You’re not wrong, Angel. He is special indeed.
And he is going to be very special to you. Also Jensen you are supposed to look suspicious and scared, why are you looking at him with those smiling eyes?
Warnings: The plot
line is going to be straying a little away from canon (obviously- this is an
AU. I thought I’d just mention it.) If you don’t like Soulmate AUs, maybe don’t
read this one? Language, angst.
sighs, his gaze meeting his uninvited visitors warily.
he greets, closing his eyes and raking his fingers through his hair.
little bro- you’ve seen better days.” Gabriel steps next to him, leaning
against the building and pulling out a lollipop from his jacket. “Want one?” He
offers it to Castiel, whose face twists slightly.
thank you, Gabriel.” Gabriel shrugs, and begins to eat the sweet treat, staring
out in front of them.
upset over the Angel Radio, bro. Something the matter?” Castiel squints,
turning his gaze to the motel. Gabriel follows his gaze. “Ah.” Castiel frowns,
and looks down at the ground, not responding. “You having a hard time telling her
about the whole, ‘soulmates’ thing?” Castiel’s forehead crinkles as he glances
up at Gabriel.
did you know?” He asks.
Come on Cassie,” he steps away, and
laughs, motioning to the building. “Her soul is like a freaking beacon, I could practically see it a country away. It isn’t
really discreet.” Castiel’s heart picks up, and he casts his gaze to the
ground. Gabriel stays silent for a moment before moving over to his brother,
placing his hand on his shoulder. “What does it feel like?” He asks softly, all
the previous humor erased from his features.
gaze slowly drags upwards, and he meets Gabriel’s.
cannot describe it.” He whispers. “It does not seem…typical, of how this is
normally.” He sighs. “Then again, I am not human.” He sighs once more. “Being
near her is like nothing I’ve experienced,” he whispers. “My longing to hold
her- be near her, it pains me. It far exceeds the suffering of punishments from
Heaven,” Castiel continues, dragging his hand down his face. “There is nothing
more painful than this,” he squints slightly. “Which confuses me. I thought
this- soulmate thing was supposed to
be desirable. How can something so destructive be so appealing?” Gabriel shrugs.
sounds to me this is because you’re
resisting it. Which- and I mean no offense little bro- is possibly the stupidest thing you’ve done. And, we all
know you’ve done some stupid things.” He laughs slightly and shakes his head. “I’m
sure she’d be more than happy if she knew you were her soulmate. It’s obvious
she wants one, why not you?” Castiel sighs again.
not desirable to her. It wouldn’t matter anyway. She said she is pleased with
not having a soulmate. Something about being a hunter- how it would be easier…”
Castiel looks away dejectedly, and sighs. “Even if she desired a soulmate, she
deserves the best. I am flawed, I am unworthy of her love.” Gabriel rolls his
the pity act, Castiel. You’re a freaking angel. Maybe if you stopped worrying so
mu-” He stops talking suddenly, and glances at the motel. “They’re in there
Castiel answers dismissively, squinting forward. “The Winchester’s are-” he
turns, panic settling in when he realizes that Gabriel is no longer standing beside
Y/n shakes her head at her bother,
an angry expression marring her typically calm features. Dean glances up at
her, his eyebrows raised. When she doesn’t say anything, instead opting to
continue silently reprimanding him, he throws his arms out in a shrug.
“What? I was just giving Cas a hard time,
why do you look so angry?” He asks incredulously, drinking from his beer
angrily. “I do it all the time. I don’t see what the big deal is this time.”
Dean leans over, holding his head in his hands as he chuckles. “I didn’t expect
him to actually start to take off his clothes.” Y/n grunts angrily, and stands
up, sharing a look with Sam.
Dean, she clearly wanted you to stop.” Sam says slowly. “You were making them
both uncomfortable.” Dean rolls his eyes, and grunts.
sorry y/n. I was just trying to-” She sighs, and plops back down onto her
chair, covering her face in her hands.
think it’s possible?” She asks softly.
Dean asks, quickly looking up at his sister.
you said…the whole, soulmate thing. Is it possible that I do have a soulmate?” Y/n looks at Sam, her eyes growing slightly
misty. “I mean, does it make any sense?” Sam sighs softly and sits down next to
always do some research, y/n. No one’s ever heard of an angel having a
soulmate- but, Castiel has been human. I guess, it could be possible. There
would be a really small chance- if any, but under the right circumstances,
maybe.” Sam grabs his laptop and pulls it open.
any of them have a chance to say anything else, a loud whooshing noise interrupts
the temporary silence, and in a flash, Gabriel appears, throwing his arms out
to the side.
there. My favorite siblings, Sam, Dean,” he turns, and smiles, “and my brother’s
favorite, y/n.” She pulls back in shock, her eyebrows furrowing.
do you-” Before she can finish her sentence, Castiel appears in the room,
barreling towards Gabriel and knocking him to the ground.
please- think about what you are-” Castiel is yanked backwards by an invisible
force, and his body slams into the wall.
what’s best, Castiel.” Gabriel replies, grinning happily when Y/n stands up and
quickly makes her way to his fallen brother.
She kneels beside him, ignoring his protests and placing her hand on his back. “Are
you okay?” Castiel’s voice catches in his throat, his world’s coming out in a
strangled cry. “Gabriel, what the hell did you do to him?” She asks angrily, doing
her best to inspect his features to get a clue as to what’s wrong.
threw him back- I swear on my father.” Gabriel holds his hands up, winking at
Dean and Sam when she turns away. This elicits a confused look from Sam, and
Dean tilts his head curiously.
please. I am fine…” Gabriel laughs loudly and turns to his brother. Castiel’s
body stiffens as his eyes snap open, his gaze turning instantly to Gabriel.
“You’re in deeper than you think,
Castiel.” Castiel breathes in sharply, leaning back against the wall as his
skin sears, his mind growing foggy.
does he mean? Castiel, are you in trouble?” Y/n’s voice is desperate, the tone
invading every sense in him.
She’s worried. Castiel’s eyes open once
more, and his gaze meets hers desperately, every fiber of his being aching to
hold her, a confession to fall past his lips and for her hands to be on his
back, to reach out to her- No. Castiel
shudders slightly, his eyes closing tightly as he realizes just how wrong this
is. He cannot be with her, he never could. He is an angel- and she is a human.
He was never supposed to have a soulmate.
blinding blue light emits from Castiel’s eyes, his back radiating white as he
pushes y/n away, a loud scream ripping from his body. Dean moves forward,
pulling y/n away quickly, and the light bursts outwards in one second, and
disappears the next.
“Castiel?” Y/n lurches forward, tearing
away from her brother and grabs his face, lifting it to look at him. “Castiel?
Castiel, are you okay? Please, Castiel- answer me. Castiel!”
blue eyes open, and he stares up at y/n, swallowing roughly as he pulls away.
did he go?” He whispers, his voice soft, his eyes widening. Dean tilts his
the hell is wrong with you Cas?” His blue eyes raise to meet Dean’s gaze, and his
name’s not Castiel.” He says. The room falls silent as it dawns on all of them,
and he turns his gaze to y/n. Her e/c eyes search his as her heart plummets,
everything fading from her mind.
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