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Happy Little Phil

That draw is not mine. Credits on the picture.

Summary: Dan and Phil have a fight over Dan being jealous. Dan’s crying when suddently reminds himself of how they started to date. He, then, finds a way of apologizing with Phil.

Word count: 1559

Genre: Fluffy, some tears, Songfic (I think)

Warnings: None c:

A/N: Please remember some things may sound a bit weird ‘cause Im bilingual, and English is my second language. You can tell me what I did wrong to help me :3

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Dan’s POV

I was lying on my bed. Tears running down my face as I heard our voices screaming in my mind again and again.

How can you be jealous of Ryan? He’s just my friend and you know it!" He asked, sounding hurt.

"I was just your friend in the beginning, remember?" I shouted back. "We used to hang out together and that’s how we fell for each other, how can I know that you’re not going to do the same with him?”

“If you trusted me you would know that I love you and I can’t think of anyone else in the way I think of you!”

“And how can I believe you’re not fucking him already?”

His angered expression turned into a hurt and upset one. He looked like he couldn’t believe he had heard what I’ve said, and to be honest, I couldn’t belive either.

“Is this serious, Dan? Do you really don’t trust me? Do you really think I’d ever cheat on you? After all?” Shit, his expression and his voice where so hurt.

“No! Phil, I didn’t mean to say that! I’m sorry, of course I trust you! I just-”

“You think I’m goint to replace you just because I have a new friend. Yeah, I see how much you trust me.” He said before storming upstairs to his room, slamming the door. I couldn’t help but let the tears fall, running through my cheeks.

I can’t believe I said that to him. I’m an idiot. I trust him, of course I do, I’m just scared. I’m not good enough for Phil, and I’m lucky of having a perfect boyfrind like him. I can remember the day we got together like it was yesterday. It’s still the best day of my life.

Phil was out on a date one of his friends had made him go saying he was already 25 and needed a boyfriend. I was sitting on the couch, scrolling down on tumblr. You’re probably thinking that was pretty normal of me and deduce I was completely okay, but I was scared. I was feeling vunerable. Phil has been out for two hours now and I was scared that the guy who he was on a date with would steal my best friend from me. I had been secretly in love with him for five months now and it was killing me. Stare at his perfect blue eyes and pink lips every day and not be able to kiss him, not be able to tell him how much I loved him. It was just a crush in the beginning, but I screwed everything in my life by falling in love with my best friend.

I suddently closed my laptop and ran upstairs to my room, not being able to control the tears. What if he likes this guy? What if they start dating? What if he forgets about me? I sat on the chair in front of my keyboard and looked at the keys. I brushed my fingers over one of them and pressed it. I sighed and started to play. I let my emotions consume the song I was going to play. After some seconds I realized I was playing Skinny love, Birdy’s version. I started to sing along, Phil wasn’t home to hear me anyway.

Come on, skinny love, just last the year

Pour a little salt we were never here

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

A tear fell from my left eye.

I tell my love to wreck it all

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Right in the moment this order’s tall

And I told you to be patient

And I told you to be fine

And I told you to be balanced

And I told you to be kind

In the morning, I’ll be with you

But it will be a different kind

'Cause I’ll be holding all the tickets

And you’ll be owning all the fines

I stopped playing. I could barely see the keyboard anymore because of the tears that wouldn’t stop falling from my eyes and run down my cheeks.

“Why can’t you be mine?” I cried. “All I want is you to love me, Phil. I want you to love me back.” My sobs were really loud and I just couldn’t stop myself from crying, hiding my face on my hands.

“I do love you back, silly.” I heard a voice behind me.

I suddenly froze, Phil was home? He heard what I said? Most important, he loves me?

“W-what?” I gasped, turning to him, who was standing in the doorway.

He smiled and walked over to me, taking my hand and making me stand in front of him.

“You should have told me, you idiot. I love you, Dan.” He said with a small smile.

