get out of the front door is my fave part tbh

So I read STFF last night...

Amazon is freaking amazing. I got my copy a day early and spent all of last night reading it. Despite some poor reviews and negative reactions to the advanced copies, I actually really enjoyed this book. I read a ton of fanfic and books. When I enjoy a story, I get sucked in and will read non-stop to finish it (time/life permitting). Other than dinner and watching Dustin Lance Black’s “When We Rise” last night, I read STFF. I was compelled to take notes throughout. I ended up with three pages of notes.

If you’re the general audience, I think you will enjoy this book. It’s funny, raw, tender, and heartbreaking. Coming from a fandom perspective, you’ll get it. You may see yourselves in it. The character development for the 4 teenagers could have been better, he devoted a chapter to each one and further glimpses into them as the story went on, but for the most part, not enough. I think my fave depiction of one of the kids was the trans kid, Sam - that’s going to help a lot of kids out there. Maybe he was trying to keep the book shorter (it’s 295 pages) to keep the average teens attention span, but tbh, these kids are reading Harry Potter and other much longer novels so I think he could have expanded that more.

If you’re not a Chris Colfer fan who’s paid attention to his life, you may not get any of the autobiographical nature of this book. However, make no mistake, he pulls directly from his life and life experiences and it’s blatant. I definitely have a clearer perspective on Chris and the way he views life, his Glee years, and fandom. He’s screaming to be heard and understood. Please don’t read into this thinking he hates his fans, that’s just not true. He loves and appreciates his fans, however, certain fans and fandom culture scares the hell out of him. He’s never quite understood us. I don’t take it with malicious intent, it just is what it is. Obviously we cannot empathize unless we’ve been in his shoes, but we get a better understanding through this book.

Chris wrote this as an exercise of “plausible deniability” just like when he wrote the Rachel/PR bits into his episode. Of course he’s going to claim this is all fiction and has very little basis in reality, we know better. Definitely go buy it and check it out.

There are many obnoxious things I found within, you may or may not agree with me, but do not come hatin’ into my inbox. I won’t be entertaining you today.

Under the cut (slight spoilers ahead, but I do not mention Cash’s secret) are the things that stood out for me:

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jeon jungkook as your boyfriend

a/n- the time has finally come for kookie as your adorable boyfriend. i am so sorry this took so long but… also i got a bit carried away i love boyfriend!jungkook

Yoongi / Taehyung / HoseokJimin

Seventeen / Got7


- okay so he says he’s not the type to cuddle in bed but when you wake up, your face is shoved against his chest and his arms are holding you tightly and he’s snoring in your ear and you’re like ‘yeah no cuddling my ass' 

- he has a hard time waking up a lot of the time so you have to lure him out being like ‘ahem yeah i’m shirtless’ and then he’s WIDE AWAKE and also kinda sad you’re wearing a shirt

- you are in charge of his outfit a lot of the time because if not he’d literally be wearing the same thing every day (aka his white shirt, jeans, and timberlands) so you find him cute outfits and in return he picks out your outfit sometimes which uh…is usually a white shirt and jeans, sorry bro

- when he gets his license he is very adamant about driving you to work. like he thinks he’s hot shit now that he can drive so you he drives you up to your work building and makes an effort to open your door and be like 'i drove you today you’re welcome loser’ and you’re like 'shut up’ ((he picks you up from work when he can too with just as much sass))

- dates are super fun even if half of them involve physical exercise. like jungkook’s the type to like to go chill and watch a new action movie in the theaters, but his fave thing to do is like go play laser tag or rock climbing or roller skating like he likes to m o v e and you love it but he is usually a lot better at it so you always give him -.- that look 

- one time you two went on a hike up some mountain and it was like a ten mile hike all in all and by the seventh mile of going uphill you were almost passed out and like jungkook was so scared because you did look paler than usual but you were just like 'hand me some water u stupid head’ and he was such a worried little bunny like he even offered to carry you all the way down and you were like ‘no i’m not dying i just need a rest’. he eventually was convinced you were going to live and was like 'okay no more hiking but uhm i did reserved us for paintballing next saturday, you down?' 

