girl merry go round

so what is she supposed to be? he asks, his gaze stalling on mine as he lights a cigarette in the bathroom stall of the city’s cheapest bar, his eyes like satellite discs, roaming the epicenter of a stretch of tidal wave girls, & me just happening to be a thorn in the midst of their saltwater hemmed limbs, their sugarplum lips, their laughs like molten gold.

she looks out of place, he adds. because it’s true. because i’m out of place wherever i go. i shrink into my coat. i pretend that i don’t see him, i gaze out at the crowd. a congregation of delirious devil-worshippers, boys & girls trading their merry-go-round brains for baits of ice, crystal, leaves. whatever’s taking souls on a sunday night. whatever kills the quickest. behind the chiseled bar, rows of wine glasses gleam like a selection of murder weapons. 

from somewhere, summoned like ghosts, an aggregate of disembodied voices reply: a woman, a god, an anthem of spokes. fine grains of desert sand. an endless alleyway. rain, rain, bloodshot sky. burnt roses littering funeral grounds.

the voices continue, even as his green eyes wander. lightning within the root. someone falling from the bannisters. poison ivy, seeping into a rotting mouth. trigger-happy hands, always going for the sharpest object within reach. bombs trickling off like- he loses interest.

i smile like, no worries, this isn’t embarrassing at all. i’ll create a story where you care. i’m a magician, didn’t you know? i can make things appear from out of my head! a story where you buy me flowers and we mouth off at the sunset. where you cook me eggs runnier than my thoughts, i wear something pink and we devour this town together.  


my mother used to say, loneliness is a bug, once you catch it, you can’t quite get rid of it. not without the hospital visits. not without the vaccinations. not without the nurses with sinister bobcat eyes stealing the blood from your body and storing it in little glass vials. not without losing bits of yourself. bits you never get to have back. bits you have to fight for to keep. 

as your sanity, that ever-slippery ice cap, floats farther & farther away from your burned, bludgeoned, berserk island of a body. 

ii. -

i miss gripping for power lines in my rain boots. finding solace in the neck of a stranger. three-hour long showers and gardening myself (here, chrysanthemums tucked into the ribs, and there, a daffodil beneath the knee) i miss what it’s all supposed to mean, back when everything still had a point & the world was somehow a kinder place, being human on a steady diet of dreams, creating a breach in a star-system, losing faith & pilfering it back from chapels. tumbling, always backwards, into the closest abyss. 

SING, VOLATILE CANARY, ERUPT! LEAVE STARS IN YOUR WAKE || j.r

C'mon Puddin’! 🎶I can show you the world…!🎶

Harley Quinn: me, @misharley Costume by: meeee x) Photo by: Saram Lemini

okay but headcanon that lucas totally under dresses for everything and like when maya is getting ready for her first date with lucas riley and maya keep arguing bc maya doesn’t see the point in dressing up for a boy who’s known her since she was twelve and riley manages to rangle her into some sort of dress and when they go to meet lucas he’s just sitting there in jeans and a decent-ish sweater riley thinks her grandpa owns and she just sighs deeply and is like “oh my god you guys are soulmates”

Me and You Chapter two: I need to know if you’re safe

“Manon?” Marinette shrieks then runs to the merry-go-round not realising that she is still holding on to Adrien.

“Marinette, wait!” Adrien calls after her as he picks up the pace to match her own.

Once the two teenagers reach the merry-go-round they find that it is surrounded by ice, “Manon? I am so sorry that I left you there. I shouldn’t have left you!” Marinette apologised as she puts her free hand on the ice.

“Don’t blame yourself, Marinette; there was no chance that you would know that this would happen.” Adrien soothes as he lets go of his grip on Marinette’s hand and puts that hand around her shoulders to try and comfort her. There was that weird feeling again, Marinette though to herself.

“M-Marinette I’m s-scared.” Manon stutters and puts her hand on the ice only to pull away because of the coldness.

“Don’t worry, Manon, don’t be scared. I’ll go get some help; you stay here with the Gorilla and Adrien. They’ll take care of you.” Marinette says with a bit of determination. She knew that she has to get out of sight before she transforms into Ladybug. Sometimes keeping secrets are so hard, Marinette thinks once she starts running off to find a space to transform.

“Wait, Marinette, I’ll come with you!” Adrien calls after her. Even though Adrien knew that he needed to get away from Marinette so he could transform into Chat Noir, she was still his best friend and he had to know that she is safe before anything else.

“No, Adrien, it’s fine. I’ll just be a few minutes, you have to stay with Manon and keep her safe.” Marinette reminds Adrien, not looking at him for even a second.

“Marinette, Manon has the Gorilla to look after her,” Adrien reminds Marinette then he puts a hand on her shoulder and she stops in her tracks to finally look at him, “Right now I need to know if you’re safe, Marinette. How do you think it makes me feel when you run off? You are my best friend and I care about your safety. Therefore, I am not leaving your sight until we see Ladybug.” Marinette looked up at her friend, trying to hide her annoyance. But if you don’t leave my sight then there won’t be any Ladybug to save Paris, Marinette thinks to herself, but I’ve got admit that what he said was quite…sweet? Nice? Friendly? Whatever it was I know that Adrien really cares about me.

“T-Thanks Adrien, you’re a really good friend.” Marinette concludes and continues to run off in the same direction she was going. Where is Chat Noir? Marinette thinks, she was starting to get really worried about the new akuma Hawkmoth had sent that she has to rely on Chat Noir to get there before her so she can escape Adrien and transform.

Adrien stayed back a while, talking to Plagg who was eating some camembert.

“Plagg, where is Ladybug? I need to stay with Marinette but I need to save Paris at the same time because my Lady seems to be somewhere else.” Adrien moaned. He is getting very confused with what he should do and Plagg wasn’t helping with his smelly camembert filling the air.

“It’s easy, just ditch Marinette and go find the akuma and wait for Ladybug until she comes back.” Plagg states and finishes his cheese after his statement.

“But I can’t ditch Marinette. I made a big speech about being her best friend and always being there to protect her, if I ditch her then she’ll think that I lied to her about that and just ran off to save my own skin!” Adrien exclaims and Plagg rolls his eyes.

