go on and break my heart

After mulling it over, I honestly don’t even know who of my two children is breaking my heart most.

Is it Killian, and the way he desperately wanted to tell Emma the truth, but physically (and canonically) couldn’t bear to hurt his love when she was so happy?
Is it Emma, walls-down, wants-to-marry-a-pirate-desperately Emma, who went from the happiest we’ve ever seen her to the saddest we’ve ever seen her in the span of a single episode?
Is it Killian, and the way he just needed someone to talk to, and the fact that he had to go all the way down the list to Nemo to get to someone who would stop and listen?
Is it Emma, and the way she forgave Killian instantly for killing her grandfather, believed there was nothing to forgive, because she knows he’s a changed man?
Is it Killian, always-perfect-with-words Killian, who literally spluttered Emma’s name as she was yelling at him in the saddest tone he’s ever used?
Is it Emma, and the way she had unwavering faith in their relationship, and was 100% confident that they would get through this if he’d just leaned on her and confided in her sooner? (omfg, the beauty in that)
Is it Killian, who is literally still a lost boy, desperately trying to find self-worth so that he can be the man he wants to be? That he wants to be for Emma?
Is it Emma, who had the guts to give back her engagement ring and break her own heart while still having faith in Killian and what they have?
Is it Killian, who realized that running is not the answer, and that Emma was right, and that they’d work through this together, because they are True Love?
Is it Emma, standing in the dark, made to believe that she’s been abandoned, again? That she’s lost her most precious of things, again? That she’s alone, again?
Is it Killian, trapped on the Nautilus, paralyzed with anguish over what Gideon’s plan is, terrified that he may never see Emma again? That she may die, believing that he abandoned her? 

Guys. This is too much. Like I see people taking sides, like they’re mad at Emma for giving back the ring or daring to believe he would abandon her, or they’re mad at Killian for proposing or for almost leaving without saying goodbye. But how could we be mad at either of them? All I see is two broken-hearted people physically incapable of making things right, due to the current circumstances. And that is fucking heartbreaking. My. Babies. 

Imagine Loki taking care of you and comforting you before you go to surgery

Originally posted by loki-hugs


Your heart was beating so fast; for a moment, you thought that it is going to break through your chest.

You felt Loki squeezing your hands that you now noticed were covered in cold sweat.

“Little one, you are going to be alright. Everything will be alright” he whispered in your ear as he ran his fingers through your soft, (h/c) hair.

You nodded at his comforting words and pulled away from the tight and warm embrace to look into his emerald green eyes.

“Promise you’ll be there?” you asked, your voice shaky.

“I will be there and hold your hand, my loved one, the whole time. I promise” he said and smiled as he placed a soft kiss on the corner of your lips.

You raised a brow, confused by his words.

“Except me and the doctors, no one else is allowed in the room” you explained.

Loki chuckled and shook his head.

“You seem to have forgotten that I am a god of mischief, tricks and magic. No one will notice my presence but you” he spoke and gave you a little wink.

You couldn’t help but smile and those words calmed you down. You buried your face in the crook of his neck and placed a little kiss there.

“Thank you, Loki” you cooed as you wrapped your arms around his neck like a little child.

He smiled, rubbed your back soothingly and placed few kisses on your hair.

“I’ll be with you, my sweet love” he reassured you.

You trusted him. You trusted his love. You are going to be alright.  

Jeff and I had a wonderful talk on the telephone a few days prior to the accident. He always reassured me that I was his dad and he was my son. Jeff was so happy. He told me he had stopped smoking and stopped eating meat. He was so excited about going into the studio; he felt his voice was the best it had ever been. Nothing in this world will ever take away the hurt in my heart, but the fact that I know my Scotty was so happy and full of joy softens my tears.
—  Ron Moorhead, Jeff’s stepfather (Rolling Stone magazine, August 7, 1997)

anonymous asked:

i saw some of your anons and i find it weird, not in a bad way, that some people saw viktor as arrogant or just hated him because from the start it was "yuuri totally blew this out of proportion yeah right" and "yuuri is totally going to break viktor" and worrying if viktor wasn't fucked over to angst hell and generally pissed at yuuri because he reminded me of myself and i understand how anxiety fucks with our perception idk it's both weird and fun seeing how people perceive things differently

