There is a new comic that is going to out on the market soon! A collab project between myself (anoka) and @mythical-cupcake! The first chapter of the comic will be available in JULY during the SizeCon event! For those of you interested in getting earlier prints (or can’t make it to SizeCon), please message us! We eventually plan to open up an account where people can buy the comic via online!
Twenty Five year old Blake Harlington is sick of being the loser of his college campus. Down on his luck with the girls and overlooked by the love of his dreams, Blake’s friend Craig introduces him to a mysterious pill that guarantees “Growth and Good Times!” Unfortunately, Blake gets more than he bargained for and starts a journey of growing up (literally), finding love, and learning to accept yourself for who you are.
Growth and shrinkage!
Art promo shot by the wonderful mythical-cupcake! :D
Ship: Jughead x Andrews!Reader; implied Archie x Betty
Warnings: making out; some swearing
A/N: I had a weird idea. It’s not very romantic, just a bit funny. Don’t ask XD
(gif not mine)
“You’re insane!” your boyfriend of one year, Jughead Jones, exclaimed at your proposal. “I hate your ideas. I hate them almost as much as I love you, which is so much.” Veronica was doubled over laughing, and Archie was facepalming.
bleh okay so i told myself no more @promptisfanweek prompts till i update my fics, buuuut… well. you know how many times i’ve threatened to write a promptis disney date? IT HAPPENED. nobody will appreciate this, nobody, but i’m gonna post it anyway. written for day 3: promptis date~
Noctis hates a lot of things.
He hates crowds, and really, he kinda hates people in
general. He hates lines, and waiting
around for things, and he really hates being awake early.
But more than Noctis hates all those things, he loves
Prompto, and so he’s here, hand-in-hand with his boyfriend, walking down Main
Street. Prompto is grinning ear-to-ear, their twined fingers swinging back and
forth between them. The smile is worth it, Noctis tells himself, even though
he’s quite sure he looks rather grumpy. Prompto has gone all out, as he always does, and it appears that Disneyland is the
one place where that is entirely acceptable.
You’re SO MAD at him. Like, you couldn’t even look at him without the anger bubbling up inside you and spilling over. But you also can’t look at him without getting that warm feeling in your tummy and your chest. The one you get when he’s already asleep when you come to bed, but he pulls you into him without thinking and snuggles into you and the soft whispers of his name leaves your lips, “Harry…”
You’ve been mad at him for days, and the worst part is that he doesn’t even seem to care, or worse, notice at all! That was part of the problem. He wasn’t noticing, wasn’t paying attention. Everything went it one ear and out the other, like he’d learned how to specifically tune you out. He’d just gone about his days and given you your “space” and you can’t really blame him, because usually that’s what you need. You just wish that this time he would notice that it’s not *like* all the other times! This time you don’t think you want space. You want HIM and you want his warmth and his kisses and his small murmurings of apologies even though he’s not exactly sure what he’s sorry for, but he knows it’s what you need right now.
In all fairness, when you think about it, Harry wasn’t the only reason why you’d screamed into your pillow when you got home or cried in the shower while the hot water washed away your week. He’d just been the straw that broke the camels’ back.
He was seated at the couch when you finally came out of your shared room, one of his t-shirts covering you from shoulders to mid-thigh, your hair still damp from your shower. He could hear your feet pad across the floor and into the kitchen, never once looking up to catch your eye. Apparently he was going to give you all the space you wished you’d never asked for…
You huffed around the kitchen and made plenty of noise, only to hear the volume on the television raise a few bars. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath. God, that man truly knew how to irritate you! Between him cheering for that stupid football game (He can’t even manage to root for the right team!) you always mutter under your breath, and the fact that he hadn’t run the dishwasher, you thought you might lose it!
You were hungry and thirsty and exhausted and all you wanted was to make a sandwich and not have to look at Harry’s face or hear his voice or feel him shake you excitedly when the Packers scored a Touchdown. You threw open the refrigerator door with so much force that the condiments on the door rattled, and that’s when you saw it. A giant red velvet cupcake from your favorite bakery and single white rose (Harry’s version of a surrender) laid next to it. You pulled both from the shelf and closed the door.
