• Author: KrisStylinson.
  • Relationships: Harry/Louis.
  • Summary: We’re two different types of people, Liam. He likes sex and drugs, I like theater and tea. Trust me, we’d never date.“ Except they would, they do, and neither of them plans on letting go anytime soon.

               "Just because you can get me hard doesn’t mean I like you,” Louis whispered. The fact was, he didn’t like Harry right now, not at all. Not even a bit.

               “Yeah, yeah,” Harry murmured, his breath fanning over Louis’ cock as he spoke. “You done telling me how much you hate me so I can suck you off?”

  • Words: 32345.
  • Chapters: 1.
  • Status: Completed.
I will stop, I promise. Someday, i will give up on you and leave you in peace. I’m trying right now, but it’s not always working. I still care for you too much, I want to see you happy, I want to fix your problems. I wanna be the reason you smile in the morning thinking of the day ahead. I wanna get you through tough times. I wanna make your happy days even better. I wanna be that for you. If you would give me the chance, I would do right now. But you’re not letting me in and have to tell you in all honesty, it’s exhausting trying to be your… whatever this is. I’m not your girlfriend, god knows, I want to be, but I’m not. And you are making it so apparent, that I don’t belong in your life that I’m honestly questioning why I even bother anymore.
—  exzerpts from the book i’ll never write
his mouth kisses down my chest, tongue teases my stomach
he says he’s never done this before
i pretend it’s not a lie

he makes me feel warm all over, too hot but comfortable
i tell myself it’s just sex
i pretend it’s not a lie

he never kisses me on the mouth
we both agree it’s too intimate
i pretend i don’t want him to anyway

sometimes he holds me in his arms afterwards, fingers tangling through my hair
i tell him he can leave; he says he wants to stay
i pretend it’s not a lie

he presses a kiss to my forehead, lingering a few seconds longer than he should
he tells me i’m beautiful
i pretend it’s not a lie

he lets me stay the night, and i let him as well
we both agree it’s just casual
i pretend it’s not a lie

i see him out with another girl, hand on her waist
i make a detour and go straight home
i pretend i saw nothing at all

he smells like someone else, lips taste like another’s
i throw up after he leaves
i tell myself it’s because of a stomach bug

he texts me, asking me how i am
i know where this is going to lead to
i pretend he truly cares

he comes, he comes, he comes, and then he goes
as our limbs untangle, i whisper to him, “if you want, you can stay”
i fall asleep, pretending he does
—  Anonymous said: Can you write about two friends with benefits, but the girl is madly in love with the guy. It’s been almost a year and she’s afraid to tell him because she doesn’t want to feel his rejection. 
(cc, 2017)

Originally posted by jjks

Rated: NSFW

A/N: Hello, my loves! I’ve lterally have been worked to death but I will slowly make my writing come back. Hope you enjoy! Remember this is all my personal opinion and none of this is real, so don’t take it so seriously. 



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