- but don’t get me wrong he’s completely fine with sitting at home watching anime and eating pizza and chicken wings in a tshirt and sweats and making out on the couch 

- meeting him outside the bighit building with the car and driving him to the nearest like sonic and ordering slushies that turn your mouth blue while talking about anything and everything ('kookie do you think aliens exist’ 'uhm yeah i think so i mean the universe is really fucking big’ 'don’t curse like that omg you’re still a child’ 'shut up i am a man’)

- when he goes to work out you tag along and sometimes try to use the equipment but when you “don’t get it”, a sweaty jungkook will come and try to guide your body the right way and you really don’t want to tell him you understand how to use the stair climber you just really want to feel his biceps/abs against your body as he sets you in the right direction

- he tries to be all tough and macho all the time and act like he’s not affected by anything but as soon as your lips touch his his whole face lights up pink and he freezes 

- but when he finally comes to his senses he is a really good kisser and i mean reallyyyy good like they don’t call him the golden maknae for nothing. he knows exactly how to guide your lips and all the lip balm he puts on definitely does its job because omg???? his lips are /so/ soft and nice like boy give me some of that chapstick

- he is actually more affectionate than you thought he would be. like in public he always is putting his head on your shoulder or slipping his hand into your back jean pocket just to be playful and you’re like ’S T O P  it we are in public!!’ but he legit doesn’t care because you’re his and he wants everybody- everybody- to know it

- so yeah i bet you guessed that precious kookie is also pretty protective and a bit possessive even. he’s like souped up on testosterone all the time and when he sees another guy checking you out, he’s almost too eager to tell the dude to back off. but you better watch out if a guy is actually harassing you because oh boy be careful he might throw hands. 

- on the other end of being protective, he would suck at making you feel better when you’re sick or something like he’d wouldn’t know what to do. i mean he’d try to cuddle you or something and give you extra blankets but tbh he’d probably need help from his hyungs (poor baby)

- he is the biggest show off you know omg!!! like he is always willing to legit battle you or somebody to prove he’s better. (especially in dancing or singing) he really likes to beat people in front of you so you’ll think he’s cooler but tbh you’re just like 'i s2g this boy’ all the time. 

- speaking of singing ^ he likes to sing for you a lot. like along with jingles on commercials he hears on the radio or to the ballads that play on sad parts in movies or just mimicking your ringtone he is /always/ singing. but you actually don’t mind because he is a super good singer

- when it’s raining you like to lay your head on his lap and have him sing to you and the sound of his beautiful voice mixed with the rain while he plays with your hair is really super nice

- his family thinks you are the BEST ever because you take care of him so well and also made him think of having more a future than strictly being a musician (which is fine but like they want him to also experience being in love and possibly having a family of his own) and they give you so many hugs when you visit

- jungkook’s childhood home is so cute because he hasn’t been around his room since he was really little so it has a lot of kiddie toys and books and like a power rangers bedspread or something (he also has some iron man figurines oops) 

- you two sit on his roof outside his window and look up at the stars and he shares with you about how he never thought he would make it and now here he is back where the dream all started and when he starts to cry you do too and it’s a really nice moment

- the first time you and jungkook say 'i love you’ is at the same time like it’s adorable. okay so you two were having  a date at one of your favorite restaurants that you both go to all the time and as the waiter brings out the appetizers you notice his face is all red and then you think that yours probably is too and then you two lock eyes and just blurt out 'i love you’ and then you cant stop laughing because you two both just confessed your love at the same time over top of some delicious looking nachos

- all in all a relationship with this cutie would be extremely playful and fun but also just as caring and gentle because wow you two nerds are in love

Xu “The8″ Minghao | Highschool!AU

this was a Good Concept. i actually got this from an anon awhile back, so all credit goes to them for helping me write this! i think i like this one a lot, it’s probably one of my faves out of this whole au!! tho mingyu’s and s.coups’ make close seconds. anyway, i hope you all enjoy this!

