gift of freedom

Knuckles: Boxer!Ashton (Part 3)

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Pulling up.

Coming down x

You take a final look in the vanity mirror, adjusting bits of your done-up hair to reach a balanced mixture of messy yet elegant. There’s a certain strand that’s been having a time taunting you all day, springing from it’s bobbypin every chance it gets, and you decide to just gift it the freedom it’s worked so hard for, removing the clip at the last second and dropping it on the dresser. Black tie events are far from your forté, but you’re trying your best to play the part for Ashton. The last time you wore a dress this long or heels this high had to be your senior prom, and the jitters in your stomach make you feel like you’re getting ready for it all over again: nervous to see your date, paranoid about something going wrong, trying too hard to impress people you don’t know. At least this time you can look forward to alcohol being there.

You grab your phone and a clutch full of necessities before heading out the door, slowly making your way down the steps as you’re reminded how difficult it is to walk in heels. Whose bright idea was it to invent these things? They’ll be kicked off by the end of the night, no doubt. Your feet are already starting to hate you.

At the edge of the sidewalk a tall figure awaits your descent. He’s sporting a classic black and white tuxedo perfectly tailored to accentuate his striking physique, a thin tie hung from the collar rather than a bow. It’s quite a contrast to the athletic shorts and t-shirts you’re used to seeing him in, but you definitely aren’t complaining. The mop of brown curls that usually fall over his eyes have been trimmed and styled for the occasion, and the two week old beard he claimed he was too lazy to shave has disappeared from his chiseled face, cleaning him up significantly. Ashton has always been more of the ruggedly handsome type to you; the kind of person who looks his best straight after rolling out of bed in the morning. However this new side of him, one so sharp and expensive, inflicts serious damage to your will power, and it takes every ounce of your conscious control to not just blow off the event and drag him straight back up to your apartment.

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God and The Twelve Signs

And it was morning as God stood before his twelve children and into each of them planted the seed of human life. One by one each child stepped forward to receive his appointed gift.

To you Aries I give the seed first that you might have the honor of planting it. That for every seed you plant one million more will multiply in your hand. You will not have time to see the seed grow, for everything you plant creates more that must be planted. You will be the first to penetrate the soil of people’s minds with My Idea. But it is not your job to nourish the Idea, nor to question it. Your life is action, and the only action I ascribe to you is to begin making men aware of My Creation. For your good work I give you the virtue of Self-Esteem.

…. Quietly Aries stepped back to his place.

To you Taurus I give the power to build the seed into substance. Your job is a great one requiring patience, for you must finish all that has been started, or the seeds will be wasted to the wind. You are not to question nor change your mind in the middle, nor to depend on others for what I ask you to do. For this I give you the gift of Strength. Use it wisely.

…. And Taurus stepped back into place.

To you Gemini I give the questions without the answers, so that you may bring to all an understanding of what people see around them. You will never know why people speak or listen, but in your quest for the answer you will find my gift of Knowledge.

…. And Gemini stepped back into place.

To you Cancer I ascribe the task of teaching people about emotion. My Idea is for you to cause them laughter and tears so that all they see and think develops fullness from inside. For this I give you the gift of Family that your fullness

…. And Cancer stepped back to his place.

To you Leo I give the job of displaying my Creation in all its brilliance to the world. But you must be careful of pride and always remember that it is My Creation, not yours. For if you forget this, people will scorn you. There is much joy in the job I give you if you but do it well. For this you are to have the gift of Honor.

…. And Leo stepped back to his place.

To you Virgo I ask for an examination of all that humankind has done with my Creation. You are to scrutinize their ways sharply and remind them of their errors, so that through them my Creation may be perfected. For doing this I give you the gift of Purity of Thought.

…. And Virgo stepped back to his place.

To you Libra I give the mission of service, that humans will be mindful of their duties to others. That they may learn cooperation, as well as the ability to reflect on the other side of their actions. I will put you everywhere there is discord, and for your efforts I will give you the gift of Love.

