on second thought I probably should’ve looked up how to do lineless before I tried it 

Just one of those days

Those days where you can’t stand the idea of waking up, and having to go to school and face the everyday challenges of people you don’t like, the homework you have to finish, and just the whole idealogy of trying to get through the idea with little notice as possible. Where you can barely bring yourself to have even the smallest motivation to be positive and do something. Yeah, it’s one of those days. Every. Single. Day. And I’m getting sick and tired of having nothing to look forward to.

what if i’m stuck like this for the rest of my life? I mean sure, tumblr is great -but honestly, it’s a great distraction. what do I do now??? why am I wasting my summer not finding some secret society or another world?? why am I stuck with this boring life? and as I type this and think about it; it makes absolutely no difference because im still here, at home, scrolling through unfamiliar faces and distant people- and nothing’s changing. how do I make it change?? how do I live my life??

anonymous asked:

Character pages sound great! It'd be cool to see the stats of the kids as well as like trivia stuff, and maybe for your side characters in the story as well! ^ ^ I think working on it a little at a time would be best, so you can mainly focus on your doujin.

Well alright! :) If you really think so, I’ll put that on my to-do list! I’m thinking I’ll try to finish the next doujin page ASAP so I can devote some time to some character pages before working on the doujin page after this next one. I’d probably release the SNS kids’ pages at the same time while keeping the other side characters’ ones separate. The main ones for the OCs would be:

  • Kiseki, Kaida, Kizuna
  • Heiwa
  • Chiharu
  • Shiro

I might make a page or two for the older characters like Naruto, Sasuke, Sakura, Hinata, Neji, Sai, Ino, etc etc, to show how they’ve changed over the years too, especially since I might not find the room to fit the small details of all of their stories into the doujin without breaking the flow of the story.

lukehemmostutu asked:


45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?: OOOH THIS IS SOMETHING I’VE BEEN DYING TO TALK ABOUT YESS YES YESSSSSSS.

I absolutely HATE when someone calls LDR fake relationships!! There’s nothing fake about the emotion, or the feeling behind having a relationship with the person you love, even if they’re far away. I’ve been in a few LDR before, and honestly, the love I’ve felt/feel for these people is incredible. It goes to show you just how real a LDR is.

Personally, I love LDR. I mean, yes, I hate the fact that I can’t be with my significant other all the time and kiss and hug him and stuff… (@ you babe)… but it’s a really nice thing. I get to look forward to the day when I will be able to do all of that stuff. It gives me something I can feel very excited for every day; it gives me something to smile about. Plus, I’m not limiting myself to the same people in the same town; I can meet people of different backgrounds and with different beliefs. It’s a really interesting thing!!

welcomebackmona asked:

1, 5, 23, 27, 32

1. If you could spend a day with one of the PLL cast members, who would it be and why? - This is such a hard question oh my god. It’s a tie between Shay and Sasha. Shay because she seems like she is always doing something exciting and also would be able to give me great advice, I feel like we’d just have a lot of fun. But Sasha because we’re only a little over a year apart and I feel like it’d be easier to talk to her and be friends with her :)

5. If you could swap places with one PLL character, who would it be? - I’d switch places with Aria because since she is not my favorite, I’d be able to hangout with Alison, Hanna and Emily!

23.  How did you find out about pll? Commercial? Friend/family member? Magazine? Did you randomly turn it on one day? Netlfix(lol)? - I found out from my older sister! She was watching it one night in my room (I think it was the season four premiere?) And I was immediately hooked. I watched every season to catch up in two weeks.

27. If you could swap lives for one day with one of the pll cast members, who would it be? - Probably Shay, I’d love to see the glamorous or maybe not so glamorous life she leads, She always posts videos and pictures of cool things she’s up to and I’d love to do that.



I made a lot of text posts today, so as an apology, here’s one of the first photos, and the last photo, I have of my dog.

You can’t tell but most of the left side of her face turned white cuz she was old. She went into congestive heart failure a little over a month ago. I still keep thinking I hear her collar rattling, but not as often as I used to.

You also can’t tell but she REALLY hated me taking pictures of her. She’d usually give me this sort of exasperated look unless she was excited about something else. She also never looked at the camera, I’m sure that was because of the flash.

Ah, well.  RIP Fluffy. <3

Honestly feeling really down lately. I wish my therapist was closer. I haven’t been in a couple years but I swear to god this quarter life crisis is just getting worse.

I feel so fucking empty. Blank.

Sometimes I think I want a baby and that will give me something to be excited about, sometime to live for but I really need to get my shit in order before I need to care for another human..

Gotta find time to go see her I guess.

                                 ( ruinaa | starter call )

                                  “I’m pretty sure they overcharged me.”

                She holds two glasses of amber liquid, sliding one over to Jo;
                it’s been a long day, and it’s going to be an even longer night,
                by the look of it all.     At the very least, they’re afforded some
                semblance of privacy in this particular bar, even if the asshole
                behind the counter added a percentage increase on the price
                of drinks just because they were in New York City – big deal.

                Then again, Los Angeles could be just as pretentious, if not
                worse. Still, shelling out an extra few bucks for drinks was
                the least of her concerns at the moment. She takes a slow
                drink, letting the liquid slither down her throat and warm her
                belly for a moment, before her lips curl back as she speaks. 

                                “I need your advice on a problem. A…
                                pest, of sorts.      Any ideas on how to
                                evade –”

                                She takes a moment to mouth ‘TRASK’;
                                perhaps the bar wasn’t the best venue
                                for this conversation, but there weren’t
                                many other options.

You ever have one of those days where you just don’t feel like you fit anywhere? Yeah…it’s been kinda like that for me today. I’ve been fucked up for a few days now and I think I’m hitting that point of just kinda drifting along.

This is going to sound super basic, but I’m waiting for something special or exciting to happen. Something to give me a big push in some direction or another. Instead all that’s happened is that I’m more self conscious than I’ve been in a long time, I become disgusted with myself when I get hungry or eat, and for the most part my confidence is in the dirt. 

On the positive side of things, I’ll probably be getting more hours at work sooner rather than later, which means I’ll be getting paid the most I’ve ever made in my life, so in that regard, it’s great. It’s nice to have a job that involves so much driving because I’m able to lose myself and get out of my head.

Also, someone cared enough to ask if Heavy is the Head was getting an update soon. It is! I know it’s been weeks now, but I’m finally getting stable enough to do things. Maybe tomorrow?

Guess that’s about as much of an update as I can muster. I’m exhausted, lightheaded, and not doing so good. I was going to make dinner but my Aunt bothered me and I opted to just drink water. So it’s time for sleep…or a game…or reblogging smut on my NSFW blog. Cheers!