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Father!Jungkook’s Halloween

And last but certainly not last, to finish it off as he always does is our bunny maknae, the second half of the Busan line who has been doing am azING like the whole slow fall to the floor thing he does in BST just ignites all the feels 10/10, Jeon Jungkook aka kookie

  • All of the father related posts are here
  • For everyone that hasn’t read the original post, he has two bbys, twins, a boy and a girl
  • Okay so I have this lil head canon that kook’s kids would be just as mischievous as he is
  • The only difference is there are two of them and they can get away with more
  • He finds it so fucking funny that they’re just like him in so many ways, they both tilt their heads when they sleep, they both had the exact same smile as him, they both do the eyebrow thing 
  • He lo v es them beyond words even if they are two tiny troublemakers, they’re HIS tiny troublemakers and he wouldn’t trade them for the world
  • Tbh the three of them start a prank war among all of BTS 25/8 like the classic water bucket over door shit, a fake fly in their soup just normal playful shit never anything too hardcore it all has to be family appropriate bc there are bbys forever running around
  • But when you add Halloween into that shit oh boY all of the boys just prepare themselves
  • Bby girl puts a “worm” in Jimin’s water and bby boy puts fake spiders in Jin’s hair while he sleeps and kookie puts hot pepper in Namjoon’s coffee
  • They are another family that goes all out for Halloween, I just feel like kook would be so into it which means the bbys would be even more into it
    bc anything kook likes they like especially bby girl she wants to be just like Jungkook
  • It’s actually pretty damn cute bc she does it without even thinking, like if he’s sitting on the couch and she comes to sit next to him, she has that same slouch he’s got going on and her hand will be on the couch just like his is and he kinda just gets all smiley and happy
  • But back to decorating, they go all out and they do have some scary decorations up bc idk why but I just see kook’s kids at really tough kids who probably just giggle when people try to scare them
  • So they don’t mind a graveyard in the front or something by the door that’s like motion activated like one of those skeleton dudes that’ll start talking or play music or something that jumps out
  • They end up falling over laughing when kook gets scared by it bc he was the one that set it up he should be the only one not getting scared by it plus it’s funny to see their tough ass dad that’s always going on about how he’s a Busan man scream and go to run away bc a lil fake spider pops out
  • They do pumpkin carving but kook ends up doing most of the work
  • Like he knew going in he’d be doing the hard stuff like the actual carving but he didn’t expect to be getting all the seeds and guts out of the pumpkin too
  • He thought they’d love that part but they both take one look inside and then just automatically turn to kook with those big puppy dog eyes and they don’t even have to say anything before kook’s rolling his sleeves up
  • They do the actual design though bby boy decides he wants to make a rainbow while bby girl makes a goat or at least tries to
  • She has kookie help her draw the outline so he pretty much does her entire pumpkin for her but he doesn’t mind at all bc he loves them both v v much
  • Okay but they would so win best costume at any party bc they have a really cute theme and they themselves are fucking adorable
  • Ight so flashback time, remember when kookie wore that Pikachu onesie and we all kinda cried a bit bc it was so fucking cute??
  • Take that and now imagine two really smol Jungkooks (one with tiny pigtails and the other with a teeny tiny bun) in a Pichu and Pikachu onesie
  • Bby girl gets the Pichu costume and then bby boy gets Pikachu and then Jungkook is Raichu bc I need this so much I’ve been waiting to write this post purely so I could add this lil section
  • But just imagine for a solid second, the three stages of Pikachu just walking (waddling in the bbys case bc tinY BBY LEGS AKA MY FAVE) around with their big ass buckets of candy bc you know the Jeons would dominate Halloween when it comes to trick or treating
  • Okay but head canon that the Tae’s family joins up with them bc they both have similar strategies and similar routes and they figure they’ll get more candy if they have a larger group
  • The Jeons would go home and just chill out after a long night
  • The bbys literally drop onto the couch and the lil hoods of their onesies cover their heads so it just looks like a tiny Pichu and Pikachu are mumbling about how much candy they got that night
  • They would try to stay up and watch a movie together but they both end up falling asleep on kook pretty early on like within the first ten minutes they’re down
  • Bby girl ends up falling asleep on his chest while bby boy is on his stomach and tbh kook isn’t that far behind them like even though it’s not enough 10 pm yet, he’s out like a light
  • Halloween with kook is exciting and fun and he’s forever giggling at their lil tails and ears flopping around as they walk and they’re giggly bc he’s giggly so everyone’s giggly and they just are having the time of their lives
Cutest Shit a Male from each Sign had ever done for Me
  • Aries: He ain't a crush of mine but he had a crush on me, and he's the school's unstoppable valedictorian. I don't study, yep, I know, not very Capricornish, but this Aries guy is such a fucking amazing friend that he never ever fails to help me in my cramming. If I don't understand no shit at classes, he's never ever that person who'd tell me to ask someone else for free lessons. He'd always write down notes and equations as simplified as he can. Tbh, I would have never graduated high school if it wasn't for his huge ass help.