…. And Libra stepped back in place.

To you Scorpio I give a very difficult task. You will have the ability to know the minds of the other people, but I do not permit you to speak about what you learn. Many times you will be pained by what you see, and in your pain you will turn away from Me and forget that it is not I, but the perversion of My Idea, that is causing your pain. You will see so much of humankind that you will come to know them as animals, and will wrestle so much with the animal instincts in yourself that you will lose your way; but when you finally come back to Me, Scorpio, I have for you the supreme gift of Purpose.

…. And Scorpio stepped back.

To Sagittarius I ask that you make people laugh, for amidst their misunderstanding of My Idea they become bitter. Through laughter you are to give people hope, and through hope turn their eyes back to Me. You will touch many lives if but for a moment, and you will know the restlessness in every life you touch. To you Sagittarius I give the gift of Infinite Abundance that you may spread wide enough to reach every corner of darkness and bring it Light.

…. And Sagittarius stepped back into place.

To you Capricorn I ask the toil of your brow, that you might teach people to work. Your task is not an easy one, for you will feel all of humankind’s labors on your shoulders; but the yoke of your burdens contains the Responsibility of your Brothers and Sisters, which I put into your hands.

…. And Capricorn stepped back into place.

To you Aquarius give the concept of the future that people might see other possibilities. You will have the pain of loneliness, for I do not allow you to personalize My Love. But for turning people’s eyes to new possibilities I give the gift of Freedom that in your liberty you may continue to serve humankind wherever they need you.

…. And Aquarius stepped back into place.

To you Pisces I give the most difficult task of all. I ask you to collect all the world’s sorrows and return them to Me. Your tears are to be ultimately My Tears. The sorrow you will absorb is the effect of people’s misunderstanding of My Idea, but you are to give them compassion that they may try again. For this the most difficult task of all, I give you the greatest gift of all. You will be the only one of my twelve Children to understand Me. This gift of Understanding is for you, Pisces, for when you try to spread it to humankind they will not listen.

…. And Pisces stepped back into place.

And the children left, each determined to do his job best that he might to receive his gift. But none fully understood his task or his gift, and when they returned puzzled God said, “You each believe that the other gifts are better. Therefore I will allow you to trade.” And for the moment each child was elated as he considered all the possibilities of his new mission. But God smiled as he said, “You will return to me many times asking to be relieved of your mission, and each time I will grant your wish. You will go through countless incarnations before you complete the original mission I have prescribed for you. I give you countless time in which to do it, but only when it is done can you be with Me.”

Source: unknown

If I told you I love you but do not want you would you understand the gift this is, the freedom, the open lane, the life without expectations which become contracts and then we employees to each other, checking off to - do lists, holding meetings, taking surveys, sitting and stewing instead of living. I have a notion that love is not a necessity and that this sanctuary and steeple idea is a means to hamstring a wild flight through existence. I love you. I do not stay. Humans do not mate for life. They barely know themselves. They forget everything. I am seeking power over my memory. I am drifting away. It does not make me good or evil. I am not a scoundrel. I am not salvation. We had life together. It ended. It ends.

Leonard Lowe: We’ve got to tell everybody. We’ve got to remind them. We’ve got to remind them how good it is.

Dr. Sayer: How good what is, Leonard?

Leonard Lowe: Read the newspaper. What does it say? All bad. It’s all bad. People have forgotten what life is all about. They’ve forgotten what it is to be alive. They need to be reminded. They need to be reminded of what they have and what they can lose. What I feel is the joy of life, the gift of life, the freedom of life, the wonderment of life!

-Awakenings

Political Animals-Part 7

This is an A/B/O AU.  You are the Omega artist daughter of Naomi Novak, a world-class heart surgeon who is running  for Mayor of New York City.  After a meeting where your mother’s advisors call you a “liability”, she tells you that if you don’t do as your told she will cut you off.  You storm out and wind up in a bar a few blocks away.