Setting them down on the counter, you finally realized the volume had been lowered and the cheering had stopped. Now all you wanted to do was see his face and hear his voice and feel his hands on you. Harry sat in the same spot, his feet resting on the coffee table, eye trained on the TV as you walked slowly around the couch and over to where he was. He never looked up, when you rested your hand on his shoulder for balance as you swung one leg carefully over both of his and sat in his lap.
You leaned forward, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and burying your face in his neck, inhaling what you’d been missing so much while you tried so hard to be angry. When you got no response, you pushed yourself against his chest and squeezed a little tighter. Just as your bottom lip began to tremble with fear that maybe HE was mad at YOU now. Just as you thought the tears were about to fall, you felt his arms circle your waist and his lips press gently to your shoulder. “Thought ya were mad at me?” His voice soft, but questioning.
“Uh uh” He heard as you snuggled yourself deeper into him. “Missed you too much.”
“ ‘M sorry for bein’ such a wanker.”
You nodded in acknowledgment and kissed his skin “I still love you.”
“Mmhmm” you nodded again.
“So… ya gonna share that cupcake?”
You pulled back to look at him and smiled when his dimples appeared, his eyes lighting up like they only do for you. “You’re not *that* lucky!”
But as he leaned up to capture your lips with his, You both knew how lucky you were.
Warnings: I can’t think of any for this chapter, but please let me know if there are.
Summary: It’s Roman and Patton’s birthday, Roman makes a decision he may later come to regret…
A/N: ICE stands for In Case of Emergency. And yes, Patton and Roman are twins, Roman just affectionately calls Patton his “little brother”
Friday Nov. 10
Romano Cheese ICE 11:32 a.m.: heeeey
little bro ICE 11:33 a.m.: hey
Romano Cheese ICE 11:33 a.m.: what r ur plans for our birthday? [cake emoji]
little bro ICE 11:35 a.m.: Virgil’s gonna take me to lunch. why? did u want to hang? (happy b-day btw)
Romano Cheese ICE 11:36 a.m.: i was thinking maybe dinner?
little bro ICE 11:37 a.m.: sounds like a plan, Stan!
Romano Cheese ICE 11:37 a.m.: dork
little bro ICE 11:37 a.m.: <3 u 2
Roman rolled his eyes, and closed his phone. Patton was certainly a strange guy, but Roman did love him.
His thoughts were interrupted by a phone ringing. He looked at the phone in his hand and frowned. No one was calling him. On this phone, he realized. He went to the “Prince Hotline” phone and picked it up.
“The Prince here. How may I be of assistance?”
“I believe you are going to have to be more specific. I know a lot of people who refer to themselves as ‘me.’”
“You know who I am, Prince,” came the exasperated reply.
“Yes, Brain I do. What do you want?”
“I have a proposition for you, but I would need to see you in person. It is a… delicate matter.”
3/20 Can’t say much about this chapter, I’m sorry Y/N about your fucked up birthday. There will be light smut towards the end and Zhang Yixing will appear.
Word count: 5,372
How can I hate you this much?
Why don’t you want me to leave?
What is it that she’s giving you that I’m not?
Questions I continue to ask myself each time I look directly into his face. Do I even love him anymore at this point? His hair parted straight down the middle with the ends flipped out. Part of his chest exposed underneath the jacket that was being held by a belt. It took me ages trying to find a print to match his pants.
“Y/N, Once again a job well done. Come to my office later we many things to discuss.”, The head fashion designer of SM spoke to me.
“Yes, Ma’am I’ll see you upstairs.”
Once she turned away I felt arms wrap themselves around my torso. The feeling of soft hair upon my shoulder made me chuckle. He was so corny constantly trying to do things that made us seem more like a couple to other people.
“Hello Boyfriend.”, I sighed
“Hello Girlfriend.”, He answer cheerfully.
“What are you doing Baekhyun, you have to shoot another scene soon.”
“I just wanted to say hi, you weren’t beside me when I woke up this morning.”, I could feel the pout on his face. Baekhyun has a habit of laying directly on top of me whenever we sleep together so, when I wasn’t lay directly underneath him this morning he probably got upset.
“I’m sorry I got called in early to make the finishes touches on your outfits. You look sexy by the way.”, I muttered turning around in his arms.
“I didn’t think you’d want my sexy chest out for everyone to see though.”, He laughed spreading the top open even more to expose his chest.
