ghost shake

i fear you’ve lost your happiness and it terrifies me because you are so quiet about your pain and so quick to hide your wounds and i know you won’t reach out for help or a hand to hold. you’ll just ache and break and insist that you’re fine. but you see, me and you have the same wounds and scars in the very same places. you’ve welcomed me into your mind but still, you’ll tape a smile on your face so every single second of the day you never seem anything less than happy and i hate this because i see right through it. i see your ghosts and i hear them screaming and lingering around the halls. i want to talk to your ghosts, i want to shake hands with your achy bones. i want to know all of you and i am fully okay with the spider webs.
—  because when i say i’m here, i mean it. nothing can scare me away.

Friends.
With fingers searching
the places that past lovers
bled dry with their touch.

Friends.
Wanting to be wanted
but not wanting to want.
Trying to shake the ghosts
that still linger and haunt.

Friends.
Talking every day,
understanding the deepest parts
of one another, without offering
to be a safety net. 

I cannot decide if all of this makes us
more than or less than
friends.

—  // Where is the benefit? // S.K.K. // May 24, 2016 //
  • seeker: haha hey guys do u dare me to destroy myself on a vain pursuit of an undead ghost
  • them: no
  • seeker: *shaking my head and chuckling* i cant believe you guys are making me do this
  • them: we're not
  • seeker: *sacrificing sanity, friendships and notability* this is so wild you guys you're so messed up for making me do this

neither of us can wear white anymore;
not if we’re being honest,
but I’d still put on my prettiest dress
and dance barefoot in the kitchen with you
and all our demons;
turn the wood floor into a ballroom,
and let the skeletons out of the closet –
because darling, it’s not a party
without them.
we are no virgins to heartbreak
and maybe I’m biting off more
than I can chew but there’s nothing
I’d rather sink my teeth into.
rattle my bones,
shake the ghosts from our
unsteady foundation, put your hands
on my shoulders until the wind
outside the windows feels less
like a hurricane and more like a song –
darling, I’ll sing to you until
all your ghosts are gone
and there’s nothing but us
with sheets over our heads.
I might stumble over your tongue,
but we can howl at the moon
and maybe together
we can trip into something
a little more comfortable
than the love we knew before.
and maybe someday,
when I ask you
how your heart is
you’ll tell me
that it’s a haunted house
but you’ll tell me
it’s home

anonymous asked:

Oh god, ghost mama! Im shaking so fuckin much, today i said to myself that i need to confess to my crush! And i did. But not my love for her, i told about my depression. Well. This is not what i planned, but i panicked! ;w;

oH GOSH I MEAN THAT WORKS TOO LMAO……. legit tho hopefully you find the courage to confess soon!

1989: Similar words

Blank Space: Screaming, crying, perfect storms

Clean: Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turn black like a perfect storm

I Know Places: Lose lips, sink ships, all the damn time, not this time

This Love: Been losing grip, on sinking ships, you showed up just in time

Clean: The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

 This Love: In silent screams, in wildest dreams, I never dreamed of this 

Wildest Dreams: Say you’ll see me again even if it’s just in your wildest dreams

This Love: In silent screams, in wildest dreams, I never dreamed of this

This Love: Your smile, my ghost, I fell to my knees

How you get the Girl: Stand there like a ghost shaking from the rain

This Love: Your kiss, my cheek, I watched you leave

How you get the Girl: With pictures in frames, of kisses on cheeks

Wildest Dreams: Red lips and rosy cheeks

Style: And I got that red lip classic thing that you like

Wonderland: And we pretended it could last forever

Wildest Dreams: Nothing lasts forever, but this is gonna take me down

This Love: But you were still gone

Wonderland: I reached for you but you were gone

….And did you notice that most of the songs have linking words to ‘This Love’. I think that shows that the whole album 1989 is about this one love, this love who influenced the whole album. This Love…the whole story from the beginning to the end.

taylorswift

The seven + Reyna and Nico Camping
  • Frank: chillin with the bears
  • Annabeth + Piper: hiking together
  • Percy: swimming in the lake and pulling on people's fishing lines but he's actually just cutting them off
  • Jason: trying to hit Percy with a skipping rock, but it comes back and hits him in the face
  • Hazel: making s'mores and exploring caves
  • Reyna: playing with the marshmallow skewers as swords
  • Leo: trying not to create a forest fire and being that weirdo who purposely torches their marshmallows.
  • Nico: telling creepy ghost stories and shaking people's tents and has a flashlight under his face at all times creepily lighting his face up
A-Z Tag

Thank you @skadisim for tagging me!!

A - Age: 26 but I feel so much older. Not in some sort of I’m better than you and know myself type way but like, emotional age. Whatever. Lol
B - Biggest fear: my therapist says success, I say failure.
C - City you’d like to move to one day: anywhere where it doesn’t snow and it doesn’t go below like 40°F
D - Drink you last had: Water
E - Every day starts with: my dog Odin nudging me awake and flopping in between me and my husband
F - Favorite song: anything by Alabama Shakes
G - Ghosts are real?: hell yeah.
H - Hometown: Columbus, Ohio, but don’t talk to me about the Buckeyes unless you mean the candy.
I - In love with: my home life
J - Jealous of: this lady I know who I won’t name or get into too much personal detail about but she is really cool and beautiful and strong and even when she fucks up she does it so gracefully and I wish I were her literally every day lol
K - Killed someone: I feel like this started as “kissed” and someone got weird? Who would even admit to killing someone on tumblr? So yeah I’ve kissed someone. I kissed a lot of someones until I found my husband and now he gets all my kisses.
L - Last time you cried: probably last year when I had a panic attack and couldnt find matching socks.
M - Middle name(s): Merry Christine. Like Merry Christmas? My grandma thinks she’s clever.
N - Number of siblings: I’m the oldest of 6 in a blended family so I have two younger stepbrothers, twin half-sisters and the littlest one is my half-brother. I would never actually call them half and steps but eugh.
O - One wish: to win the lottery
P - Person you last called/texted: gross. My husband. I have no friends 😂😂
Q - Questions you’re always asked: “why aren’t you pregnant yet?” “can I try your glasses on?”
R - Reasons to smile: i agree with @skadism here- Waking up and feeling good
S - Song last sang: the Sims 4 loading screen “duh-na-naaa..duh-na-naaaa” song.
T - Time you woke up: 8am on the dot. Odin has a great internal clock.
U - Underwear colour: scandalous! None! 🙊🙊
V - Vacation destination: Malta and Ireland EDIT- I thought this meant where would I go not where I do go? I don’t vacation tho I just wish I could leave the country lol
W - Worst habit(s):tbh I’m really mean to myself and selfdeprecating and that’s worse than my smoking imo.
X - X-rays you’ve had: luckily, I’ve never had a medical emergency
Y - Your favourite food: Carbs and Sugar. In any format.
Z - Zodiac sign: Sagittarius-Capricorn cusp (I make the distinction because I was born right in the middle of the cusp and I don’t feel like I’m exactly one or the other so yeah)

Oh man that was fun! Thanks again @skadisim for tagging me! I’d like to tag @ohthesefaces @furiouslydecaffinated @valpre @westerosims @roseoakmoonsims @small-lady-of-the-sea @valhallansim @bsimth @lunmiun , and anyone else that wants to do it! (Sorry if I tagged someone who already did it and/or didn’t tag someone who may feel left out! I’m really bad with this kind of thing!)