I didn’t know what to say, he wiped my cheeks with his thumbs, I wasn’t crying anymore. I felt my heart race and did the only thing I could think of in that moment. I kissed him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he did the same with my waist. His lips were soft like I’ve imagined they’d be. When we pulled away, we smiled to each other with our foreheads pressed together.

“I love you, Phil. I really do, so much.” I whispered to him. Staring at his icy eyes.

“I love you too, Danny. I’ve always had.”

This wasn’t right. I was lying on my bed and crying after making my boyfriend think I don’t trust him. He’s probably crying too, and it’s my fault. I was the one that started a fight without a reason. Why was I even crying? I was supposed to try and fix the shitty thing I did. I wiped my face with the duvet and stood up. I walked towards my door and oppened it. I went to my keyboeard and sat in front of it, thinking of a song that he liked and I knew how to play. I suddently remembered of a pretty bad joke one of our fans made, and said to myself Phil was worth the embarassment. I started to press some keys and the song soon was filling the whole apartment. I started to sing, hoping Phil would hear me.

In the crowd alone

And every second passing

Reminds me I’m not home

Bright lights and city sounds

Are ringing like a drone

Unknown, unknown

I sighed and looked at the door, no sight of him. Yet.

Glazed eyes, empty hearts

Buying happy from shopping cards

Nothing but time to kill

Sipping life from bottles

Tight skin, bodyguards

Gucci down the boulevard

Cocaine, dollar bills and

Oh god, this better work.

My happy little Phil

Take me away, dry my eyes

Bring color to my skies

My sweet little Phil

Take my hunger, lie within

Numb my skin

I was starting to worry, what if he doen’t even care about me anymore? Keep siging, Dan.

Nothing but time to kill

Sipping life from bottles

Tight skin, bodyguards

Gucci, down the boulevard

Cocaine, dollar bills and

My happy little Phil

Take me away, dry my eyes

Bring color to my skies

My sweet little Phil

Take my hunger, lie within

Numb my skin

“You can stop now.” I heard his voice from behind. I turned to see him walking towards me, sitting on the bed.

“Thank god.” I sighed in relief. “Phil, I’m so sorry for what I said, I’m serious. I didn’t mean to say that, I’m just always afraid I’m going to lose you. I know I don’t deserve you, but I can’t live without you. I just… I’m sorry. I love you so much.” I was about to cry now. That was a really hard thing to say, but I needed him to believe me when I say I do trust him.

“I believe you, Dan, it’s okay. And what do you mean you don’t deserve me? Don’t say something like that, of course you do. Come here.” He said, tapping the place on his side in the bed. I stood up and sat there. He quickly pulled me to a hug, making me smile slightly. “I love you too, honey. I know you didn’t mean that, you don’t have to worry about loosing me.” He pulled away and cupped my face with his hands. “You’re the only one I want to be my boyfriend, okay?”

“Okay.” I smiled.

He kissed me and I kissed back. Phil ran his hands to my waist and I put mine on his chest.

“Thank you for standing all my drama.” I said.

“It’s a part of you, so I love it, like I love everything on you. Drama llama.”

“Same.”

My happy little Phil

Take me away, dry my eyes

Bring color to my skies

My sweet little Phil

Take my hunger, lie within

Numb my skin

Glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And my happy little pill
—  Troye Sivan, Happy Little Pill

Thank you lovelies so so so much for 1k followers! You have no idea how happy this made me,and I feel like I’ve become closer to you guys then ever. To celebrate,I thought I’d list a few blogs/people i really enjoy(sorry if I was an idiot and forgot you) so yeah,thank you so much again!
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Actor AU Masterlist

Links Last Checked April 10th, 2017

And I’m All In, Nothing Left to Hide - lastphanhope

Summary: It goes quick from there, the next few months fly by, Dan’s forth album is released and his friendship with Phil grows into something bigger and better and indefinable. The end begins like this: -Or- The one where Dan’s a singer and Phil’s an actor, they meet and it’s great for a while, they mess it up. They sort it out eventually.