“Then go with Marinette and Ladybug will handle it by herself.” Plagg cries out and flies down to Adrien’s bag to search for more cheese but Adrien blocks him from going in.

“But Ladybug needs me! Plagg, I’m confused!” Adrien whines like a little toddler who can’t decide which ice-cream to get so he gets both but Adrien couldn’t do both, or could he? “I’ve got it!” Adrien exclaims after some seconds of thinking, “Plagg, claws out!” Adrien shouts and Plagg enters his ring to make him become Chat Noir.

Meanwhile, Marinette is having her own problems deciding what to do.

“Tikki, I need to transform but I can’t in front of Adrien!” Marinette exclaims when she finally turned a corner so Tikki could come out of her purse.

“Marinette, being Ladybug always comes first.” Tikki reminds with a sweet voice as she flies up to Marinette’s side.

“I know Tikki; it’s just that being both Ladybug and Marinette is hard when Adrien’s always on my tail!” Marinette whines and leans on the brick wall behind her.

“Adrien was just being nice, Marinette.” Tikki explains to her holder.

“That’s true Tikki. Adrien was just being a nice friend. If only he knew I was Ladybug then he’ll understand why I always have to run off and he may even cover me,” Marinette imagines Adrien knowing the true reason for her being missing and secretive all the time, “He’d probably love it, lately he’s been going on about how amazing Ladybug is.” Marinette muttered under her breath with a slight tone of jealousy even though she was technically Ladybug it still annoyed her how much Adrien adored her alter ego. I guess it is possible to be jealous of yourself, Marinette thinks.

“Marinette, you know that you can’t tell anyone that you’re Ladybug-“ Tikki scolds Marinette with a stern look but she is cut off by Marinette adding on.

“Even if he is my friend, I know that Tikki but it’s just so hard to keep a secret from my best friend!” Marinette exclaims, “Anyway, what should we do?” Marinette asks her kwami but before Tikki could speak Chat Noir bumps into Marinette and Tikki flies into Marinette’s purse for cover.

“What did you say Mari- I mean my Princess?” Chat Noir asks. Then inwardly scolds himself for nearly calling Marinette by her real name because Marinette has never met Chat Noir before so it would be a little suspicious if he calls her by her name.

Marinette rolls her eyes at her partners nickname for her civilian form, “Nothing, I said nothing,” then Marinette remembers Manon and how she is still trapped over ice in the merry-go-round, “Chat Noir you need to go help Manon, she’s trapped in the merry-go-round with ice surrounding her!” Marinette exclaims then grabs Chat Noir’s hand and drags him off towards the merry-go-rounds direction, “Wait!” Marinette holts to a stop when she realises that Adrien isn’t behind her. Where did he go? Marinette thinks quite scared of the answer.

“What’s wrong, Princess?” Chat Noir asks. Marinette rolls her eyes then reminds herself that Adrien’s missing.

“My friend, Adrien, he was following behind me but now he’s gone. You need to find him Chat Noir, he’s my best friend and I would die if anything bad happened to him!” Marinette exclaims and realises how dramatic she made that sound.

Chat Noir’s eyes went wide at the mention of his civilian name and the fact that Marinette really cares for him. Marinette really cares about me, Chat Noir thinks to himself and brings smile to his lips before turning to Marinette who has the complete opposite facial expressions compared to him.

“Don’t worry, Princess, I encountered Adrien sitting down on the bench and I took him to safety before I came to get you. He is purrfectly fine.” Chat Noir consoled adding a little pun to the end which made Marinette roll her eyes.

“Are you sure it was him?” Marinette asks as she was not really certain if Chat Noir actually saved her Adrien.

“Yup, it was your Adrien. Messy blonde hair, emerald green eyes, tall, well built, clawsome model, handsome. The list could go on and on.” Chat Noir didn’t realise that it would appear to be quite weird gushing about his civilian form because no one knew that Adrien Agreste is actually Chat Noir.

Marinette gave her partner a weird look. Does Chat Noir have a crush on Adrien? I wouldn’t blame him, Adrien is indeed perfect. But I never thought that Chat Noir is gay, I always thought that he preferred girls but who am I to tell him who he likes. Who knows what goes through that Cat’s mind? Marinette thinks to herself and smirks at the thought of Chat Noir drooling over her best friend.

“Yup, that’s my Adrien.” Marinette mutters then looks over to the merry-go-round, “Chat Noir, you need to save Manon and the Gorilla! They’re in the merry-go-round!” Marinette cries out and points to the merry-go-round.

“I’m on it, wait here Princess!” Chat Noir announces and runs off towards the merry-go-round. Marinette runs to the corner she was once in and opens her purse to reveal Tikki.

“Alright Tikki, it’s time to transform!” Marinette announces to Tikki who gives her a cross look.

“Marinette, what about Chat Noir? He’ll worry about you and think that the akuma kidnapped you!” Tikki reminds Marinette.

“I’ll just tell him that I evacuated Marinette and avoid any other creepy questions.” Marinette insisted talking about herself in third person.

“Okay Marinette. Time to transform!” Tikki exclaims.

“Tikki, spots on!” Marinette shouts and Tikki flies into her earrings to transform her into Ladybug. As soon as Marinette turns into Ladybug she runs off towards the merry-go-round. When Ladybug reached the merry-go-round she saw that Chat Noir is trying to break the ice with his stick but he is not even causing a dent.

“Ladybug!” Manon cries out and points over to Ladybug. Chat Noir takes a break from breaking the ice and turns to look at Ladybug.

“Well aren’t you late my Lady?” Chat Noir rhetorically asks while he walks over to Ladybug and puts an arm around her.

“Sorry I’m late, Chat Noir, I had something to handle.” Ladybug states and removes Chat Noir’s hand from around her shoulder.

“Its okay, my Lady, I had everything under control. I saved a civilian and right now I am trying to save this little girl and grown man from inside a merry-go-round surrounded by ice.” Chat Noir exclaims smugly. Ladybug couldn’t help but acknowledge that Chat Noir said a civilian which means that he is talking about only saving one civilian but he saved Adrien and her herself which is two people. Did Chat Noir lie to me? Ladybug thinks to herself, maybe he just made a little mistake, Ladybug confirmed in her mind hoping that Chat Noir didn’t lie to her.

