being like right in the middle of femme-butch scale is honestly frustrating because on one hand I want a cute and tiny gf who I can be all macho or some shit to but ALSO I want a gisnt buff gf who will protect me and impress with her ability to rip apart phonebooks actually I want one of every genre of girlfriend tbh the only solution is to have a thousand girlfriends and we will all love eachother and be happy