A-Lister (ao3) - tastefulcucumber

Summary: Phil’s Dad owns a small photography business. Daniel Howell, academy-award winning actor decides that Lester’s Portraits is the best place to get his head-shots for his portfolio. He expects to get his pictures taken, but what he doesn’t expect is the photographer’s son to be so captivating. No one else has treated Dan this normal since the beginning of his acting career. Maybe that’s just what Dan needs, a friend who is there for him, and not for his status.

Begin Again - curiosityandrain

Summary: Phil never expected Dan to take up a career in theatre but Dan moves to London to pursue it, leaving Phil behind. Three years later, Phil goes to see Les Mis where Dan plays Marius. Thanks to Phil’s friend Louise, they reconnect after the show. With both of their careers growing and going in separate directions, Dan and Phil are faced with the decision of whether or not they want to begin their relationship again.

Child’s Play - iridescere

Summary: He’s been in hundreds of plays – this should be child’s play, as he himself had so eloquently punned. But today is different. Because Phil is here, in the audience, and he doesn’t think he has been this nervous since, well, ever.

Curtain Call - Philhcwell

Summary: Dan and Phil are in the same production on the West End

Directors Commentary (ao3) - llamalypse

Summary: Up-and-coming director (and writer) Daniel Howell has just released his first film. Based loosely on his past, it reflects the moments he used to spend with his deceased fiancé. Hinting at tiny insights into the life of a lonely, over-metaphorical man trying to find his place in the world.Almost long-forgotten childhood actor Philip Lester is trying to rekindle his career in the entertainment business. He is to be the lead actor in Daniel’s movie, portraying Daniel himself. He is to star alongside Jack Howard, an ex partner who is to play the role of Daniel’s deceased fiancé.

Fake house of cards (ao3) - quesalpha

Summary: dan howell is an actor on a ever growing popular soap opera and phil is a writer for a sitcom. they’ve been friends with benefits since they were 15. one day dan gets a knock on the door that changes his and phils life and relationship forever.

Glazed Eyes Empty Hearts - dandrogynous

Summary: Weird a-list actor!Dan angst.

In My Way (ao3) - INeverHadMyInternetPhase

Summary: Daniel Howell is 21 and Britain’s newest star. He’s just been cast in the much-anticipated film adaption of Last Man Standing, the popular teen fantasy novel with a huge fanbase hanging off his every tweet. In other words, Dan has made it big. Phil Lester couldn’t care less. He’s a stressed out PHD student working part time at a bookshop while he struggles to get into post-production. Needless to say, Phil is less than impressed when Last Man Standing is getting filmed in his hometown. And he certainly doesn’t want anything to do with obnoxious, arrogant, so irritatingly perfect leading actor Daniel Howell.

Just Like That (ao3) - mayleah

Summary: Phil is an openly gay model. Dan is a closeted actor. They meet at a party.

Notifications - insanityplaysfics, notanannoyingfangirl

Summary: Indie movie actor, Phil Lester hadn’t meant to get under Dan Howell’s skin. In fact, they could both had could never have even dreamed of meeting other. So when a shitstorm erupts over twitter claiming that they’re a couple (who knows how that rumor started) and their agents desire to take advantage of the attention to launch a movie featuring the two of them… well the could both be happier.

Secrets Are the Sweetest Things -  shionne, [Ao3] Eavans

Summary: Actor!Dan AU – When contract-ridden, “clean cut” Dan Howell is moved out to L.A. for his last movie shoot, the last thing he expects is to enter a relationship with a poor, drug dealing waiter. Be it from the tabloids, his controlling agent, or the authorities – the two must hide their secrets, especially if fate – if you even believe in that stuff – has other plans.

The World’s Gonna Know Your Name - howellslester

Summary: Dan wakes up to the sun streaming in through his slightly pathetic blinds, warming his face. He lets his eyes flutter open and immediately regrets it, groaning as he lets them fly shut again. He’s ninety percent sure he’s blind now.

