reblog if your muse is an actual beam of sunshine
I had a...i don't know, i guess an anxiety/panic attack? in my first class of the semester. I couldn't really keep up with the professor because it's a subject i'm really weak at, and i just blanked, because i was so terrified of doing poorly in school again and feeling like i was back in highschool all over again just watching my grades slip and being unable to anything about it. I started crying (no one noticed, thankfully cuz it's a huge lecture hall) I don't know if i can do this anymore.