“Good. I see that you haven’t freed the civilians in the merry-go-round.” Ladybug refers to Manon and the Gorilla and Chat Noir goes red at the shame of not being able to do one simple thing.

“I’ve been trying for a couple of minutes now but my stick is useless against the ice.” Chat Noir admitted to Ladybug who nods and steps in front of Chat Noir.

“Let me try using my yoyo to break the ice.” Ladybug announces and brings out her yoyo. She throws the yoyo at the ice and it wraps around the whole thing, Ladybug then pulls on her yoyo but it slips off and goes flying in the air. Then the yoyo lands on Chat Noir’s head.

“It’s no use!” Chat Noir exclaims and puts his hands on his hips.

“My yoyo just slips off the ice! We have to defeat the akuma to free the civilians from the ice!” Ladybug exclaims and runs over to Manon and the Gorilla.

“Ladybug where’s Marinette?” Manon asks with a pout on her lips.

“She hasn’t forgotten about you, Manon, she’s coming right back.” Ladybug states to Manon as Chat Noir stands by her side.

“I want Marinette!” Manon whines and starts to hit the ice with her bare hands.

“Don’t do that Manon!” Ladybug bosses Manon who gives her a grumpy look.

“I want Marinette! I want Marinette!” Manon whines once again and Chat Noir remembers that he left Marinette by the benches.

“Psst Ladybug,” Chat Noir hisses and puts his arm around Ladybug so only him and Ladybug could hear what comes out of his mouth next, “Marinette was the civilian that I saved. I left her by the benches. I’ll go there now so Manon stops whining,” Chat Noir starts to walk off towards the benches but he is interrupted when Manon starts laughing, “Why are you laughing?” Chat noir turns around to face Manon again and makes his way back to the laughing child. Children these days are weird! I was nothing like that when I was little! Chat Noir thinks to himself.

“You and Ladybug remind me of Marinette and her blonde boyfriend.” Manon giggles. Ladybug turns red at the mention of Adrien being her boyfriend. Chat Noir knew that by blonde boyfriend Manon meant him, he never minds when people call him and Marinette boyfriend and girlfriend because he’d always secretly enjoy the feeling of being Marinette’s boyfriend. But the truth is that Marinette wasn’t his boyfriend, she is his best friend and it will always stay that way. Being compared to himself is quite the funny thing to Chat Noir but it is sometimes quite confusing because there was Ladybug who is heroic and courageous but he didn’t know who she is under the mask, then there is Marinette and she’s clumsy, creative and his best friend but that was the problem – she is just his best friend.

“W-What makes y-you think that, M-Manon?” Ladybug stutters.

Chapter one

Chapter two

Chapter three

Chapter four

Chapter five

Chapter six

Journal Entry #1 of a Parisian Citizen in ML

Dear Diary,

Today was supposed to be a fun day. Everyone was eagerly awaiting the results of the Kids+ new weather girl contest between the finalists Aurore Boréale and Mireille Caquet.

Of course it was Mireille who won!  I was standing outside the TVi studio with several other people, waiting to cheer for the winner, when a strange girl in purple and white came out instead.

She must have been one of those ‘akumatized’ people, because she had a magic umbrella that blew everyone around. I quickly grabbed my son and decided to leave before something worse happened!

I figured it was safe enough far away from the studio, so we stopped at the Place des Vosges park to get him a Mireille balloon. It turns out that some famous model boy was getting his photograph taken in front of the fountain that day as well. I thought I overheard a teen girl squealing about him at the merry-go-round, but I’m not sure.

Unfortunately, Climatika, or whatever she called herself, showed up again blasting people with ice and wind. This time we ran straight home and stayed there. So much for the nice weather… At least Ladybug and Chat Noir managed to stop her.

Paris used to be a lot quieter.

~E

queenhyo  asked:

9. Of your favourite blogs 10. Things you wanted to be when you were younger 11. Of your favourite books 12. Of your favourite songs 13. Of your favourite colours :D

9. Of your favourite blogs
i think my all time favorite blogs will always be @brandinator, @jumataeng and @blindkpop

10. Things you wanted to be when you were younger
i wanted to be a flight attendant, then i wanted to be dentist, then i lost all my goals cuz i’m not good for anything RIP but i’m trying to pursue my childhood dream of becoming a flight attendant now

11. Of your favourite books
the little prince :c

12. Of your favourite songs
thunder by exo, different by kim bum soo & taeyeon, merry go round by snsd, star girl by mcfly, nicotine by panic! at the disco and lyla by oasis (i have too many favorites i cry)

13. Of your favourite colours
royal blue, coral, lilac

70 questions you could ask~

Are We Out Of The Woods? - Part Three. Joe Sugg Imagine.

Part One:
http://mrsniamhymurs45.tumblr.com/post/126416200575/are-we-out-of-the-woods

Part Two:
http://mrsniamhymurs45.tumblr.com/post/126908041695/are-we-out-of-the-woods-part-two


You’ve been hiding out at your best friends house in Manchester since the night you left Joe. After you explained the situation to your parents, they were quite shocked at your decision and rather upset at Joe’s actions, but they completely understood and promised not to tell a soul of where you were going. When you arrived at your best friends house the next morning after leaving Joe with a rather full suitcase and duffle bag, she was completely shocked. She, like many of your other friends, did not know about your relationship with Joe and you were absolutely terrified that she would be angry with you for not telling her such a big secret. As soon as you told her, she thought you were joking with her, but when the tears began to build in your eyes and slowly fall down your cheeks, she took it a lot more serious and listened to every word you had to say.

“Oh darling..Come here..” She whispered, enveloping you into her arms and began to sooth you with her comforting words. She was more than happy to keep you at her house for a while and was very excited to have some company since her own boyfriend was currently on a lads holiday in Portugal. The first thing she did was lock the doors, before she began to grab pillows from every room and blankets also, together you both turned her neat, tidy sitting room into a magical, large, fairy lit fort with the most comfortable pillows and softest blankets. After she brought you both a mug of tea into the fort, she placed a blanket over you both and she listened to you talk about the sweet, romantic things Joe would do for you on your secretive dates, before she listened to the heart break and loneliness you’ve been struggling through when Joe began to ‘date’ Emily. You told her about how Joe was against making you and him public but he was more than happy to go into a public, fake relationship with a gorgeous model to keep you ‘safe’. Your best friend was appalled at Joe’s behaviour and began to rant about Emily and how fake she was and even began to give out about Joe.

