hi okay an anon asked what mickey smelled like & why ian likes it and i accidentally published it early. anywayy
mickey….. -sigh- mickey milkovich. what does mickey smell like?
mickey smells like dirt. like sweat. like missing showers. like running around at fifteen, head pumped full of dopamine, heart pumped full of slick palms and thick thighs and grunts of faster, harder, jesus fuck. like the backroom of a filthy convenience store, like sweat collecting in the hollow of your throat, like licking it off someone else’s neck. like running. like running for your life, like running for play. like being sixteen in an empty field, pressed up against a fence and hoping the boy beneath you lets you press harder, harder, harder up against the metal. like burnt pizza rolls and bashful smiles and gun powder. like hiding in a makeshift obstacle course, like not leaving for days. like being seventeen with hands on your waist, on your wrists, pressing down on the bed. like beer. like salt. like blood. like gentle kisses to the head.
like falling asleep hot and tangled up and not caring at all.
like cigarette smoke and strong weed and bruises all over. like being scared and hurt and confused and angry and so, so in love.
god damn it. mickey milkovich smells like home.