The hottest Alpha you have EVER laid eyes on with a scent so mouthwatering you’re practically drooling offers to buy you a drink.  It’s just a drink, right? What do you have to lose? Only everything.

Characters: Omega! Reader, Beta! Naomi Novak, Alpha! Castiel Novak, Omega! Meg Novak, Claire Novak, Jimmy Novak, Alpha! Sam Winchester, Beta! Dean Winchester, Alpha! John Winchester, Omega! Jo Harvelle

Big thanks to @moansmisha  for letting me use some of her ideas from this post.

Master List

Part 1 (all parts are linked)

Parts in bold are text messages

“Hi Cas.  It’s me.” 

“Y/N?  Are you okay? I’ve been worried sick!  I was going to come over but Meg told me the last thing you needed during your heat was me in your face.” Cas said as soon as he heard my voice.  “Why didn’t you tell me about you and Sam?”

“It all happened so suddenly, Cas.  So how did Mom find out?  Do I even want to ask how she took the news?” I asked tentatively.

“Mad doesn’t begin to cover it.  You need to go see her, Y/N.” Cas said urgently.

I sighed, the burden of everything suddenly weighing me down.  “Tell Mom I will be over in a bit.”

“I love you no matter what happens, you know that, right?” Cas whispered.

“I never doubted it for a second.  Love you too, Bro.  I’ll see you soon.” I said as I ended the call.

Sam wiped my tears away gently with the pad of his thumb.  “I’m glad they know, Y/N.  I don’t want to sneak around anymore.  I want people to know your mine.”

“I love you, Sam.”  I said as I pressed a kiss on his hand.  “I think it’s high time my mother and I had a chat, don’t you?”

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#054 Freedom

No funny strip this week but I thought it was necessary to remember that even though it hurts, it’s always (at least, usually) for the best :) for every part involved. Hang in there and we’re in this together!

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anonymous asked:

hello ! :) sorry to bother you, but i recently watched a video on youtube titled "7 Reasons Christianity Is Bullsh*t", and while i am dubious about it, the maker of the video did bring up some interesting points that i hoped you'd be able to clear up. would it be alright if you watched it and gave your take on it? if not, i completely understand. thank you for your time.

Not a bother at all! There were a couple different options for that search result, so I’m not sure this is the same one, but I just watched the first video that came up which was this video here (if anyone else is interested in watching it, do be warned that there is profanity). The YouTuber packs a LOT of claims and statements in his video, so I won’t be able to hit every secondary point, but we’ll talk about the general overarching themes brought up in the main seven points. If there is anything I didn’t answer that you’ve got questions on or want more verse to back it up, just ask! The three major problems surrounding each point is a lack of context, a lack of understanding, and a double-standard.

1.) The absurdity of Yahweh
Here the YouTube makes the argument that God shouldn’t have to look like us. Well, he doesn’t always. The Bible says no one has seen the fullness of Father. We can’t even comprehend the fullness of His glory, we would die in His presence. Sometimes God took the form of a burning bush. Jesus took the form as a human when He came down to earth. Why? Because He had to be fully human and fully God in order to conquer death and pay the price.

He says, “Yahweh is primitive” because of the animal sacrifices. The point of animal sacrifices was to show us just how awful and disgusting and serious our sins are.

He says, “Yahweh is inept” because God didn’t magically dissipate sin. That is blaming the problem of sin on God instead of freewill; that is wanting God to be responsible for the sinful choices we make. God didn’t make a mistake, this isn’t Him trying to fix what He broke. This is man deviating from God’s will, and God offering a way of redemption. The alternative is either that we are robots, or that we suffer in the punishment we deserve for the choices we’ve made.

2.) Immorality
YouTuber is extremely confused about what God does and does not condone in the Bible; lack of context.

He makes a statement about how Jesus came to divide households and incorrectly interprets that as Jesus’ declaration of war. Have you read stories about Islamic people turning to Christianity? Their families often reject them, if not worse. It’s not that Jesus wants to divide families, but it will happen. And yes, God is absolutely supposed to come before family.