“You don’t need him..You’re a strong, sexy, kind hearted, funny, witty, intelligent, kind, sweet beautiful girl and you deserve nothing but good in this world. You deserve to be happy and you deserve to be showed off. You deserve a man who isn’t afraid to hold your hand in public and kiss you in front of the world and show you off to all of his friends to make them jealous. I’m so lucky to have you as a best friend, and I’m not mad at you for not telling me about your relationship. I completely respect you and your decisions and I will always love you no matter what you decide to do in life, and I’ll always be by your side to support you..through everything..I’ll always be there for you..whether you need a shoulder to cry on or simply need someone to talk to or even laugh with..I’ll always be there for you..” Your best friend whispered as she wrapped her arms around your shoulders and pulled you in for a hug. Tears began to stream down your cheeks yet again, but they weren’t tears of heart break or sadness but tears of happiness. You were so incredibly lucky to have your/best-friends/name in your life. She was your rock. You’ve been connected by the hip since you were both toddlers starting school and you couldn’t have felt more blessed and happy in that moment. She was a true, loyal friend that you would never let go of.

“I’m going to help you get through this and we’re going to get happy, funny and tear free Y/N back..” She whispered kissing your forehead and softly squeezing your shoulders and you couldn’t stop the smile growing on your lips as you looked at your best friend and smiled back at her, wiping away the tears from your eyes because you knew she meant every word she spoke.

“I’m so lucky to have you as my best friend..Thank you so much..” You whispered before you enveloped her in a tight bear hug. You would be entirely lost without her in your life. That night you shed some more tears and struggled to let sleep overtake you, but maybe this was for the best. Maybe you and Joe were not meant to be together.

| Two Weeks Later |

It’s been two weeks since you’ve left Joe. It’s been two weeks you’ve been suffering with a broken heart and never ending tears, and it’s been two weeks since you’ve been properly happy. You haven’t been in contact with Joe or any of his friends since you couldn’t look back, but only move forwards. Your phone though, has been constantly ringing and dinging with calls and messages from Joe and even some from Caspar, Oli and Zoe. You’ve stayed clear from social medias and haven’t looked at any messages from Joe nor have you listened to the many voice mails he has left on your machine and the many messages and DM’s he’s left on your social media. Your best friend changed your lock screens to selfies of her pulling the weirdest double chin faces and it made you smile each time.

Your best friend has been there for you twenty four seven for the last two weeks and you couldn’t be more thankful. Your friend has helped you with everything and now she was trying to persuade you to leaving the house to go for a girly day of shopping, manicures and a five star meal in the city of London. At first you were quite, let’s say strong headed. “No your/best-friends/name. We’re not going to London! What if we bump into him? What will we do or even say? I can’t..I’m not ready in case we do..” You panicked feeling your heart rate increase rapidly. London was an insanely large city, but the possibly of running into Joe was still there and you couldn’t put that at risk.

“Come on Y/N! I’ve got to go work on Monday after my three week holiday and all I want is a little time with my best friend in the city of London where we can shop until we drop and get our nails done and eat at this incredible restaurant I booked us at..Come on..Please..” She pouted holding your hands and giving you the most saddest puppy dog eyes you’ve ever seen in your life. You sighed knowing the puppy dog eyes always got to you and plucked at each and every single one of your heart strings. “Fine, fine..but if we so happen to see Joe-” You began to speak but we’re instantly cut off by your friend squealing with delight and hugging you closely. “Yes! I promise you, we won’t run into him!” Your friend beamed before she dragged you both upstairs and began to get you both ready. You decided to sport a casual, skinny blue jean look with a grey sleeveless shirt, a pair of ankle boots and a long cardigan to match and keep you warm. Your hair was styled up into a messy bun and you were ready to leave the house after finishing your makeup to cover up the bags under your eyes and to give you a fresh look since you did not want to be seen with your red eyes and dark under circles.


____________


You were currently walking through the shopping centre with your/best-friends/name after walking out of ‘Crazy Nails and Hair’ with your new French tipped manicure nails. You were both window shopping currently and wondering what shop you would both like to wander into and hunt for a good bargain. Currently you both stood outside of Topshop and gazed at the autumn collection that wasn’t currently being shipped in and you smiled lovingly at some of the jumpers knowing you would most definitely have to add them to your collection. As you pointed to a jumper on one of the window mannequins to show to your/best-friends/name, you heard a couple of gasps.

“Oh my god!” You turned to see a group of girls, maybe around ten or twelve girls surrounding you with their phones and you felt your eyes widen in shock and fear. “Oh my god your Joe’s best friend! Your Y/N! Wow..W-we just wanted to know if we could take a picture? I-if that wouldn’t be too much trouble..” A girl with curly blonde hair smiled at you and you felt yourself smile shyly and a blush creep upon your cheeks. “Yes, of course! It wouldn’t be any trouble lovely..” You smiled at the girls surrounding you. You were faced by many cameras and smiled for every photo taken and even hugged a lot of the girls. “Wow..Joe is so lucky to have you as a best friend..” A girl with red straightened hair smiled at you and you felt your heart crack and shatter inside and your smile slightly drop. Hearing his name from another persons mouth..it really hurt you, but you quickly smacked the smile back onto your lips since you couldn’t tell Joe’s fan base about the situation your both in.

“Do you know if he’s okay? He hasn’t posted in a while..He’s missed two Sugg Sunday’s..and he hasn’t uploaded anything on his vlogging channel or even tweet anything..Do you know what’s up with him?” Another girl spoke out and you felt your stomach tighten into a ball of knots. Joe hasn’t tweeted or uploaded a video? That’s not like Joe at all, YouTube is his job and he loves it so much. Why hasn’t he been posting? As all of these thoughts began to creep into your mind, a voice broke your track of thoughts. “Are you guys both okay? We haven’t seen you in many of his videos since that model came on the scene..” The girl with rosy cheeks spoke making your mind spin like a merry go round as you tried to create some sort of excuse in your mind. “Joe has been really busy with his graphic novel..and some projects for you guys..I’m sure he’ll be back to normal soon..We haven’t spoken because I’ve been busy with college work and exams..” You lied right behind your teeth with a shy smile plastered across your face. You felt guilt pulse through your blood stream and your heart sink to your feet. You hated lying but you couldn’t possibly tell them the truth and let everything slip out.

