girl you famous

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.
Some songs to make a perfect playlist 👇

Fluorescent adolescent- Arctic monkeys
Machu picchu- The strokes
The sound- The 1975
Sweater weather- The neighbourhood
Kathleen- Catfish and the bottlemen
Best friend- Foster the people
Runaways- The Killers
Westside- The kooks
Time to pretend- MGMT
Take me out- Franz Ferdinand
Fever- The black keys
Things we lost in the fire- Bastille
Live this nightmare- The griswolds
Sun- Two door cinema club
Reflektor- Arcade fire
Distant past- Everything everything
Unbelievers- Vampire weekend
Inhaler- Foals
Emoticons- The wombats
Satellites- Mew
What a pleasure- Beach fossils
If I ever feel better- Phoenix
Aviation- The last shadow puppets
Trouble- Cage the elephant
Do I wanna know- Arctic monkeys
Islands- The xx
Joy ride- The killers
You- The 1975
Girls like you- The naked & famous
Howlin’ for you- The black keys
26- Catfish and the bottlemen
High enough to carry over- CHVRCHES
Naive- The kooks
Alien days- MGMT
Evil eye- Franz Ferdinand
Oblivion- Bastille
Horchata- Vampire weekend
Someday- The strokes
Awkward- San cisco
Prey- The neighbourhood
Greek tragedy- The wombats
Something good can work- Two door cinema club
Trojans- Atlas genius
Everything is everything- Phoenix

You can listen and follow this playlist here:

Fun French Fact: We don’t really kiss each others on both cheeks when saying hello, we actually give awkward cheek high fives and make kissing noises at the same time. Also, if someone really do kiss your cheeks, either it’s an habit of theirs or they have a crush on you, good luck figuring that one out.

My 10 Most Favorite G Eazy Song Lyrics

“That’s why I know I’ll find a fortune that’s suitable and live like a king, everyday life’s beautiful” - Kings

“Yeah, next shit I’m about to say is obvious, but criticism’s worth some more than compliments” - Been On

“Saying everything never take it back, so if you don’t fuck with me, I’m okay with that [2x]”  - Almost Famous

“Uh, I wish we could just pretend to be, like we always were before as happy as the Kennedy’s. No one told Jackie about Marilyn’s tendencies, ignorance is bliss when you’re married half a century” - Marilyn 

“You might resemble clowns if you ever tried stepping in his shoe. So, show respect is something you should definitely do. It’s no surprise I’m on got a bedroom with a view. I’m just saying this is everything we said that we would do” - Why Thank you

“Inside my head I always have to debate. Is this a dream or am I way up here just halfway awake? I’m sad” The Code by Gravity Feat. G Eazy

“I’m in my 20s still feeling like a kid at heart, lost in this young world, I’m just tryna navigate. See the pie sliced I’m just tryna grab a plate. We see commercials we infatuate, wishing I was born rich with a fat estate” - Must Be Nice

“And I’ll be working ‘til I’m rich as fuck. On my own grind, I’m a rebel to the system cause the system sucks” - Rebel 

“Feels a fit then she throws it, she pops a bar now she’s dozing. She’s hot and cold, hot and cold, homie I don’t know she’s hot and cold. Truly the bullshit has gotten old, superficial with a rotten soul” - Tumblr Girls 

“I just need to be alone, I just need to be at home. Understand what I’m speaking on if time is money I need a loan. But regardless I’ll always keep keepin’ on. Fuck fake friends, we don’t take L’s we just make M's” - Me, Myself, and I Feat. Bebe Rexa

Add suggestions :D 


GMW Core 4 + the Holy Emo Quartet

Farkle Minkus = Fall Out Boy
Maya Hart = My Chemical Romance
Riley Matthews = Twenty One Pilots
Lucas Friar = Panic! At the Disco

What are you doing down here?

The edits are up there. ^^

Unless you enjoy random arbitrary side comments…then welcome!

anonymous asked:

JHope meets someone at a hotel in America while they are swimming and she speaks a little bit of korean since she studied in college. make it steamy BO beamie

Lemme tell you this anon. I sat here, for months looking at this. And all I could do was laugh. Forget you for this I swear. But I suppose this is suppose to be ambw here we goooo~

Foreign Affairs:

(Facial is involved in here~~)

You sighed softly playing in your tousled curly hair waiting for your friend to get out of the bathroom. You were ready to go fucking swimming already. It was a hot day, and you were parched from the heat. You called her a bitch in every language you could think of and her refuge was to throw things your way complaining about you not being dressed. She was right though, you were still in your pajamas. You sighed softly rolling over before making your way to your suitcase looking through it for you two piece bathing suit. 