Which As They Kiss, Consume -  irrevocablys(ao3)

Summary: Dan’s an aspiring actor, and Phil’s so over studying Romeo and Juliet.

500 followers thank you guys so much<3

So I wanted to do something to celebrate this, I considered doing a follow forever, but I didn’t want to leave anybody out so basically I thought I would do something for all my followers.

If you just recently followed me you may not be included on this, but that doesn’t mean I love you any less than my other followers *hugs*

I tried my best to make this and it took forever. I am really sorry if you can’t read it. I should’ve picked a different font but its too late to chnge it because i would have to redo all of the position and that was the hardest part so im soooo sorry.

it’s in alphabetical order.

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smoothsister

snugglysivan

soulessunicorn

spudsivan

starbucks-sivan

@starryeyesandblurredlines

stopped-falling-started-flying

suptroyler

t-r-o-y-e-b-o-y-e

@t-r-y-l-e-r-e-l-l-a

talinemcconnell

tardiscompanion96

tavloroakley

teallyyy

teentakesontheworld

tennisxcourt

@that-youtube-obsessed-girl

@thathumanwithcatears

thatthespianfangirl

the-messy-mermaid

the-troyler-phan

theperksofbeingacozartist

theunstoppablepowerofconchita

tidily-oakdizzle

tilly-trxye-troyler

tillyandthekoala

@tillyliketroye

tillyplustroye

tillys-happy-little-pill

tillysivanmellet

@tilyismyqueen

tommodreamsx

totally-troyler

translaaytion

trasparhowell

trawetsarual

tro-yler

@troyblemakerssince2013

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watchalltheyoutubers

@watchfr0m0urwind0w

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youtubeella

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This is britishboyswithafringe’s 700 follower follow forever. <3 I love all of you so much and I never though anyone would follow my silly little blog where I obsess over 2 giant dorks but you did. thank you so so much. I know I’ll forget a lot of people but just know that I love you a lot. these are my favourite blogs that I follow. okay I’d better get on with it.

A- a-wild-dan-appeared amarek15 alice-the-koala allaboutthatbaessist

B- bandsandyoutubersarecool bishibashitroye bananaphancakes booksarenotonfire

C- captainoakley cuddly-phil

D- danistrash daintyoakley danfromphan danisnotpastel

E- extremeyoutube eatsleepinternet1 everlastingsivan everything-claire

F- flovversandphan flusteredphil foreveralonefaith

G- glazed–eyes–empty–hearts

H- haruphan helbigand-harts herenye35 happylittlehowell happylittleship happyfluffydalek heavydirtyphan happy-little-dalek

I- irresistiblehowell iamthebrightestwitchofmyage

J- jillyoakley

L- lilaclester lordeoftheshower latenightlester lovelylittlelester

M- mellophan morehowell multiplefandomsyndrom

N- nutellatroye nighttimefornightfury netflixhowell

P- phanicking phanslovechild phanoffcial phantasticphillion ppphannn prettyflowerphil phangaysia phanflowers punkyawn phnksfrthmmrs phaniel-howlter

R- radiantlester reallyaustralian

S- sexuallyambiguousphan sexy-phil-walrus-vagina sherldeen

T- trxye-slayler troylerphandom troyler-with-no-e troylerismyfetish the-eleventhfangirl twenty-one-lions tardistocamphogwarts troye-and-tyler-slay touchedthebot thatstroylertome trebleclef1 tronnorsphan thisllamadoesdrama toxic-trxyler

V- velcro-rave

Y- youtube-nuggets

#- 2014phan

Special thanks to my best friends online and off Trisha- danistrash Rachel - lordeoftheshower and Meghan- iamthebrightestwitchofmyage idk what I’d do without you ily guys so so so much

As you can see from the picture (obviously), this is my 4k follower forever! I can’t believe that so many of you wants to follow me, but i’m so so grateful and i love you all! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

(Bolded are my amazing friends and italicized are people i look up to and think are rly cool! (pst if u aren’t italicized don’t be sad because you are still as awesome since ur on this ff B)!))

