Not In that way (Jughead)PT.1
Ok so this is like my first small fic so im sorry if it sucks, I wrote this on my phone too so I apologize
Summary: You’re basically head over heals about Jughead and you’re tired of him being oblivious. So, after he rejects you, you change
Growing up you and Jughead had always been bestfriends. You had started to develop a small crush on him during freshman year, you made it seem so obvious even Archie who was always clueless noticed. You were tired it drove you insane, during summer Arch and Jughead fell out. Everything changed on July the 4th no one was the same. Not you not anyone. You tried being the same you no matter what, .Jughead started writing his novel, and when ever you’d spend your time at Pop’s he’d barely even talk. It annoyed you to the core but you wouldn’t show it. You were supportive you just hated you didn’t get enough attention from him
I finally woke up for school after hitting the snooze button on your phone at least 5 times. Rubbing my eyes I slowly stood up, and brushed out my h/c hair and trew it into two french braids. Changed out of your clothes into your favorite black skinny jeans and a simple gray shirt and your Converse. After, getting dressed you walked to the bathroom and quickly washed your face and teeth. You quickly walked back to your room grabbed your favorite back hoodie, your phone, headphones and backpack. Rushing down stairs you quickly grabbed your Naked juice and keys. I started the long dreadful walk to school.
Arriving to school you where welcomed by Ronnie and Kevin.
“Hey y/n” they both said in sync
“Hi guys, have you seen Jughead” you asked and smiled
“He is in the newspaper room with Betty" Ronnie answered, both of you gave each other a half smiled
Veronica had started crushing on Betty, when they both kissed in the River Vixens tryouts. You told her, you felt as if Jughead had started crushing on Betty. It crushed both you and Ronnie.
“C'mon gals cheer up. Y/n if you want Jughead to notice you, tell him how you feel about him, and Veronica you do the same thing.” Kevin said while putting his arms around both of you
“Kevin you’re saying it likes its something easy to do. It all takes time to do. You can’t just drop it like a bomb” Ronnie said
“Yeah” you said agreeing to what she said
Kevin just smiled and shook his head and we kept walking
“Well i don’t know about you, but this is my stop see you in Chemistry"Kevin said and walked into class
“Ronnie, want to accompany me to give Juggie his notes” I asked her
“Sure"she said we were both hand in hand.
When we got to the newspaper room you were close to opening the door until you saw through the window. They kissed, it ached your heart so much you felt like crying. You faced Veronica she had hurt in her eyes. You’re eyes were watery, tears threatening to spill. You hugged her tight.
“Ronnie I have to go” My voice cracked
“Go they wont know you were here”she said
I ran, I ran until I felt my chest close in. Tears streaming down, once I got home i ran up to my room and just cried, cried into my pillow like there was no tomorrow. I cried till I fell into a deep nap.
I stayed home all day I never left it was around nine when you heard a knock on your door. I opened my door and was welcomed by Jughead with Pop’s take out and a milkshake. He looked into my eyes concerned as why were they puffy and red. You had wallowed all day. He had a worrisome look he gently closed the door and set the food down.
“Y/N, whats wrong why where you crying” He asked you grabbing both yor hands, I was done trying I was going to tell him how I felt
“Whats wrong, Jughead is that I’m in love with you.” I said it, I felt the weight fall of my shoulders. He held my hands even tighter
“Id never ask you to love me, because deep down I’m certain I know what you’d say. I hate to say I need you,I rely on you way too much, I’m so dependent, I’m such a fool for you.”I said my voice cracking at the end, he looked at me deeply at this point i was crying
“I’m sorry Y/N, believe me I love you, but not in that way.” He said
“Juggie I need you to leave before you break my heart anymore”I said
“Jughead, Please just leave”I said one last time. He did as he was told ‘I guess its time for a change’ you thought to yourself as you grabbed the food he got you and took it upstairs.
Jughead felt such guilt he really did love Y/N he just couldn’t break Betty’s innocent heart just like Archie had. That night he ended up breaking his bestfriends heart even more and it broke him.