Both of you had wanted to take a trip and leave your regular town, so why not come to LA? It was beautiful there, and with you both having accumulated so much vacation time you had three free weeks to fuck around and do absolutely nothing. You would probably stay here for another few days depending on how the stay continued to go. It was a fancy hotel you guys had booked, stars came there. Everyone came there to just hang out and get away from paparazzi. Of course some still lurked and took pictures but lucky for you, you were an average unnoticed girl(only meaning you weren’t famous is all.) 

You started to strip out of your baggy T-shirt and sweat pants shedding your bra and panties to put on the skimpy blue two piece bathing suit. This- this is why you don’t let friends choose your clothes. You stepped in front of the mirror groaning as you looked at yourself. Your ass cheeks didn’t fit the bottoms very well and your breast was looking extra big, of course with your curves and being black, it came natural but this was just making you look like some porn star.

“Dammnnn my baby hot.” Your friend teased slapping you on the ass causing you to slap her hand trying not to heat up. You shooed her away sticking your tongue out.

“I hope you enjoy this, never again.” You warned watching her change into a one piece that was covered much more well then you were. Only showing some cleavage as her now straightened hair flowed down her back.

“I’ve been laid plenty of times, you haven’t that is the reason for that bikini. Watch what I tell you, you’re gonna pull somebody that’s gonna tear that ass up.” She winked grabbing towels and sandals.

“Oh what if he has friends? Or you know, I have you. Looks like your planned failed.” You smirked in triumph only to get shot down.

“I brought an extra room.” Your sneaky friend held up the key and you wanted to kill her, just push her out the window, or choke her with the bathing suit. You huffed before grabbing your sandals and towel murmuring curses as you both made your way to the pool.

“Ok don’t be that way~ if I happen to be wrong food is on me tomorrow. And if I’m right, well shit I just want to treat you anyway for getting laid and a bunch of I told you so’s.” Your friend wrapped her arms around your shoulders, as your feet carried you both to the pool side. You and her had playful banters back and forwards before you finally made it outside to look around. The pool was big spacious, and she whined because no one was out there yet, only causing a smile to grace your lips. Placing your towel on a random chair you took off your sandals before running and jumping into the large blue eight foot pull. Swimming front and backwards letting all of your worries go. 

Your friend had joined you for a while you both holding races and splashing each other with water before her boyfriend called her. You wouldn’t lie like you weren’t all that jealous, you were, you just was happy that she had someone to make her happy. You were paying so much attention to her until she paused looking at someone who was on the opposite side. Furrowing your eyebrows you looked to where her gaze was seeing a group of seven boys making their way outside looking around before they took a seat in the chairs. One of them, one that looked to be the tallest stripped off his shirt fist leaving you and your friend with hanging mouths. 

The male placed the shirt down looking at you, seeing your reaction he smirked winking your way. 

“GET IT!” Your friend shouted and you glared at her taking off a necklace you had throwing it at the laughing girl. To keep a cool head you just started to swim again suddenly not wanting to get out of the water. 

Face first you swam back to the first foot before you swam all the way back to the eight foot marking bumping into something. You squirmed around trying to get to the surface, strong hands coming around you to lift you up. You blinked shoving your mess of a hair out of your face coughing when you realized who was holding you. 

He told you to be careful in Korean and you picked up on his accent a smirk lifting from the corner of your lips. You told him that you would and bit your bottom lip at his taken back gaze. He laughed shocked that you knew what he was saying. You let him keep you in his arms your body heating a bit looking at his muscles. Your thoughts weren’t so innocent but what broke your concentration was more people coming, your friend and his friends calling you both away. You let him break away first before you swam back to your friend side eyeing her to the max.

“What I do?” She asked you as you both grabbed your stuff.

“First you say I should get laid, and then you cockblock?” You asked rolling your eyes drying yourself off.

“What was you gonna do? Fuck in the pool? Besides he’s coming this way.” She said in a sneaky voice. She snatched your towel from you and as soon as you fixed your mouth to call her a bad name you felt a tug of your hand. You looked over at the handsome stranger that had a grip on your body a few minutes in the pool.

“I’m.. Sorry but you’re so beautiful, and you can speak Korean so this won’t be hard.” He spit out his words slowly in English making you smile wider. 

“I’m Hoseok, and you are?” He asked tilting his head.

“–” You replied bowing your head a bit catching a laugh from him.

“Don’t take this the wrong way, but I’m only in town for tonight and tomorrow night. I was wondering.. If I could stop by your room later?” He asked and it took everything, in your being not to fall at the spot from the request. 

“That would be fine. I have my own room.” You grinned lazily. 

