed you…!”
You said, with tears falling and falling from your eyes
He just hugs you
“Honey don’t cry…You will get dehydrated”
You give a little laught for that, and he puts his forehead to yours, smilling
“I’m sorry too honey, i love you”
“I love you too Saeyoung”
You two just starts to give each other a little kiss after a “i love you”
Saeran is just like
I will lock myself now
I lost my appetite
This precious man
It’s hard to be mad at him
I don’t even how i’m going to write this
But this precious man refuses to get a surgery from his eyes
Everytime you see his eyes
You remember how much he are suffering because of it
But V always say that is okay
But you know it’s a struggle for him
But he is so stubborn
This relationship is full with “but”
You see him struggling even more to walk without hitting any other object
everytime you try to help him, asking if he got hurt, he looks at you smiling saying it was fine
The bruise can be bleeding, but he always says it was “fine”
But you had enough, when you asked if he hurted himself, when he clearly did, he says “No ,it’s fine”
“STOP WITH THIS V”
He got a little scared about this sudden scream
“I KNOW IT’S NOT FINE”
“Don’t even try to say "calm down” ,you are acting like a idiot right now, stop, you are turning a burden for yourself, do this damn surgery! I want to stop being so damn worried about you, i know you keep crying every night trying to sleep,stop with this!“
"Mc i already said th–”
“That you will not do the surgery?Ok fine, then don’t, but don’t think of hold me here,because you gonna be a burden to me after you turn completly blind”
With this , you storm away to the bedroom
And V is paralized
His vision is even more blurry now
Wait…Did he suddenly turns even more blind?
It is tears.
The other day you get up and go to the living room after realizing V wasn’t in your side
You see a blanket in the couch, he slept in there
When you turn you see him arriving home with a cellphone in hands
He must have gone talk to someone and don’t want to wake you up
“Oh hi love..”
He gives that beautiful smile
And you are being hit with your own memories
The things you said…Oh god
“V about yesterday…”
“I should have told you that it wasn’t fine…I understand that i will be a burden to y–”
“NO….YOU WILL NEVER BE A BURDEN TO ME!”
You say with tears falling from your eyes, a lot of tears
“I’m so sorry V…You being blind is not a burden to me…But you lying is…If you turn completly blind , you will need my help, and with yours lies…Will be very hard…I’m sorry for all the things i said..But i love you, i will try my best, i promise..”
You said drowning in your own tears and he just laughs with tears in his eyes
“It will be no need for this.”
You look at him confused
“I talked with Jumin,i will make the surgery”
You start crying again, with tears of joy, and you jump in his arms
You two are crying, smiling
A lot of love promisses were made that day
Ok this boy likes to fight
But with you?fight with you?!
He don’t want to
You always think that he always are a lot more calmer with you
and with ice cream
But you know sometimes bad things are going throught his mind
And you need to take those things away from him
But everytime this happen and you ask him if he was okay
he just scream at you
He knows that he need to be treated, he knows he have to speak up
But he don’t do it
And this make you suffer, and it makes him suffer too
Until one day
You asked him if he was okay
He said to you, “GO AWAY”
And you yelled at him back “NO”
He looks surprised but angry with you
You don’t even give him time to yell back
“YOU STOP BEING LIKE THIS, YOU ARE SICK,YOU HAVE TO SPEAK ABOUT THOSE THOUGHTS,BUT LOOKS LIKE YOU WANT TO BE LIKE THIS!WELL SAERAN ,OK, I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE, YOU ARE AN EXEMPLE OF SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO DIE ALONE”
“LEAVE ME ALONE”
He yells back, and you just are happy to do what he want,and with this you go to the bedroom, having a good night ~
The next day, was not a good day
You are feeling like trash
Yell at him will not help
He needs your help
Not your yells
This was not going to help him
You know sometimes he just want to hug you and cry
And say how hard it is for him
And you know one day he will do this, but not right now
You look beside you,there he is, looking at the sky, the clouds, he loves it
When you sit on the bed , he turns to you, noticing you are awake
“Oh hello princess..”
He looks at the clouds again
Seeing him so peacefully..Makes you start to cry
You are crying so much
He looks at you when he heards it
The words give you a K.O when you remember them
“Saeran…I didn’t meaning that…Please forgive me”
He sits beside you in the bed
“I’m sorry for not be strong enought sometimes”
“I should say that,not you”
You say while you grab his hands
“I’m so sorry Saeran, really, you don’t deserve to die alone, you are a good person with a kind heart, and i love you, i will never leave you..I’m sorry…Sorry”
He give you a kiss, maybe to make you shut up and stop saying how sorry you were
who wakes up first in the morning? luke is such a morning person while han will close the blinds and pretend it’s still night
who’s the first to fall asleep at night? luke tends to go to bed fairly early
what do they playfully tease each other over? han calls luke “kid” and occasionally makes fun of him for whining, which grinds luke’s gears but he also finds it funny
what they do when the other’s having a bad day? luke sometimes gets overstimulated and stressed after flying, so han will rub his back and gently offer words of support while luke calms down. han gets his anger out through video games, which luke will play with him, and occasionally ranting to luke about whatever’s bothering him (luke’s a great listener)
how do they say ‘i’m sorry’ after arguments? usually apologising between kisses (with repeated genuine apology after they’re done making out)
which one’s more ticklish? they’re both super ticklish but luke is slightly more so
what are their favourite rainy day activities? playing checkers and cards, building model ships, playing video games
how do they surprise each other? luke loves building models, so han will make him different ships to build out of scrap metal from the millenium falcon, which luke absolutely adores. luke isn’t as great as giving gifts, but he’ll find obscure games or music he knows han likes (no one knows how or where he finds these things) and leave them on his bedside table
what are their most sappy shows of public affection? it’s not so sappy but they’re constantly making out, much to the chagrin of c3po