'Oh, you see, Joe and I have been actually dating for quite a while now but he decided to shove me in the dark and actually go public dating with this beautiful, outstanding model for a publicity stunt so he could get more subscribers and she could get more followers and he completely blanked me and neglected me which is why I left him and that’s why we haven’t spoken..’ If you said a word about this contract, your almost sure that Joe’s management would easily come after you with loaded guns. 

“I hope everything works out well for you in college Y/N because you deserve it..I don’t know how you put up with that girlfriend of his! She’s so fake!” The girl scoffed and shook her head. “I know your best friends with Joe, but I always shipped you with Joe much more than this girl he has..” The girl grinned at you as many of the other fans agreed with her statement which made you smile to yourself and made your best friend chuckle. The subscribers would have supported your relationship with Joe if you both left the woods and they don’t seem to like Emily at all, just like yourself! As you parted your lips to speak, gasps and expressions of shock over took every girls face. “Guys, look! It’s Joe Sugg!” They all squealed loudly making you your eyes widen, your heart stop and your face turn as white as snow. Your head slowly turned to see Joe looking towards the group of fan girls that shrieked his name and you watched his eyes widened immediately as soon as he saw you. He was about twenty feet away and he began to walk over in your direction quickly.

“Quick Y/N, take my keys and run. I’ll distract him if I can..” Your best friends whispered, slipping her car keys into your hand before she pushed you after snatching your shopping bags. You felt a sick feeling rush through you along with panic and you instantly took off into a quick run and felt your heart jump to your throat with fear.

“Y/N! Y/N! Come back!” You heard Joe yell loudly. You ran quickly down the escalator and apologised as you brushed by people roughly. “Sorry! Sorry! Y/N! I’m so sorry miss!” Joe muttered as he pushed pass people as hard as he could to try and catch up with your running. Joe completely ran around the group of fangirls and your best mate like lightened and began to run as fast as his legs could carry him. He wasn’t about to lose you again and so he used every ounce of energy in him to run as fast he could possibly run. The group of fangirls began to chase after Joe too once they watched Joe take off in a run.

Your chest was aching and screaming with a burning feeling from the pain and the soles of your feet were in completely agony. Boots were not made for running. You quickly dashed through the shopping centre attempting to outrun your ex boyfriend as your blood was pulsing through you in an adrenaline rush and you could still hear Joe’s voice calling and screaming your name loudly. You were thinking quick, trying to create a diversion for yourself to distract Joe. You swung a left at the nearby make up store and ran through it and towards the other exit that led to the car park. You heard squeals and shrieks from inside the make up store which alerted you that Joe was obviously inside. You began to sprint for your life, searching madly for your best friends car and trying to keep out of the way of Joe.

There’s no way you could face him after all that he’s done to you and after the way you left him. Joe was your first ever love and it would only break you to look him deep in the eyes again and feel his soft, muscled arms around you. You were not ready to face this boy yet and you don’t think you ever would be. You smiled with victory seeing your best friends car and began to rush towards it. As soon as you reached it, you began to shove the key into the lock before you gasped loudly feeling your body instantly spin around and your wrists being held down against your sides. Your chest was rising and falling quickly and your mind was like a very fast carousel trying to keep up with everything happening.

You just knew you shouldn’t have came to London today. You had a gut instinct about it all but you still brushed it off and now look at the situation you’ve gotten yourself into. You wanted all of this to be some nightmare that you would soon awake from and then laugh about it over breakfast, but when you fluttered your eyes open, your breath was instantly caught in your throat.

Joe stood there before you, his chest rising and falling in sync with yours and his breaths rather deep. You didn’t know what to say. You could almost swallow the cologne he was wearing and you could almost touch his forehead with yours, you were that close. You watched his blue orbs study your face intently and you never felt more sick in your life. You wanted to throw up everything and the tears that have been building up, also wanted to break free like Niagara Fall. You haven’t seen this face in two weeks and now you were stood right in front of it. You felt completely numb and you were speechless.

“You’ve always been very quick on your feet, haven’t you?” Joe whispered, gazing down into your eye/colour eyes softly. Your throat was running dry and you could feel your heart pounding against your rib cage heavily before it fell to your feet as your stomach began to feel empty.

“Y/N..I’ve been trying to talk to you and get in contact with you every day..Please..just hear me out..” Joe spoke, his voice cracking ever so slightly and the lump in his throat battling to rise and overtake him. Your eyes closed and you tried to calm your breathing as your throat ran dry and your lungs shrivelled up tightly. Your chest was pressing against his, matching his breathing. Thoughts were swirling through your head like a washing machine. You didn’t know what to say to him nor did you know if you even wanted to speak with Joe after the way he neglected and ignored you to spend time with his fake girlfriend.

“Why?” You asked, breaking the momentary silence and felt your voice shake ever so slightly. “Why should I hear you out after you hurt me so much?” You whispered feeling your stomach tighten with a sickening feeling and the lump in your throat begin to rise making tears build up on your water line.

“Because I’ve got so much to tell you..” Joe answered in the blink of an eye. You studied the features of his face. His eyes were red and there were evident black circles under his eyes. You could see the worry, the panic, the hope and the sadness in his blue eyes. You sighed quietly and spoke. “Two minutes Sugg..” You whispered and watched a small smile tug at Joe’s lips. He kept your wrists pinned by your sides and his eyes gazed into yours.

“Y/N I’ve been a complete mess without you..I don’t blame you for leaving me after the way I treated you and I’m so incredibly sorry..for everything. I never meant to hurt you, it was never my intention. I was so stupid Y/N. I agreed to a stupid publicity stunt to protect you and gain more subscribers and I never even asked you if you were okay with the situation, but the strong girl you are, I don’t know why you did but you kept your mouth shut when you should have told me that you weren’t happy about this stunt. I was so wrapped up in trying to gain more subscribers for myself that I completely ignored you and tried to get in the eye of the media as much as I could. I didn’t give you the time that you deserve and I forgot about the little things we organised and ever since you’ve left me..I’ve just been an atrocious mess..I’ve broken things and cut people out of my life within just two weeks and I’ve been in a non stop constant worry about your whereabouts and I’ve been so worried about you..I need you back in my life Y/N and I didn’t realise just how much I did until you left me..” Joe spoke, rubbing his thumb across your wrists and held onto them tightly like you were going to float away and leave him for good.