I find it hilarious how differently people react to how I’m expecting! Take ch13 for example, I had spent chapters 8-12 defending Yuuri from people who were like ‘he’s so cruel and blowing everything out of proportion and Viktor needs to be protected’ so when I knew the scandal was coming up I was preparing myself to fight every person who said he overreacted and shouldn’t have left Viktor. And then the chapter was posted and there was so much Viktor-hate I actually had to make the ‘In Defense of Viktor Nikiforov’ post and I was like ‘wait no what this was not what I was expecting’ 。゚(TヮT)゚。

anonymous asked:

Supercorp

Oooh, me likey! After Kara/Winn, Supercorp is probably my second fave Kara ship, bless you. <3

  • Who said “I love you” first: Lena, no doubt in my mind. And being the undemanding angel that she is, she’d probably end it with “You don’t have to say or do anything, I just wanted you to know.”, leaving a stunned Kara behind whose heart is slowly breaking because for the first time, she can’t stand there, every bone in her body urges her to do it differently this time, to go after the person who confessed to her because maybe this time it’s the right person.
  • Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background: Both, for sure. Lena’s work phone would probably stay professional but her personal phone definitely has a photo of a smiling Kara wearing a Supergirl T-shirt just for her. 
  • Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror: Kara, for sure, usually she ends them with a small heart or flower or something dorky because that’s her style. Lena’s notes, on the other hand use super expensive L corp paper and they are carefully crafted because she’s fancy af.
  • Who buys the other cheesy gifts: This is such a Kara thing to do, she’d definitely go for the giant teddy bear and chocolates on Valentine’s. I imagine Lena’s gifts are more expensive and fancy, like jewelry.
  • Who initiated the first kiss: Kara, in an impulsive fit of I-have-no-idea-why-I-did-this-but-I-felt-like-I-had-to. She’d then storm out of Lena’s office leaving her awestruck and probably pace back and forth in her room anywhere between 1 hour to 3 days like: “What have I done, what have I done, can a Kryptonian brain freeze, I’m an alien for crying out loud”
  • Who kisses the other awake in the morning: Hmm, both, depending on who gets up first, but usually Lena, since Kara likes to sleep like a toddler for ages.
  • Who starts tickle fights: Kara, because she’s an actual alien child.
  • Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower: Hmm, I’d say Kara tries to but she sttuters a lot. Thankfully, Lena reads her mind like a psychic GF.
  • Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch: Both but mostly Lena, since she’s worried that in between being Supergirl and a reporter, Kara forgets to take care of herself too.
  • Who was nervous and shy on the first date: Both but Kara was more obvious since she couldn’t stop fidgeting and blushing and smiling like an idiot. 
  • Who kills/takes out the spiders: Kara, she fries those small jerks with her alien powers.
  • Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk: Kara, for sure. Haven’t y’all seen her drunk in canon? Yeah, she’d probably be like “And then she filled my office with flowers, flowers I’m telling you, I was shook, I love her so much, she smells so nice and she believes in me and have I mentioned she likes donuts? DONUTS Alex” while her sister rolls her eyes, somewhere in the corner, going: “I was supposed to be the gay one.”

anonymous asked:

(1/2) Much as I hate to point this out (and I really, really do), even if Mamoru is told, there is nothing he can do. He can't stop someone from liking Milo or asking him out, because he has no claim. Even if he gets all the medals, if Milo is going out with someone, he can't do anything. He has probably already thought of this and is planning to step back if necessary. On top of that he has no clue of Milo's own feelings, so even if he is Demi for Milo, he can't stop Milo's feelings for someone

(2/2) else. It will break his heart and drop his confidence, but he will do whatever he can to ensure Milo’s happiness.

oh my god you’re so harsh on that poor babe AHAHAHA give him a chance! 

anonymous asked:

I keep rewatching the infamous scene where Pearl leaves Steven hanging on a cliff. It seriously makes me sick to watch it, Steven struggling to pull himself up and Pearl just sitting on the corner weeping instead of being, yknow, a mom? And Steven pushes away what was probably some trauma after ALMOST FALLING TO HIS DEATH to go comfort Pearl. It breaks my heart for him. It's disgusting that her ~hurt feelings~ keep getting placed over Steven almost literally DYING. Ugh. Bad writing.