Soon you were exchanging your room number with him, and your phone number. He promised to see you later before he gave you another smirk and a lip bite, his eyes traveling over your body, those deadly brown orbs devouring you on spot. As soon as he was back to the other side, your friend wasted no time jumping on you embarrassing you as she cheered. You had to drag her happy ass from outside back to the inside of the hotel. 

You were nervous when you got back to the room. You first paced around back and forth, because your friend left five minutes after you both were back her and her boyfriend deciding to skype. You sat on the bed, looking at the ceiling. But when the clock passed to 11 you couldn’t take it anymore. You stripped off your wet bathing suit, walking to the bathroom to fix the shower hot to your liking. In you went showering and scrubbing off the chlorine and other chemicals. You took your time with your body, and once finished you took your time with your hair. 

Thirty minutes later you were stepping out drying off. Soft hands combed through your not so tangled hair that was curling up rather quickly, the mirror had to be wiped off twice from how much steam was flowing in there. A constant knock on the door made you finally move from the sauna that was in the bathroom. Your guess was that it was your friend coming back because she got lonely, but when your hand reached for the door knob opening it up, your face showed your shock. 

Hoseok was standing there. He had on baggy sweats and a tank top. Nike slides for shoes, impressed you were. His dark black hair was a bit wet still and his tanned skin made you lick your lips. 

“I see I came just in time.” He chuckled softly pushing you into the room shutting the door behind him. For some reason you kept back up as you heard the door lock his eyes not leaving yours. He approached you without hesitation, his hands pulling out to grab harshly at your towel, making you stop and pull back on it a smirk on his lips. 

“Don’t run.. I’ll treat you good.” He spoke against your ear towering over you. 

His hands started low at your legs, his own leg pushing through your closed one. He lifted his hands slowly to trace over your some what still wet skin until he was cupping your ass. A soft moan escaped past trembling lips, hands tugging on his shirt as you gave in. He complimented how soft your skin was, kisses placed against your neck as he kneaded and spanked your ass lightly. One hand raised up under your towel traveling to the front, and soon your left breast was being cupped by him. He smirked loving the reactions he got from just touching you, his thumb rolled over your nipple slowly. His husky voice whispering dirty words in your ear already as he fondled you standing up. 

He caught you off guard, slipping his hand down that had been grabbing at your ass towards your heat. “Ah-haa~” You let out a louder muffled moan by his shirt as he let his fingers roam up and down your slit teasing you. He released your breast for a second, letting his hands both join down to play with your folds trapping you against him. He was sneaky with his actions, once he saw you coming undone, hands went back to gripping your ass, his knee pressing against your clit. He made you ride his knee standing up placing love bites marks, and hickeys on every part of skin he saw. 

Your pussy was dripping, soaking out the fabric of his sweats but he loved it. It got him hard just watching your body tremble from such things. He pulled away, a hand coming up to tip your chin up to meet his gaze. His lips came down on your slowly giving you the first kiss that was one full of lust, want and need. He kept the pace slow at first, lips syncing and moving against lips before the kiss got rougher, tongue swiped against bottom lip before he was shoving it in your mouth and down your throat taking your breath away. Heart beating fast hands clenched so tight in his shirt it hurt but you kissed back giving it your ass. Making your head quite dizzy. Your tongue flicked and played with his, the battle for dominance was clearly one by him but it didn’t stop you from trying.

He picked you up, his hands wrapping on the underside of your thighs walking with you to the bed. You thought he was going to drop you- you were wrong. He sat down on the bed with you moving to the middle finally breaking the kiss. His hand rested on your ass the other resting on the sheets below him. “Ride me.” Was all he stated watching you with those dark brown orbs. He guided your glistening folds to his covered erection moaning as one hand cupped your ass. 

His bottom lip tucked between his teeth as you started to move both hands on his chest. Slowly  you rocked your hips against him, feeling the bulge under you harden as you moved. He wasn’t ashamed, soft moans of your name left his lips as he watched you. His hand gripping and smacking your ass every once in a while. The towel was still on your body, slowly falling apart from the moving, your eyes moved from the male under you down to the towel but he was quick to reach up from behind you taking it from you slowly. Your naked body sat on top of his clothed body and he loved it. Your brown skin, curly hair, how thick you looked. 

He let his hand wander touching everything on you, his finger trailed slowly from the nape of your neck down the middle of your chest, down your stomach until he was switching fingers his thumb resting on your clit. He rubbed it fast keeping his hips still as you moved on top of him. He encouraged you with heavy deep grunts and raspy words to keep rocking your hips. You wanted to close your legs, you were about to cum. He sensed it to, the way your eyebrows started to furrow as you concentrated on that pleasure. 