I think this is the part where he makes comments about God destroying cities and flooding the earth. Three things to remember about God’s wrath are…

  • God punishes the guilty
  • God is perfect and omniscient
  • God is rich in mercy, and always offers forgiveness and second chances to those who turn to Him

3.) Egocentric
He finds it unbelievable that humans are the focus of God’s affection.

You know, I don’t understand how everything is made up of atoms that are invisible to me, microscopic building blocks that I’ll never see with my own eyes, but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s true. Just because we don’t understand something, or it seems wild, doesn’t make it untrue. God purposely created us. It makes sense that He would pay attention to something He loves.

4.) Science
He claims that science and faith are and have been at odds for centuries. Funny thing, Galileo is accredited as being the father of modern science and he said this, “God is known by nature in his works, and by doctrine in his revealed word.” Which ties in beautifully with Romans 1:20 where Paul writes, “For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse.” Many of history’s most famous and revolutionary scientists were spurred by their desire to know and understand God.

Furthermore, the YouTuber then proceeds to call scientific ideas like evolution and the Big Bang “fact” when there are many solid arguments against such.

5.) Inconsistency
Arguments exhibit a stark lack of context. There are explanations for each as, for 2000 years, people have been trying to prove the Bible as faulty and yet it still holds its merit. Also ignored is the fact that the Bible is the most historically accurate book we have, if we claim the Bible is historically faulty, than every other ancient documentation of history is void.

6.) Absurdity of scripture
He blames God’s wrath and righteousness on a lack of goodness.  With free will comes responsibility, and what we see here is the desire to do whatever we please without having to reap the consequences. God is just and cannot let sin go unpunished. We have broken God’s law, we are sinners, lies, thieves, murderers at heart, adulterers at heart, blasphemers, idolaters, we have rejected God and yet we expect His blessings? God’s goodness is found when He punishes the wicked, just like a good judge imprisons the criminals. Yet, God’s goodness is also revealed in the fact that He sent His son to die on a cross to take the punishment for our sins if only we believe. We cannot reject God’s gift of freedom while demanding release from our punishment at the same time. It doesn’t work that way.

He goes on to call Christians out for never reading the Bible they claim to revere, and I would absolutely agree. BROTHERS AND SISTERS THIS IS THE IMPACT WE ARE HAVING ON THE WORLD. We have the antidote for our soul, the Word of Life, and yet it sits and collects dust. IF WE HOLD THE SCRIPTURES AS DEAR AS WE CLAIM TO, IF THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD MORE PRECIOUS TO US, THEN WE NEED TO START ACTING LIKE IT. Our lack of respect for the Bible is shameful, and it is causing unbelievers to laugh in the face of God.

7.) Concept of the after life
Arguments can be boiled down to an altered perception on who gets to heaven and why. Like I previously stated, we cannot reject God and still expect His gift of mercy.

He starts ridiculing the idea of us being like robots in heaven but earlier in the video, he was rebuking God for not creating us as robots so that we would never sin. You can’t have it both ways, but we won’t be robots in Heaven either. And, the fact is, Heaven isn’t a place where we will just sit around singing all day. It’s eternal LIFE and we will be living it to the absolute fullest! The Bible talks about food and working. This YouTuber hates the idea that we will be servants to God, but the fact is, as Christians, we already are. Our lives revolve around serving God right here on earth, Heaven is simply the perfect culmination of a life intent on glorifying Him.