  • Taurus: I had a long-standing crush on this guy back at high school. So one break time, I asked if he can treat and run me water cos I was feeling lazy to go out of the room. Then he said no give me money to buy a bottle, so I went back to the room to rob anyone some coins then when I went back to the door, he's gone. So I asked another guy to buy me water and he said okay cool. Then after some while, boy #2 got my water and he gave it to me, with Taurus boy behind him holding a bottle of water. I saw 'wtf' on his face and I told him "NO NO GIVE ME THAT WATER I WILL DRINK AND EMPTY IT FIRST IM SO SORRY I THOUGHT YOU WONT BUY ME WATER".
  • Gemini: I've an on-and-off crush with this guy, only met him online and we've never seen each other yet. But, some years ago (I screen capped and still treasure this shit cos it's too good), he sent me a late night message telling me how he's appreciative of knowing me. And that I should know that even if he's a total wreck, he'd always listen to me if I need someone to rant to, and he still cares a lot about me and he doesn't wanna lose me and i should take care more of myself.
  • Cancer: We're not close but he's a friend of mine, he's the director of my dance cover group. One night we all had a sleep over with booze and all and he's the first one to crack open. He did a long speech, and parts of his presidential two hour speech are about how I'm a dangerous coral reef that no one should ever cross with because it's gonna be bloody, but on the other hand, I also have a brilliant smile, something like that.
  • Leo: Oh my goodness yesss this guy, younger than me, friend of a friend. Almost all of his friends knew that he has a massive crush on me and I also knew that. My last prom was coming near and after school he walked towards me with a tray of cupcakes with letters on top, so if you put them all together, the cupcake said "Will you be my prom date?" and I jump and said fuck yeah, anyone who's brave enough to ask me for the prom with food will get my yes. Wanna know what happened? First dance of prom didn't happen as the students hoped for but I immediately grabbed him out of his chair and danced with him.
  • Virgo: HAHAHAHA THIS FUCKER okay so around my first week at my new high school (I arrived like third quarter, I know, weird but uninhibited yass), I was walking on a path walk when him and his best friend came up to me with him holding a struggling dragonfly right in front of my face and I was like df are you doing? Then he said you're not afraid of dragonflies? I said nope. He got puzzled lol ahahaha and then after that incident, he started casually calling me Snow White because of my hair and my pale face.
  • Libra: Aw shucks, Librans are the nicest people this known fact makes me cry every time. Anyway. There's this guy, past schoolmate, his house is near the train station near the school. When me and my siblings had to start using public transportation, he'd always offer to tag along with him and basically my other male friends as we all walk to the metro (and him to his house) cos there were so many nasty minded men along that area. I have a younger sister and she really likes this Libran guy. He's also very soft spoken.
  • Scorpio: I have so many fucking broken tales about me falling for Scorpio ALL THE FUCKING TIME. But lemme tell you my fave one: This guy, song of a family friend, I had so much feelings for him and his mom was really rooting for me to be with her Scorpio son even if her son already has a girlfriend. So Anyway, he's generally a nice guy. He made my heart crazy for lots of things. But there was one time that he was at our apartment and we invited him for a game of scrabble but he looked at me saying he doesn't wanna play with me because he knows that I'm a writer and will try getting an English major and that he'll just lose, so he won't play with me. Too bad I never really stood a chance with this guy ayayayay.
  • Sagittarius: OMG OFMG THIS HAS TO ME MY CURRENT FAVE so I've met this guy through an app again (21st century romance man) then we both know we like each other but it was so fucking hard for me because he's Korean with no English and I'm still trying to improve my Korean so anyway, we got to the point where I ask about his height, he said he's 180 or 180+. Then he asked me about mine. I said idk i haven't checked in a long while but i'm small and petite, around 155 cm. And then he went on saying "What? Are you a fairy?" and Ifs2g I broke even with my cheeks so red and my limbs all flailing around like that is the best way to subtly insult slash tease a girl about her lack in height.
  • Capricorn: HAHAHAHAHA okay so I went on two dates with this guy cos I had a delusional crush on him and them after a prom, he started developing a crush on my as well. Basically, things didn't end up so well, but lemme tell you this: he is one very supportive guy. He did lots of cute things like 1. that merge camping at our school (he was my senior) when he made me sushi (but it didn't end up to me cos of misunderstanding) or 2. when he tried learning this Korean song that I like with his guitar. But I guess, the cutest thing he've done was he gathered his friends in a train station to witness him asking me to be his girlfriend. Curious what happened next? I didn't show up.
  • Aquarius: I noticed that the Aquarians I know are not afraid of gore and blood and horror and everything between these things. There's this one guy that I had a short mutual crush with, younger than me, and every time that I can't finish reading web horror mangas, I'd always ask him to finish the manga for me and tell me what happen next so at least I sort of finish the story as well. I always start reading scary shit, already knowing I can't do scary shit, then I run to him on pm for help lol. We'd always talk after midnight with all these scary topics but in the end, I was the sissy chicken.
  • Pisces: My previous and only ex is a Pisces. And in the span of time we were together, he did make a handful of cute shit. But what always come to my mind whenever I think of any good things we had was that, even if we literally live on both ends of the land, he will always travel back and forth just to go to my city. He would always do everything to go and spend as much time as he can with me. He always ended up using so much money to use a taxi to get home cos he'd always miss the train. It's really cute of him that he really showed how much he loved my company that much.<p/></p>

