I'm Just Tired

have you ever been in love? horrible isn’t it? it makes your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. you give them a piece of you. you know what’s the worst? thinking you have a chance with someone, and then realizing you actually don’t. wasting your time on someone. wasting your time thinking about them every moment of the day. wasting your time just waiting for a text or a call back. wasting your time wondering if they feel the same as you, wondering if they’re thinking about you too. when in reality, they aren’t. while you’re making then your priority, they’re only making you an option.