11.23.15 // 2:06 am
ARIES - have you forgotten what good they have done for you? have you forgotten the time they took out of their day just because they wanted to be around you? just because you have been convinced that you do not need them by those who are their enemies doesn’t mean that you can’t still love them. you do not need to be so hostile.
TAURUS - have you sat back and looked at your own life before laughing at another person’s current status in theirs? have you realized that your hands are not clean either? i know you may be too stubborn to ask yourself these things sometimes, but being a kind person does not take much effort.
GEMINI - did you text or call them today? did you pick up your phone and think about them as soon as you unlocked it? why are you so distant from the people that you “like?” have you fucked them over? solitude is not always necessary. sometimes you just need a little company to change your view of those who fall for you.
CANCER - you stayed up all night again, didn’t you? you’ve grown so tired of caring too much, that now you care too little, am i right? you’ve grown so tired of the question “is it lust or is it love?” lingering in your mind. you may be in love with the night and the moon may be your safe haven for now, but the sun will still rise come morning. it is time to answer your questions for yourself.
LEO - why do you continue to choke on your pride? you appear as proud, courageous, and strong to others, but what if they saw what lies underneath? what would they say if they saw you in the bathtub with a hot face and red, wet eyes? what would they say if they saw you outside at 3:14 a.m. with a cigarette and bitten nails? you may be the sun, but even stars burn out eventually. it is time to admit your mistakes and your flaws.
VIRGO - have you asked yourself what good you have done for the world recently? when will you put down your pen and go outside again? when will you take a break from your desk? when will you finally say “hello” to that person that makes your heart pound? your sketches and scribbles and your writings and ramblings aren’t always clear. maybe it is time to be straightforward with the world. maybe it is time to make someone’s day in the world. you would find great pleasure in giving to the world.
LIBRA - did you compliment someone today and sincerely mean it? did you genuinely intend to make someone smile today without going back to your clique and laughing about the same person you complimented? this is a common human act, so don’t feel too horrible about it, but maybe you should branch out to more people with intentions to help, not harm. being different people when you are around different cliques or groups eventually gets tiring. if you continue to live this way, you will dull out.
SCORPIO - why do you keep manipulating those who just want to be your friend? why do you think that is okay? is it because you are too scared to trust? they just wanted to be your friend and you kissed the person they liked while continuing to fake a smile to them. all they wanted was to be kind to you. you are a good person underneath your cold exterior, i know you are. but you need to stop breaking hearts and causing tears.
SAGITTARIUS - have you slept in your own bed once this week? or has your home been wherever you have lied your head? you keep running and running because you think that you will never be caught — and you are you probably right. but what are you running from? is it your problems, whether they be at home, with loved ones, or at school? it is time to come home and face your problems head-on, with bravery. it is time to stop hesitating.
CAPRICORN - why did you tell them it wouldn’t be a one time thing? why did you have them in your car, in your arms, and in your lap? why did you put your hands in their hair and all over their body? why did you fake reassurance? they thought you meant it. why did you believe what you heard over them? you hurt them and that’s not okay. they can’t go about their lives when you keep smiling and waving at them in the hallways. it is time to confess and apologize.
AQUARIUS - do you not realize that your best friend loved you? do you not realize they sat in bed for hours upon hours, thinking of ways to apologize? why wouldn’t you accept it? why did you choose someone who is clearly untrustworthy over someone you have known for over half of your life? why did you choose that person over someone who sat with you at 2 in the morning and smoked a pack of your mom’s cigarettes while talking about life with you? you have faults yourself and you are equally guilty in this conflict. you need to start feeling. you need to understand the pain of others.
PISCES - why do you hide under your covers at night? why do you conceal yourself in public? why can you defend your loved ones but when you try to defend yourself, you stumble on your words? what are you so afraid of? what comes to your mind when you think of your phobias? sticking up for others will earn you nothing but enemies and friends. sticking up for yourself will earn you nothing but respect and fear.