“It’s not for them to see, it’s something nice for me to look at while I sew.”, I joked.
“But not you okay.”, His voice suddenly got extremely low.
“What do you mean?”
“I’ll walk around in the nude if it makes you feel better but, I don’t want you showing anyone your body except me.”, His voice darkened.
“Baekhyun let’s not be ridiculous why would I-”
“Y/N, no matter what my love for you will never die. Please forgive me for whatever I do in the future that hurts you. I’ll always have you in my mind even if I’m doing the worst thing ever.” He leaned down closer to my ear. “Never forget our love.”
My eyes fluttered open instantly getting hit by the ray of sun. That was the corniest dream ever, except the fact that it wasn’t just a dream it was a memory. All of those cheesy words being said in that dream were once said to me in real life by Baekhyun. “Please forgive me for whatever I do that hurts in the future.” How could I possibly do that now, I couldn’t, could I? Remembering that day now makes me wonder when exactly Baekhyun and Taeyeon started seeing each other again.
I felt small hands push on my back as if, they were trying to shuffle me awake. Turning around to face the person I saw Taeyeon dressed in casual attire. Her cheeks began to darken from the shock of me turning towards so suddenly.
“Happy Birthday Y/N.”, She cheered a smile gracing her face.
“Thank you.”, The sides of my lips tugged up as I sat in a sitting position.
I had almost forgotten today was my birthday. After finding out what my punishment was I say no enjoyment in it. I honestly thought about just telling Baekhyun to go on that dinner with Taeyeon however, I didn’t spend so much time on that dress to not wear. So for the first time just this one night I’ll try not to be so bitter about her being around. Am I accepting the situation? Hell no, I just don’t want to be the buzzkill on my own birthday. My birthday actually isn’t that important to me, at least before this year. I never liked having the attention on me too much because, I wasn’t very enthusiastic when it came to presents. I never screamed whenever I got one it was a simple “Thank you” then on to the next one. It wasn’t that I was ungrateful in fact I make sure to take extra care towards gifts given to me, I just never saw the point in screaming and crying over every single one. Turning 21 in Korea isn’t anything special I was technically already 21 if we’re going by Korean age, but I just say the year of my birth so people don’t get confused.
“Is something wrong?”, Taeyeon asked me furrowing her eyebrows, snatching me out of my thoughts.
“No, I was just thinking about something.”
“Was it Baekhyun? He told me tell you left early for the studio and that you needed to be ready a three so we can leave.”, She spoke
“Okay, what are you doing?”, I asked noticing that she was wearing shoes and preparing to throw on a sun hat. Her outfit was casual like I said before but, the sun hat seemed off.
“I’m going to meet some fans for lunch and then I’m going to SM to see about preparations for a solo album.”, Her eyes twinkled as she spoke the words. “I’m sorry that you’ll be alone for most of the day, I didn’t think you’d want me around while Baekhyun was gone.”
“It’s fine I planned on hanging out with some friends to make the time go by.”, I muttered getting off of the bed.
“I really hope you’re okay with me coming with you and Baekhyun today. He kind of insisted on letting me come so we could get closer.”
Did you ask me if I was okay with you stepping back into to Baekhyun’s love life fully aware that he had a girlfriend?
“No, it’s fine it’s not that big of a deal.”, I assured walking over to the closet grabbing some towels for a bath.
“But….it is to you.”, Taeyeon struggled to get the words out not knowing my reaction. My hand froze as I was grabbing a wash cloth, it’s like she was trying to upset me. It’s not even anything she said it’s like she wants be to be said or angry with her and Baekhyun. I decided not to get too much into it, turning around from the closet to face her.
“Don’t you have to leave soon?”, I asked ignoring her last statement. Her eyes continued to look at my face for a few more seconds before she responded.
“Yeah, I’ll see you later.”, She muttered throwing the sun hat over her head rushing towards the door. There was just one thing that I had to ask her before she left.
“Taeyeon” She froze as the last letter of her name came out of my mouth. Her head slowly turned towards mine.
“What did you tell Baekhyun about what happened yesterday?”, It was either she said something different or Baekhyun just really liked upsetting me.