GUYS THAT WAS SERIOUSLY THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE. I LEGIT ALMOST LOST MY VOICE (jackson got me screaming too much ;) aayyee) 

  •  Jackson and bambam were being extra as always
  • Youngjae performed (but he still looked a little out of it)
  • Jinyoung was speaking English most of the time 
  •  During Yugyeom’s part in ‘Follow Me’ he changed the lyrics to “Dab,Dab,Dab” (while dabbing of course) and just burst out laughing after
  • Bambam did a sexy dance and said “you have to be 20 to think about that all day” and the rest of the members started teasing him after that. Like bambam you aren’t even 20 yet. 
  • I believe Yugyeom did a sexy dance too and Papa Jaebum threw something on top of Gyeom to cover him
  •  Their unit stages were amazing. After their units performed, they each talked about it. When it was Jackson, Bambam, and Yugyeom’s turn to talk, Mark called them the “swag unit”. Bambam was talking about the song W.O.L.O. and he goes “do you guys know yolo? It-” and Jackson just yells “NO, DON’T TALK ABOUT IT. It’s not yolo…It’s not because of copyright!!!!!“ 
  • They were talking about what they did their first morning in Chicago. Mark and Jackson slept, while the others went to get pizza and went downtown. 
  • During confession song, they walked through the aisles (my friend tOUCHED YUGYEOM…YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE). 
    • Before the show, people were handing out hearts that we would hold up during the song. Each member had their own color (I of course got jackson’s heart which was white)
    • People were also handing out ‘Fly’ banners that had cartoon!GOT7 on the front and fly’s fan chant on the back
  • During one of their songs (i think it was turn up the music) they dabbed like 1093034 times in a row
  • They didn’t do dumb dumb :((((
  • The graphics on the screen were really cool! They had a lot of bright lights flashing too. But in the beginning of the show they were having a glitch with the screen 
  • Mark said that since they always do concerts/fan meets in Asia, it was nice to finally come back to America. 
  • Jackson kept hyping up the crowd 
  • There were so many body rolls oh my lord yES
  • Bambam, Mark, and Jackson would ask the others questions in English and they would try and answer back in english. Although they did have to translate some words for the others
  • Like i said before, Jinyoung was talking in English throughout like the whole thing aND I LOVED IT. HE SOUNDS SO CUTE SPEAKING IN ENGLISH
  • After they performed Fly, bambam talked about how that was the song that got them their first win.. He said “we couldn’t have done it without you!” and pointed to the crowd. But Jackson thought he said “without yugyeom!” so he goes, “without you! not without yugyeom!” 
  • Jackson’s laugh sounds even cuter in person…i’m crying 
  • During Fly/ Home Run/ and Just Right, they wore these nice bomber jackets. Yugyeom’s was red and black, Youngjae’s was red and white, Jaebum’s was light blue and white (i really want it omg. If anyone can hook a girl up with a link to it that would be great), Jackson’s was blue and silver, Mark’s was blue and white, Bambam’s was black and gold (i think), and i believe Jinyoung wore a black and white one. (sorry if these colors aren’t right)
  • During Jackson and Bambam’s rap in Just Right, Jackson said “Say yeahhh” & “Say blab blab blab” and Bamba, said “Say dab, dab,dab” and “Say dab boiiii” (what else do we expect from him lmao) 
    • p.s. you guys better believe I was dabbing like fucking crazy the whole night  
  • They were talking about the different dances that they do, and Jackson announced that he loves the way Yugyeom does the little shoulder dance during his solo in Fly (I agree with Jackson, that is my fave part of the choreography tbh). And because of that, they made him do it for us. 
  • Before they performed “This Star”, Mark said that jinyoung wrote the lyrics. He then asked him why he named it that. Jinyoung replied with “It’s not called This Star, it’s called These Stars” and pointed to the crowd (that was smooth af)