Darker Sentence Meme

“A cleaved head no longer plots.”
“A conversation of silence, lies left unspoken.”
“A dying man needs to die as a sleepy man needs to sleep.”
“A lot of truth is said in jest.”
“A lot of you cared. Just not enough.”
“Afraid to love you hide away.”
“Although I search myself it’s always someone else I see.”
“Although we are through, I’m longing for you.”
“Am I invisible? Am I soundless? Or am I just alone?”
“And they didn’t even put up a fight.”
“And they didn’t even put up a fight, they didn’t even make a sound.”
“Anxious, you laughed. Sad, you smiled.”
“Are you proud of who I am?”
”At least I’m being honest.”
”But I’ve got better things to do than let you walk all over me.”
“’Cause I’m not convinced I’m worth your time.”
”Can still remember the time you were here.”
”Can you see me? Can you hear me? Or am I not here?”
“Can’t believe what I did for love.”
”Can’t you forgive me? At least just temporarily.”
“Can’t you hear me calling? Can’t you see me falling? I’m lost without you here.”
“Constantly lying to myself just to get through the day.”
”Death has been crooning in my ear things I want to hear.”
“Don’t bother to cry, no one will hear you.”
“Don’t go where I can’t follow!”
“Don’t you try to fix what’s broken, no one else can take your place.”
“Ending it will just pass on the pain, I know, but I’m selfish enough to just want it gone.”
”Feel like a failure, ‘cause I know that I failed you.”
“Feel like a shadow walking behind who you think I am.”
”Give me one good reason to love you, for I can’t think of any.”
“Go ahead and leave me – I never needed you anyway!”
“Guess there’s a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around.”
“Heartburn. Reminding me I fucked up.”
“How did I miss you when I didn’t know you?”
“How do you love someone without getting hurt?”
“How do you warn the people you love that you may not come back?”
“I am just so angry with myself.”
“I chose the easy way out.”
“I could be long gone. I could be a ghost in your eardrum.”
”I don’t care if you’ve got them on your mind, all I really care is if you wake up in my arms.”
”I don’t deserve it, I know.”
“I don’t hate you, I fear you.”
”I feel broken and hollow.”
”I got nothing here without you.”
“I just want to not be me.”
“I killed myself by leaving you.”
”I know I should’ve fought it.”
”I know I should’ve fought it, at least I’m being honest.”
”I know that this is my fault.”
”I know you wouldn’t even notice.”
”I made a mess of me.”
”I should’ve been more careful.”
”I still don’t miss you yet.”
”I swear, I’ll make it worth it.”
“I thought I could imagine how much it would hurt, but I was wrong.”
“I told you to leave me… Don’t.”
“I trusted you not to go.”
”I was a liar, I gave into the fire.”
“I wish I could remember.”
“I would have stayed up with you all night had I known how to save a life.”
“I would never die for you.”
“I’d like for it all to stop now. Please.”
”I’m a walking heartache.”
“I’m a work in progress and I’m not so sure I’ll like the end result.”
“I’m not enough for you.”
“I’m not fine as in fine, but fine as in you don’t have to worry about me.”
“I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing.”
”I’ve been a fool – a fool for you.”
“I’ve hurt myself by hurting you.”
“If you care to look around then you’ll see me going down.”
“If not for me then you’d be dead.”
“If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy, I could’ve won.”
“It doesn’t do a damn thing to fix anything.”
“It’s a long way down, but here I am.”
“It’s just not meant to be.”
“Leave your mark on love before love leaves you.”
“Let me hang in peace.”
“Life’s greatest gift is the freedom it leaves you to step out of it whenever you choose.”
“Losing hope is the real disaster.”
“Love? Great? That’s bullshit, love hurts.”
“Memory is a curse more often than a blessing.”
”No more lies if you don’t wanna find me gone.”
“Now everything I see reminds me of all that is said and done.”
“Now you’re just somebody that I used to know.”
“Of all the things I’ve had and all the things I’ve lost I miss you the most.”
“On my own I’m only half of what I could be.”
”One last time I need to be the one to take you home.”
”One more time. I promise, after that I’ll let you go.”
“Our souls contain more scar tissue than life.”
“Pain is a pesky part of being human.”
“People are different – it’s not always a good thing.”
“Promising to stay you slowly walked away.”
”Return us to when you know how to love.”
”Said you’d change but I’m afraid it’s something I won’t live to see.”
“Save your time for someone deserving of it.”
“Silent tears invisible to the naked eye, but still they drown you.”
“So sick of believing the lies and trying to hide, covering the cuts and bruises.”
“Some days I feel broken inside.”
“Some people make me want to throw up.”
“Somebody tell me why I’m on my own if there’s a soulmate for everyone.”
“Soon I will be just another memory.”
“Stay with me a minute, I swear I’ll make it worth it.”
“Stop caring– I don’t deserve it.”
”Stories are all we’ll ever have.”
“Surrounded by pale people, think I’m fading too.”
“Tell me you love me, say you care. Lie straight to my face.”
“That constant judgement you can’t avoid.”
“The marks humans leave are too often scars.”
”The person I’ve been lately isn’t who I want to be.”
“The world is full enough of hurts and mischances without wars to multiply them.”
“There are some things you never really move on from.”
“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.”
“There is no relationship in life beyond betrayal.”
“There’s more here than what we’re seeing.”
”These scars are reminders of just how much I can take.”
“They didn’t even make a sound.”
“They say bad things happens for a reason.”
”This morning I woke up hating us both.”
“Trying to save myself from choking, just wish that I could see your face.”
“Used to think you didn’t love me, now I know you don’t.”
“What am I still doing here?”
“What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?”
”What I wouldn’t give for peace.”
”What, like it matters? Since when?”
“What is left without your love?”
“We cannot tear out a single page of our life, but we can throw the whole book in the fire.”
“We learn so little from peace.”
“We were great once. Where did that go?”
“What hope I have left flickers like a candle about to go out.”
“When you sleep, will it be with me?”
“Why am I still living this dark and hurtful life?”
“Why do I bother?”
“Why do I let you hurt me so?”
“Why do I love you?”
”You break your promises in two, what can I do?”
“You call it a simple mistake, but to me it’s not simple at all.”
“You deserved better.”
“You don’t care about me like I do you.”
“You leave me and I’ll leave you.”
“You remind me of things I’d rather forget.”
“You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts.”
”You’ll always be love’s great martyr.”
“You’ve got an excuse. What’s mine?”
“Your life is worth more than mine.”
“Your pain is my happy ending.”