☆ A-F ☆

a-little-phantasy | adorablehowell | alltheworldsaphil |  arcticphansthetic apologetically-unfunny | arghtroyler | astrohowell | astrologicalester | avidhowellaurorahowell | ayymazingphil | beautiful-lester | blurryfacehowell | cactusphan  | candyphil | catlester | constipatedhowell | cookiephil | damndanhowell | danhowellpng | danhwcll | danllama | danscrotch | dansnads | danzillion | dashing-howell | dauntlester | dropthebones | elinfromsweden | eroticphil | fablehowell | fall-out-phan | fall-out-phil | famoustroye | fawnlester | fireworkphil | fireworksphan | flannelhowell | floralcriss | flusteredphil | foxylester | fringedickhowellfuck-phil | fyidanhowell

☆ G-L

galaxyphan | glazed–eyes–empty–hearts | happy-little-pizza | hcwell | hearteyeshowell | hearteyeshowlter | hella-tronler | hobbithairedhufflepuff | holycrapuhowell | holyyhaz | homoeyeshowell | honkforgay | hovvells | howelllll | howellr | howellsbitch | howimetyourphan | howltersmovingcastle | howxll | httpdanandphil | httpixelicrybecausedanhowelli-put-flowers-in-my-hair | illmakeuhowell | iloveyouasmuchasnutella | immortalbutthole | incloude | infinitetyler | innuendohowell | internetcultleader | introverted-theater-nerd | ironic-phan-cuddles | ironicinternet | irresistiblehowell | its-a-youtuber-fandom | japanphan | jija7 | justafinnishgirlkawaiidan | kayleighsworldstuff | lessamazingphil | lestears | lesterbae | lesterboo | lestericalphan lesterifylestersbitch | linsworldofcrazy | literallylester | littleprincehowell | londonhowell | lovelaughlester

 M-Q  

maltlesters | many-otps | married-to-the-internet | marvelester | meme-lord-howell | memerwentz | mildlyhowell | moanhowell | moonlitdan | muserdan | nerdphan | newflocks | novocainehowell | ohphil | orchidlester | oxfordcontra | p-aper-cut | peace-out-little-munchkins | pepehowell | phandomestic | phanickingatthedisco | phanphanphanphan | phansparent | phansporno | phantastic-dan | phanthusiast | philikesdan | philipbloodylester | eternalphil | phils-totoro | philsmom | philstriker | phoose | plantboylester | poetichowell | poisxned-yxuth | pughowell | punkgoesphan | puresteph

 R-U 

radiantlester | renegade-is-in-my-blood | runawaylester | sad-phan | sarcastichowell | sarcasticphan | send-my-flaws-to-hell | sillychillyphilly | sociallyrejectedteen | solsticehowell | spankedhowell | sparklephil | spokes-phan | sprinkleoffangirl | stagefour-fearoftrying | starbeamhowell | starlighthowell | stunninghowell | sunflowerhowell | sunshinelester | sweaterlester | the-fault-in-our-youtubers | thebrowsingposition | thesteelhammer | theycomefromwithin | theyoutubefangirl | thorlester | tillyismyqueen | tinyphans | todanhowell | tokyohowell | trasparhowell | troye-trxye-tilly | troyeandtilly | troyes-lip-ring | troyes-touch | twenny-one-pilots | ugh-troye | uhphil | unfphan | urlphan

 W-Z 

whiskerhowell | yeezydan | you-little-oedipus | youtubeorgasm | youtubers-needed | zachisnotonfire | zombieaquachick |

There we go my lovely people, ilysm! (if i by any means forgot anyone, please don’t be sad or angry!! It wasn’t my intention i literally did this at 3 am)

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okay so i guess this is my 1k follow forever! omg tbh i never thought i’d be writing on of these… i’ve been on this website for 2 years now and love it so so so much and i love you guys even more. thank you so much! <3

