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Mine: Tom Holland x Reader

Sort of a request and my own idea combined. While the rumors of Tom visiting his “gf” in NYC Reader gets a bit discouraged because while her and Tom aren’t really dating they have been unofficial for awhile. Slightly based on the song ‘Mine” by Beyonce feat. Drake. 


You were in LA filming for a new movie while Tom was off in NYC. “Hey love.” He said answering your call. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Nothing much, just hanging with Jacob, Michael, Haz, and Z.”, “Oh okay, well I didn’t mean to interrupt you.” You sighed trying not to feel jealous. “No, you’re not bothering- Oh sweet!” He got distracted by something that happened. 

“I’ll talk to you later.” You mumbled, “Okay bye.” He hung up and you threw your head on your pillow. You wished you would’ve said ‘Yes’ to Tom:

You two were laying on the floor of your apartment, while your fingers intertwined, “What is this?” You asked. “What?” He asked. “This? I mean we kiss, we hold hands, we cuddle, we have deep ass conversations about life and our future-” He sat up and looked at you. “I told you I want to be in relationship but you keep getting scared.”

“I know but what if it doesn’t have to be a relationship-” He sighed and interrupted you, “Y/N do you want to be my girlfriend?”

“N-no.” You whispered. He groaned and let go of your hand, “So we can just be nothing. At this point I’m sick of asking.” He got up.


You remember that night like it was yesterday. Tears stung your eyes as you regretted your decision. You tried to take your mind off of it and scrolled through Instagram. 

You saw that your best friend, Ty, sent you a screenshot. You read through the comments and felt sick to your stomach. You read that Tom had told a fan he was in New York to visit his girlfriend. “Girlfriend?” You mumbled. 

You went to the source and saw everyone speculating that it wasn’t you but Zendaya was a favorable candidate.  You threw your phone down and started sobbing, “I’m such an idiot.”

You contemplated texting him and Zendaya but you didn’t want any drama so you just stared at the ceiling, you couldn’t rest because that new info was killing you. Did he really move on from you to Zendaya that quickly? Was he really angry at you for not wanting to commit? Your heart felt like it was being ripped out of your chest and thrown into a shredder. You got on your phone again, searching for more clues-but it was just like adding salt to your wounds. 

You saw that he attended her photo shoot with her and that from previous days they were all closely hanging out. The love of your life now liked someone else. 

Maybe you were thinking too much but your brain couldn’t stop piecing together everything you saw. Why would Tom tell some random ass fan that he was visiting his girlfriend? It hurt too much to think, so you wiped your tears and took something to fall asleep. 


Tom felt like shit for telling the fan that he was visiting his girlfriend. “What the hell is wrong with me?” He asked Haz. “A lot.” Harrison responded dryly. He knew that by now you heard the news and was hoping to get a call or a text from you soon but you were too hurt. 

“Y/N is going to hate me.”, “Well maybe this could be a wake up call for her. Maybe she will actually want to have a serious relationship with you.”

Tom shook his head and sat on the edge of his bed, “It shouldn’t have to be like this.”, “Don’t freak out about it.”


“But-”, “But nothing. Go to sleep mate.” Haz threw a pillow at him and walked out of the room. Tom climbed into bed and looked up at the ceiling trying to imagine your beautiful face. He gave in and called you, “Hey love we need to talk.” He said into your voicemail. He sent you a text and tried to close his eyes. 

You were his girl but you were a complicated person, he wanted to be with you and really wanted to carry things into a serious long term relationship.You were a good, sweet, amazing girl and he couldn’t ask for more but he just needed you to know that he wasn’t going to hurt you. Maybe Harrison was right, maybe hearing rumors about the fake girlfriend could make you realize what you weer losing.  


You woke up and saw that Tom had left you a voicemail and sent you a text but you didn’t care to open them. You stared at your phone and texting him back: What?

He saw your reply and called you. “Hey Y/N.” He said. You were so used to him calling you love when he answered but this time he didn’t, you sighed “What?”

You two stayed silent on the phone until you broke the silence, “So you and Zendaya, huh?”

“Eh.” He answered. “What does Eh mean, the last time I checked you aren’t Canadian.” You snapped back. “We’re just seeing how things work out.” He lied. 

“Fuck you.” You hung up and cried into your pillow. He tried calling you but you eventually blocked his number. The next few days were hell for you both but you figured you would get over it, eventually. 

You were still following him on Instagram and saw the bags under his eyes as he sat in the airport. He tried to make light of everything by making it seem like everything was fine but he was just as hurt as you were. 


A few weeks had passed since you both had spoken to each other. You missed him so much but you were stubborn as hell and didn’t want to give in. Tom wasn’t going to lose you over some stupid rumor that he started himself, so he packed his bags and headed to LA. 

You were playing with your dog when you heard knocking on your door. “Who is it?” You got up to look outside the door and sighed when you saw the familiar hat. “What do you want?”, “Please let me in love.” After making him wait a few minutes you reluctantly opened the door. He came with his luggage, “What the hell are you doing?”

He shrugged and placed his stuff by the door. “We need to have a serious talk.”