“Oh, I told him I slipped and that I wanted to apologize for taking a shower with you when you weren’t completely comfortable with it.”, Her eyes soon began to fill with sorrow. I didn’t know Taeyeon well enough or at all really, to tell if she was lying.
“It’s fine it’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before, goodbye.”, I finished rushing into the bathroom before she could get anything more out.
For some reason it bugged me why she never demanded more respect, she was the oldest out of all three of us. Neither Baekhyun or I really gave her the proper “politeness” level. Did she really care that much about making other people happy or did she just not pay much attention to it?
Turning the knob on the bathtub I removed my clothes trying to figure out what I was going to do today. I didn’t want to call Lisa and work on the ballroom dresses I wouldn’t be in the right mood. All of my other friends either were out of South Korea or had work to do. If I stayed at home I’d only find a reason to piss myself off. I had some things I wanted to do with Baekhyun today, I’d rather not do them by myself. I’ll think about it later right now I just needed to soak in this bathtub.
“Hey Y/N, Happy Birthday!”, A male voice screamed into my ear
“Yixing, what are you doing here?”, My voice raised a little from the shock. I was currently at a cupcake store buying their giant cupcake special. I really wasn’t in the mood for sweets but, knowing myself If I stared at it long enough I’d end up eating it.
“I saw you walk in, I was actually getting ready to call you to see what you were up to.”, He giggle sitting in the chair across from me. We were the only ones besides the employees in the store. The store wasn’t very popular, which is one of the reasons I enjoyed it so much. I was always able to just get in and get out of it.
“You still can’t practice?”, I asked him my eyes traveling back to the giant cupcake on the table between the two of us. His back and hip injury never got to heal. I always liked Yixing he was one of the three members I was associated with. I admired his ability to never stop working.
“No, but let’s not talk about me I’m sorry Baekhyun couldn’t be here with you on your birthday. Since he couldn’t come I thought I’d fill in for him.”, He smiled at me picking up one of the plastic forks on the table. “Do you mind?”
“No, you didn’t really think I’d be able to eat this whole thing by myself.” Yes I would have, I ate way too much when I was frustrated. Being 5′1′, I’m actually a little overweight but, people mistook it as me being ‘curvy’. I never really cared because I’ve never compared myself to other girls too often.
“Great do you want to go bowling, that new placed just opened up a couple blocks down.” He asked me stuffing some of the cupcake into his mouth.
“I’m wearing a skirt.”, I chuckled digging my own plastic fork into the the abnormally large cupcake. I wasn’t wearing my dress now it was just a mini jean skirt, some thighs and ankle boots with a white sweater. I guess it was possible for me to go bowling with my skirt on but, I still didn’t want to accidentally flash anyone.
“Ah, I see it’s all good we call still go to China town.”, He spoke eyeing my outfit up and down.
Giving him a small smile I replied.
“That sounds fine.” I’ve actually wanted to live in China a few years after I moved to Korea. I’ve never really told anyone except,Taeyeon when she asked where else I’d want to live one day. Suddenly I felt something poking at my lips. Looking down at the object, Yixing had his plastic fork with cupcake on it, pressed against my lips.
Giggling a little before opening my mouth to let him feed me the cupcake. It was a little hard to do since he decided to smash some of it onto my upper lip, causing him to go into a fit of laughter.
“Haha very fun, why the hell did you put so much on the fork.”, I said pretending to be angry and upset.
“It’s not my fault your mouth is so small.”, He stopped laughing to speak out before giggling once again.
Raising one of my eyebrows as he threw his head back as he laughed, I grabbed a handful of the cupcake while stalking over to his side of the table. My plan was to smash the cupcake into his face however, it quickly backfired when he caught my arm. As he was catching my arm my boot slipped on the floor causing me to knock my cupcake filled hand into….. a woman.
What the hell? Nobody ever comes in here let alone a lady dressed in a damn suit. You can tell she was the uptight type, they didn’t let anything go.
A horrifying screech left her lips while she gripped the cup of coffee held in her hands, “Did this pathetic excuse for a human being just mess up my $30,000 suit?” What the fuck was wrong with her?
“Ma’am I’ll apologize for you suit but the disrespect was not necessary.”, I spoke through gritted teeth. Yixing was now standing next to me holding my shoulders.
“I’m sorry Ma’am it was my fault please don’t be upset with her it’s her birthday.”, He tried to reason with her.