THIS is what God Said to Each of The Zodiac Signs!

And it was morning as God stood before his twelve children and into each of them planted the seed of human life. One by one each child stepped forward to receive his appointed gift

To you Aries I give the seed first that you might have the honor of planting it. That for every seed you plant one million more will multiply in your hand. You will not have time to see the seed grow, for everything you plant creates more that must be planted. You will be the first to penetrate the soil of people’s minds with My Idea. But it is not your job to nourish the Idea, nor to question it. Your life is action, and the only action I ascribe to you is to begin making men aware of My Creation. For your good work I give you the virtue of Self-Esteem.

To you Taurus I give the power to build the seed into substance. Your job is a great one requiring patience, for you must finish all that has been started, or the seeds will be wasted to the wind. You are not to question nor change your mind in the middle, nor to depend on others for what I ask you to do. For this I give you the gift of Strength. Use it wisely.

To you Gemini I give the questions without the answers, so that you may bring to all an understanding of what people see around them. You will never know why people speak or listen, but in your quest for the answer you will find my gift of Knowledge.

To you Cancer I ascribe the task of teaching people about emotion. My Idea is for you to cause them laughter and tears so that all they see and think develops fullness from inside. For this I give you the gift of Family that your fullness may multiply.

To you Leo I give the job of displaying my Creation in all its brilliance to the world. But you must be careful of pride and always remember that it is My Creation, not yours. For if you forget this, people will scorn you. There is much joy in the job I give you if you but do it well. For this you are to have the gift of Honor.

To you Virgo I ask for an examination of all that humankind has done with my Creation. You are to scrutinize their ways sharply and remind them of their errors, so that through them my Creation may be perfected. For doing this I give you the gift of Purity of Thought.

To you Libra I give the mission of service, that humans will be mindful of their duties to others. That they may learn cooperation, as well as the ability to reflect on the other side of their actions. I will put you everywhere there is discord, and for your efforts I will give you the gift of Love.