“About what? Aren’t you supposed to be with your girlfriend?”, “Can you just listen to me?”, “No because you told me that you loved me and then had the nerve to tell a damn fan that-”, “WILL YOU SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN?” He yelled. You folded your arms, “Fine.”

You sat down on the couch and he sat across from you. “Are you going to stop being stubborn and listen to me?” He asked. You shrugged and avoided eye contact, “I guess.”

“I am so sorry for spreading that rumor. Z is not my girlfriend, okay? We’re just friends and I am such an idiot for saying that but it would’ve never happened if you wouldn’t stop rejecting me.”

You looked up at him, “So you spread a fake rumor just to make me jealous?”
“Not at first, it was just something I blurted out like the idiot I am.”

He reached for your hands but you pulled away. “I can’t believe you.” You whispered. “I’m sorry love.” 

You both sat there in silence for about 30 minutes until your dog started barking like crazy. You got up and put his leash on, “Come on boy.” You thanked your dog for releasing you from the tense atmosphere. Tom got up to walk with you, “You don’t have to-” You sighed when he put his shoes on and closed the door behind him. 

You two walked beside each other while your dog roamed around, the slight brush of his arm against yours caused butterflies in your stomach. “We have to stop playing these games Tom.”

“I agree Y/N, I really want to be with you but-” You stopped him, “I’m ready.”

“Ready for?”, “Ready to commit.” You smiled and grabbed his hand. “That’s all I’m asking for.” He smiled and caressed your face. He bent down to kiss you, the amazing sensation of his soft lips on yours made you feel like you were in heaven. You pulled away and smiled, “So you’re mine?”

He nodded, “Of course.”, “As long as you know who you belong to.” You pulled him in again and fell into the bliss.


I really wanted to do more with this but I kinda felt like it was going in a different direction. Knowing me I might make another one fully based on the song. 

Valentine's day with Mack (2/17/16)

Sooo… I saw Mack on Wednesday, and we had a blast. For the first time I went to his hometown, and I saw his first house, and a few properties he owns, I went to a client meeting with him… it was just great seeing him in his natural environment and all business. Very sexy :) We had lunch at Wolfgang Puck’s restaurant, and then decided to hit the tables and gamble a bit before retreating back to the hotel room for a few hours before I left. Since we were at a casino that he goes to rather frequently, and they know his son and brothers, he introduced me as his assistant. I started off with 200 dollars in chips, and by the end of the house we were up $2,650 in chips. It was a great session.

We went upstairs and he told me that he got me a present, which turned or being the Endless collection bracelet that I’ve been eyeing, and staying building it with charms on it. It’s something small, but I loved it. Plus he also got my sister a mock watch of the one he got me for Christmas because she keeps trying to take mine for her birthday yesterday. It was a really sweet gesture.

When it was time to leave, he kissed me goodbye and asked me if I wanted and pocket change to keep me company until I see him next, and I said no. I know…. Many of you girls are rereading that last sentence to make sure you aren’t going crazy, and I assure you, I am not either. I took a risk, and it is already coming back in my favour. [SN: For those of you who don’t know, I am a very spoiled gf with Mack, and for me, it’s perfect. I make a pointed effort in not documenting how much money I make a meet, or showcasing money shots, because we 1) I hate carrying cash so it’s usually done electronically or 2) I believe that everyone’s hustle is different, and you shouldn’t base how much money I make as a sign of success, or failure.]

He was a little surprised, and pushed to give me a little change, I grabbed a few 50s and kissed him goodbye and went on my way. Why did I decline free money? We’re at that point in our relationship where long term goals are better than the short ones. Denying that money brings confidence. Shows him two things, that I’m not dependent on him for money, so he can never hold that against me, and that it’s more than just the money. I personally feel that all the men want that kind of assurance that after they’ve spoiled you with the trips, houses, cars, and countless other things, that they are not going to be left in the past.

I’m at that point in my life where I am going to start wanting things on the scale of a car, an apartment, and security, and to me that means taking some risks. Now, I’m not advocating for everyone to start denying free money, and them asking for bigger things, but I am however advocating to show that it’s more than just the money…. Even if it isnt. Once that security sets in that you care about them, more abundance is bound to come your way, and if that doesn’t happen, well…. They probably weren’t the right person in the first place.

Fingers crossed for greater luck for everyone!

☆ Brown Sugar NY ☆

anonymous asked:

It's June aka pride month and even though I still feel uncomfy with my sexuality it's amazing to see so many people proud and happy with theirs. I just wish I could get to that point quicker and stop being so anxious over it. Like the thought of going to nyc pride in the future with a gf is like going to Disney for me lmao

Lol!! ily. I’m sure you are not the only one going through this. I hope you eventually get to that point of comfort bc u got a life to live and a future gf to go to nyc pride with! 

if anyone has any tips for anon in becoming more comfortable with their sexuality, hit this post up

xx, D

  • Lady: *taking a picture of me and my friends because we asked her*
  • Dude: *is walking by with his girlfriend*
  • Dude: * still walking but asks the lady* Do you want me to take a picture of all you?
  • Lady: *points at us* no, we aren't friends
  • Dude: *still walking but turns around to face us* LET'S ALL BE FRIENDS!
  • Dude's gf: NO! *drags dude away*