“I wouldn’t care if it was Buddha’s birthday your stupid whore messed my suit up.”
“Who the fuck are you talking to, you uptight bit-” Before the words can leave my mouth a hand connected with my face.
She fucking slapped me. I couldn’t hit her back because for one my days of getting violent were over, two you can tell by just looking at her she’s, the type to press charges.
“Women like you will go straight to hell.”, Yixing hissed cupping the cheek she slapped me on.
“I’d stick my foot up your ass but, you’d run straight to the police wouldn’t you?”, I hissed towards her. Of course something had to happen then as well. I suddenly felt her scorching hot coffee running down my white sweater.
“Get the hell away from her!”, He shouted inches the two of us towards the door. “You’ll get what’s coming to you, you rude bitch.” I was shocked honestly Yixing’s respect for women was too much for him to ever raise his voice at one.
“I’m so sorry Y/N.”, He apologized to me once we were outside. He took off his blazer placing it over my shoulders. It didn’t do me any harm honestly the slap was bullshit, the coffee was what really hurt. Thankfully the sweater soaked up most of it.
“I’m sorry Y/N, please don’t let this ruin your birthday.”, He begged me using his sleeve to try and soak some of the coffee up.
“It’s fine Yixing let’s just go to China town. It’’ll be fun.”, I tried to cheer him up.
“Okay”, He spoke grabbing my hand “Let’s go to China town.”
China town with Yixing was fun I didn’t really care much for the actually place but seeing Yixing get so happy about his home country was. “Y/N my grandparents were born there.” “Let’s visit this shrine we have the original one back in China.” It was very refreshing to see someone be so enthusiastic about something. When it got closer to three he took the train with me home, I felt bad because he had to pay extra just to make sure I got home safely. His present to me was a diamond ring with a mermaid on it. I was obsessed with the ocean, I’d live on it if I could. Unfortunately that train ride caused me to be two hours late.
Walking into the apartment I saw Taeyeon sitting at the Island on her phone, while Baekhyun was pacing around the room. His eyes locking with mine as soon as I clicked the door shut.
“Where the hell have you been?”, He growled at me. Damn, can I get a hello?
“Hey jagi, sorry I wasn’t here this morning how was your day?”, I said in a mocking voice.
“Don’t be cute I was worried since you weren’t here.”, He snapped causing me to scoff.
“Well what was I supposed to do Baekhyun wait on you all day?”,
“What happened to your shirt?”, Taeyeon gasped
“I spilled coffee on it let me change my outfit then we can leave.”
“Hurry up miss wants to be two hours late.”, He scoffed at me.
“I was stuck on a train Baekhyun I texted you twice but never got a response.”, I gritted my teeth already going up the stairs not wanting to be bothered with his bullshit right now.
Walking into the the spare bedroom which I turned into my work room I sighed. Looking at the dress I worked so hard on for this day was beautifully untouched. I didn’t want to put it on in case it got ruined but what’s the worst that could happened we’re going to dinner.
“I’m coming damn.”, I huffed as Baekhyun honked the car another time to get me into the car. Looking into the car I could see Taeyeon was already in the passenger seat. Usually we bickered on who got to sit in the passenger sit because, Baekhyun had to drive because he was ‘the man’. But lately I just haven’t had the energy to care.
Getting into the car of course it was on the side where Baekhyun and Taeyeon could both look directly at me through the rear view mirror. I could move of course but, then it would be obvious why I moved and start and unnecessarily argument.
“Your dress looks nice I could tell you worked hard on it.”, Taeyeon commented. She just loves to talk to me whenever Baekhyun is around because, then I have to respond unless I’m trying to piss him off.
“Thanks.’, I deadpanned looking out the window as Baekhyun pulled out on to the street. Just as I happened to look up into the rear view mirror I caught him giving Taeyeon a quick glance before looking at me.
“Yeah Jagi, you look nice.”, He spoke to me turning on the street getting closer to our desired restaurant. I didn’t get a chance to respond because Taeyeon started going on about her solo gig. I never cared much for her music just because I wasn’t really into kpop. I hear her songs in shops all the time but that’s all they are to me songs I, happen to hear that happen to be Taeyeon’s.
