Pain was something she felt daily, but for the sake of herself and others, this pain was buried deep within. Every now and then her sorrow would unfold, and the control she once valued so dearly would wash away alongside her tears. It’s not that those who witnessed these outbursts refused to come to her aid for apathetic reasons; they knew what embarrassment would ensue if her weeping was acknowledged. Even if only a semblance, she would be tough.
What I’ve learned from Magical girl animes, never make any deal with the seemingly cute mascot. Just don’t. Run. RUN FAST. All of them are awful in someway and you will die or almost die cause of them, maybe die multiple times by the end of the anime.