Close Friends:

itmeandyouknowit- you are probably the first and longest internet friends i’ve had since i rejoined tumblr in August and i love you so so much. You are v important to me. Thank you for being my friend, i hope you can come to America and we can meet soon!

fuckingn00b- i miss your beautiful face. Hope you’re safe and come back to school soon

phanworship-  u my redheaded nerd ily

snailytoaster- you’re one of the first blogs i’ve followed when i first joined tumblr and i’m so glad we started talking. you’re such an inspiration tbh and i’m so happy to see you recovering from your troubles. i wish you all the good things in the world.

youtubesworld- Lauren, i know you probably won’t be reading this anytime soon but just in case i miss you so much. As weird and chessy as it sounds it’s true when they say that you never know what you have until it’s gone. I hope you come back online soon. ily.

sakuya546- ur a nerd lol

xvaldayalovex- ur a nerd lol

((fav blogs/ppl highlighted))

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A-B

a-library-of-dreams  a-little-phantasy  a-slick-nothing a-young-volcanoe abiander acciotroyler  acecfangels  actualphandomtrash  adorablysmoshyadoringoakley aesthetishit after-theafterlife agirlfromspace alecstasyalexandergold alexernst alfiedeyesismyqueen alfpacas allinowknowalltimecraziness alohachummy always100coffees alwaysaposibilityforjoyamazing-starlord-isnoton-fire amazingdanteser amazingloren amazingphilamenwen americanphan amy-rose-and-life angelkittehh annalisejeeannieannnie annoyinglycannon anonymoustheawesome apolohgyarcadelester arestless-spirit areweoutofthedamnwoodsyet aslayzingtroyeatomicmarzia auroraperenelledelawari averageobsessedfangirlavocadomurdock awchummy awzoella ayeesivan ayetroyler ayyyysdfghjklbamonnineties bananarels bareillesmichaelson basicallydil beautifulisticbeautyunderneathx becauseofaboynamedtroye becketts-one-and-donebenjpierce beware-phangirl beware-the-fangirls bisexual-steveroger-s blackandwhite-aesthetic blackcatnamedlucky bloggingaboutwhateverbloodypocky blowfob blureface blushingallthewayhomes bobishkabonestrash boneswolf bowleggity boylikelouis breathjpg bri17marie14bri6898 brightlightsncitysoundsbringmethespnfalloutphan britshfanboy brosephgraceffa bubbletealesterbugggle

C-D

cakenips captainsparklez carminearia carriehopefletcher cashbyvsphancaskett caskettoficecubes casparlee casparsjoe cbotbot chaidenes-daydreams chestergrace chummyswift cicinicole-14 city-aestheticclassynyancat cliffordsrsly cliffxrdluke cloveryxx composedoftheelementscookiee-monstarr cookiesincoffeecans corey313 corinthians1614couldyoumakemeacupoftea criativitie crowlehy crushondeanlikeafairycumberistar curlyhairedtroye cycyandstuff d-heart-speaks-d-truth daily-gr4ce dailygrce damngurlslay damnydevito danandtyler danielhotwelldanielramirezgarrido danisactuallyquitecold danisnotonfire danisnotwhatdanisontnonfire danlhowell danscrotch danspotato danufes darbyshiressdarkknightsrevenge daydreamingpresley death-valleyyy deathkora dedicated-internet-fangirl deliinquents demetrria demilovatoismylovedemonsinyourdreams dennys destroyaband dil–do dil-howlter dil-howlters-left-nostril dilhowlterisnotonfire doeneseya dorkybo dreamingheaven duncheridyingfordeath

E-F

edwardsheeranz ellie-murray1029 emoluek esotericallyarcane evanedingerevangelinefaith everydaywithpewdiepie fabuliciousfangirl fabulous-journeysfailing-at-its-finest fall-out-boy fall-out-phil falling-pizza falloutboyfalloutpeeps fandomfreak23 fandoms-and-other-shit fangirlsfamilyfarfrombeing fas-uh-neyt fathoming-the-stars feelinglikeflying felixkjllbrgfetus-phan fiercepandalips finding-jessica firetruckingfabulouscutiepieflashbcksandechoes floralcriss florence-bobo fobconfessions fobhowellfor–centuries forcenturies forgodrics-sake frie-nds fucking-llama-hatsfuckingn00b funsivan futuremrssmythe

