“I’ve always been hopelessly romantic. And what I mean by that is in high school I definitely was not, like, the ladies’ man and I didn’t have game and I didn’t know how to go about it. Uh, but I had feelings. You know, always I always felt about girls, and was always thinking about girls, and always had crushes on girls and it’s kind of what you do with those feelings that makes you grow up and learn from them. And you know, I was also always very shy.”