To you Scorpio I give a very difficult task. You will have the ability to know the minds of the other people, but I do not permit you to speak about what you learn. Many times you will be pained by what you see, and in your pain you will turn away from Me and forget that it is not I, but the perversion of My Idea, that is causing your pain. You will see so much of humankind that you will come to know them as animals, and will wrestle so much with the animal instincts in yourself that you will lose your way; but when you finally come back to Me, Scorpio, I have for you the supreme gift of Purpose.

To Sagittarius I ask that you make people laugh, for amidst their misunderstanding of My Idea they become bitter. Through laughter you are to give people hope, and through hope trun their eyes back to Me. You will touch many lives if but for a moment, and you will know the restlessness in every life you touch. To you Sagittarius I give the gift of Infinite Abundance that you may spread wide enough to reach every corner of darkness and bring it Light.

To you Capricorn I ask the toil of your brow, that you might teach people to work. Your task is not an easy one, for you will feel all of humankind’s labors on your shoulders; but the yoke of your burdens contains the Responsibility of your Brothers and Sisters, which I put into your hands.

To you Aquarius give the concept of the future that people might see other possibilities. You will have the pain of loneliness, for I do not allow you to personalize My Love. But for turning people’s eyes to new possibilities I give the gift of Freedom that in your liberty you may continue to serve humankind wherever they need you.

To you Pisces I give the most difficult task of all. I ask you to collect all the world’s sorrows and return them to Me. Your tears are to be ultimately My Tears. The sorrow you will absorb is the effect of people’s misunderstanding of My Idea, but you are to give them compassion that they may try again. For this the most difficult task of all, I give you the greatest gift of all. You will be the only one of my twelve Children to understand Me. This gift of Understanding is for you, Pisces, for when you try to spread it to humankind they will not listen.

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Central California Splendor, A Land Reborn

Mar. 21, 2017

Californians’ most dreaded drive on I-5 between Los Angeles and San Francisco, was not at all what was expected on Tuesday, March 21.  This normally dreary and dry landscape, dominated by agriculture, unpleasant aromas, and home to the famous Cowschwitz concentration camp for bovines was completely transformed by the orgonite rains and increased life force energy.  We have gridded the area many times over, the most prominent examples being August 2015 and May 2016, but with many other less monumental, but still important giftings.

Most of the drive was so green with billowing clouds overhead that it looked like we were near the ocean, and you may have guessed you were on the 101.  Other parts were so lush and wet that they looked more like Hawaii than California.  The drought has been so thoroughly busted, that the media and government propaganda machine can no longer even pretend we’re in a drought.  It’s all because of neutralizing the DOR sources that were the cause of the drought and widespread misery in California.  Now rain clouds are free to form again, and geoengineering pollution is thrown from the atmosphere.  There was an interesting glitch in the chemtrail program on this drive, where you could see the “chemtrail shadow” guide ahead of the plane.  All chemtrails transmuted throughout the trip and the spiraling orgone removed toxins as beautiful clouds formed.

There were some areas that were more dry, and in these places we did maintenance gifting.  We have already busted all the cell towers on the major highways here.  The more desertified areas moving into the southern half of the valley were still green with grasses and flowers between the sagebrush plants.  Wilhelm Reich noted in his work in Arizona in the 1950s, Desert OROP, that in a high DOR (deadly orgone radiation) environment, prickly plants like cactus and sagebrush take over the landscape.  He called these secondary vegetation.  The prairie grasses return when the environment is higher in orgone (OR).  This primary vegetation eventually takes over and dominates the secondary vegetation as we heal the land.  We are now seeing a return of primary vegetation in the desert regions of California, which would be a dream come true for Reich if he were here today.  His work has come to fruition, and this valuable information can no longer be suppressed.  We now have ample proof that it works, having used this technology throughout all seasons in varying climates and locations, including deserts, mountains, temperate forests, ocean, and urban environments all over California, Oregon, and now also Nevada.