G-H

gabi-superwoman galaxyphan gaymingchannel generouslyweepingalpacagettingmildlysuggestive giannemilena girlinfandoms glazed–eyes–empty–hearts gnarly googlechrone gothicphil gownshaped-likeapastrygraceffajoeyyy gracefuckinghelbig gracehelbig grapecollaredshirtgreatbigbeautifulsky greenmeetingblue gregdaboss handtowelhowellhappylittlehowell happy-little-pizza hashtagbossbitch hawull heartheeysugartits heiiokitty heinjs helbiginabox hella-good-hair-swift hella-zoellahellasamuel hellatronnor hellyounot heresmelissa heyimayoutuberfanhipposmile hisclothes-areinmyroom hithereimmichelle hollarbones homodanielhoodiehowell howellaf howellesters howelllll howeltrs hwlls hwlll

I-J

i-am-izzi i-dont-know-which-username i-make-doodles-lol i-ship-shitiansthighs icanfeelweregettingcloser icelandicllamas iconfessbabeidinaamenzel idkbroijustwantfood iffychick iisuperwomaniiijustloveyoutubers il-rebelle iloveyouasmuchasnutella iloveyouforevertaylorilyjoeygraceffa ilysmtronnor im-nineteen im-sorry-though im-your-favorite-actor-and-i imapsychopath13 imbatwomanbiatch imbringingsexybackagainimpretendingtobeacat2014 in-thedoctor-we-trust infinitytroyler internet-homo-howell interrupted-by-phan iphangirlfortroyler ironicallyrad irresistiblehowell isntchrisl isolateed istherefreewifi itmeandyouknowit itmeslayvan its-a-troyler-phan-blog its-not-wisdom itsstuckyinmyheaditsvicachu izelands jacklesandthemoose jaggedjellyfish japhanpandasjeannettehigginbotham jennamarbles jija7 jillyoakley jimstumblings joesuggjoeygraceffa jonmofford jordynnn78 joshpeck julynines julyninths just-troylerthings justphanthingz

K-L

kaluhfornia kawaiidan kellyclarko kickasslittlefandomblog kidsinxthedxrkkilljoys-in-impala kindhowell kingphiliptheamazing kingsleyyy laduliladyinkweaver lalalalalalalal10 lastcapricorn leadmeouttothefloor legends-of-gold lessamazinghowell lets-move-to-neverland liamnutonme life-death-thepursuitofhappiness lilacsandlipsticks lindslayrae linxtte literallymylifellaurencantsee lokistolemyphone loodlidoodlidoo lookingfortronlerlookoutbraveworld lord-of-the-song louis-waffles louisepentland lovabielovingoakley lsters lucie-the-unicorn ludwig-phan-beethoven luigilester lydiras

M-N

madisonelawrence makaylaslays makememes-notwar mamahartbigmarcusbutler marcuslbutler markiplier marlene-blackinnon married-to-the-internet marziacutiepie marziahungary mattsmvrdocks maybeimdrowningmcnuffin meme-out-boy mermaidphil michellerendon70 midnight–dispositionmidnightcityoflights mildly-inconvenienced misskellyclarkson miwakammitchelldaviss modelhowell moonlitdan mosaicswift mrswaylandworld my-impossible-girl myjourneytofearlesss mylifeinstoriesuniverse mynameisbram mynameisvickie napkincole narcusfeels needyounowxo nemijovatosnexttonormal13 nil00farfar niomismarties nonexistentt notamayzing notbadpete nowgiveusakiss-a nutellatronnor nutellife

