gifts at work

     So I owe some folk an explanation. Specifically, in regards to things I’ve promised or been paid to make for them, be it themes, or art, or even threads I said I’d start or reply to and never actually did. I’d like to preface this with the fact that this is VERY hard for me to admit to, and it has taken me months to reach a point where I believe it necessary; and also with the fact that this is NOT an excuse. I fully intend to complete these projects, and I thank you so much for your continued patience.

     I’ve been, recently, in a not-so-great place vis-a-vis mental health and emotional composure. As a result, my drive to do anything creative has taken a hell of a beating. 
   This has been going on since December, in this ‘full’ extent. So, pretty much everything from thanking people for their Christmas gifts to me, to commissioned work, has gone unfinished and has only increased the problem by heaping guilt on top of all the other issues. 

    It’s hit an extreme low twice since January, and has lead to my quitting my job after the most recent breakdown. I am working very hard on being in a place in which I can do just about anything (On the bright side, I managed to do my dishes today and I even brought my laundry upstairs to sit on my bedroom floor instead of my basement floor.) including these projects. It’s all small steps; little things every day as I begin to feel like myself again. 

    If anyone is still interested in the work that I owe them, know that it IS on my list of goals, especially the things that I was paid to complete. I cannot apologize enough for ripping you off with how long you’ve waited for what I owe you, beyond promising that I will complete it as soon as I am able. To those who have sent their money, I even offer a refund - it’s unconscionable for me to keep it, at this point, so if you are interested in such a thing, please contact me and let me know. 

    Thank you for your patience, for understanding, and for reading through this big long post of garbage, if you have. I promise to have your stuff done soon. 

[Early Update]

So I fell behind on one of my gifts, and stayed up till 5 AM writing most of it. x’D I am…so sorry about that, but naturally, because of it I didn’t get to the imagine. Ah well. I kind of figured it wouldn’t happen, but it’s no big. C:

I do still have another birthday gift to work on through the week, so it’s sort of here and or there if I’ll get to things.

So with how quiet it has been, I rearranged the blog. Since I don’t have to repeat myself about requests, I’ve removed signs of it. I will still do whatever I can manage when asks are sent my way, but I am mostly just hanging out in private chat (when spoken to.. I am super shy and rarely go to people unless it’s urgent or I have a RP to respond to). I will try to get to emails and some RPs tonight, but again this week—I apologize if I slow down since I am focusing on an important b-day thing for my lovely. ♥

And as you’ll see down below, I am removing the requests on my ‘to-do’ list. I feel guilty they are taking so long, and my mind is just drifting in another direction completely, and I am so sorry, dears. I know two of the anons who asked, and I know you will understand, but I don’t know the third, and to which, I apologize. =( I just need to lighten my load, really. If I ever decide to come back to them, I will.

I’ll see what I can get through again, dears.

*Jacob Frye [40]/ Emmett Frye x Reader: Father verses Son – Continuation of Daddy Dearest where Emmett moves in with his father and the reader (his former lover), causing chaos. [NSFW] [Kinks: daddy kink/ masturbation/ voyeurism.]

Jacob Frye [40 y/o] x Reader: The Wet Nurse – an imagine where Jacob is left with his newborn daughter from a prostitute he had a tryst with. Hiring a wet nurse to aid in tending to his child so he can remain with the Creed, she is left trying to care for his child and be attentive to his needs. [NSFW]

Ezio Auditore da Firenze [Brotherhood] x Reader: Property of Roma – Finale of the prostitute series where the reader is the Courtesan being beat on by Santino with Ezio saving her. [Mando, mega big thanks, kawaiiassassino for giving me this thought and idea for his part months ago~!]

Thank you all for your support and understanding.

~Oreana Galena

APH France more like actual living perfection.))

“The warm scent of wind and earth tickled my senses, intoxicating me. It was Rhyse; it was home.”

SHE’S DONE IT AGAIN!! Thank you so much @zenwisterias / @taylordraws for this beautiful commission of my OCs, Rhyse and Eleanor!

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Part of the Pandora Hearts gift exchange! This one’s for Dweebunny! Hope you have a lovely winter break! <3