We pulled up to the restaurant it was one of the top restaurants in Korea because, it was so old. It went back so many years and had so much history to it. At least Baekhyun remembered that, that I’ve wanted to visit this place for awhile now. While we were getting out the car I dropped my phone under the seat and had to fish it out from under it. Baekhyun and Taeyeon were walking side by side while I jogged to catch up to them.
“Hello to all, Good evening table for two?”, The waitress asked as soon we walked through the door.
“Three.”, Taeyeon and I spoke at the same time.
“Ah, you brought a friend along.”, The waitress whispered quietly not thinking anyone heard him but, if I did then I’m sure they did. “Come this way we have a free both for you.”
Walking us towards this red velvet booth the waitress spoke.”Here’s your booth. My name is Woojong and I will be your waitress for tonight. Have a seat and may I get you any drinks?”
I slide onto one side of the booth alone while Taeyeon and Baekhyun slide on the other. “I’d like sprite please.”, I said to the waiter.
“Diet Coke.”, Baekhyun nodded at him.
“Just water please.”, Taeyeon smiled as the waiter nodded at us before heading off.
“What did you do today?”, Baekhyun asked to I’m assuming me because Taeyeon already told him what she did in the car. We each picked up our menus and browsed the selections.
“I went to China town with Yixing.”, I explained going straight to the main course section. A good portion of their options had steak in them and I physically could’t keep steak down. Thankfully I found a dish that had the steak removed that appealed to me.
“Yixing?”, He asked surprised that I was with his best friend.
“Yeah he said he wanted to spend time with me on my birthday since you were busy today.”, I replied closing my menu down.
The waitress came back before he could respond handing us our drinks.
“Now, what can I get you for today?”, He asked taking out his notepad. Giving him our orders I happened to drop my menu as I handed it to him. As I was picking up my menu I saw Baekhyun fingering Taeyeon under the booth. Of fucking course he would be. Did he even say happy birthday today? Pretending not to notice I lean against the wall by the booth. They pretended to have a conversation while I pretended to be interested.
When we got our orders mine was all fucked up. It was a full blown steak sitting in front of me. It’s not even about me being picky if I could swallow it and keep it down I’d eat it but I can’t.
“They messed my order up.”, I sighed getting ready to call the waiter over.
‘Just wait he’ll come over.”, Baekhyun spoke through a mouth stuffed full of food. The waitress Woojong had already moved on to his next costumers.
“It’s fine I’ll just ask for my correct order quickly.”, I spoke getting ready to call him over again while they enjoyed their meals.
“Of course your needy ass would find a problem with the meal.”, He mocked me through a stuffed mouth.
“You know I can’t eat steak Baekhyun.”, I growled at him trying to keep my voice down making sure not to draw attention to myself.
“Just stop being a bitch for once you begged for this now eat.”
“Stop being a dick just let me ask him for my original order.”, I scoffed at him.
His hand slammed against the table cracking the corner of it. By now a few people were staring here and there nothing I couldn’t handle.
“This is exactly why I need Taeyeon around. You’re a fucking brat!”, He shouted. “All you do is complain all the damn time about everything. You complain when I don’t fuck you enough. You complain when I drag myself out to this dinner that you asked for,. You do realize you’re nothing I could just be with Taeyeon if I wanted to? But I’m not because I happen to love you both but, you’re making it very hard for me to feel that way Y/N.”
By the time he was finished the entire restaurant was staring at us. If you know me you know I hate being directly stared at in embarrassing situations. I’ve had to pause or turn off countless movies because of second hand embarrassment. This was too much I hear people snickering and whispering.
“Are they in a polyamorous relationship?”
“She’s stupid as hell for staying with him.”
“He just snapped on her.”
All I wanted to do was crawl under a rock in hide. Grabbing my cell phone off of the table I try and rush towards the door however, my plan backfired when an entire bowel of red and brown noodle dish fell onto my dress.
The dress I worked so many weeks on.
The dress I made to specifically wear on this day.
The dress I didn’t want ruined because of today.
Here it is covered in noodles and sauce giving people even more reason to think I’m pathetic I am.
“Oh my god that beautiful dressed is ruined.”
“She’s definitively not going to forget this birthday.”
“Baekhyun what the hell is wrong with you.”, I heard an unfamiliar shout escape Taeyeon’s lips.