In the Central Valley, birds were singing, there were more large birds of prey such as hawks than we’d seen before in our lives, and cows everywhere were laying down, lounging in the fields!  It was a very relaxing and life affirming environment in this once dead land.  Once kept alive through chemical farming, now with abundant rainfall and orgone rich soil, the farmers may no longer have to rely on artificial methods to feed the world.

Melkor never thought of himself as evil. He was good. He wanted to bring down the tyranny of Eru Ilúvartar, to create true freedom. The right to create, the right to choose, the right to be… They should belong to one’s self and one’s self alone. 

Why couldn’t the Ainur see? Even his brother, Manwë, could not see the value in pure freedom. He was ignorantly content to serve under Ilúvartar’s reign. So he would make them see. It did not matter how much blood stained his hands–it was the blood of fools. No, it was more than that. Their blood would give freedom to the next generations. Even the children could one day receive that gift of freedom. Surely, a few dead kings were nothing compared to that.

And then there was Mairon. There was a spark, a fire behind his eyes and Melkor thought that perhaps this beautiful creature understood. He was so willing to follow Melkor into open rebellion, more so than any other one of his followers. Mairon was willing to disobey him, to challenge him. He had to understand, Melkor told himself. He must.

He was wrong, of course. Mairon did not understand. He did not want to free the world of Eru Ilúvartar, he wanted Melkor to replace him. Melkor did not want to replace Ilúvartar. He did not want to become what he despised. He wanted to be free and to give freedom.

“Do you love me?” Mairon had once asked.

No, he thought. I cannot truly love that which is not free. 

One day, Melkor hoped he could answer yes.

If I ever have kids, I’m going to give them a special gift at 11

 The freedom to do whatever-loving fuck they want with their hair. And that one is _absolute_. No matter what I do or say, they gonna have freedom to their hair. No. Matter. What.

 Cut it, dye it, curl it, perm it, whatever they want. I’m gonna warn them if it’s something stupid, but forbidding is out of the question. If they go bald as a result of something dumbass they did despite of me saying it’s dumbass and they’re gonna get bald, we’re gonna have a talk of what can and can’t be done to fix that once it’s happened because they chose to do a thing despite of me saying it’s a dumbass thing.

 It’s going to teach them about consequences, and of the fair and unfair ways that people are going to treat them based on their appearance - if only that one particular trait in which they have complete control over.

Also, it’s going to teach them into the habit of not letting anyone else put anything on or into their heads. If school dress codes have a problem with my child’s hair, they’re going to have a problem with me.

No. Matter. What. their hair is theirs. A gift that’s been given can’t be taken back. I’m not religious nor practice any particular faith, but not letting anyone have a say of what’s in or on your head is sacred. If it’s bad, it’s up to them to learn the consequences, though I hope it will be for the good.

No matter what, their hair is sacred.

How then could evil ever get started in a good universe where all creatures and all things were good? It came in by way of God’s greatest gift to His highest creatures. It was by means of the gift of freedom. God could have prevented evil very simply by withholding the gift of freedom. God wills that you have the freedom to choose evil, but He does not will that you make that choice.
—  Why Does God Allow Suffering and Pain

BODY ELECTRIC III // masterlist


A/N: Ahhhh alright so I think this’ll be a mini fic series? Possibly ten parts? Not so sure now but if you guys want more it could happen seeing as I’ve got ideas for it! Anyways, thank you all for liking body electric, if you haven’t, here’s part one and part two! Enjoy and pls send me your kind feedback :) Side note, I made up the creatures species towards the end along with their names.

Warning: Harassment (towards the end tho)

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It haunted him. The feeling of your hips moving, rubbing, against his own lingered. It was almost as if you imprinted the sensation against his crotch and he couldn’t seem to find a way out of it. He felt weak–at least to the knees–thinking about it. The way you lied him on the bed, left soft kisses against his skin and pressed your lower body against his own–it felt so surreal.

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