Your eyes were watering with tears and they slowly dripped down your cheeks as you thought about everything. You couldn’t forget the last few months of your relationship with Joe. You’ll never forget those polaroids you took of each other and the cookies you would both bake at unusual times in the morning. You thought about everything you’ve both been through and felt yourself start to shake like a leaf blowing in the wind. You thought about everything you would do together and how at house parties, you would both manage to slip away for a bit and hide in the closet for a little private session of seven minutes in heaven. You gazed up into Joe’s eyes seeing tears fall from his eyes and you so desperately wanted to brush them away with your thumbs but with the grip on your wrists, it was impossible.

“Y/N..You’re an incredible girl. You’re smart, you’re funny, you’re adorable and you’re one of a kind. You’ve got the most beautiful eyes and the most gorgeous smile. Your heart is pure, solid gold and I’m sure you’re an angel sent from above. An angel that was sent to me and I completely blanked you..I don’t deserve you..I really don’t deserve you after the way I treated you..” Joe whispered, his voice cracking as he spoke which made your heart ache and your heart beat rather quickly. “I’m surprised you even stayed with me for that long..You deserve a guy so much better than me Y/N..but I am so incredibly sorry..for everything. I’m sorry for the way I acted and the way I treated you. I love you with everything Y/N. I love you so much and I’ve no feelings for anybody else. I broke off the contract with my management about Emily and Emily is now flying off to the U.S. You make my heart complete and without you I’m nothing Y/N. I’m nothing at all and I know my actions may never be forgiven but all I’m asking for is for one more chance..One more chance to show you how much I love you. One more chance to do everything with you and one more chance to show you that we do have a spark between us and a special something that nobody else has. I can’t let you slip through my fingers again..I’m not letting you go Y/N..We’ll take things as slow as you want..” Joe said softly and gently loosened his hands on your wrist and moved them to your hips, before he smoothly slides his hands up your sides and to your cheeks.

You could see all of the emotion in his eyes and from the tears he let escape. You’ve never seen Joe so heart broken and sad. His thumbs began to softly brush your tears away as your fingers very slowly and cautiously moved to his temple where you slowly and delicately ran your fingers over the stitches he had to get a few months ago from the crash you ended up in. You thought about everything and let Joe’s words sink into your mind. You watched Joe’s eyes slowly close at your touch as his breathing began to slow down like your own. Your finger tips slowly trailed down to Joe’s jaw and slowly to under his chin where you softly raised it.

“Oh Joe..” You smiled weakly, choking on your own words as you brushed away the tears on his cheeks and sniffled your nose. You softly moved your hand to his own which cupped your cheek and intertwined your fingers with his before your other hand moved to his cheek and you watched him nuzzle his face into your hand like a newborn puppy.

“I’m still hurt..” You said softly and watched Joes face fall and you could just about hear his heart breaking inside his chest. “But I’m willing to give us another shot..because I love you with everything too..” You whispered as your voice cracked, the small smile on your face growing as Joe’s facial features began to brighten and a large smile overtook his face.

You squealed feeling Joe pick you up and spin you around making you throw your head back and laugh loudly hearing Joe cheer with happiness before he pressed both of your lips together and began to move them in a slow, gentle sync, keeping you pressed against him as close as he could. You both smiled against one another’s lips before hearing camera flashes and girls squealing.

You both pulled apart very slowly to see the group of girls from earlier covering their mouths and squealing loudly as they clapped for you both. You saw your best friend smiling widely at you and giving you a thumbs up before a large camera flash over took yours and Joe’s vision and you turned to see a gathering crowd of paparazzi. Joe smiled brightly at them and shouted loudly. “This is Y/N Your/Last/Name! She’s the most perfect, beautiful girl in the world and I’m so happy to announce that Y/N is my girlfriend, I’m so incredibly lucky to have her and I love her more than she’ll ever know!” Joe smiled widely, keeping you high in the air as the smile on your face continued to grow and you couldn’t believe that Joe was actually telling everyone that you were an officious couple.

Joe looked into your eyes deeply and you felt happiness overtake you both as he whispered softly, “We’re out of the woods..”.

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Hello lovelies! This is the end of this imagine! I really enjoyed writing this imagine and I hope you all enjoyed it as much as enjoyed writing it! So sorry for the long wait on this part but thank you so much for all of your support and lovely messages! Don’t be afraid to message me your thoughts because I would love to read them since I love reading your messages and thoughts! All my love! Xx

PLL 6X03: The Movie “Hide and Seek” Parallels to Aria & Byron? The Book Under Aria’s Doll “My Father the Actor”? HUGE Comparisons with PLL Characters & Support for Split Personality, FUN READ! Parallels at the Bottom!

So after watching 6x03, i couldnt help but think of the movie with robert deniro “HIDE AND SEEK” after we found out jason had an “imaginary friend”. So to set the mood, lets look at this photo and read what norman buckley captioned:

this describes aria perfectly, i think she does fight monsters/villians, she gives us a sense that something has happened to her in the past, and in the process, has emerged into what she fears perhaps. Someone pointed out a book that is underneath the doll in arias room, the book is “MY FATHER THE ACTOR” interesting, you’ll see how this relates. Let’s read this short summary about the movie Hide and Seek and you’ll start to see some eerie similarities:

Following his discovery of the body of his wife in a bathtub after her apparent suicide, Dr. David Callaway (Robert De Niro), a psychologist working in New York City, decides to move with his 9-year-old daughter Emily to Upstate New York. There, Emily makes an apparently imaginary friend she calls “Charlie”. Her friendship with Charlie begins to disturb David when he discovers their cat dead in the bathtub, whom Emily claims was a victim of “Charlie”. Meanwhile, David suffers from nightmares of the New Year’s Eve party that occurred the night before his wife died.