  • At the end when they were saying their speeches, they all wanted Youngjae to go first. Before he started speaking the crowd started chanting “youngjae! Youngjae Youngjae!” even Jackson joined in.
  • Youngjae said that he performed today because he felt guilty. He didn’t want to let us down. He said he wasn’t feeling good and he hopes we understand. Jackson replied by saying “We will always be here for you Youngjae!!!” (i love supportive jackson)
  • All the members kept asking Youngjae if he felt okay throughout the whole show :’) 
  • Jackson asked if we knew who Mike Ditka and Michael Jordan were and then said that “Igot7 are better!!!”  
  • They did a dance roulette thing. There was a spinning wheel that would choose which choreography people had to do in order to pass the mission and to help them come back (to the city) again. There was a camera that would choose random people from the crowd to dance
  • Speaking of camera…during one of the songs (i think confession song but i’m not sure), bambam takes one of the cameras that was on the stage (the one that projects the crowd on the big screen) and started filming people in the crowd and they would show up on screen! 
  • Jinyoung took someones camera on stage and started filming the members 
  • MC Bambam made an appearance ft. MC Mark and MC Jackson
  • During the last few songs, Yugyeom wore the pink bulls hat that Jackson always wears. He even pointed to it during his speech
  • The members (but mainly bambam) would take peoples phones and take selfies / pics of the other members. 
  • Jaebum said he would say his speech in Korean to make it more sentimental. He basically thanked the fans for being so welcoming and for supporting them all these years. 
  • Before Jackson started his speech, he yelled “EVERYONE LEAVE YOUR BOYFRIENDS” and then started laughing. Then he just says “WHOEVER HAS A BOYFRIEND CAN LEAVE” and pointed to the door. He then said that he hopes we stay healthy. Fame and fortune don’t matter, what matters is that we all stay healthy. Because we only live once ;)
  • Bambam said the same thing he said in Dallas. He needs to forget about the haters and just move on cause he already has everything he needs. 
  • They asked us all to stick our hands out (like as if we were about to do like a handshake type thing) and they got in a half circle (as if they were including us) and say “Got7 and igot7!” 
Bts Highlight in Toronto Fan Acc

K so it actually went really well? Like really really well.
First of all, me and can-o-tuna-balism arrived around 10Am, a little bit before that. Keep in mind checkin was supposed to be at 10. The line was relatively long, and it only got longer. We were actually some of the first people, surprisingly. Now I didn’t expect check in to start at 10, I was expecting 11 or 12.
But of course, it didn’t start then either.
Around 3pm VIP and autograph people started being called in. 3pm. 5 hours late. GA people had to keep waiting. It was a relatively nice day out, and other than getting sunburned, which was honestly unavoidable, I was ok with. No one was brought in, but a separate VIP line was made. At 3Pm, a white bus drove by, and guess who was in it? BTS. J hopes face was pressed against the window to smile and wave at as all and Jimin was smiling at everyone. I actually got a video of them driving into the venue and exiting the van. They definitely looked tired, but it was understandable.

During the waiting time, before BTS showed up and while all of us had 0 idea of what was going on, a very nice woman with gorgeous eyes started walking up and down the lines. This happened a few times. TGM maybe, no. Just a fan. Fans and venue staff ended up organizing the whole thing. This woman made sure that if/when TGM arrived we would all behave and show how good Toronto was. She was also the one to give us updates. I also have a video of her speaking.

