If I ever lose you

Please promise me that the person who will hold your heart after I hand it back to you will never break it. Make sure that this person will take of it because I spent a long time trying my best to cherish it and making it my home. I am letting you go because I know someone else could be capable of loving you better than I do but it that person doesn’t seem to exist, come back to me. It’s so painful to see you walk out of my life but it’s such a relief knowing that you will be loved again by someone who can make you happy. Just make sure this person loves you right so my heartbreak will be worth it.


Commission for biggestmek of their fiancé’s Guild Wars 2 Charr character!  This was very fun, I’ve been wanting to paint a Char for awhile, they got such interesting faces.  This Charr also had some delicate features that were interesting to work with, she’s a sweetie.
I also tried out a new brush setting, and that worked really well for certain details, like the fur.

My mother always told me...

“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.”

                                 But I think it’s too late for that.
No quería que fueras perfecto ¿sabes? Me gustaba estar bien contigo, me gustaba pelear, y todas las cosas que recuerdo borrosamente que hicimos. Cuando me entere de todas las cosas que me hiciste estaba destrozada, y lo único que quería era salir contigo para distraerme de los problemas como lo hacía antes, pero eras tú el problema. Me decepcionaste cuando te necesitaba. Me había costado trabajo intentar olvidarte para que llames de repente y mandes todo mi trabajo a la mierda, eso es lo que no es justo. Y pudiste haber dicho todo lo que me acabas de decir para arreglar las malditas cosas, pero lo que hiciste fue decir que arruinaba tu vida, cuando tú en ese momento arruinabas la mía. Te quise mucho y te conocí poco, ese fue el maldito problema.