Emily reveals that she and Charlie have a mutual desire to upset her father. Soon, they meet Laura and Stephen who are their neighbors. David is wary of their unusual interest in Emily. He later discovers that the reason for this is that the couple had a daughter who recently died from cancer and looked like Emily. Later, when David visits Laura, she nervously and ambiguously implies that her husband has begun abusing her in response to their child’s death, emotionally and perhaps even physically.

David and emily soon meets a woman named Elizabeth Young and her daughter Amy. David and Elizabeth hit off but emily and amy not so much. After david setup a playdate with emily and amy, emily ends up cutting up the face of amy’s doll. So things start to get weird and hostile with emily ,things start happening while Elizabeth was at their house. When Emily tells her that she is playing hide-and-seek with Charlie, Elizabeth indulges her by pretending to look for Charlie. When she opens the closet, someone bursts out and pushes Elizabeth out a second-story window to her death.

After the police discover her car crashed near David’s house, David asks Emily what happened. Emily claims Charlie caused her death by pushing her out the window and forced Emily to help him move the body. Thinking that his neighbor is charlie, david ends up attacking this neighbor with a knife.

NOW HERE’S THE INTERESTING PART!

Back in the house, David finds that, although he has been in his study many times (listening to his stereo and writing a journal), the boxes were actually never unpacked after the move. With this, David realizes that he has split personality and that Charlie is not imaginary at all, but that in fact “Charlie” is David himself. Whenever “Charlie” would emerge, David was in his study. Charlie was actually in control. David also realizes that under his Charlie personality, he killed his wife and then made it appear to be a suicide. 

“Charlie” was created as a way for David’s rage to destroy his wife after catching her having sex with another man, something that the docile David himself was too decent to do. Emily knew the entire time about her father’s split personality, but did not tell him to avoid freaking him out or out of fear that he would revert to Charlie and hurt her. Katherine arrives and is pushed down the basement stairs by Charlie. Charlie/David, determined to play a hideous game of hide-and-seek with Emily once again, starts counting. Emily dashes and hides. She tricks Charlie and manages to lock herself in her room. As Charlie tries to break in, she climbs out from the window and runs into the cave where she originally met Charlie.

Katherine escapes the basement and goes after david/charlie with a gun, finds him and emily in a cave. Charlie tells Katherine that David no longer exists and that from the minute David discovered the truth about himself, this enabled Charlie to fully take over. Emily emerges from her hiding place, begging Charlie to let Katherine go. Her distraction allows Katherine to shoot Charlie, killing him at last.

Sometime later, Emily is preparing for school in her new life with Katherine. But Emily’s drawing of herself with Katherine has two heads, suggesting that due to the trauma of witnessing what happened to her father, Emily now also suffers from split personality.

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QUESTIONS & PARRALLELS (Something to Think About)

1. could aria be David? and the trauma of seeing her dad with meredith triggered her split personality “charles” to emerge? 

2.could byron be David? could the trauma of his brother scott’s suicide trigger a split personality to emerge in byron? (in the movie, david believes his wife committed suicide, but that wasnt the case! his wife had cheated on him which triggered his split personality charlie to emerge!) what if scott never committed suicide and byron was the one who killed him for…something he did?

3. we have the parallel with david and emily moving to a new place, and we come to find out they never really unpacked. almost similar to how we are introduced to the montgomery family in the pilot, they move back in , boxes unpacked. hmm

4. david has nightmares of what happened on new years eve. we‘ve also seen aria have nightmares, maybe hallucinations, dreams.

5. david is a pyschologist, we know byron is a professor (nutty professor as he called himself)

6. interesting Charlie/David killed the cat. We know aria has a thing with cats her aunt had a taxidermy cat.

7. laura and stephen the neighbors.laura confessed to david that stephen has been abusing her in response to their daughters death. this almost sounds like Kenneth, he seems to really hate jason, could he be taking his anger out on jason for the “death of charles”?

8. Eilzabeth Young and her daughter Amy, interesting similar to Bethany Young and the fake name “Amy” Aria gave herself when she went to visit maggie. 

9. Emily cuts up amy’s doll’s face. so we have a “doll” parallel here, the voodoo doll ali received and this doll aria has that is starting to have some relevance.

10. Charlie/David pushed Elizabeth out of a second-story window. sounds just like what happened to marion cavanaugh? a fragile patient was her roommate. so who is the fragile patient? charles? or someone who has a split personality? aria? spencer?

11. Spencer has mentioned her and melissas fave game was hide n seek. Remember the girls at the merry go round playing hide n seek?

12. David/Charlie used a knife to attack his neighbor. We know A likes knives. this also brings me back to alisons story about being stabbed in the thigh possibly. 

13. David/Charlie writes in a journal in his study. we know aria writes, and whats so interesting is that alot clues point to aria having a split  personality more than anyone on the show. Apart of being a writer, many use alias names, we know aria has came up with a couple alias names so far. Also, aria was writing about a villian? second personality? has she become this villian?

14. Everytime Charlie emerged, David was always in his study room. is it the same for aria? when shes in her room staring in the mirror, is that when the split happens? going back to the caption norman posted, has aria stared so much in the mirror looking back at herself, that it has created her split? Maybe this will explain why aria is so suspicious because maybe she has realized her second personality. now when could this have happened? when big A took over the game? hmm.

15. Now here where David/Charlie could also be Byron. Emily knew that Charlie was her dad but she was too afraid to say anything. So emily witnessed and helped her own Dad get rid of his wife and elizabeth young. Now, what if aria helped byron get rid of alison that night, what if aria knows about her dads split personality and shes covering for him this whole time? Charlie/David pushed katherine down the basement! aria was put into the basement by meredith.

16. in the end , emily makes a drawing of two heads. she is now suffering due to the trauma with her dad which has now developed a split personality for emily. so, could this ending be the beginning storyline for aria? is Byron giving us all an act hence the book aria has in her room “MY FATHER THE ACTOR”? being somone your not? split? hmm:p

Ok guys those are the parallels i noticed, now whether the writers paid homage to this movie or not, it is not to be taken word for word, just pointing out some interesting parallels that can give us a different perspective of what could be going on and what triggers a split personality. xoxo

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For toxineena‘s birthday! Ahhh, Happy Birthday Neena! Hope you have delicious food and cake on your special dayy!  