At 5:30, all VIP and autograph people were brought in. GA were sorted into 3 rows to get us off the street. The venue was good at letting those of us who had been lining up since early get in first. Everything was very organized and neat. I saw a security guard trying to calm down a girl who was having a panic attack, which I thought was very good.

At about 6-6:30, they started letting all GA in. We were told we’d get our shirts after the show and we were given our wrist bands. We all piled into the venue, me and can-o-tuna-balism sticking together along with our new found friends. The show started at 7 with Consio doing 4 or 5 songs. He got the crowed really hyped, and he was really good. When he left the stage everyone started chanting “BTS BTS BTS”. At one point we heard a cough in a mic and a small hi, I’m pretty sure it was j hope, but about 5 or 10 minutes after that BTS came on and preformed NO right away.

This was my least favourite part tbh. I mean not because of BTS or because of NO (which is my like one of my all time faves). No, it was because the fans were screaming too loud to actually hear anything. I was being tightly sandwiched between two people, one of which look like she had passed out. A girl got in between can-o-tuna-balism and I and we ended up being separated, me being pushed to the middle, and they were pushed to the far left. We were even separated from our new friends. I was dreaming out too much to even enjoy No.
However once the song was done I found my way to them and BTS started talking.
If I remember correctly, the line up was V, Suga, Jin, Rapmon, Jungkook, Jimin, and then J-Hope. They started talking about Toronto, and honestly people were screaming too loudly for me to hear. I know Kookie mentioned Lake Ontario, Rapmon mentioned the scenery and people I believe, Jhope did his “I’m your hope, I’m your Angel, I’m Jhope” thing and said after the concert he wanted to go and eat with all of us. Jimin said “shhh shhh” and put his finger up to his lips before speaking about going somewhere with us. I couldn’t hear Jin at all, he spoke really softly. Yoongi said “Niagara falls” and then did cute waterfall sounds. Taehyung I couldn’t really hear but I know he smiled really big and said hi!! Also Yoongi is super pale, and Jimin looks like an actual angel. Tae looks so sweet. Jin is so friggin handsome man. J hope was just a big ball of smiles. Rapmon was v cool. Jungkook was v cute.

Rapmon also promised that in their next tour they’d come to Toronto because he really likes it here.

After that they preformed Dope, then Boy in Luv, then I Need U. By this point the fans stopped screaming so loudly and started singing along with the boys. They looked so happy and energetic and they interacted with us a lot.
In Boy in Luv, Tae stopped singing his lines and made us all sing his lines. When he was satisfied he nodded his head and gave us a thumbs up. He seemed really happy and impressed. The others would also point the mic at us for a word or two to sing for them, but not as much as Tae’s entire line.
In I Need U Yoongi did the same thing as Tae and made us rap his line for him. He looked really smug and stuck his tongue out a little. He honestly looked like he was having a lot of fun.
Also while the boys were talking, Yoongi and I made eye contact for a good 5-10 seconds because I was constantly staring at him and waving at him. He ended up nodding his head at me and gave a small smile and I smiled really big. The perks of being up close.

In between I Need U and Boy in Luv the boys took a short break. The were sweating a lot. At that point everyone started chanting “cypher! Cypher! Cypher!”, and the boy behind me was changing “touch my body!” and “mini skirt!”.

After I Need U they all said thank you, and V was the last on the stage. He looked a little bit lost tbh, and I thought he would go the wrong way for a second. But he gave the fans his signature smile and waved with both hands while saying “bye!” Or “bye bye” (it was hard to hear).

Then a girl came out and said high touch would start soon. Ally and I got a bottle of water while waiting and started making our way to where the door of the high touch would be.
At one point we couldn’t move much further so we stayed put. That was when the girl in front of us started wobbling a lot and looked really out of it. Her friend was very worried. Ally helped sit the girl down and gave her their water since the girl was dehydrated. All these fans started fanning the girl and giving her space to cool her down. I had her propped up on my knees and I gave her an energy bar I had snuck in (oops). Another fan had gotten a security guard to help the girl.
Honestly I was so proud of all the armies and how we took care of each other. Like its like we were all friends. It was amazing.
After that was the hightouch. We were led through a small hallway and got into single file, and then out of no where BTS was standing all in a line, perfect as can be. I wasn’t ready. I had originally wanted to tell Yoongi that he was a huge inspiration for me but I honestly couldn’t. I drew a blank.