She never raised her voice for anything I would’ve smiled but I was too focused on getting out of that place.
A warm jacket was placed onto my shoulders, looking up I saw a handsome male who was now missing his blazer.
“You don’t deserve this leave them.”, He whispered in my ear rubbing my back before walking off glaring at Baekhyun.
This wasn’t anyone’s fault but my own, I’ll make sure to never ask for anything again. I saw a side of Baekhyun I thought he’d never show in public. I don’t even understand what I had did to upset him so much.
Sitting in the backseat head pressed against the window as a stunk up the car. Taeyeon got into the car shouting at Baekhyun who only held his head down as he put the keys into the car.
“I’m so sorry Y/N”, She spoke tears gathering in her eyes as she apologized for Baekhyun who at this point clearly didn’t care.
I wasn’t crying or screaming because there wasn’t a point this was my fault no one else’s.
“I’m touching my makeup up before I go back to the studio.”, she growled at Baekhyun as he simple nodded his head. I just wanted to hurry up and get back to the apartment to sleep. I felt her hand reach back to hand him me some paper towels?
Was she pitying me?
I sat on the edge of the bed in our bedroom, today was shitty and embarrassing and I’m just ready to sleep it off. Taeyeon was gone and I was stuck her with Baekhyun. Some of the shit that happened today was too much, Baekhyun embarrassing me in front of that restaurant topped it off. The worst thing I realized today was that my love for him was surely fading away.
“Baby, I’m sorry I messed up your birthday.”, His voice attempted to whisper innocently.
“I don’t care.”, I mumbled leaning back on the large bed. “Stop pretending to care anyways.”
I could feel him inching closer towards me, what does he want? I think I’m more than clearly pissed off. I might just go sleep in the guest bedroom, I don’t want to hear them having sex later on anyways.
“I’m sorry there’s no excuse for my asshole behavior. I didn’t realize how bad it was until tonight. I messed everything up jagi, the looks on those people’s faces when I yelled at you.”,His voice had cracked, I ignored it thinking it was in my imagination. Soon I felt his body laying next to mine on the the large bed.
“I’m not bothered at this point, Baekhyun nothing you do will ever surprise me again.”, I chuckled bitterly.
“Let me make it up to you, I haven’t touched you in awhile. I know you’re not in the mood for it but please let me at least make you feel good.”, He begged his hand already slipping up my thigh and under my stained dress.
But then I felt something I had felt in ages, one of Baekhyun’s tears fell onto my face. My eyes snapped open to see the sight I hadn’t seen in what felt like years. Baekhyun was full blown crying over my face, out of guilt… or was he looking for pity?
“Please Jagi, I feel awful.”
“Fine do whatever you want to.” Once the words left my mouth his lips pressed tightly against mine. Baekhyun’s tears that were once rolling down his cheeks were now going down my neck. His lips moved swiftly against mine trying to convince me to accept his apologize through kiss. His lips moved down my jaw and onto my neck.
Light sucking and biting was placed onto my neck leaving light bruising. Hands rubbed lightly against my panties grabbing and groping whatever he could grab. Kicking my legs open with his foot he got on top of me, sucking on my collarbone I heard him undo his belt. Wow, I was really going to have sex with him. Usually he’d only make out with me before calling Taeyeon into the room. If this were under any other circumstances I would’ve been petty and pushed him off of me but, today was stressful so why not let him have sex with me.
“Hurry up.”, I grumbled pushing his blazer off of his torso.
“Please don’t be mad, I love you.”, He sobbed after pushing his zipper down and pulling his shirt over his head. “Y/N, I’ll die if I ever cause you to leave me.”, He choked out while pulling his pants and boxers down at the same time.
“Shh Baekhyun, I don’t want to talk about it anymore.”, I was trying my best not to pay attention to his constant sobs and apologies because, at this point I didn’t care. They meant nothing to be at this point, all I could think about was fucking him.
His hand cupped my cheek “I don’t deserve you Y/N, I can’t make myself feel good.”
Smacking his hand off of my face I lifted the upper part of my body up so he could unzip my dress,
“What the hell are you talking about? I want to have sex do this for me this is what I want.”, I snapped as he pushed the dress down while I managed to kick it off of my legs. I haven’t gotten him to fuck me without Taeyeon in the room for weeks and, I don’t like touching myself.