The worst part about super villain lairs was the smell.

It was like the evil stained the air with the pungent stench of rotting food and the fact that this lair had a severe lack of windows only made the stagnate air stronger.

Honestly, he knew horrible hygiene was her weakness and exploited it with every evil plan he hatched. There was no end to his horrors.

Pulling out a new can of Febreze, the blonde superhero spritzed every corner of the dark hall, a dainty pink handkerchief over her mouth and nose. The last thing she wanted was to inhale some pathogen right before fighting the Big Bad.

END’s style was underhanded sneak attacks, after all.

As his nemesis, Celestial Girl, she had to uphold stopping his devious little plots at all costs.

Neatly polished boots stepped around puddles of ick and grime, her nose curling as she neared the final obstacle: A single door of black iron…with a pair of boxers hanging off the handle.

For her viewpoint, she had not a clue if it was a dirty pair or not, but luckily she had come prepared for such a dirty trap. 

During a previous infiltration of this filth hole, she had done some reconnaissance.

With grace and swiftness, Celestial Girl pulled a pair of pincer tongs from her belt, carefully pinching the offending garment between the metal and removing it from the handle. In her other hand, a Lysol wipe appeared and lathered over the cold metal.

Dirty, male super-villains: she thought irritably, slipping on a plastic glove and reaching for the handle.

…and found that it was locked.

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PLL Clues: Looking Back on 4x01: The 5 Mini-me’s Aria, Mona, Spencer, Emily, & Hanna + What were they trying to tell us?

So, looking back on this ep’s specific scene with the 5 little girls at the merry go round is very interesting, I’ll put the dialogue here so we can analyze what was this scene was trying to tell us or convey, (clearly this scene was meant on purpose , so it must be telling us something…) since alison was alive at this point , perhaps she really was there and set up this scene who knows:

Little girl (not sure who is speaking): Alison? (Faster!)
Come out, come out, wherever you are.
( Laughter ) It’s not fair, Aria.
It was Emily’s idea.

What do you guys think this meant and who said what in this dialogue?

what was not fair? who said that? what was emilys idea?

someone said to aria its not fair, what do you guys think they were talking about?

i found it interesting, aria and mona were pushing the merry go round, its quite interesting mona is even in this group when we know she was an outsider of the liars group when ali was around. Which brings me to aria and monas relationship, there is something about these 2 that they seem close but bittersweet almost like sisters in many ways, the first flashback we see in the pilot is the one where aria and ali are eating icecream and mona calling out to aria and ali, but it also seemed like mona was trying to warn aria, and ali was leading aria straight to the scene of byron and meredith.  perhaps mona was apart of this group before ali came along, who knows who was hanging out with who, we do know hanna and mona were besties before ali came along i suppose. we know in alis diary it mentioned a pink hair hair girl and blue  hair , mona had a blue streak in her hair. Those are just a few clues , theres a ton more that are odd with this pair.

i dont think it is was a coincidence mona happened to be in the right area THAT NIGHT to see ali walking after she escaped from the hospital and mrs grunwald. Mona must’ve been active THAT NIGHT, she was original A, what else did mona do or witness THAT NIGHT? we know she was sort of a creeper back then.  Clues do suggest a possible partnership with aria and mona, which i’ve theorized a few times, and apart of me still believes this is a strong possibility, meaning aria is either Uber A/Big A and has been working with mona this whole time. Everything is significant in the show, and this 4x01 scene must be telling us something, its not the only little girl scene, we also had the one with little girls playing jump rope, but we never see the other person turning the rope, which could indicate something happened at an earlier age, as the liars grew up things changed. Just thought i mention this scene above to jog some memories and maybe some clues!

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A boy and a girl have been both born during the apocalypse. They met, got real good friends. But one day, the boy lashes out and suddenly leaves. The girl doesn’t see the boy for about a month, when suddenly the boy comes back, in the middle of the night, waking up the girl by pretending to be a zombie. The girl immediately forgives the boy and goes with him in a mall, a place they used to go to often. They enter a halloween store, put on silly masks and go throw bricks at cars. After the girl wins, she asks the boy why he left/lashed out but the boy refuses to answer. The boy turns on the electricity in the whole mall. They both ride a merry-go-round and the boy gives the girl a pun book. The girl then reads a lot of them out loud and they both laugh. They enter a photobooth and after breaking it, the girl bites her lip while they both say “so” and look at eachother for 3-4 seconds. The boy helps the girl “play” a game. After finishing the “game” the boy informs the girl that he’ll be deported to another city. He then leaves to check out music he’s been hearing from another room. The girl trails him and fights him for what he’s done. The boy confronts her saying that he didn’t cross a city full of soldiers because he felt “guilty”. They have a watergun fight. The girl then says that she has to head back and the boy offers to walk her home. The boy takes the girl’s walkman and blasts music dancing with the girl. The girl suddenly stops dancing. Her smile fades as she asks the boy, whispering, to not go. The boy rips his dog tag and the girl kisses him on the mouth.

Now tell me Riley and Ellie’s relationship is fucking platonic and I’ll cut you

The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge’s imminent second child is a girl, if the usual merry-go-round of rumors is to be believed. Reasons for this speculation range from the faintly plausible (Kate has being spotted shopping for pink baby clothes) to the downright dubious (Kate is sporting a ‘fuller face’ and ‘more rounded hips’ than during her previous pregnancy.) But here’s one intriguing piece of intelligence I have garnered which, surprisingly, might actually lend credence to the rumors. I am told that Oxford interior design company Annie Sloan has recently supplied three decidedly feminine paint samples to Anmer Hall, the ten-bedroom house on the Queen’s Sandringham Estate in Norfolk, which is currently home to the expectant couple. The colors ferried to the household are understood to be Henrietta, a ‘beautiful rich complex pink with a hint of lilac’; Antoinette, a ‘soft pale pink with a hint of brown’ that is redolent of ‘old-fashioned roses and the color of old plaster’; and Emile, a ‘warm soft aubergine color with pink red undertones’. If the paint is to be used to decorate a nursery fit for a princess, then it certainly has a price tag to match.
—  Daily Mail (x)