He flipped you over quickly, his mouth instantly finding your pussy. Tongue buried deep he ate you out fast against the sheets his head shaking from side to side as his tongue flicked and vibrated against your walls, you had been so good to keep quiet until now, you had to release the moans and screams of his tongue working magic on you. Your hands tangled in his hair as he slurped at your pussy as if he was a starving man. 

You knew your juices was on his face how he tongue fucked you, one hand pressing your leg down to keep the spread apart as he added three fingers stretching you out. He wanted to see what you could take and he loved feeling the tightness around his fingers. His mouth made its way to your clit, where he harshly sucked and nipped on your throbbing bud until you were squirming trying to move from his attacks. He had you panting, your chest heaving as you tried to get out moans and breaths. 

Soon without warning only mere whimpers your were cumming on his fingers that he replaced with his tongue, face buried deep inside of your pussy, he sucked your juices up, his fingers tapping and rubbing harshly at your clit until you were squirting against his hand, a proud smirk forming on his lips as he slowed down pulling back. Sure enough his mouth and cheeks glistened with your juices. He wiped his mouth licking his lip before he stepped back taking off his shirt and his sweat pants dropping his boxers. 

Your eyes roamed his naked body and you didn’t know what you wanted to touch more, as soon as you reached out for him he was pinning you back down shaking his head. “Tonight I concentrate on you, tomorrow I’ll let you have your fun.” He promised as his lips found yours again. He crawled over you before he turned your bottom have until your ass was facing him legs spread out slightly on the bed. He kept your upper torso to him as well. He let his shaft slip between your folds moaning against your lips as he started to grind his girth against your dripping pussy. 

Your moans and pleas was cut off by his thick lips kissing yours, one hand gripping your ass cheek harshly before he started to smack it over and over again bruising it with his hand print. He brought his free hand down to spread your pussy lips for him, his head slowly circling at your entrance, as he pulled his mouth away from yours. He chuckled against your lips as you whine. He let his hand trail up to cup your throat choking you slightly. 

“Do you want me?” He asked looking at you as he slammed his dick inside of you without warning. When all you could do was gasp and nod from his thrust he did it again.

“Tell me you want me.” He mumbled against your lips tilting your head to the side to look at him better. Once those words left your lips he was holding your gaze as he slid slowly into you.

Once he was buried, he gave you a few minutes to adjust before he was moving his hips creating a steady rhythm. Hips pressed hard against hips he slowly fucked you at first, making sure to stretch you out nicely. He let his hips roll into yours, taking himself deep in your tight warm wall. He would ask if you liked it, his hand no longer groping your ass but fondling your breast as he watched you. He wanted you to be sore form the position you were in so he didn’t let you move. His eyes hooked onto yours, every time you even looked away he would stop until you were back looking at him.

He picked up speed after a while, letting his hips smack against yours. The force was hard, you felt your ass bounce every time his hips landed against your ass. He looked down for a split second watching how he slide in and out of that “pretty pink pussy” before he was back watching you, how your body reacted, how you moaned for him. He let the sweat fall down his body as he focused on giving you pleasure, focused on finding your spot angling his hips differently. 

Finally he stopped, once again rolling over to his back dragging you both against the headboard. He picked both of your legs up before he started to slam up into you fucking you hard and fast, his feet planted in the sheets. He whispered how you were a good girl taking his dick, so nice and deep. How good you felt. How much he loved fucking you. It made your pussy release more juices. You dripped down from your pussy, your juices getting on his balls as he continued to fuck you. He let your legs go his hands coming up to cup your breast as he used his lower body to pound into you. His name fell from your lips as you felt your lower stomach clench you wanted to cum so bad, and the pulsing of his member didn’t help either. 

He was close, but he would want you to cum first. He continued to let you ride him reverse cowgirl style until he was  feeling you squeeze and tighten around his shaft. your cum releasing on his member made him feel on cloud nine. He let you ride out your orgasm looking at your sweaty brown body against his tanned skin. He laid you on your back pulling out from you crawling up your body. He gripped your chin making you hold his eye contact. His hand letting you go as one stroked his dick, the other reaching down to press two fingers in your pussy and one in your ass. He fingered you slowly making you sensitive to his touch as he reached his high. He let his cum erupt from his member, painting your chest and your face white with his cum. He released a lot, your name sounding off his lips as he let it all go riding out his high against his hand. He finally relaxed removing his fingers from you before he kissed your lips. 

Picking you up he carried you into the shower washing your body off slowly, with more touches and another round to follow. And when you were wore out he made sure you were clean again before he slipped you both under the covers holding you until you both fell asleep.


Ok, so like- I’ve never did just a story of anybody eating a girl out. But after writing this, I kind of want to do it now, like no fucking just oral sex. Ugh someone stop my feels.

Me: *is walking down the hall flipping through music* *only gets happy bubbly music*