Never Good Enough
My drabble for Angst Apprecitation Day! I’m taking requests as well! Just submit here
Dean and Reader, Sam, Cas
Warnings: Heartbreak, suicide, character death, car crash
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“I’m done Dean! You end things with me then fuck a few girls then come crawling back to me! I’m just so done” “Maybe if you weren’t such a whiny bitch I wouldn’t feel to end things” “ok then” I walked out of the library and into our once shared room and packed my belongings, I wasn’t going to stay where I didn’t belong. I threw my bag on my shoulder and saw him leaning against the doorway “You know why I left? I wanted someone who was actually a good lay, and you sweetheart are worthless in bed and in everything else you do” I just nodded my head and walked out, Sam tried stopping me but it was no use.
I saw my car and just dropped my bags and got into the car, I had my plan and I was going to go through with it. I started up the car and drove out, finding the huge tree that was near the driveway. I backed up as far as I can then see Dean come out with anger and sadness on his face. I hit the gas and went as fast as I could, crashing against the tree with great force that it sent me through the windshield and onto the hood then falling off the side of the car. I knew I was dying and I hoped that I could die quickly.
Sam came up first and just held me as I struggled to breathe, my mouth filling with blood then black spots hitting my vision then complete black.
I held her lifeless body against me sobbing that she felt she had no other choice. “Sammy?” “She’s dead Dean! All because you couldn’t keep your mouth shut” “Let me help please?” “No, you’re not going to lay a finger on her” I picked her up and carried her to the bunker and put her in her old room. I found her favorite blanket and wrapped her up so she was with something she loved. I prayed to Cas to watch her while I got everything ready.
I went back in to see Cas standing her room, silently crying. “Cas, you ready?” He picked her up and carried her out to the wood pile. Dean had quietly followed us out, he didn’t talk but it didn’t matter any way. I would have just tuned him out, he also knew this was his fault and there was nothing to do but watch her body burn. After that he never brought another woman back to the bunker or when we were on hunt. He wasn’t the same man I knew but it was his words that destroyed an amazing person.