I can’t remember the exact order because I was very dazed, but I know it was Rapmon, Yoongi (I made eye contact with him again and he did his little head noddy thingy), then I think it was J hope and Jin (maybe Jungkook and Jin??) then u know it was V and then Jungkook (I think??) and Jimin was the last one. Jimin actually grabbed my hand and shook it. All I could say was thank you to everyone of them.
Now why was I so distracted? Only because when I got to Yoongi I made eye contact with V and he started smiling really brightly when he saw my hat. So I kept solid eye contact with him until I got to him and I said thank you and he smiled really hugely and gave me a slight nod. I think he said thank you as well. So when it was the next member I was still dazed but Jimin brought be out of my daze with his sunshiney smile and high voice. I forget what he said but I’m sure it was thank you. I had also tried looking Jin in the face before I got to V, but I couldn’t do it because he was just so handsome.

They all looked like pictures but also pictures don’t really do them any justice?? Like they are so handsome. And so nice too. Like they were all smiles and so so happy looking. They didn’t even look tired at all. They looked like they were having fun.

After that group photo people were led to the right and GA people were led to the left.

And that was the end of the concert. I’m still in so much shock. Thank you Taehyung for making my night, and Yoongi for making eye contact with me on stage, and Jhope for waving at me while on the bus.

I tagged the wrong person I’m bad at remembering URLs fuck.

sorry for the radio silence…i’ve kinda been in a weird place since sunday. my cockles op turned out to be a complete bust; can’t even salvage misha and jensen’s expressions because they don’t look like they’re really doing anything. :/ but it is what it is, and i’ve been lucky enough to get some great ops in the past, so i guess it’s not the end of the world. just wish it hadn’t been my last op of the weekend, but what can you do…

anyway, i know i’ve said it a million times before, but…i just love misha so so so much you guys. like, that’s literally all i’ve been able to think about the past few days. spn cons are a lot of fun in general, don’t get me wrong, but he’s by far the highlight of the weekend for me. even though i’ve been in a bit of a funk lately, i just keep thinking back to these little moments that happened, and i can’t help but want to curl up into the warmth i get in my stomach. :3 like i still don’t understand why after the cockles op he took the time to look me in the eye with his hand on my shoulder and say thank you when clearly i’m the one who should be saying that (and i did), but it’s the small things like that that end up having the biggest impact. idk if he could sense that i was flustered by the op or what, but the fact that he thought enough to say something means a lot.

(i also recommend trying to see him multiple times at one con if you can because seeing that flash of recognition in his eyes is the literal best.)

but about how the whole brushing of the hair thing happened during my misha solo op…i was just going for a simple, nice hug with misha because i hadn’t had one of those yet, but my hair got in my eyes, and chris made some sort of gesture to indicate as much. however, my arms were already around misha, so i didn’t really have time to fix it before he just went ahead and took care of the matter himself…before i know it, he’s literally pawing at my face to gently brush the hair aside (as i’m internally going !!! wtf is happening right now why are misha’s hands on my face) and then he just holds my head close to his in that position and moral of the story choose your haircuts wisely. @_@;;;

as for misha’s meet and greet…to avoid spilling a bunch of details about what was actually discussed because i have no idea what’s considered an acceptable summary anymore, i will only vaguely write about it by sharing my internal monologue, i.e., The Unabridged Neurotic Thoughts of a Fangirl Within the Immediate Proximity of Misha Collins for a Substantial Length of Time (alternatively, Things You Might Want to Prepare Yourself for Before a Misha M&G):

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Kcon 2015: Tips

Hello guys, as a person who has been going to Kcon since the very beginning I thought I’d give you some tips on how to go about Kcon. Of course you don’t have to follow any of them and you can do as you please. This is me just giving you general input from my past experiences. Sorry it’s fairly long, I didn’t think I’d write so much ;; (just wrote this as I thought of things, so it isn’t really organized, it also may contain errors. Also feel free to add more things if you believe I missed anything, I probably did)

  • Get there early
  • Packing and Planning
  • Food, snacks, water
  • What to bring in your bag
  • Meet up w/ people/ make new friends
  • Fans and their Fandoms
  • Convention etiquette
  • Convention
  • Money
  • Take pictures
  • Concert
  • Other

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