Legit bad writing. And Hell, that wasn’t enough apparently. I would have forgiven Rose’s Scabbard if that was our closure episode for Pearl, the simple yet beautiful words “I think you’re pretty great” followed by that amazing final sequence of silence. That was wonderful! BUT NO. WE GET HER FUCKING SOB SCENE IN “We Need to Talk”, “Mr. Greg”, and “Three Gems and a Baby”. YES WE GET IT, SHE’S SAD, NEXT.

-Mod G


honestly Rose’s Scabbard made me realize exactly how douchey of a bitch Pearl can be. and I’d forgive all that if the narrative actually HAD HER APOLOGIZE OR OWN UP TO HER CRUEL DEEDS. But no. she gets coddled by the audience and writers and we get the classic “she is sad. that’s all you need to love and forgive her”
its like the damn diamonds.
pearl is so fucking evil

- mod s

anonymous asked:

what if prince and anxiety got into a h u g e fight one day- full out physical fight and prince accidentally broke anxiety's gem?

mY HEART

They would be fighting over Thomas, or more specifically Thomas’ safety. Anxiety thinks Prince is being too reckless by encouraging Thomas to go further and further out of the castle boundaries. After all there’s a fine line between bravery and stupidity.

Prince disagreeing bc he’s with Thomas, making sure he doesn’t run into any trouble so why Anxiety is worrying so much is confusing and more then a little irritating. Logic and Morality tried to break up the fight but Prince says one thing and it tips anxiety over the edge and he lunges for the throat.

Claws are out, teeth are breaking flesh and anxiety tries his best but Prince is larger then him, physically stronger by a long mile and he goes to block Prince’s tail and and he’s too slow and there’s a defining CRACK in the air and everything stills.

All aggression leaves Prince and he’s horrified when he looks down and there’s a clean and deep crack along Anxiety’s gem.

Wait… Is Sanvers going to break up????? YESSS!!!

Dont get me wrong. I’m gonna be crying alongside all of you but I live for the angst and the drama. Plus, from the spoilers of 2x19 everything is going to be worth it and beautiful and they’ll get back together and my heart will be mended.

This is reminding me of the beginning of the season where we had all those heart breaking moments but we knew in the end it was gonna work out so we were able to actually enjoy the sadness instead of just crying in despair and not knowing what to do with ourselves.

It really breaks my heart how negative some people are about life milestones. When we got married there was a bunch of “the end is near!” comments. Now that we’re expecting our first kid, it’s much of the same. On all major life decisions, we sat down and discussed what we were going to do. Sometimes, this took several YEARS to come to a conclusion. We are very happy with what we have chosen to do with our lives, and look forward to those things. If you really feel that way about your wife/husband or children, please don’t get married and have kids. Jesus H. Christ.

deanssweetheart23  asked:

Jen, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Did you just write the most perfect chapter, made it incredibly happy and warm and fuzzy inside and then took it all away by breaking my heart? DID YOU JUST DO THAT? Because, great job, Jen. I'll just go pick up my pieces now *pouts*

Yes… I just did that. I did uhhh we’re still friends right? You still love me though.. even if I broke your heart? I LOVE YOU COME BACK!

Thank you, love! <3 xoxox

Ranting

So I see many people get pissed and disappointed at Ian when he chose not to go with Mickey to Mexico…

I have to say that It broke my heart when they couldn’t be happy together. But I kind of understand Ian’s decision. We can all see that it’s really hard for Ian to made up his mind, right? 

From the beginning, Ian is a warm-hearted, kind and caring kid who always wants to do something that can help people (Like an military officer and then an EMT- fire fighter). And I dont think he could continue to do such things if he ran away with Mickey. Like, Mickey is a prison break, means they would always on their run, can never settle down. I guess that’s not the life Ian wants to live. 