“But I don’t want you to think I’m just trying to get myself off, I don’t deserve to get myself off after how I treated tonight.”, His fingers finding themselves on the waistband of my panties tugging them down.
“I don’t care Baek, I don’t care. Tell me all about your forgiveness bullshit tomorrow but, right now I want to have sex.”, I spoke grabbing his base gently pumping him to full hardness.
“Baby…Ah…Okay, I’ll do whatever you want.”, He whimpered pushing my legs open further. He dipped his index finger into my core, feeling my wetness.
“Why are you so wet already?”, He exclaimed rubbing his free hand up and down my thigh.
“It’s been a good few weeks since we’ve done anything and I have to listen to you fucking Taeyeon 24/7.”, I mumbled arching my back trying to push myself deeper onto his fingers.
“Don’t start.”, I hissed sinking my nails into his sides as he positioned himself fully over me.
“Are you ready?”, He panted above pumping himself with my hand, letting go of him I placed my hand his shoulder.
“Just hurry up.”, I moaned out right as he pushed inside of me.
The next morning I woke up with his arms wrapped around me for the first time in a long time. Tugging one of my legs from underneath the blanket, I saw marks covering up and down my leg. Getting my eyes to focus on my thigh I was able to see teeth marks. “How hard did he fucking go last night?”, I asked myself turning to face him. His sleeping form was relaxed and calm yet, his face was stained with tear drops and underneath his eyes were puffy. I still don’t understand exactly why he was crying and I really wasn’t looking forward to all of his excuses.
Turning over again I went to grab my phone off of the nightstand why I saw a box with a smaller box on top attached to a piece of paper. Removing Baekhyun’s arm from around my waist to see what was in the boxes as I placed them on my lap. Snatching the note off of the box to see who this was from.
“I’m sorry I messed up your birthday Y/N, I love you”
“Did he really take the time to hand type this small piece of paper?”, I mumbled fiddling with the strings on the boxing to get them open. The smaller box had the necklace that matched the ring Yixing gave me. I chuckled as I thought about how they must’ve planned getting the gifts together out. The larger one had my dress… the same dress that was completely ruined last night, not a spec of dust was on it. How did he get the stains out without ruining the lace?
Placing the boxes back down on the nightstand I turn to face Baekhyun. “I’m still pissed and I still know my love for you is gone.”, I whispered loud enough only for myself to hear before burying my face into the crook of his neck and falling back asleep.
Happy birthday Min yoongi and Taeyeon!!!
Next chapter will be up in a few days its mainly just getting more into the oc’s fashion life and more flashbacks. Chapter 5 is what I’m excited for because Baekhyun, Y/N and Taeyeon go fishing together.
every moment they spend together is a damn blessing imo but here we go
Percy refusing to let go of Annabeth and falling with her so she won’t be alone in Tartarus I’m already crying I’m not gonna survive this list.
Percy going all the way across the country on a stolen pegasus and holding up the entire sky for Annabeth
when Annabeth is fighting on the bridge with Percy and she takes a knife for him after instinctively knowing where his Achilles’ Heel was
Percy rising up from the depths of the ocean when Annabeth drops her dagger in and he just goes “you dropped this” what a nerd
Percy refusing to be god after looking at Annabeth’s face and realizing that her love is a lot more important omg just kill me
every single fucking moment in Tartarus the best is Annabeth telling Percy that she wants a life in New Rome if it means being with him and keeping each other afloat and together
Annabeth baking a giant misshapen blue cupcake and kissing Percy on his birthday aw
Their cute little cuddle/makeout session (probs) in the Argo II’s stables
Annabeth judo-flipping Percy and he just laughing it off because that’s what she does and he loves her.
Bonus: I love you, wise girl.
Double Bonus: Annabeth spreading her arms out in Cabin 6 for a hug after hearing the prophecy in Labyrinth, and Percy’s heart fluttering as he hugs her all aloneee in the Cabin and Malcolm walks in all red all the gods can’t save my heart now
(also @rick I have never been so disappointed in a book as I was with BOO I mean you just sidelined these two amazing people we’ve been reading about for 10 years and basically just erased all the struggles, the darkness and didn’t even make them come exceptionally close to each other as well, as you should when someone jumps into Tartarus for you)