Look, I know I acted like a complete and total raging bitch last year, but what you don’t know is how bad I felt about it all summer. You were the only person who was friends with me for me and I hurt you the worst.
I miss you. I just want things to go back, to the way they used to me. I just want things to go back, to the way they used to be, Ya know? Walking to school together, dancing on tables in our underwear, midnight swimming at your moms country house. You’re like my sister, and with our families… We need eachother.
There’s a reason I always come back to your Carter, and it’s not because you’re my bad habit. You’re the only one who understood why I wanted to find my father. You were there for me through all of that and I trust you. I want you.