And we talk about how much Mickey has done for Ian but Ian hardly ever done anything for Mickey. Well, when we wow at Mickey’s amazing character improvement (or I’ll say elvolution), can we take a moment to realize that the reason for all this changes is IAN? 

Ian is the one who taugh Mickey the definition of love, and family. Mickey is a kid who’s born and raised in an abusive environment, where violence is more familier than an act of caring.  He has given Mickey the feeling of loving and caring for someone and even dreaming about happy future together (the beach, us, yeah)

So I just wanna say that Im so upset they couldn’t be together, believe me, it hurts like hell. But I think it’s understandable that Ian didn’t go with Mickey. Cause I believe Mickey will comeback to Ian soon in the future and they can finally end up together without hiding from anyone! All I wish is a true genuine happy ending for them, cuz they both deserve to be happy, and to be together.


Finally, pls ignore my bad english =,.= 

I don’t do groups and for one main reason: I’m always the one who gets shoved out and forgotten about. It’s happened so many times in my life and I just come to the point where I’m waiting for it to happen again. And this is what a lot of my cryptic posts have been about. 

I see friends of mine getting on and I just back off. I can’t deal with the hurt of being shoved aside and forgotten about. I’d rather go it alone than face that again. When I hear the saying, “Two’s company, three’s a crowd”, it’s usually me who becomes the crowd. I still have a really awful, heart breaking memory which springs to mind when I think on this; and the memory is so vivid, but I remember feeling so much hurt in that moment as a kid when it happened to me. 

I like the idea of being included in groups, but I just don’t function properly. I sit back and go quiet…unless it’s a big group of people and no one knows each other, then I don’t feel as bad. We’re all on an equal level. However, in a group of people who already know each other, or when my friends start getting to know each other….I can’t handle it. I walk away before I get hurt again. 

tempo-of-my-soul  asked:

I hope one day the west will get the fuck out of the middle east and the wounds that the land and people have suffered can finally begin to heal. I'll never know what you're going through but my heart breaks for you 💚

I hope 2 every god and diety out there the west will one day finally fucking realize that every time a white country plops their ass in any country they kill people, start wars, spread famine, destroy the land, disrupt the agriculture, and take away the peoples’ way of living. Whites started fucking terrorism groups in the middle east and say its our problem now. Whites drop bombs on arab schools and murder children, send troops to murder our people, and we still have to let them in our countries. Honestly if anyone ever asks you why i whine about white people so much this is why. Because my home was taken from me. My uncle was taken from me. My uncle is dead from this war. Our houses are crumbed and bombed, my cousins cant get out of syria because theyre syrian So Theyre Scum.

I hope the west takes a fucking hint.

anonymous asked:

Hi Mary. I just wanted to reach out to you. Lately I can't concentrate on reading books. I don't know why because I loved books so much. But now I don't get the energy to read a new book and it breaks my heart. Please suggest me some easy books, would you? English isn't my first language and so some easy written Engliah literature would be great for me. :)

Hey Nonnie!

First, I’m going to direct you to this post that I wrote, which basically says “hey, it’s okay that you’re not reading as much as you did” :)

Second, some recs:

* Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling - it’s what got me into reading in English, and it’s so much fun 
* Percy Jackson and the Olympians by Rick Riordan (so fun and easy to read)
* Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins
* The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
* Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover
* The Summer I Turned Pretty by Jenny Han
* Unearthly by Cynthia Hand
* Amy and Roger’s Epic Detour by Morgan Matson
* My Life Next Door by Huntley Fitzpatrick

Hope these help and hope that your reading groove is back soon <3 Sending hugs and love! <3

When you love, I think it’s better to love with your whole heart than to be safe and reserved. I know it might set you up for getting your heart broken which is no fun, but even if that does happen, at least you know that you gave it your all. If it didn’t work out, it wasn’t your fault because you were brave enough to say, “hey, I love the absolute shit out of you, I hope that’s enough”.