O-P

oakley-sivan-franta oceanahe officialgishwhes ofloudheartbeatofphanandtroyler ohmyotpkissed ohnoitsjessicadanielleohsquigglylineinthemiddleofmyeye ohzoes okaymaybeimshyonfirelikegasoline organic-homosexuals orsholya-chan ovanrie p0intless–blogger padildohecocks paintinginthecosmos pansexualrevolutionarypassinnotesinsecrecy pass-the-hummus patrick-stumps peace-love-youtubers pewdie pewdiepies-bro-army phan-you-not phan-athediscophan-hoodie phan-ianthony-shoey-troyler phan-in-221b phan-oakleyphan-you-not phanllamas phancy-emo-goose phangergamesphanickingatthedisco phanicatthefalloutboy phanimist phannah-montana phanphanphan phanphanphanphan phans3xualphantasticlongbottom phanworship phil-sama philslesters philswhiskers pointlessblogtv pointlesszoella positivedoodles preciouspeachharrypressplayzoella prettylittlereign princesconsuela princess-calamity pringlesvevo procrastinating-is-easy procrastinatinglikeaproprofessional-fangirl-since1995 psychofactz

Q-R

quarter-to-3-am queenmarzia queenzoesugg queerphil queersmosh quin-b4rirs-rirs riseandshinepadamoose riwaayad rustyvoices

S-T

sakuya546 samsfight sarcasticwitness sassmasterhowell sassy-sparklez saturdayinchicago scarletletterswift seaview123 sexyhowellshadowsettled shutupcliffords sinless-insanity slayvannah sleepy-suggsleyesfordeyes sluttytroye smosh smoshatemyphan snailytoastersnowqueenswift somefreakwithablog somedaywhenyouleavemesparkleoakley spiderinthecupboard spiritedhowell sprinkleofglitrsprinkleofgraceffaa sprinkleofhelbig squidyword st0pping-every-minutestateofgracesmind staycloudytroyler stumpomatic stupidpeoplemakemelolstyleredlipclassic suckmy-troyler suggsandtroyler summerof-89sunshinelester superann2000 supernaturally-marvelous sweater-mikesweaterlester swifs swiftiesfanatic swikes swoozie takeadipintotheunknowntaketheirshots tanyasburrbear taylor-swiftfacts taylorswift terrible thatfeelingss thatgirlwhosobssesedwithyoutube thatsgracethatshomosexual thatsthat24 the-microwave-kills-the-wifi the-northernlight theegyptgame themelesstrash themotherfuckingbixtheperksofbeing-kate thepreppypirate thereisamysteryinlifetherespizzaontheroof thesmilestheflowers-everything thetanyaburrthetunstallionfangirl thewriternotthemuse theyoutubefangirl thisfeliciadaythnk-y-fr-th-vnm thnksfrthphandom thtwasnotme tillys-dil-howlter tillys-willytimey-wimey-potato tokyohowell tortured-dean tripodsandmarshmallowstronlerfivever troye-trxye-tilly troyeistheshit troyes-lip-ring troyey troyler-ing troylershippingismylifetimejob troylerslittledanosaurtroylersnumberonephan troylersphanboy troylerstwinkbottoms ts-1989tuhree twizzlerjunkie tyleroakley tyleroakleyismyqueen tyleroakleyisthebaetylersivan-troyeoakley tylerslittleshit

U-V

vannesax vinegod voguetaylor wantbackthelove waves-of-sivan wecatchkillers weheartmarzia welcometonarniafuckface whatstroyler wildestxdreamswildeswift wlzi wonderfulunknown woowphan wouldtheywriteasongforyou

X-Y

xmaybemeganx xxdreamingredxx xvaldayalovex y0urcind3r3lla yes-i-am-lucifer youareinllove your-marks-upon-my-neck youre-the-dan-to-my-philyoutubcrs youtube-feels youtube-phandoms youtubersarenotonfire youtubesworld

Z

zachlilley zalfieisreal zalfiesherlock zeeissorandom zoella zozeebo

wow this took so long! i’m sorry if i left you out and again thank you so much <3